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Wow so the Navy is having to ration food as a result is the illegal war the pedo president started.
But wait….i thought that drunk DOD was feeding them lobsters and all sorts of fancy shit?
The pedo wans to be a dictator but he forgot the NUMBER ONE RULE. FEED YOUR TROOPS!!
Damn he’s stupid,
Heyy my beauties!💋
I’m so sorry for my absence forgive me💔💔. I’m finishing my last semester of my freshman year ( yes I’m dropping little hints😏) summer I got y’all! Who do you guys want to see me write about? I’m open to all suggestions!
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| summary - loverboy nick asks y/n to be his girlfriend and valentine !
| no warnings! just my grammatical errors lol
“ best i really like this white boy best.” you groaned. never in your twenty three years of living and 2 years of dating has anyone ever made toy feel this way. “ y/n i like him for you girlll! “ she smiled. your bestfriend was your other half, in a world full of weirdos , you had her. “ i’m scared of getting my feelings hurt, you know ony hurt my feelings bad.” you placed your face in your hands. she shook her head. “ baby, stop worrying about the past, remember it won’t be fair if you bring all of your past experiences and traumas and bring it to this relationship, because y/n you know i don’t be liking any and everybody for you mama. But him i see that he’s genuine.” she rubbed your back. Your cheeks heated up as your leg bounced as 80 mph.
“chill out my heart , everything’s going to be okay . matter of fact, let’s do something today and we’re going to get your mind out of this overthinking loop.” you nodded. “ and wear something red since today is valentine’s day !” she clapped. “okay boo, and imma just do my hair inna updo.” she nodded frantically. “yes yesss, perfect.” she tilted her head to the side with her tongue out, putting her index and thumb finger together. “teheheheheeee.” you covered your mouth.
“okay imma be back here around 6:30 ish, you think that’s enough time ?” you looked at your apple watch and it showed ‘3:12’ you nodded. “i should have more than enough time.” your bestie nodded and smiled. “perfect.” you were down a little bit because you hadn’t spoken to nick all day, you were pretty sure he hated you. ‘no he doesn’t lol.” that was just you over thinking. you were overthinking so bad to the point where you put his messages on mute. But that didn’t even help, because you kept going back to check and see if he texted you back.
soon as you forgot about him not texting you, that’s when he wanted to text you. ‘hey pretty, i’ve been busy all day. i’m sorry.’ that’s what the message read. You felt a little pang in your chest. you understood that he had to work, and that he had little to no time to spend with you occasionally. today out of all days kind of hurt your feelings. “man what am i even tripping fo’ we not even together.” you sucked your teeth and connected to your beats pill speaker. your playlist shuffled along as you prepared for your outing with your bestie.
as you at down at your vanity, you seen the promise ring you had given your bestie. which was a bit suspicious because she never takes it off. you made a mental note to remind her of it when she called you, or when she came over. either or was fine.
an hour passed as you were in your own world. “cause you’re a good girl and you know ittttt, i know exactly who you should beee.” you sung as you did your makeup. your phone began to ring , you instantly smiled because of who was calling you. you propped the camera up so that the person calling you couldn’t see you. “hello?” you answered. “hi princess, how are you?” nicholas smiled at you. “i’m okay, you?” he sighed. “eh i’m okay, why can’t i see your face princess?” he tilted his head. “becauseilookamessrightnowyoucalledatabadtime.” your hand muffled your mouth. he scrunched his face up. “huhh?” he chuckled out. you just sighed and pulled your camera down. “AHHHHHH.” he screamed. “mmtch see you play too much.” you said turning your camera off. “y/nn im just playing relaxxxx.” he laughed. you huffed and pulled the tables down while you were finishing your makeup. “where are you going i see that you’re getting all pretty, not that you already aren’t but you know what i meant.” he rambled on. “ my bestie is taking me out for valentine’s day, since i was going to spend it alone .” nicholas had such a guilty expression on his face. “i’m so sorry y/n , but you know i want to ask you to be my valentine. just in person.” you nodded. “it’s okay i understand.” you had an incoming call from your bestie. “hold on it’s alana, imma talk tj you later.” you hung up before he could say anything. To be honest you wasn’t tryna hear anything he had to say. “hi princess.” you greeted her. “hi cutie? you almost done?” you could tell that she was driving. “uhh almost i was just finishing up my makeup before i put on my dress. “okay imma be outside in about 15 minutes!” she told you as you nodded before hanging up, having your music resume.
