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New Year’s emotions.
New Years Eve was normally one of Xandra’s favorite holidays since she loved to have an excuse to drink. However, this year she wouldn’t be able to take a drink. No matter how much she had wanted to take a drink. Being pregnant really sucked. She had really wanted to drink. She had been having a rough six months. Being left by one guy, only to really find the right one, just for him to be taken away from her in the blink of an eye. She was distraught. Depression had been hard on her. Xandra was only still functioning because she had to. She had her son Adin to think about. That and Gabby would kick her ass into gear if she didn’t do it herself. The woman kept her as busy as she could. It was like Gabby knew that if Xandra fell too hard into her depression that she would fall into old habits again. Something that she really couldn’t do being that she was pregnant.
Xandra sighed as she looked at herself in the mirror. She had promised that she would go out that night after the small ceremony. Not that she really wanted to. Her mother was watching Adin. Which, her son always loved to be with his grandparents. Today had been eventful. Gabby and Tyler had finally tied the knot. Which, Xandra loved. She loved how happy Tyler made her sister. Now that it was time to go out for New Years Eve into New Years Day, she wanted to hide and not go. She would be tempted to get a drink, or drugs. Her emotions getting the better of her. When would she catch a break. She wondered. That’s all she wanted in the New Year, to be happy, to beat depression. Possibly find love again. Which, she doubted would happen. She was better off single. Less painful that way. Shaking her head, she fixed her dress before heading out to meet everyone. There was a group of people going out and Xandra wasn’t completely sure who all was going to be there.
Arriving at the party, Xandra glanced around. There was a large group of people. Some that she knew, some that she didn’t. Now she was stressed, mopey, and emotional. Darn her pregnancy hormones. The woman wanted to whine. She shouldn’t have promised that she would go out. This was not going to be fun. No drinking for her? What was she thinking. Her New Year’s resolution was going to be putting her foot down and no longer doing things that she didn’t feel up too. That and she wanted to really be the best mother that she could be. She shook her head and glanced around the party. What in the world does a sober person do at a party? Xandra was really out of her element. Which was making the depression that much worse.
The countdown for the New Year had started. Many were drunk by this point screaming out the count. Xandra was just standing there feeling like she should have already left long ago. When the clock struck midnight, confetti fell from the ceiling and couples brushed their lips together for a kiss. Xandra took a deep breath as she tried to look away from all the kissing. It was making her even more emotional. Grabbing her sprite, she went over and took a seat while everyone else continued to party. Xandra was really starting to feel her depression kick into high gear. The woman tried to kick it from her system not wanting to break out into tears once again. She had been breaking out into random fits of tears often since William’s death.
Xandra knew that she was being anti-social, but she couldn’t bring herself to go immerse herself into the sea of couples. It would hurt her heart even more than it hurt. She hoped that in the New Year, she would be able to overcome the heartbreak of watching the man she loved die in her arms. The woman would forever have that moment burned into her memory, even though it wasn’t a great memory. She just wanted to be woken up from this terrible dream. Sadly, it wasn’t a dream. It was reality. The woman could feel tears starting to prick at the back of her eyes. Shit, she thought. She was really going to cry. The last thing that she wanted to do in public. Yet, she knew that there wasn’t going to be much that she could do about it. The woman brushed her tears away as she stood up and started to make her way towards an exit. That’s when she bumped into someone because she wasn’t looking. “Crap, sorry. I need to pay more attention to where I am going.” she said with a sigh as she glanced up to see who she had bumped into.
My year in color.
01. Song of your year? Lose you to love me - Selena Gomez. Not really sure why, but this song has really hit hard for me in 2019.
