𝓐𝔂𝓭𝓮𝔁𝓾𝓼

𝕛𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕚𝕟𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕖𝕥 𝕤𝕠𝕗𝕥 𝕓𝕠𝕚 𝕖𝕟𝕚𝕘𝕞𝕒

[aydexus]

The Darklight Anthology - Vol. I - Darkwood - Caitlyn Brooke (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1104442727-the-darklight-anthology-vol-i-darkwood-caitlyn?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=Aydexus&wp_originator=loMRls6GKp8AF0XmDT60nj1VPFE1Rc8AOZ9zeIOXba3K2sKVNVppPnG5g%2FmdiSmy2y9HspdpAXTYwvimyxXsjEIe80gwOzOSUJUtKkh9FwgqFlwnsp4P44vdKTYt%2BFyH The Sands of Time know no bounds to Darkness, as the stories I am about to tell you bear witness to things many fear to be false. A Mountain with a Creature so Insidious that many see it as a Curse that has plagued the Land. An Island in Shroud; forgotten and lost, ready to Claim more Lives. A Lake with a Sinister History that stands Guardian to those who Appose. These are the tales that lay wait for those who seek them. And I, the Custodian, will tell them to you.

[aydexus]

Angel's Falling - Chapter 6 - Homecoming (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1259234752-angel%27s-falling-chapter-6-homecoming?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=Aydexus&wp_originator=Nn33s3NDVqS%2Bm%2FMc4uVLm%2F4DW7Y9MHtXdzpcsK%2BkYbcKg0VUzNrjreKEcM6FGb9fVI5OncVG%2Bj75n2aYb5tDtJP52JVzItZPnDqNwaYRULNiu55P%2BK1L%2BnHwvq4fSoYV I never thought I would end up here, driving up to one of the most isolated psych wards in the country. I didn't think this far ahead, even though I should've expected it. Why? Is it truly because of my mother's professional diagnosis? Or my father's effort in pushing for reparative therapy? Maybe even both? I don't know. I don't know what awaits me; whether I'd make it out alive or be changed beyond repair. All I know is I'll never be the same... Angel's Falling. An Eclipse Story.

[aydexus]

The Witch and The Wolf - CHAPTER 21: THE DANCE OF STARLIGHT (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1210609063-the-witch-and-the-wolf-chapter-21-the-dance-of?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=Aydexus&wp_originator=a%2FeSvZc2pDMPQkzco0kRPNFKXBflec5CNvmQRdxLol9TiU4%2Fj%2FZFUSzVtjKrdjgaL%2BcyFmMfcZethk2753jVDcEp2mBO%2FUvD%2BC0JKhir8a7f4%2FrWaiTK4NsHdw7fIPrk -FORBOÐIN ÁST SAGA- A Wolf Banished from His Pack and Hunted. A Witch Cast Out and Abused. It is when these two unlikely stories intertwine that a forbidden legend emerges, one that could easily face an army ten fold. Their stories are greatly different, yet combine in purity and awe. A match thought never to be possible - expected, yet could never be more perfect. Though would be easily tested come the prophesied end of the world... The Witch and The Wolf. Nornin og Úlfurinn.

[aydexus]

Angel's Falling - Chapter 5 - Isolation 101 (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1210644030-angel%27s-falling-chapter-5-isolation-101?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=Aydexus&wp_originator=zoZM3VGRe6OVuvF%2BA9CB9Px6GxmInC34ynEdPil5Zo2bMhummQHAcZHkNItqLVC%2BA%2FXOs9BO4BVA3EyA%2BcIMxhxlcQnq%2BbhnRvh2LnkxZEb%2BGoQGwF5MAkqDCh%2BP53GO I never thought I would end up here, driving up to one of the most isolated psych wards in the country. I didn't think this far ahead, even though I should've expected it. Why? Is it truly because of my mother's professional diagnosis? Or my father's effort in pushing for reparative therapy? Maybe even both? I don't know. I don't know what awaits me; whether I'd make it out alive or be changed beyond repair. All I know is I'll never be the same... Angel's Falling. An Eclipse Story.

