#auvi

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Cobla Jovenívola De Sabadell - Sardanes

Auvi

1980

[avoidantx]

I'm totally sane rn!! But I want to leave to never return . I don't wanna do pre med and I'm really serious about it. If there is a single option or choice for me I'll get out of this mess. But actually there's nothing what I actually wanna do. If we are talking about AMC then that definitely excites me but except for that I don't have a bit of interest in this major. I wanna start a business , before that I want to earn by freelance work. I want to learn alot of things from neuroscience to coding to marketing to stocks and yeah I have alot to do. I'm interested in cooking too . I really want to pursue that. Fashion excites me too and and I wanna do business in clothing. Art has always been close to my heart so I wanna do that too. This is the era of social media so I think of content creation too. But that's alot to do in a single life . Also I can't stick to one thing and switch between things that alone makes me feel like a loser. I have honestly quit more things than others have started and this is surely embarrassing for me . I want free space and time to settle things out. I don't think I can extract my fullest potential in closed boundaries. One thing I'm good at is studying and I'm honestly tired of it. Even if I get into medicine I don't plan to practice it . So that's what's been on my mind for the past year. I honestly have no plans and schedule I'm just living a dead life without a dream .

-04/11/25-

[avoidantx]

I'm so tired it's shit being here!!! Why did I over shared?? 😓

[avoidantx]

I feel so empty...... thinking all this would end and hell yeah we'll part ways . No one will remember each other, busy in practical life . Some will be compromising while others would be witnessing their dreams . Thinking all this converts the noise inside me into a silent note .

[avoidantx]

you mind your own business and i'll mind my own !! I will settle my matters myself while you settle things for others!! It's okay even if I'm not your priority!! I get that you're no so interested in me ....obv why would you be interested when you know ill tell you every detail when I'm in mood despite you're interested or not so yeah okay ..... im not even someone you'll consider important !!!

[avoidantx]

I'm scared!!! I hope result doesn't disappoints me :/ Please help me Allah!!!! I know you can save me !!!

[avoidantx]

I look so bad ..... I cried and my eyes are red and swollen also I have to go out !! It's sucks .... My eyes are irritated too on top of all this......

[avoidantx]

Why is it my fault that you lost your temper!! Why are you taking it on me ? What did I do huhh!!?