the only dance i do is avoidance

65% water; 35% anxiety about // main

[withlovewithsqualor-deactivated]

[pariaaaaah]

[holdmyaffectation]

person: *starts falling in love with me*

me, softly: please don't

[avoidancing]

one of the main reasons i took up anxiety as a topic of my final paper is so i can learn more abt why the fuck im like this tbh

[avoidancing]

if i had a dollar for every friend group i feel included, i’d still be a broke ass bitch

[sadvoidant]

i’m such an easy person to forget about

[borderline-pizza]

why do i have to be so… problematic

[shoppingstars]

do you ever see your old friends/people you knew from school through social networks or pictures and suddenly want to cry because everyone has friends, everyone has a great family, everyone has the capacity to do whatever they want and achieve their goals, but you’re just alone, with a messy mind and watching everything you want and every goal go away because you can’t do anything anymore. you’re just too sick. and you’re there, watching everyone move on, through a cellphone or computer screen, like you’re pausing your own life even if you don’t want to.

[criedforme]

it only takes the slightest hint of disinterest for me to never want to speak again

[avpdsnail]

[rosyfacedlovebird]

sometimes i’m like “i probably don’t really have a personality disorder” and other times i start crying bc my coworker stopped talking to me to talk to a different coworker and obviously that means they hate me

[ambivalentarchivess-deactivated]

my existence feels annoying and heavy all i want to do is curl up and fade out of reality

[paperbagoverhead]

[avpdptsd]

avpd feels

[t00nt0wn]

[rosalitadiazz-deactivated202003]

[avoidancing]

wow im sad again