“happy valentinessssss sistaaaaa, your bestie recorded you as she handed you a bouquet of flowers. your eyes teared up, you were such a sentimental person. “aww thank you.” you sniffed “here i knew i was tripping , can you get inna car while i go get my ring i had left it on your vanity.” you nodded and handed her your house keys. she handed you her car keys as you sat in the passenger’s seat just watching all of the valentines proposals that were popping up on your feed from your mutuals posting theirs. To say you were a bit jealous was not an accurate statement, actually yes it was. you were in your feelings everyone were going with their boos for valentine’s day but you.
alana was dressed in something cutsey but simple. as you guys made it to the restaurant you seen all the couples , and were in awe. you loved love, you loved being in love, you loved seeing others in love, you just loved love. You were so grateful that Jesus had blessed you with such a beautiful heart. “ reservations for miller .” she spoke to the receptionist. “right this way! “ she cheesed and grabbed two menus. the clatter in the background was something. “okay i’ll have your waiter here in a little bit ! thank you for eating with us, i hope you enjoy.” she showed you guys a genuine smile before turning on the balls of her feet and going back to her post.
both of the guys ate and we’re heading out you were about to walk to her car when alana tapped you and pointed to a big poster ! your mouth dropped “awww alana that’s for you ! that’s so cute!!” you immediately pulled out your camera. “girl nooo that’s not for me , look closely to who that is holding the poster.” (yes y/n’a blind she can’t see for anythinggg loll) “is that- OH MY GOIDNESS NICHOLASSSSSS.” you smiled and jumped into his arms. you being a little over 200 pounds meant nothing to him by the way. you didn’t even care about the stuff he had in his hand. you were just happy that your boo had cameeee. “hiii pretty girllll, oh how much i’ve missed you.” alana catching everything on camera. you finally let him go as he held the poster up that said ‘may i be your boyfriend y/n?’ you immediately nodded your head yes, and you kissed his lips. his heart fluttered because this was the first kiss that the two of you had shared. this moment is when time felt like it was moving slow. he even lead you to his car to where he had a setup at. he was so excited to ask if he could be your boyfriend that he didn’t even wait til he got to the car. The little board said “can i be your boyfriend y/n?” with your favorite bible verse on you immediately started crying. simply because you were a cry baby.
The sqwak
warning! this story is read from a black readers perspective. i’m not at all saying others can’t read it, but just be aware of it having some black folk talk. and also , she’s a female. Jesus loves you enjoy reading❤️
THE SQWAK
“you heading to work baby?” your mom asked placing her orange plasic earrings in her ear. she was getting ready to go take your siblings skating with karen and holly. you fluffed out your curly afro in the mirror before nodding your head. “yes , i’ll probably stay overnight if that’s okay with you and daddy.” she nodded.
“yeah, y/n just be careful. you know these white people got this whole town turned upside down with their experiments. i know they hiding some aliens , i just can’t prove it.” ‘if only you knew what i did.’ you made the yikes face before turning to kiss her cheek. “okay ma, i love you.” she rolled her eyes jokingly. “girl don’t kiss me you know i don’t like that!” she laughed.
“BEEP BEEP!”
the sound of steve’s car echoed outside , as your momma shook her head. “i done told that lil white boy stop blowing outside my house like that.” she grabbed her purse following you outside. steve got out the car with a big smiley knowing your mom was about to come and start with him. “what i told you about blowing that horn infront of my house boy!” steve cheesed at her, “ah my favorite lady ever! mrs. johnson how are you!” he tried to suck up to her.
“boy!” she popped him. “y’all gone head, yall be safe now.” she shooed yall off. steve just laughed before opening your door and gently closing it.
“you look so beautiful n/n.” you smiled and covered your mouth. see the thing about you and steve is, you two have a flirty friendship. the both of you flirted with eachother but it went no further than that, simply because both of y’all were scared of ruining what got had going on. “thank you harringston, what do you like especially?” you stuck your tongue out and placed one of your puffed curled behind your ear in a joking manner.