[aydexus]

The Darklight Anthology - Vol. I - Darkwood - Cody Brooke (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1104441697-the-darklight-anthology-vol-i-darkwood-cody-brooke?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=Aydexus&wp_originator=ZNhLaeYQbq9Db8%2BK8kLj%2FAt3ML6smXHoBa8m9dA%2FK7Fl30z759YwYf4hN7gjp0TxW4wGxXfB%2FGs7LxyJ9mClTnqChf%2FCCWUTxgYjqLqOEekBkTPT%2FBSxu%2BqlCs9jUBba The Sands of Time know no bounds to Darkness, as the stories I am about to tell you bear witness to things many fear to be false. A Mountain with a Creature so Insidious that many see it as a Curse that has plagued the Land. An Island in Shroud; forgotten and lost, ready to Claim more Lives. A Lake with a Sinister History that stands Guardian to those who Appose. These are the tales that lay wait for those who seek them. And I, the Custodian, will tell them to you.

[aydexus]

The Darklight Anthology - Vol. I - Darkwood - Darkwood Mountain (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1083691611-the-darklight-anthology-vol-i-darkwood-darkwood?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=Aydexus&wp_originator=1QbXqAUqu%2FaIUjEcd7zOl1rPVy8jxN8w1TZwLjFsvzBQrwMUy%2BwJjEygHLXcBdU6rb3kgVRbxhgJlLNTpzPZ%2FrUm6GVLDrIqcenGeBqb%2FW%2F2k3j77zw2ftlaccf6wgyA The Sands of Time know no bounds to Darkness, as the stories I am about to tell you bear witness to things many fear to be false. A Mountain with a Creature so Insidious that many see it as a Curse that has plagued the Land. An Island in Shroud; forgotten and lost, ready to Claim more Lives. A Lake with a Sinister History that stands Guardian to those who Appose. These are the tales that lay wait for those who seek them. And I, the Custodian, will tell them to you.

[aydexus]

Lucid - PROLOGUE (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1070202588-lucid-prologue?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=Aydexus&wp_originator=Rd6YjJ%2Fz9J6jXmuZJeWijf6Dma8kGmzh2lZnL73tW5PWagk9dL4iXyICE0h4zF3NM1%2FipJIRzUuCRnYVUWmshFfklJI6t%2BaG5PwsTZmBK4igyHw%2BV07YmANrEMwj5Ul%2B The Dying Moon Saga, Book 1 A prelude to a bigger world - this isn't just the story about some teen boy. This is the story about how our world began its end - and how it all came down to a single 15-year-old kid: The Catalyst. I've seen it all. I've been there, side by side with the one they call The Seed. He's worth more than he could've ever imagined. But now, I stick to the shadows... And watch him settle in the tracks from his past... And rediscover our supernatural world... Ethan Eden isn't your average 15-year-old kid. He's different. So much so, that he's had a tough life. A family that repulsed him. Friends that abandoned him. A life that mistreated him. But all this took a twist the day he saw those green eyes - the day his world shifted. Waking up from a coma, it's up to him alone to rediscover this strange and odd world he finds himself in - secretive parents, an unfamiliar town, peculiar people and flashbacks from a life he truly desires. All in the balance from those who dwell in the shadows. One thing is for sure... He'll never forget those green eyes... Draft: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 Lucid, Book 1 of The Dying Moon Saga. Eclipse. Copyright © Aydexus 2022

[aydexus]

Angel's Falling - Chapter 4 - Side Effects May Include... (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1118767847-angel%27s-falling-chapter-4-side-effects-may-include?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=Aydexus&wp_originator=R6dfoW6nRkOPNAyoVJdyxvls%2FrvyNajAa%2BT3AdaC6Isab7actsHCFmmLdqLocniR3QkcWLXIwvOqVuXHPMIBoWcG%2BHp1yAFgus2ie8Xru4DzokDjL3DJe6TkzN9y8Nbh I never thought I would end up here, driving up to one of the most isolated psych wards in the country. I didn't think this far ahead, even though I should've expected it. Why? Is it truly because of my mother's professional diagnosis? Or my father's effort in pushing for reparative therapy? Maybe even both? I don't know. I don't know what awaits me; whether I'd make it out alive or be changed beyond repair. All I know is I'll never be the same... Angel's Falling. An Eclipse Story.

[aydexus]

Blog #1 - 07.06.22 - Tuesday

I think the best way to start out a sort of ‘log’ of whatever someone like me can face is to start with a goal - something I’m aiming for, and something I hope I’ll reach one day.

