she pours a daydream in a cup

“Something about her is so tempting to look at. Her anger has a childish aura as if she isn’t made of real evil; just a bratty princess playing with her toy fangs.”

[awoken-by]

she's been very reckless lately

I think she's trying to feel normal but she's probably just going to wind up doing something she regrets a lot

[gengaraight]

Visit Original Link

[awoken-by]

You're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down

[awoken-by]

She really does just exist in a default state of alarming sadness. There are definitely moments, maybe even a lot of moments, where she is happy, but when they fade she always seems to just be left to sit in her own head. She thinks so much and is painfully aware of the sadness of everyone around her, and it really... hits home.

She's always been moody and depressive like this, I guess. With age she's gotten better at ignoring it, but over the past year or so I think it's become a bigger problem. She loses herself pretty frequently, spends days that she doesn't just sleep through it floating impassively through everything without even realizing she does it.

It's not entirely dissimilar to how Phoebe finds it really easy to get lost among the spirits she sees, I think; with Caitlin it's just much less noticeable and much more dangerous because of that.

She'll be fine, though. She always is.

[pinktokki-deactivated20250925]

[awoken-by]

DISREGARDING THE CRACK... this is like a perfect example of how to irritate her almost immediately, implying that just because she comes from a wealthy family that she is any sort of slave to the intentions of her parents, her father specifically. they have a sort of rocky relationship at times because they disagree quite a lot on certain ways she has chosen to lead her life, so Caitlin is very!!! touchy!!!! about the subject of her relationship with her father

[awoken-by]

Her face was sad and lovely with bright things in it, bright eyes and a bright passionate mouth, but there was an excitement in her voice that men who had cared for her found difficult to forget: a singing compulsion, a whispered “Listen,” a promise that she had done gay, exciting things just a while since and that there were gay, exciting things hovering in the next hour.

 F. Scott Fitzgerald, The Great Gatsby

[middlenameconfused]

I once had a garden filled with flowers that grew only on dark thoughts but they need constant attention and one day I decided I had better things to do.

Brian Andreas

[awoken-by]

gettin' ready for summer also i really like making outfits for her wow

[awoken-by]

on an unrelated note she really likes seifuku-inspired outfits she thinks it's really cute and probably wears stuff like this from time to time

[awoken-by]

Dear diary, I met a boy He made my doll heart light up with joy. Dear diary, we fell apart. Welcome to the life of Electra Heart--

[awoken-by]

i want blood, guts, and chocolate cake

i wanna be a real fake

[awoken-by]

today she went out with Hikari and I... think got most of the tears out of her system

what worries me is all of the spite and sadness that's still there

[awoken-by]

"It's fine. I'm fine. I don't care."

oh, honey...

[awoken-by]

she just went from passive to REALLY UPSET AND ANGRY!!! like holy shit she's fucking fuming???

[awoken-by]

I think it's actually about time that she learns what it feels like to stand on her own two feet without romance for a while. I mean, most of her character arcs have revolved around that: with Darach she was able to explore love for the first time, and there wasn't really a gap between her feelings for Darach into the ones for Grimsley. They tangled and meshed and it took her a while to unravel them and come to the conclusion that Grimsley was the one she wanted.

Now there's not really anyone to follow Grimsley. She loves him, definitely, and I'm not sure yet how she's going to handle moving on from this? She's just sort of continuing on as normal, like nothing happened, and she's trying her best to he happy that she got to be with him at all. And if he's happier with someone else then that's what she wants! She wants her to be happy, too, and for the first time she's starting to consider what happiness means without going hand in hand with love for someone else.

[bennyaha-deactivated20130314]

Visit Original Link

Fidelity - Regina Spektor

[awoken-by]

And suppose I never, ever met you Suppose we never fell in love Suppose I never, ever let you Kiss me so sweet, and so soft

[awoken-by]

She's still smiling, at least. It's a bit sad, and she has a lot of regrets even if she won't own up to any of them, but she's smiling.

She'll be fine.