“mmmm your dress is cutesy , you gone wear this after our wedding?” you playfully placed your hand on your chin in a thinking motion. “hmmm i dunno, you wanna take it off me?” steve looked at you and laughed. “glad you know.” he agreed. “oh my goodness boy you nasty.” you slapped his shoulder and started laughing. you then turned on his radio and the song ‘Centipede’ by debbie jackson played, you started dancing having harrington just laughed at you. He tapped the steering wheel to the beat of the song.
you guys finally pulled up outside of your work place , seeing everyone gathered outside around murray. “ah you came right on time! steve this is for you , and this is for you!” murray handed steve some chocolate and peanut butter bars, and handed you the papers for when y’all were going to do another crawl. “nance oh my goodness look, he’s going to have 2 hours to look for vecky no necky.” you said pointing at the time. johnathan just snickerd at what you called vecna. you
had beef with vecna, serious personal beef with him.
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slow to anger, and slow to speak.
hiii my babies! so i’m trying something new:) i’m going to put the title then the bible verses that’ll be getting used, meaning im going to have different scenarios and im going to incorporate how to use the bible verses in your everyday life! but with the characters of course :) this is a bit long!
proverbs 15:1 , james 1:19-20 and colossians 3:13
part 1 (this is part 1 ) part 2
you and choso argued with eachother very little. but when the both of you did argue.. it wasn’t nice. you were a bible driven girl and choso was a God fearing man. No that didn’t make the both of you perfect, in fact the two of you fell short of Gods glory on countless times. One of the times being right now.
The two of you were arguing over choso being extremely close to nobora while choso was upset with you for always hanging around megumi. It was just a whole misunderstanding though. Nobora went to choso when she needed advice on her relationship with megumi, while megumi and you were the best of friends.
“NO CHOSO YOU’RE ALWAYS AROUND HER, EVERYTIME IM NOT WITH YOU , YOU’RE WITH HER.” you shouted. choso jerked his head back in offense to that. “yeah like you don’t be up under megumi y/n, man get outta my face.” he sucked his teeth and continued to play 2k.
“That’s not fair choso.. you know good and well i go to him for everything, i go to him for advice and i go to him to ask about things that you like since you’ve known him longer than i’ve known you.” he just looked at you. “honestly y/n this is getting tiring and it’s like you don’t try to hear me out or anything. you just be fast to talk, and you stay yelling, and i’m simply not going to put up with this.” he simply shrugged and turned his game off. “what do you mean?” he shrugged his shoulders. “exactly what you take it as, i don’t want to be with you because i’m unhappy, here with you. You don’t care about other peoples feelings, you don’t care about half of the stuff that i care about.” he bluntly pointed out. which was not true.
you cared for him, and he was speaking out of anger. your heart dropped at his choice of words. you only yelled because you care. him acting careless was painful. choso picked up his keys and walked out of your room. you followed behind him. “wait where are you going are we going to talk it out?” you grabbed his arm and followed him to the door. he just looked at you. “no i don’t want to talk anything out with you, until you learn how to stop talking backwards and out of your butt then you can hang this relationship up, you make me unhappy and i’m tired of it.” he harshly snatched his arm from you as your heart started to beat fast, all of this happened too fast.
he slammed the door in your face , as you allowed warm tears to travel down your face. your throat closed up as you walked passed the living room where yuji, megi, gojo, nobora, inumaki and panda was residing at. yuji and megumi was playing madden together as gojo, inumaki, panda and nobora was playing uno. laughed erupted in the living room as loud chatter filled the room.
since the stairs were connected to the living room everyone seen you run up the stairs with your hand on your mouth. “y/n?” megumi called out. he was about to stand up and follow you but gojo just shook his hand and placed his hand on megumi’s stomach lightly pushing him back. “give her some time, i’ll go up there in a minute.” gojo reassured megumi , megumi clenched his cheek sliding his tongue across his top teeth before nodding and sitting back down.