02. Favorite musical artist/group you started listening to this year? This year I started to listen to Bad Wolves. I went and seen them in a concert and it was the best thing ever! 03. Movie of your year? The best movie of the year for me would have to be Star Wars The rise of Skywalker. Hands down. Fight me. 04. TV show of your year? The TV show I found myself watching the most of this year is River Monsters. 05. Favorite actor of your year? This one is a tough one. There are so many possibilities. I’d have to say Bill Skarsgard. 06. Best month for you this year? Why? Best month this year? Well, shit. November. That’s when life seemed to be getting so much better. 07. Something that you made cry this year. Everything. Losing a boyfriend to a super model, Losing a boyfriend to his job, finding out I was pregnant, finding out I have two siblings. Just to name a few things that made me cry this year. 08. Something that made you laugh this year. There are so many things that made me laugh this year. The biggest one would have to be my sister, brother and son, Adin. 09. What's a bad habit you picked up this year? I picked up the nervous habit of biting my lip and peeling and picking at my nails. 10. Did you take any vacations this year? Sadly, I didn’t get a chance too. There is one planned for early 2020, but it was planned with William. So, not sure if I will go on it. 11. Any regrets this year? If so, what are they? I live life without regrets. I found that regrets hold you back. 12. The moment you could re-live over and over again this year. Telling William that I was pregnant with his child. 13. Favorite place you visited this year. Does my comic book shop count even though I have visited it everyday for the longest time. 14. A valuable lesson you learned this year. People always leave. That I shouldn’t allow myself to get that attached that quickly anymore. 15. Did you fall in love? Out of love? Fell in love twice. Lost both of them to things out of my control.
16. One thing you wished you could say to someone this year. I’d love to tell William that I loved him one more time. 17. Your favorite meal/restaurant. My current favorite meal is from Fogo De Chao. They have a delicious all you can eat meat buffet. 18. Your favorite color(s). This hasn’t changed since I was a little girl. Purple and Orange. 19. Did you keep any New Year's resolutions? Just to keep moving forward. Stop letting the past dictate my future. 20. What are you excited about for next year? Getting to meet my new little one.
Xandra had decided to come and surprise Will at work. She had made him a wonderful little lunch that she planned on taking to him. The lunch consisted of homemade cookies, a sandwich and some other little goodies. Xandra was taking to taking him lunch nearly everyday. It was just something that she had wanted to do. She felt more wifely, than she had ever felt. He had recently moved in with her. She loved having him and Emily there at the house with her and Adin. When she found out she was pregnant. Her and William were over the moon. This would have been his first biological child. That never changed the fact that he loved Emily very much. She was his world. Now their family would be a family of five. Which, Xandra was completely excited about. This was something that she had always wanted. A family. Granted, she had one now with Gabby and Antonio. They were her siblings. She also had her adoptive family, but this was something totally different. This was her own little family. There had even been talk about William adopting Adin and giving him his last name. Xandra had even talked about adopting Emily. That way if anything were to happen, she would be able to keep the beautiful girl.
Stopping at the desk she dropped off some cookies from the other officers before she was allowed to go back to William’s office. She would have never expected to walk into something like what she had. If she had just came a few minutes after, maybe it would have had a different turn out. As she pushed open the door. She had startled the man holding a gun at William. He turned around quickly, his aim now on Xandra. Xandra stood frozen. Not sure what was going on. She froze completely. The woman couldn’t even speak. Her eyes were locked on the man that had the gun pointed at her. It was in that moment that she was taken back to the man back in the Dominican Republic that used to hold a gun to her as he raped her. Fear peeked in her body. The woman wasn’t even hearing anything going on around her. She was frozen in fear. Her dark hues wouldn’t show that fear though. She had managed to keep a calm composure, one that would make the man holding a gun to her think that she wasn’t scared of him even though she really was.
Everything started to happen so fast. William was rushing at her, he had managed to get to her in enough time to pull her out of the way and take the bullet. This instantly brought her back to reality. She lowered him to the floor, tears already streaming down her face. He was in pain, she could see it. The woman got him down on the floor on his side. She tried her best to put pressure on the wound but he was losing blood so quickly, she was freaking out. “William, stay with me babe.” she begged him. The man that had pulled the trigger took off running out of his office. “Help!” she hollered. Wanting to get an officer in the office. William was fading fast, she could see it. She leaned down and pressed a kiss to his forehead. “Hold on.” she said. As soon as she said that an officer was coming into the office. “Chief!” he yelled as she quickly radioed for an ambulance.
