Let's Fall in Love

Formerly NotQuiteAPinUp. Daydreams and inspiration. Thick thighs and nerdy tshirts. All things lovely and awkward. VERY NSFW- 18+ only. I'm a chubby art nerd in my 30's. Punk rock is my first love, painting is my second.

[awhiskeykiss]

Wanna see me be awkward on TikTok?

I mean… probably not. But I’m out there… fumbling around. Hoping to post actual interesting conversation topics and silly stuff (and the sexy stuff, in moderation) once I get comfortable.

But anyway, this old lady is still trying to be one of the cool kids. Or something?

@xnotquiteapinupx

Also hi, my hair is in flux. Idk what I’m doing with it except that change is impending.

Oh! And on insta I’m XNotQuiteAPinUpX too… and then if you wanna search for that Only other site I’m on, for the grown up stuff- I’m there as simply NotQuiteAPinUp

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[awhiskeykiss]

Blast from the past!

Just popping in to see if anyone from the old days is still around?! It’s been a few years!

I had a whole ordeal with someone I worked with using this account to try to get me fired from the job I loved- and it was just such a violating feeling that I needed to be away.

But here I am, older… possibly wiser… and making a return to the spicy side of the internet.

fastest way to get in touch is over on IG at xNotQuiteAPinUpX ❤️

even if you just wanna say “Hi!” I’d be happy to get a DM from you!

(To anyone who remembers my fertility troubles… I’ve got a happy update- I’m a mom now! You won’t see my kiddo or tons of details about that part of my life here… but it’s too important not to make an update!)

[roanart-blog1]

Happy National Coming Out Day

I love you guys <3

[awhiskeykiss]

I'm not here a bunch right now. Which will probably change over the next few months- but not for a little while. I'm a little worn out on wearing my heart on my sleeve. There are a lot of people from my real life that have access to all of the layers of my social media- and I think I'm tired of them all knowing how much I'm breaking down at any given moment. There are people who want to talk about the things I post here like my post was meant just for them... which is confusing. It's always been about sharing a journey... not as a patch to conversation. And I'm not sure how to respond to those messages at this point. Anyway. I apologize to anyone that feels abandoned or ignored. I'm just slightly detached from tumblr for a little while. It will likely sketch back at some future point. ❤️

[coldsteelpiercing]

Fun little 6g brass anchors from Oracle Body Jewelry, now available in the studio and our online store!

Follow us! Facebook.com/coldsteelamerica Coldsteelpiercing.tumblr.com Instagram @coldsteelpiercing Coldsteelpiercing.storenvy.com

[tattooedtiki]

@awhiskeykiss

[awhiskeykiss]

Ooohhhh. I wonder if they would work inside my 7/16 tunnels?

[awhiskeykiss]

It was time for change.

[cwote]

[awhiskeykiss]

I'm good to everyone ❤️

[awhiskeykiss]

Not exactly above water...

[aathunayan]

Who else do i have other than myself

(via aathunayan)

[oddcrush]

my kink: when people miss me back

[wnq-writers]

My soul will find and love you in any lifetime.

erdenabmann (via wordsnquotes)§ (via charnell-me)

@ellyllonselegantemporium 😘

(via nxt2u2)

You know it.

(via rockabillytendencies)

[vanmorison]

my life is constantly just an inner monologue of “why did I do that”

[auerums-deactivated20180718]

lies i’ve told therapists. pt 2.

[tylxo]

[asoftwrongness]

[awhiskeykiss]

…I made a thing.

“Relationship Goals” Acrylic on cradled wood panel 18x24 $300 + actual shipping (Not actually available for purchase until September 10th. Prints will hopefully be available for holiday purchase, along with prints of the Frankenstein painting in the same style from a couple years ago)

[awhiskeykiss]

Someone you know wants you to buy this for them for Christmas. I know it's only August... but still...

[awhiskeykiss]

I'm not alright

But I am okay. And will continue to be okay. Sorry for the lack of responses and posts and all. Just coping away from here.