he didn’t like the fact that his bestfriend was crying. Or sad, and he couldn’t do anything about it. Gojo heard everything, but he stayed quiet , not wanting to be in your business, but it seems like he needed to be a father figure at the moment. he didn’t want his children fighting. although gojo wasn’t your real dad, he acted like one to everyone which is why he cared so deeply about everyone. gojo made his way up the stairs hearing your soft sniffles and hearing the voicemail from your phone. you just sobbed harder.
you weren’t trying to manipulate him or anything, when you feel like you aren’t being heard you had to elevate your voice, which wasn’t something that you were proud of. knock knock knock “y/n?” gojo trailed off. “hm?” he heard shuffling in your room. you opened the door and was met with gojo’s piercing blue eyes. “what happened why are you and pretty boy so upset with one another?” he laid on his side on your bed his shirt lifting up a little in the process. his feet dangled off the end of your bed as he just looked at you.
‘tek it.’ softly played on your tv as you began to explain to him what happened. “so choso and i gotten into an argument because i was trying to explain to him about my feelings and how i felt like him and nobora were getting a bit too close.” gojo nodded. “hmm, understandable but did you try letting him talk?” he tilted his head to the left. you just sighed in defeat and shook your head no.
“that’s your problem there y/n, you don’t allow him to open up, but then when he doesn’t want to talk about his feelings you get upset with him.” you just stood there looking dumb. “i know, and i regret it badly, i just wanted to talk it out.” you played with your fingers. “now im not gonna sit here and just pin you to be the bad person because he also does things, not just you.—“
“—and i’m going to talk to him about it, but as of right now you need to read proverbs 15:1 and james 1:19-20; really study it love.” gojo grabbed your pink bible and flipped to proverbs chapter 15 verse one. “here do you want me to read it to you?” you nodded. “okay.” he nodded before clearing his throat.
“A gentle answer turns away wrath, but a harsh word stirs up anger.” (proverbs 15:1) his voice was soothing almost as if your dad was reading you a bedtime story. he handed you your journal and a pen. “now really meditate on this word and see what God is telling you here.” he points to the particular verse. “i heard the front door close, i’ll be back soon.” gojo announced , before slipping out of the door.
A/N
heyyy guyssss!!! i hope you all like the new idea! i just wanted to write these so that i can be transparent with you all about being a christian! and how it isn’t always dandy and rainbows !! we too fall short and i have the bible verses to guide the characters(and you ofc😊!) and lead them how God says in his word.😽
plug! connie and his sleepy! gf strike again!
the first time he got you high, you were 10x more tired than usual.
“breathe in baby.” connie coaxes you, holding your jaw in his hands gently. you inhale a bit, waiting on the small squeeze connie’s supposed to give you to signal your exhale.
“out.” he whispers, you breathe out and slump slowly against his chest. “you feel better, baby?” he asks you, playing with your curls. you were upset about something your friend had said, making you on edge to where you could barely sleep. “m-mhm…” you hum, your breathing falling into a rhythm as you relaxed into your boyfriend’s chest, your eyes falling shut.
“goodnight, my sleepy girl.”
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sum short and sweet, i love this troupe and im definitely writing more (and mechanic choso)
aww this is too cuteeee🥹
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You were currently at your desk tears falling on the paper with a little plop. You had a ten page essay due @ 11:59 and it was currently 8. You knew that it was more than enough time, but you just couldn’t get a thought out of your head for nothing, you struggled writing essays period, they’ve always been your weak spot.
your phone started ringing so you pushed your black framed glasses up and looked into the camera seeing that it was armin calling you. you glanced at your red puffy eyes and pouty lips as you answered the phone and placed it up so that it’ll be facing the ceiling.
“hi my pretty girl, what are you doing.” just hearing his voice alone made you want to cry and just run to him while he comforts you. “Nothing.” you croaked out. “mama why can’t i see your face? what’s wrong?” he spoke softly. you just sniffed and he automatically knew. “why are you crying baby?” you picked the phone up and pouted.
“ihavethisessaydueandidunnohowimgoingtofinishitallbeforethedeadline.” you jumbled out trying to get all of your words out before your throat closed, from crying. “mama slow down and talk to me, now what’s got you so upset? whats wrong?” he tilted his head. he was laying on his stomach with his phone propped up on his bicep meaning he was comfortable in bed with his sweats on and his glasses. “i’m trying to finish this essay and i don’t know where you start..” you sniffed again. “okay, is mrs. l/n home?” you nodded.
