âYou might consider yourself fake, but you probably feel more alive than I do.â He noted, tone habitually flat. It was impossible to tell that internally, he was shaking in anticipation and need, the additional physical contact only making his craving spike into barely containable levels. Sighing, the parasite gently placed his hands on top of the strangerâs. âAnything would satisfy me, really, even unstable emotions. But, since you gave me permissionâŚâ Gloved appendages curled to have a tighter hold around the otherâs hands as shimmering tendrils rolled off their body, sluggishly seeping into Julianâs body. He was already beginning to feel the effects settle in, the empty shell slowly gaining a pool of soothing energy. It took all his willpower not to push his boundaries and drain his fill, but he dropped his hands and the flow of vitality ceased. Eyeing the other with a slight crinkle of concern in his face, he mumbled, âThank you for your charity.â
" I highly doubt that, after all, I'm supposed to be fake. I'm a creature created by a young woman, and quite honestly, you feel far more alive than I do. I can sense it after all, " False replied, smile gracing his features as he spoke, not a reflection of how he felt about what he said, but a way of keeping this person out of his so called personal business. When it came down to it, while the mirage enjoyed having company, anything too close was unacceptable. A doll had no place having friends, especially one that had it's face grafted onto it as though it were some sort of surgical procedure, " Still, I'm sure if you take it it'll be fine. After all, death and I do not see eye to eye and probably never will for a long time... " His voice trailed off at that point, watching closely as his hands were touched.
Touch was something he couldn't comprehend, no matter who or what it was. Especially when it was someone he had yet to come to know, especially when it was someone who was responding to a touch he had made. Usually, he'd resort to pulling away, but he couldn't it. It was though he was in a trance, pupils dilating slightly as he watched intently. He could see the energy come off him, in waves that left him feeling as though the ground was falling out from underneath him. His vision grew hazy for a few short moments before he actually heard the other's voice, moving away with staggering steps as he struggled to keep his footing. To feel so weak was unbearable, a situation he knew would dissipate as soon as he got in the gallery--a situation he would have thought through if he had actually given himself the chance to think.
Still, he didn't say much, fingers slipping themselves through lavender locks as he attempted to remain composed, ignoring how badly he was shaking. After all, it was a sign of weakness and False himself wasn't too fond of weakness as a whole, " Well..., " He muttered, expressing how out of breath he was unintentionally, " I hope I was able to help... " Â