I'm totally sane rn!! But I want to leave to never return . I don't wanna do pre med and I'm really serious about it. If there is a single option or choice for me I'll get out of this mess. But actually there's nothing what I actually wanna do. If we are talking about AMC then that definitely excites me but except for that I don't have a bit of interest in this major. I wanna start a business , before that I want to earn by freelance work. I want to learn alot of things from neuroscience to coding to marketing to stocks and yeah I have alot to do. I'm interested in cooking too . I really want to pursue that. Fashion excites me too and and I wanna do business in clothing. Art has always been close to my heart so I wanna do that too. This is the era of social media so I think of content creation too. But that's alot to do in a single life . Also I can't stick to one thing and switch between things that alone makes me feel like a loser. I have honestly quit more things than others have started and this is surely embarrassing for me . I want free space and time to settle things out. I don't think I can extract my fullest potential in closed boundaries. One thing I'm good at is studying and I'm honestly tired of it. Even if I get into medicine I don't plan to practice it . So that's what's been on my mind for the past year. I honestly have no plans and schedule I'm just living a dead life without a dream .
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