fight or flight

It’s not my fault you’re stupid.

Ouch. [puts hand on heart] You're killing me here.

Oh right, Google.

Modern day technology. Just have to google, awesome superhero group names and we'll be fine.

You’re stupid, of course I care.

[mock gasps] Calling me stupid doesn't sound very caring. I think you've hurt my feelings.

Probably, ugh, reading.

Sure we could find a computer or something, just web search it.

Well, I’m first in line, so you’re clearly not looking very hard.

#he;s such an oblivious idiot xL #hollychat #chat

[looks up] You care?

Hmm, fancy sounding word. Maybe get a Latin dictionary.

Might have to go to the library for this.

There are people who love you Axel, you’re just ignoring them. You are refusing to let them into your life.

Oh really? Well where are they because I must be missing the line of people wanting to share their love for me.

One word? I should probably go get a dictionary or something.

Probably should. [chuckles] Just need fancy sounding words that mean something.

You’re not that bad guy, Axel. And you’re not going to be the bad guy unless you keep telling yourself you are one. There are people who love you, and they are safe. Please, stop being ridiculous.

There aren't people who love me Holly. There's no one there, they left. Even my mother doesn't know where I am, and that's because she doesn't know anything half the time. [sighs and looks down]

Why do you care what everyone else thinks? We know we’re not the bad guys, isn’t that enough?

Of course it isn't enough. I hate being seen as the bad guy. I always have been and with this power there's even more reason for people to think I am one. But I don't want to be the bad guy, I want to be the good guy. I don't want to be feared, I want to be loved. I want everyone to be safe, and not scared any more.

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The age old problem, right? Great power, great responsibility and everyone else terrified of anything they don’t know.

Exactly. It just gives me more incentive to prove them wrong. [shrugs] People get scared and that's rational, without fear you can't really feel much else. But I'd rather people felt safe.

#arcturuschat #chat

I don’t want you to get killed…I don’t want anyone to get killed. And by you announcing you want to fight, is ridiculous and selfish. These kids can barely make themselves cereal in the morning let alone fight anything. That’s why I’m angry. Are you happy?