“okay, i’m on the way right now princess.” he hung up the phone. 15 minutes later and you heard the door downstairs open. “hey baby, whatcha doin here?” you heard your mom downstairs. “y/n’s upset about something so i just want to cheer her up.” armin responded as your mom placed her hand on her heart. “see young love, this is so sweet. gone ahead baby, she’s in her room.” armin walked up the stairs and into your room.
you looked at the door and seen armin standing there with some yellow roses and a bag of hot puffs. you just pouted and walked up to him. He picked you up by your thighs—koala style as you just sobbed in his shoulder. ( so she’s being a baby rn! i don’t blame her id act the same way if my person was babying me😭.) “awww don’t cry it’s okayy.” he sat on the edge of your bed and rubbed your back. you felt his cold metal rings graze your back as your body reacted from it—receiving chills.
he tucked his head into your neck and just held you, his glasses were pushed up a bit but he didn’t mind. he was comforting you, which was all that mattered to him. “here come and let’s lay down, because i can see that you’re exhausted pretty girl.” you shook your head no. “i can’t , my work has to be finished before 11:59.” armin just nodded. “yeah i know, it’ll be okay.” you just nodded and laid on his chest as the theme to naruto played in the background. he just rubbed your back and played with your hair that poked from up under the bonnet.
he then heard your light snores. he gently moved you over and walked over to your desk. he sat down and looked at your notes feeling bad that you had so much to do. You were a busy person, you were trying to balance your business and school work and both of them couldn’t be done in one day so you eventually became stagnant in your work, only doing it the day before the deadline. armin understood what you were dealing with, so him being the amazing boyfriend he is, he made sure to help you every chance he gets.
for 3 hours armin was circling, highlighting typing and rewriting your notes that seemed to be decorated with your tear drops. “ the meaning behind this book is to only confuse the reader, no one was actually in love with eachother, it was only an illusion.” armin wrote and clicked enter. armin stuck his tongue out just a little bit proof reading what he just wrote. Proud of what he wrote he submitted it in at 11:58 pm. armin then pecked your forehead “i love you so much my love.” that was the last thing armin ever said to you being that he died from a car accident while he was on the way home.
nahhh just kidding lol!
armin headed home safely after praying over his journey! Armin made sure that the both of you had God in the center of your relationship! he loved you dearly and he thanked God everyday for allowing you to be in his life!
AN
i’m sorry i probably gave you an heart attack im so sorry baby💔. i thought yall would’ve liked the jokey joke😓! na just kidding tho im slowly making my way backkkkk yayyy :)
BVOTD!
GALATIANS 1:10
AVOIDING -i’m so sorry for any mistakes or errors!
your beats blasted look like by chicken p as the wind danced with your curls. you were trying to hurry to class because you were avoiding a certain someone. Ever since eren ghosted you for a few days and then recently explained to you that he believe that he found his person already the person being mikasa, you were doing your best not to feel hurt about it. so you did what you did best, avoiding.
Even though it hurt you, you had to push passed the pain to avoid any drama. You didn’t know what it was, you were just drawn to eren. Loving the way he treated you while the two of you were in a talking stage. Now all of that’s behind you. you seen eren and his friend group coming up on your right side so you put your head down and sped up your walking. “y/n.” your body went hot and your heart began beating fast. you ignored him and walked into your class.
“aye bra, ion know whatchu did to her but you need to fix it.” ony mummered. “what did you even do eren? i thought you and y/n was good, the praying before every game, doing bible study together, being on the phone all night i dont understand.” connie replied having eren lower his head in defeat. “my dad brought her up, seeing that her and i have gotten closer and seen her with my jacket on.” eren began. “nah man you just can’t seem to leave mikasa alone, knowing good and well she’s not no good for you.” armin side eyed him.
“can i finish?” eren replied. they all nodded. “okay so my dad told my ma how y/n was as a person, and knowing her you know she’s a girls girl, so they both fussed be out saying how i better not hurt her and things like that. and how im not ready for a girl like y/n..” they all hesitated. “wait a minute—.” connie called out.
