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[ayselala]

I'll be leaving this account, temporarily

Hi folks! As what The title says, I'll be leaving this account temporarily. (i'm sad just thinking about it). Even though I've started my #StartingToday campaign, I also think that it is right to also leave this blog temporarily. It's a tough decision for me especially that this is my second comfort zone and I am so glad whenever I would share something about my life here. But yeah, life, is about making decisions so.... I'll be transfering to another blog (yaaayy!) but for now I'll keep it to myself first. For those who are interested, I'll be posting a more formal square update for you. So for the meantime, I'll be saying bbye but stay tune (and yes of course, I will not delete this life blog I have since hs) for any update. I just don't know when but I promise, it'll be a more artsy part of me. Thank you! Much love, A #StartingToday

[ayselala]

[ayselala]

I believe you've reserved something bigger for us.

[ayselala]

For real

Temporary lang naman talaga lahat ng galit. Sabi nga nila, nag sspan lang daw ng 10-12 mins yung emotions, after that, kalma ka na. Kaya of course, i want him to enjoy tomorrow kasi di ko kaya yun ibigay, at dahil mahal ko sya. Mas matimbang pa rin yung wish mong sumaya sya dahil mahal mo sya. For real.

[ayselala]

Just to be fair

Im an introvert, i love to take photos as well, pero mas gusto ko yung planado kasi dun ako sinanay. But now, I am trying to be spontaneous most of the time, ayoko biglain, baka pagalitan ako. Oo akos i takot, e ganun talaga e. Ayaw mo nun? Balanced? Haha! I love reading, watching movies, playing ukulele kahit nahihirapan pa rin ako and what's wrong with that? That's me, and what's wrong with me? You loved me, and now hindi na because of these? Is it because of these? Tell me.

[ayselala]

Alam ko na kung bakit nawala na

Ang boring kasi ng buhay mo, ang alam mo lang, magpaka play safe t paranoid nang super duper kaya wala kang magawa, nanjan ka lang, laging takot. Pero anong magagawa mo, ganyan ka sinanay, ganyan ka binuhay. Di naman nya alam history ng buhay nyo. Sorry kung nakilala mong ganito sya, sorry it might be too late for you.

Ang boring kasi ng buhay mo, ang gusto mo lang gawin, manuod ng movies, magbasa at mag ukulele. Sya gusto nya mag travel, at magphotog ng landscape. E bakit pa sya magsstay sayo? Kung sya gusto nya mag punta ng ibang lugar tapos ikaw ayaw kong lumabas. Inintindi ka na nya noon, intindihin mo naman sya ngayon. Gsuto nya magtravel, hindi ka willing sumama kasi takot ka. Gaga ka. Sinayang mo.

Ang boring kasi ng buhay mo, lalabas ka lang para mag mall, maglakad, manupd ng sine, kumain. The end. Great. Wow. Achievement unlocked diba? E sa pang araw araw na buhay ng tao pwede nya yan gawin, e yung mga gusto nya, extraordinary para sana memorable diba? E gaga ka, di mo nagets, ayan ulit, sinayag mo. Nanjan ka lang sa lungga mo, nakatitig sa monitor o kaya nagiinarte. Hueheuheueheu

Ang boring kasi ng buhay mo, nung may work ka na, akla nya okay ka na, pwede ka na ayain sa ibang lugar, e nyeks, ganun pa rin pala. Total boring!!!!! Like eww. Ano yun? Anong adventure dun?

Ang boring kasi ng buhay mo, ayan imbis na nagpapahinga, puro ka stalk, imbes na may gawin ka, puro ka ganyan hahaha.

Boring. Boring. Boring. Aney?

[ayselala]

Hello!

It’s been a week since I’ve been online and the last time I posted something was about me, asking you if ever you have someone in mind that I could follow for inspiration (whether they are local or not) and I happen to have e-mailed someone last week, to say Hi! and have something to consult on her. But as of now, she’s not yet replied to my email which is definitely okay with me(honest!), and I could really understand that she might be busy doing her freelance works. Hence, I have no regrets on sending her an e-mail. :)

And speaking of No Regrets (as per the square I attached in here), a friend of mine and I talked yesterday night on our way home from work and the usual kind of topic to be talked about if you’re just two girls on your way home on a rainy night is... the heart stuff. And of course, the usual Q and A plus pauses to think for an answer happened and in the end she told me that yes, it’s okay, at least you’ll not have any regrets at all. (which definitely shocked me on her answer because my other friends would probably look at me angrily and would lecture me how to handle life properly. lol)

And yes, I told her, that was my problem before, I’m mostly afraid a lot of times that would cause me to stop, rethink what I want to do, and then be afraid and get over with it by not doing it anymore. So most of these days I thought, I should have no regrets at all. As long as I know that I really want to do it, why stop myself on trying it, right?

And I mostly feel like the “afraid” part is what making us to step behind and stop to go to another route for a second option. But no, I think it is much better to go on the route you really wanted and if it resulted to a good one, then great, you made the good choice and if it’s a failure, so what? You like it and you’ll feel okay as well because even if you fail, at least it is what you really wanted to do in the first place.

[ayselala]

Even designers + artists needs some boost sometimes. :)

Feel free to share and thank you if you do. :D

[ayselala]

I wuv you but you don’t wuv me anymore :3

[ayselala]

Even designers + artists needs some boost sometimes. :)

Feel free to share and thank you if you do. :D

[ayselala]

Lesson #2

Dont’t get it fixed if it can’t be fixed… Right now. Don’t force everything to fall into it’s place, if it doesn’t fit in there. Surely, time will come for the right moment and the right things will get along someday if it is truly perfectly matched.

[ayselala]

#StartingToday

[ayselala]

Just this month, I’ve started giving hashtags for myself in whatever I do in a day and so I thought, why not make one that could inspire me to make things better in my very simple days? Why not make one so I could keep something positive in my mind and might help me to accomplish a lot more than what I think I can do? 

Then that time I was browsing through my Twitter feed and saw one of my friend’s tweet ending in a “...starting tomorrow!” statement.

And I stopped and thought, ‘that’s a good start.’ Then instead of ‘tomorrow’ why not ‘today’? Instead of doing it tomorrow, why not do it today?

And so, #StartingToday was born. And no, there’s no ‘The rest is History’ yet. Because I’m just starting. And You are just starting too!

I’m not sure if this can be called #StartingTodayCampaign but you can do it as well. Brush off the things you’ve been wanting to throw away and do it #StartingToday!

[ayselala]

Is there any lessons on how to handle a ‘ugh’ client?

haha lol

[bertybrates]

Send me anons 😊😊

[naturaekos]

“It hurts because it mattered.”

John Green (via naturaekos)

[clientsfromhell]

Can I have the file in a JPG format with editable text?

(via clientsfromhell)

[ayselala]