That goal, funny enough, is Creative.

YouTube, in all its ups and downs - including the numerous changes it has faced these past few years as I’ve grown up watching it day to day -  still holds a special place in my heart. It’s a place where I found myself - my true self. I found who I was, what I liked, what I appreciated, and who I wanted to be in this world.

Creativity is my strong suit, and like many others - hopefully - I feel completely void of happiness, sometimes even drained to the point of absolute exhaustion, if it’s absent from my life.

Yet here I am, writing this from a workplace - dreaming and aspiring to continue the things I’ve already started:

YouTube, Twitter, Instagram, TikTok, Wattpad, Twitch, Tumblr, Spotify.

Platforms that I found my safe space in. Platforms I wish to work with one day - full time.

Yes, time has restricted me to literally writing blogs during the few gaps I have in my day-to-day work environment. But it’s something, right? I can’t be the only one that doesn’t think this is crazy or stupid.

I’m trying my best to find the time and space to build my goal, so that one day I’ll be given the freedom to create and do what I want, and leave my own impact and change on this world.

I want to Entertain, to forge a community free of the things we have to face on a daily basis. I can’t build a new world - even though I wish I could.

But I can start here. With what I have and with what few time I’m allowed to spend.

This is my life, I guess.

Yeah, I’m happy with the one thing I really wanted in life - Love.

Now I need to focus on my next big thing.

[aydexus]

Angel's Falling - Chapter 3 - The List of Names (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1118274536-angel%27s-falling-chapter-3-the-list-of-names?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=Aydexus&wp_originator=qwHgTJKLeyJ7ZdBjjy03po%2FFEBmEx9hLnsm6mYKeIlrONz7QiLUfWichgIQwvRHShEGgG%2BvqLwMs5N%2FybcU9vcQJXCBylAz%2B5tscVTRwF6zQ0ZFZAmcweUYSrNYIk44X I never thought I would end up here, driving up to one of the most isolated psych wards in the country. I didn't think this far ahead, even though I should've expected it. Why? Is it truly because of my mother's professional diagnosis? Or my father's effort in pushing for reparative therapy? Maybe even both? I don't know. I don't know what awaits me; whether I'd make it out alive or be changed beyond repair. All I know is I'll never be the same... Angel's Falling. An Eclipse Story.

[aydexus]

Angel's Falling - Chapter 2 - The First Day (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1102470992-angel%27s-falling-chapter-2-the-first-day?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=Aydexus&wp_originator=JUpWez0lqHyoTT5EvPCvlTNDePGcqx2q0Y%2F0YKJ5KTw975x2iihmCCxSIN8ljNL0mxvP1RVHE3XMIxvafBh%2FbMLFmRfx0w7sUQLuZkymtxUgfVtdKzloQEbo9bIOAAdq I never thought I would end up here, driving up to one of the most isolated psych wards in the country. I didn't think this far ahead, even though I should've expected it. Why? Is it truly because of my mother's professional diagnosis? Or my father's effort in pushing for reparative therapy? Maybe even both? I don't know. I don't know what awaits me; whether I'd make it out alive or be changed beyond repair. All I know is I'll never be the same... Angel's Falling. An Eclipse Story.

[aydexus]

Angel's Falling - Chapter 1 - New Dawn (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1095450485-angel%27s-falling-chapter-1-new-dawn?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=Aydexus&wp_originator=0QRYhU2PlDzwAl6YmliZjrdmSGPTuNupHNS488byg%2F8VFcU7bLrhG8Gza48ypN%2BkSgXPQvxUXBIbLPgTwU6TRaoAtDD69Sn76ZF6pkNmou2ax9%2BAIP8eNy66y88TgMWB I never thought I would end up here, driving up to one of the most isolated psych wards in the country. I didn't think this far ahead, even though I should've expected it. Why? Is it truly because of my mother's professional diagnosis? Or my father's effort in pushing for reparative therapy? Maybe even both? I don't know. I don't know what awaits me; whether I'd make it out alive or be changed beyond repair. All I know is I'll never be the same... Angel's Falling. An Eclipse Story.

