My life the unfortunate truth.
Im a 30 year old man all my life I’ve been treated like I’m worthless by every woman I’ve ever met. I have a decent job, earn a decent wage, own my own home have a nice car. You’d think this would be enough to make me desirable to at least some women but no.
Unfortunately I’ve discovered through life that only one thing matters and that’s what you look like. If your attractive you will have everything you could ever want and if you aren’t then it’s a lifetime of loneliness and misery.
I work in a male dominated industry so chances to meet women in real life is slim. I’ve been on every dating website for years messaged hundreds of women and in all that time I’ve never even got a conversation out of them. It’s either ignore you or if you persist then it’s a simple your not attractive not interested I’m not attracted to you. I’ve never been on a date. I write well thought out messages and target women who have similar interests but none of that matters. They simply don’t care about anything other than your profile photo. It makes me laugh that men actually have the reputation for being shallow when in reality it’s women who are far worse.
As for Tinder I’ve right swiped every woman within 60 miles, I don’t even look at the pics I know nobody will match so why worry. In 4 years I’ve never had a match.
After years of this It prompted me to conduct a little social experiment I switched my profile picture to a stock image of a model for 24hrs to see what would happen. I didn’t message anyone I just let the account sit idle. In less than a day I had over 100 messages from women desperate to date me. All saying how interesting they thought I was and asking all about me. The same women who until now decided I was to worthless to bother replying or talking to.
So you must be wondering what I look like? Must be disfigured to get treated that badly? Well no. I’m 6ft tall average build dark hair. Completely normal looking guy I’m certainly not handsome but I’m nothing hideous either.
All I’ve wanted for years is to settle down with a woman and maybe have a family. I’ve seen friends get married and others go through relationships. Each year I feel sadder that I’ve never experienced that and probably never will.
As for the effect it’s had on me? Well a lifetime of abuse can take it’s toll on you. I suffer badly with depression and self image. I hate to be photographed and don’t even like to look in a mirror. I hate this country I wish I could leave in the hopes that women are kinder across the ocean.
Knowing that they would rather have a guy that is selfish, cheats on them or is abusive over me simply because he has nice muscles or a chistled face really shows what society is like today.
I can’t choose what shape my face is so why do I deserve a life of loneliness
I hold out hope that one day there will be a woman who cares about things other than looks who will give me a chance.
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