the most awkward and dysfunctional love song
I don’t know how real this is...if it’s just made up in my head. But I kinda like it, it makes me feel good. My God, is this what happiness is? Knowing someone appreciates you, and knowing you appreciate them as well? My whole life has been leading up to this, and I don’t know if I have the words to say how I feel...but I’ll certainly try.
Baby I know that this might sound crazy. But for the first time, being vulnerable to you doesn’t sound half bad. I’ll do my best to express it to you, but knowing me I’ll freak out and it’ll come out hella awkward.
I don’t tell many my most inward thoughts. Telling who I am is not what I do, people only get to see what I show them. To some, they only know me as the girl in music school, whose whole life is playing notes. But baby please, if I share myself with you, please don’t run away. Are you ready to hear who I am?
Baby I know that this might sound crazy. But for the first time, being vulnerable to you doesn’t sound half bad. I’ll do my best to express it to you, but knowing me I’ll freak out and it’ll come out hella awkward.
Hey now, for the first time, I think I can open up myself. I’m scared and excited and nervous and I’m still not sure if I should. Ready yourself as best you can, since that’s what I’m doing right now...
I’m thinking about you, all the while, while I write this. Please don’t be afraid...
Baby I know that this might sound crazy. But for the first time, being vulnerable to you doesn’t sound half bad. I’ll do my best to express it to you, but knowing me I’ll freak out and it’ll come out hella awkward.