“your dad.” connie pointed. “coach G, the one that be screaming for no reason, the evil coach protected her!?” ony interrupted. eren nodded and started to play with his rings on his hand. “okay so why does she hate you?” armin pondered. “because i told her how i found my person already, and that i love mikasa, and it’s to an extent with y/n.” the boys all gasped at hearing eren. “eren why did you say it like that? knowing her she was probably crying about it thinking how she wasn’t good enough for you.” eren huffed. “can yall stop, i already feel bad.” armin sucked his teeth. “you should, because y/n is the sweetest person here, if you know that you were going to hurt her, then you should’ve left her alone. and if you knew that you weren’t going to leave mikasa alike you shouldn’t never even started bothering her.” armin defended you, his face started to turn a light red. connie furrowed his eyebrows. “wait why are you riding her meat like that?? yall together or something?” ony jerked his head back at constance’s choice of words.
“nah y/n ain’t like that, if you knew armin and i well enough you would know that she’s like family to us. ever since my dad married armin’s mom y/n’s been coming around more because armin’s mom is her moms bestfriend. and im just pretty much there so we’re like her bestfriends.” ony backed armin up. “ohh type sh-.” eren just shook his head and palmed his hair backwards. “what should i do? she doesn’t want to talk to me.” they all just shook her head. “honestly man you should just let her come around, just leave her, because she’s pretty upset with you at the moment because 1. she feels like you’ve played with her time and 2 she’s going to end up saying something that she’ll regret later, so i’ll advise you to just leave her be.” armin nodded in agreement with ony.
“yeah cause something she needs to work on is speaking while she’s angry, she just allows things to come off of her tongue without thinking about it and then she’ll regret it later.” eren nodded because he noticed that that was true. you did it when you seen him and annie talking about armin, and you told him to come get his jacket and he got upset with you because you were just jumping to conclusions instead of asking him about it. but in your defense they were standing there talking about it for a while, and you couldn’t see as well so you couldn’t see that it was annie and not some random girl.
anyways both you and eren had problems that the both of you needed to fix with yourselves before getting with one another. “i mean eren i dunno man, you hurt her feelings real bad, cause if i was her and you said that to me i would’ve crashed out on you and mikasa.” ony shrugged. “foreal.” connie clapped him up and stated laughing. “bra yall laughing im being dead serious.” they all sucked their teeth. “man just take this L and leave her alone.” they shrugged and began walking to practice.
after practice ended you were walking so that you could ride with armin and ony, as you walked to the benches where they practiced eren began walking in your direction, you sighed your teeth and put your headphones on; white ferrari blasted in your ears as you looked down at your romance book and you picked it up before finishing to where you left off at. “y/n/n.” you heard erens voice. you ignored him.
he took your headphones off and you looked up at him. “what do you want?” you tried your best not to cry. He hurt you, your feelings were all over the place, you were upset that you allowed him to kiss on you, touch you you felt used. You regretted everything, you were disappointed in yourself for getting attached. to him. “can you talk to me please?” he pleased with you. “talk to you about what eren? you told me everything i needed to hear.” you began packing your bag. this was a mistake coming out here i should’ve just waited by their car. you scolded yourself. you stood up, grabbed your headphones from him and began walking.
you were pulled back, erens hand was on your arm. you turned around to erens sweaty face. (his cheeks were rosy red, and his eyes were puffy, while his hair was in a messy ponytail) “leave me alone bra, i don’t want to disrespect you or your girlfriend.” you warned. he just sighed. “would you just allow me to explain y/n? you’re so quick to jump to conclusions you never allow me to explain myself.” eren began to get upset. “you have 10 seconds eren.” you granted him. “why are you ignoring me, and avoiding me y/n?” you scoffed. “are you serious eren?” his eyes moved in confusion. “i’m sorry, i don’t understand you. First you say you found your person, then you chase me down why won’t you leave me alone?” you say. eren just gulped. “you didn’t answer my question..” he responded. “BECAUSE YOU’RE NOT MINE OKAY? i can’t have you, knowing that there’s another girl i just can’t, you love her, not me. i cannot get in between that, so please spare me for not wanting to fall inlovebworh you more, please. Just leave me alone, and let me get over you.
