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“ what, like their reputation ? who cares.” it came out sounding more flippant than he’d intended, so monty corrected himself. “ what i mean to say is, whatever it is, if it changes others views that’s more their problem than it is yours. “ he shrugged. “ if they’d be embarrassed or upset by it ? their problem. if someone’s views effected them in some way, again, still their problem. i stand by what i said; your life, your decisions. “ he shrugged. “ maybe it shouldn’t be that cut and dry, but that’s how i live my life. “ there was a time where monty struggled with the need to be who people wanted him to be, or how they perceived him, but admitting to himself his shortcomings and his strengths – and celebrating and accepting both – had helped him in the long run. he was happier now, wasn’t he ? “ this is all hypothetical given that i don’t know what we’re talking about. “ he admitted. “ … but if it helped, you’re welcome ? “
“ yes and no. “ he answered. “ they probably have a set of tests they cycle through. “ he paused to consider his answer. “ it was the same kinds of questions so i guess that was an advantage. it felt easier but that was probably because i had twice as long to study, when you think about it. just don’t dwell on the answers you don’t know; you’ll waste time and you might not get a chance to get to everything. “ the n.e.w.t.s were long; they were strategically done that way, he assumed, to exhaust you as you were writing them. “ oh, and bring extra quills. i snapped two before i finished. “
a pint was dropped down in front of him. his quidditch teammate waved off his galleons and headed to a table at the back where a few other wizards were seated. monty recognized some but not the others; friends of the team, he assumed. he took a drink, turning back towards azaria. there was no hurry to join the table at the back. “do you want to work with dragons ? seems like a dangerous career choice if you’re not 100% sold on the idea. “ he grinned. “ i wouldn’t mind it so much myself but i wear too my dragon-hide. i’m sure they’d know, somehow, and try to burn me to a crisp at the first opportunity. “
「 ✨ monty has mentioned a canon object x6」
unsure why-- had been the thought that crossed through azaria’s head. it was easier, talking to someone she didn’t know that well. who in return didn’t really know her that well either. which was better than talking to someone who did. perhaps, talking to strangers really did help. she had heard before of people doing it but she had never.. she always felt bad like she was bothering or bugging someone. it just seemed easier. made her less anxious that word would get out she wasn’t and hadn’t been being honest with everyone. and in return so, was getting advice.. advice she wasn’t sure where else she would have gotten it. so it was entirely appreciated. “..huh. i never really thought of it that way before.” it was like hearing something that made complete and utter sense for the first time, and she was. the redhead had never thought of it that way before. that why did it matter to her so much what others thought..? perhaps, all that mattered was what she felt and what those important to her-- friends included felt. “tha isn’t a wrong way to live. everyone always cares ya know how others feel.. sometimes more than how they feel. and they let that decide how they live.” it probably seemed wise, but that was a feeling she knew. all too well. “no it really does help! i needed another opinion.. for that hypothetical.” that wasn’t so hypothetical. “yeah, of course it is.” the freckled redhead says through a smile. “oh, it definitely did. gave me an answer i hadn’t even thought of it. i appreciate it, so thank ya again.” the hufflepuff had never thought about how it all made her feel before.
“tha makes sense, it seems all so complicated for my liking.. wish it wasn’t like that.” comes her answer, with a shake of her head as she scribbles down on parchment the advice-- just for safe keeping and as a reminder, that when they were around the corner she would remember and perhaps stress a little less than she was sure she would be at the time. “anyone ever tell ya, you’re good at giving advice? because if not, you really are. consider it wrote down, just so i remember when the time comes to bring some extra quills in my satchel. couldn’t hurt, and extra ink probably wouldn’t be the worst idea either.”
there’s a quick shake of her head, at the mention of working with dragons. “the former charms teaching assistant went to work with dragons.. or train with them rather. heard from miss west that it’s exhausting. and from my dad too over the years. so, i don’t think that it’s for me. not because of tha, but just because i know how difficult the training is.” truthfully? she didn’t see herself down the line being in that profession. “i honestly don’t know wha i want ta do.” there’s a soft shrug of her shoulders. “got time to figure out i s’pose, and oh merlin! ya think the dragons are that mean and would do that just ta do it?” there’s a shake of her head, a laugh falling from her lips. “i hope, i’m not keeping ya from ya friends?”
「 ✨ azaria has mentioned a canon object x10」