The ambulance was there quick. The medics were two that she knew very well. Elsa, and her sister Gabby. She backed up, tears still streaming down her face. Blood covered her white outfit and her hands. She was freaking out. William had lost so much blood. She just hoped that he would be able to fight this. Before she knew it, she was in the back of the ambulance, holding onto Will’s hand. Hoping that he would be strong enough to make it to the hospital. He had already lost so much blood. This couldn’t be happening. She was distraught. He couldn’t leave her now. She needed him. The baby needed him. Emily needed him. He was needed. The woman could feel the life leaving him. His hand was becoming limp in hers. “Gabby!” she yelled. Knowing her sister was the one driving. She was freaking out.
Soon enough they were at the hospital. Elsa and Gabby were quick to get him into the hospital and telling the Dr what was going on. Xandra walked in and was instructed by the nurse to sit in the waiting room that she would go and get her some towels and such to clean herself up. Xandra nodded before going to where she was instructed to go. She still was crying.
The nurse came back and helped her get cleaned up. Xandra thanked the woman and then asked her if she had heard anything about William. The woman assured her that she would tell her once she knew anything. Hearing her name, she seen Gabby and Antonio. Both of them coming over to her. The woman was completely lost. She couldn’t believe that had just happened. Who had that man been. She wasn’t sure. She could still remember what he looked like. She knew that they would want a sketch since he had shot the Chief of police. She would cross that bridge when she got to it. She was still praying that William would come out of this alright. He needed to meet his child. He needed to be there for Emily.
Gabby and Antonio stayed with her. Which she was thankful for. After about an hour of sitting in the waiting room. The nurse came out and told them that William had not survived that the damage had been too severe for them to fix. Had Xandra not been sitting down, she would have fallen down crying. Thankfully she was sitting down. She put her head in her hands. Tears streaming down her face as she sobbed. The woman was heart broken. Now, Emily would be alone. Her child would never know their father. Xandra felt arms around her and leaned into them. She wasn’t sure if it was Gabby or if it was Antonio. In that moment she didn’t care. She just wanted the comfort. She would have to go home and break the news to Emily and Adin. Xandra didn’t want to do it. This was not going to be a good Holiday season. She would just be going through them on auto pilot.
“First, we're going to set some bait Inside a nasty trap and wait When he comes a-sniffing we will Snap the trap and close the gate” -Kidnapping Santy Claws, The Nightmare before Christmas.
Christmas Wish List,
1. A healthy Baby 2. House renovations (Kitchen and bathroom) 3. Star Wars movies (All of them) 4. Harry Potter books 5. A new tattoo 6. Tickets to go see I prevail 7. News that the sperm donor is dead 8. A puppy 9. Cleaning services for the next month 10. Just to have a merry and happy Christmas.
This Thanksgiving Xandra experienced a lot of fun things. A lot of new traditions were made with her family. She even enjoyed Black Friday shopping for the first time. Sitting down, she decided to write down a list of ten things that she really enjoyed this Thanksgiving season. She would have trouble narrowing it down though.
1. First Thanksgiving with Antonio and Gabby: This was the very first Thanksgiving for the siblings. They hadn’t know about each other, so being able to spend Thanksgiving together was amazing. It was something that Xandra would forever remember. 2. Black Friday shopping: Xandra decided that Black Friday shopping this year was a must. She managed to get a lot of gender neutral things for the baby. 3. Finding out she was pregnant: The woman hadn’t known she was pregnant, she found out the day before Thanksgiving. She was over the moon. 4. Spending time with the Salvatores: Every year she always makes sure she has time to go over and watch the entire Santa Clause series with her mother and father. It was a tradition that her would never be taken away. 5. Decorating the house for Christmas: She decided with the help of Gabby that she would decorate a lot sooner and more extragavant than she normally would. She did a Harry Potter theme this year. Next would be Star Wars. 6. Binge watching Disney+: Xandra enjoyed an entire day re-watching all of her favorite Disney shows and movies. She didn’t move from her couch that entire day. 7. Mandalorian: THIS SHOW GAVE HER CHILLS and she can’t wait for it to continue. She tunes in every time a new episode is released. 8. Selling out at the Comic shop: On black Friday she sold out completely. She had such a great deal that everyone was coming in to take advantage of it. 9. Closing shop early: It was great to sell out and be able to close shop early and enjoy Black Friday and go shopping herself. 10. Extended break: She gets an extended break due to not getting a shipment of anything until December 7th. Which means that she won’t really have anything to do at the shop.