eren’s heart dropped. “don’t say that, you hurt my feelings when you say that.” eren swallowed. “say what eren? that i’m getting over you?? you don’t think you hurt my feelings? Telling me how i wasn’t the person for you? saying how you’ve found your person already almost as if you’ve just used me as a toy ,and as if i was just a place holder til mikasa comes back, do you know how dirty i felt when i got home, knowing that you had a girlfriend , you kissed me and grabbed on me. And me loving you i allowed it, i felt like such a bad person and you don’t even care bro.” tears streamed your face. “just leave me alone eren, stop trying to contact me, just stop it.” you pulled your arm away harshly and walked away sniffing. Eren felt poopy for treating you that way. and he didn’t mean to. erne turned around to seeing that whole football team watching you two. eren just dropped his head in embarrassment as he just took his helmet off of the floor and walked to the locker rooms. ony and armin just looked at eachother before shaking their heads and preparing to walk to the locker rooms.
AN:
i got lazy with the colors at the end lol.. but i’m going to write what yall requested 😭!!
BVOTD!✝️
PSALMS 91!😽
pound cake! 🍰
you bobbed your head up and down having your curls recoil back and fourth as “pound cake” by drake blasted from your apartments ceiling speakers.. you sprinkled some flour on the counter as you took a hold of the glass bowl that held the risen dough. You dumped the dough out on the counter that was coated in the flour having some of the flour fly up in your face.
“ACHOO!” you sneezed having a chuckle erupt from behind you. “AHHHHH.” you clutched your chest as you looked at your boyfriend who has just scared the living daylights out of you. he just laughed at you seeing your face, he was laughing so hard to the point of where tears were coming out of his eyes. you just dead panned him.
“Jean it wasn’t that funny.” you rolled your eyes at him, having him nod in agreement. “you’re right mama, that was wrong of me to laugh.” he said taking his hoodie off having to reveal his black wife beater. (the under t guys..)
“ouu watchu making?” he asked looking at you roll the dough out. you just huffed at him and looked at him through your lashes. “im upset with you.” you pointed your hello kitty nails at him having him left out a defeated chuckle. “im sorry mama, do you forgive me?” he looked at you with his big brown eyes, his black framed glasses decorating his face.
you playfully tapped your chin in thought. “hmmmmmmm i dunnooooo…” you replied. He laughed then put on a sad face to play along with you. “oh well then i guess my beautiful wife doesn’t want to do bible study with me later then.” he hugged in a sad tone. he then poked his pink plumped lips out having you ignore him.
he huffed , no attention so he huffed
again
and again
anddd again
until you finally gave in.
“oh my goodness i was just playing with you.” he smirked. “oh i know.” he smiled widely. you just laughed and shook your head. “you’re adorable some times you know that?” you tilted your head towards him. “i know my wife tells me that daily!” jean boasted.
“oh really?” you put the dough down and dusted your hands off finally meeting eyes with jean. Who was leaning up against the kitchen island just watching you do you. Let it out by lo shimmy was playing lightly in the background as you pecked his cheek. “here you wanna help me?” i’m making straw berry cheesecake filled puffed dough!”
“OF COURSE OH MY GOODNESS THOSE SOUND SO GOOD Y/N/N!!” jean excitedly helped you break the dough apart and shape it into little squares. you just laughed and shook your head—Laughijg at your boyfriends childish, but adorable behavior.
jean gently lowered the raw dough in the boiling hot oil , watching how the oil puffed up the dough into brown, crispy treats. The two of you spent the rest of the night just spending time with eachother and bonding over music. as the night hit, both you and jean pulled out your bibles spending time with God before you ended the night.
A/N!
i’m sorry that i ended this chapter this way i just had writers block im sorry :( i will be telling you all why i haven’t been posting and if as active as i was before, i hope you all have a wonderful and blessed day🎀💞
BIBLE VERSE OF THE DAY!
psalms 15:1
hiii my babies!
i see your request! i’m on hiatus rn !! i pinky promise i’ll get back to writing soon!!