[aydexus]

The Witch and The Wolf - CHAPTER 20: THORSEN (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1210607035-the-witch-and-the-wolf-chapter-20-thorsen?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=Aydexus&wp_originator=LkZyu0mh3imrGuo%2Fkx3WjhJ0xTftvfS6rE%2B5Vt1tUyn9lrIJoXJMyyJPP6htnkhUM%2B1MhkdxYf7m1qu2gtpeSk8uUzgjQkhWiX%2BOR%2Bt0GxmDgi3mI0HAL6xslFzq3KLy -FORBOÐIN ÁST SAGA- A Wolf Banished from His Pack and Hunted. A Witch Cast Out and Abused. It is when these two unlikely stories intertwine that a forbidden legend emerges, one that could easily face an Army Ten Fold. Their stories are greatly different, yet combine in purity and awe. A match thought never to be possible - expecte, yet could never be more perfect. Though would be easily tested come the prophesied end of the world... The Witch and The Wolf. Nornin og Úlfurinn.

[aydexus]

The Witch and The Wolf - CHAPTER 19: LANGTGARD (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1210331973-the-witch-and-the-wolf-chapter-19-langtgard?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=Aydexus&wp_originator=a5vVrYjPDFxVDgS7r09z9J92F3XIvw1mxEEJfwNNhRfKok2KxFoA%2Ftyq5IRaVKeP0ADBpJLr%2BTtIRkYWyw1GGJ4DyoTO1mp9o4a%2FF6l0qqkwlWttxKsszmpnIQIIhNNP -FORBOÐIN ÁST SAGA- A Wolf Banished from His Pack and Hunted. A Witch Cast Out and Abused. It is when these two unlikely stories intertwine that forbidden love is ignited, one that could easily face an Army Ten Fold. Their stories are greatly different, yet combine in purity and awe. A match thought never to be possible, yet could never be more perfect. Though would be easily tested come the prophesied end of the world... The Witch and The Wolf. Nornin og Úlfurinn.

[aydexus]

The Witch and The Wolf - CHAPTER 18: THE DREAM (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1141872371-the-witch-and-the-wolf-chapter-18-the-dream?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=Aydexus&wp_originator=88vt5l%2BLcHT1P%2Bi3jnvHovbv03Oj6Jd%2FpKbUBX0Whrx2ohQqZPGFiSJRrHZ1yJ12bMSDexfyYd%2FTwlVyRW3OuZGrLoFBmkr980mRjAwW1TX3XvMalarAHtx%2FJEFxC6Qo -FORBOÐIN ÁST SAGA- A Wolf Banished from His Pack and Hunted. A Witch Cast Out and Abused. It is when these two unlikely stories intertwine that forbidden love is ignited, one that could easily face an Army Ten Fold. Their stories are greatly different, yet combine in purity and awe. A match thought never to be possible, yet could never be more perfect. Though would be easily tested come the prophesied end of the world... The Witch and The Wolf. Nornin og Úlfurinn.

[aydexus]

The Witch and The Wolf - CHAPTER 17: THE DREAMER (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1141872012-the-witch-and-the-wolf-chapter-17-the-dreamer?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=Aydexus&wp_originator=is%2F2zDsL8hSAUJy2Um8y6QrclSg0LtCutZveOo2XxuB7skqU2aVhNTmUrYB84PMNzSkME%2FEE02mDnhYCDD6DK200u%2FVMEmLL9f4hClZ4cqYx06jKlNFiaDrkZk7jpi6d -FORBOÐIN ÁST SAGA- A Wolf Banished from His Pack and Hunted. A Witch Cast Out and Abused. It is when these two unlikely stories intertwine that forbidden love is ignited, one that could easily face an Army Ten Fold. Their stories are greatly different, yet combine in purity and awe. A match thought never to be possible, yet could never be more perfect. Though would be easily tested come the prophesied end of the world... The Witch and The Wolf. Nornin og Úlfurinn.

[aydexus]

10010100 - 00110001 (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1199778136-10010100-00110001?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=Aydexus&wp_originator=6ZW9hwNk3pNL6wZE8fXER9DSfOW46oAu3OBva0KeVpLKEet%2BEQshKoq8DnSgCWpLJNt8GGneX%2FLk%2BP4Rj%2F49o%2FES5NndiH8262yQNHfN60Q%2FmDMX5gcFJ270x53g3zXu 10010100