Letter to my sperm donor.
Her therapist had suggested that she write a letter to Raphael, her sperm donor. The therapist said that she had a lot that she would need to get off of her chest. Plus, there had been numerous attempts on her life because he still had a pull with the wrong side of the tracks. It was time to try and make this man leave her alone. Leave her siblings alone. If he didn't, Xandra would end up doing something that she shouldn't.
Grabbing a piece of her scrapbooking card stock, envelope and a felt tip pen, she sat down at her desk in the craft room. Her craft room would be moving to the basement once they finished the floor in the basement. The reason behind that was Xandra firmly believed that each of the kids needed their own room to get away if they needed. Adrian had his own room, Adris had his own, Adin had his own, and Emily even had her own since there were many nights that she spent the night with Xandra when william worked late, and now this craft room would need to be converted into a nursery for the newest addition that was currently cooking.
Dear Raphael,
I should never write you. I have nothing nice to say to you. You are easily the worst person to walk planet earth. The things you did to Antonio, Gabby and myself were vile. Even though you never physically touched me, you mentally scared me. You tossed me away to Alejandro like I didn't matter. All because you had a wife and kids at home. You probably never thought all your kids would end up in New York. Yet, here we are. We are all happy. No thanks to you. It's time you move forward. None of us want you in our lives. The damage is done. You damaged each and every one of us.Honestly, while writing this I begin to wonder if at one time if you had a decent bone in your body. What a joke, right? You, a decent man? Never.I hope you die a slow, torturous death. Same goes to Alejandro. Enjoy prison, assholes.
Xandra Salvatore
Once she finished writing the letter, she folded it and shoved it into the envelope and addressed it to Raphael Perez. She had gotten the address from the prison. It had been easy to get. They didn't seem to care who could get to the prisoners inside. Made her almost want to lace this letter with arsenic or anthrax. Anything to make the man die, painfully.
Holiday fears
The Holidays normally weren't her cup of tea. Her background and childhood made her miss out on a lot until she was taken to New York. Growing up she never got to have Thanksgiving, Christmas, or any holiday fun. Some of that was due to the fact that she grew up outside of the United States. The other part that kept her from enjoying the holidays was the fact that holidays meant more customers for her to please and any way that they wanted. They'd come before their get together, use her body and then leave and go spend time with their family. Then they'd come back after and let loose on her. After all, they didn't have to worry about leaving bruises on her like they did their wives or girlfriends. Combined all that together and what resulted was a girl that dreaded holidays. Didn't want anything to do with them. Hell, to this day she still struggled with the holidays. It meant that she would have to see her aunt Mercedes. Which, she never wants to do.
This year, things were going to be different since she wouldn't be going to her foster mother's thanksgiving dinner this time. She had made plans to go next door, to her sister Gabby and Tyler's place for Thanksgiving. This was going to be the first thanksgiving that she would be spending with Gabby, Antonio, William, the kids, her niece and nephews. It was going to be great. Granted she really didn't know Antonio well. They had only met a handful of times. He was her older half brother. Even though she never looked at anyone being a half sibling. It just meant that they didn't share the same parents. She didn't know much about Antonio other than he was a detective and had kids. That was about the extent of her knowledge of the male. She hoped that she would be able to get to know him much better this year. After all, he was her only brother. That she knew of anyways. It was always possible that Raphael had other children that they had yet to find out about. There was always the chance that they'd never find out about it too. If they didn't want to be found. Xandra couldn't blame them for that. Raphael and Alejandro continually tortured her even though they were in jail.
This year she had so much to be thankful for. She had family, not just her adoptive family, she had wonderful children, an amazing relationship, caring siblings, close friends, and she had just learned that she and William were expecting a little one together. William was over the moon since he wanted children. Emily, wasn't biologically his but that didn't mean that he didn't love her. Xandra was concerned about the pregnancy, she didn't want her boys to start feeling neglected, or feeling that she was a terrible mother because she had kept them from their father. She had plans to eventually tell jesse, let him know that he was a father to three of the most amazing boys she knew. They were kind, considerate, athletic, nerdy, and all so loving. The three of them were excited to meet Gabby and her family and Antonio and his. It was all that they could talk about. It warmed her heart that they were excited to meet them.
