Respect my emotional, physical, social well-being or just find someone else to give you attention. Honestly, come back on here to see hateful messages from a mutual that won't be named. I'm not ok with what's happening atm but I'm doing what I can to be ok.
If I tell you what's bothering or what's going on, you'll try to work something out to fix it whatever but I know that answer, I don't need ppl telling me what to do, just respect and understand. I'm human not someone to direct my attention all of it to others. How about respect that I want to give my 90% attention to myself? Yea? Gotta look after me sometime.
My headspace hasn't been great, but it's 5am so I think that's why; every thought and issue and future choice plays repeatedly. Then this tumblr thing where my blog is still flagged and I can't do anything about (@staff I sent messages but no reply sooooo). My number one source if using tumblr is on my phone and it's being shitty to me, so I can't really do much, but work on transferring 4yrs worth of data from this phone to another but most files won't transfer so it's being a bitch and I've gotta do things manually, especially the bookmarks!!! What you think, I'm Gonna be happy happy just for you, my energy levels aren't how they were, I'm changing my routine up changing my diet so I can feel less lethargic and more powerful than a bloody vibrator.
The worst part of all this, is the fact my head is scattered I forget things pretty fast now and it worries me so don't go baking me feel bad for.forgetting cause I feel it too. My mind resets the moment I fall asleep so any tabs open in my brain are closed without saving. Eg. Last night made a plan, but crashed n fell asleep. I'm guilty. But I'm trying.
Atleast I'm trying, Idk about you but get on my level. If we're mutuals wed have this whole understanding; no let me rephrase that if we are friends. Apparently friends check up on me if I haven't been on for awhile rather than not. They want to talk n understand and respect what's going on. They want to talk about variety and in depth rather than read to only respond and not add on. It's hard to describe but I confuse ppl alot trying.
p: "went to a new Cafe yesterday"
P: "yea hmmm it was cold today"
P: "went to a new Cafe yesterday"
Friend: "oh really anything you liked about it? What did you buy?
P: "the decor and the customer service was overly friendly, like hugging when you buy a drink. But that's on the menu anyways 'huggachino' so why not, I needed a hug'
See the difference. It's not hard to be interested in a mutuals life, but if you're not then don't go sending me messages as if you do dont go reblogging posts so Im in the bad, it's called talking. Learn it.
This post it scattered even though it's taken me an hr to write because phone keeps shutting off. Sighhhhh.
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