BforBeezer

[b-for-beezer]

The Backrooms movie hurt my brain and not in the good way.

It’s like if melatonin had a baby with acid.

[louis-depointedu-lac]

Hiiiii it’s been a while.

I hope your life is better than mine right now 🤠

I want to set myself on fire for ✨fun✨

Byyyyeee

Please don't. My DMs are open if you ever want to talk more about what's bothering you. Leave the flammable weapons to me. I'm sorry I saw this late.🖤

[b-for-beezer]

But I would rather eat hot coals and never see the light of day again.

Man maybe I should get lost for fun again.

I think I will. ☺️

I’ll go fall down a well or something.

[louis-depointedu-lac]

What happened? Did someone harm you?

[b-for-beezer]

No I’m just depressed and I left college

So

🫠

[b-for-beezer]

And I’m also very un-medicated so I guess someone did harm me lol

Nice

[louis-depointedu-lac]

Hiiiii it’s been a while.

I hope your life is better than mine right now 🤠

I want to set myself on fire for ✨fun✨

Byyyyeee

Please don't. My DMs are open if you ever want to talk more about what's bothering you. Leave the flammable weapons to me. I'm sorry I saw this late.🖤

[b-for-beezer]

But I would rather eat hot coals and never see the light of day again.

Man maybe I should get lost for fun again.

I think I will. ☺️

I’ll go fall down a well or something.

[louis-depointedu-lac]

What happened? Did someone harm you?

[b-for-beezer]

No I’m just depressed and I left college

So

🫠

[louis-depointedu-lac]

Hiiiii it’s been a while.

I hope your life is better than mine right now 🤠

I want to set myself on fire for ✨fun✨

Byyyyeee

Please don't. My DMs are open if you ever want to talk more about what's bothering you. Leave the flammable weapons to me. I'm sorry I saw this late.🖤

[b-for-beezer]

But I would rather eat hot coals and never see the light of day again.

Man maybe I should get lost for fun again.

I think I will. ☺️

I’ll go fall down a well or something.

[louis-depointedu-lac]

Hiiiii it’s been a while.

I hope your life is better than mine right now 🤠

I want to set myself on fire for ✨fun✨

Byyyyeee

Please don't. My DMs are open if you ever want to talk more about what's bothering you. Leave the flammable weapons to me. I'm sorry I saw this late.🖤

[b-for-beezer]

But everything would be so much less stressful if I do.

It’s like baking.

Except it’s myself.

[louis-depointedu-lac]

Happy Birthday! Also I took my first midterm that was for my mental health class and I made a 100. ✨

Thank you love!🖤That is cause for celebration, indeed! Proud of you. You can fly to Vegas with Armand and I.🍾🎉

[b-for-beezer]

Oh oh shit

Also I forgot to tell you I finished that test in seven minutes.

Also I know Lestat is salty and if he reads this i want you to know I am refraining from releasing the crackhead in my brain that responds to him. As a gift to you.

Hooraaayy

Only cause he’s the one who started it so ✨respectfully✨

Putting that there.

[louis-depointedu-lac]

Lestat is going to either reply very late, or not reply at all. He hasn't been very active on here.

I'm sorry I haven't been active either, traveling has been good for my mental health. Tell me all about you.

[b-for-beezer]

Nope. That’s it. That’s it for a long time probably, that’s all my dumbass has got.

Okay byeeee

Love you-

[louis-depointedu-lac]

Happy Birthday! Also I took my first midterm that was for my mental health class and I made a 100. ✨

Thank you love!🖤That is cause for celebration, indeed! Proud of you. You can fly to Vegas with Armand and I.🍾🎉

[b-for-beezer]

Oh oh shit

Also I forgot to tell you I finished that test in seven minutes.

Also I know Lestat is salty and if he reads this i want you to know I am refraining from releasing the crackhead in my brain that responds to him. As a gift to you.

Hooraaayy

Only cause he’s the one who started it so ✨respectfully✨

Putting that there.

[b-for-beezer]

How are you feeling 🖤

Better than I was AND on Friday I went “ghost hunting” on my campus in the middle of the night and I got the crap scared out of me because this LARGE MAN comes out of the shadows and I was ready to die 😃

[louis-depointedu-lac]

You were alone? What did the large man do?

[b-for-beezer]

Nope I wasn’t alone. Turns out he was a dude my roommate knows. Still scared the crap out of me though because he was dressed in all black, I freaked out and thought I was gonna die, and then everyone started laughing, (there were three others besides me) and then I kind of laughed it off and we walked around campus. Also my roommate is constantly talking about boys and that pisses me off. She’s very boy hungry. It’s just gross to me cause she’s almost twenty six and there’s a group of hs students that get on a bus to come to my college for this agri program and so she said that about one of the guys and realized he was a hs kid and laughed about it and I was disgusted; I just hate how much she talks about dudes literally idgaf.😑

[louis-depointedu-lac]

Her and Lestat would get along famously.

[b-for-beezer]

Ik I’m disgusted for both of them ☺️

[b-for-beezer]

How are you feeling 🖤

Better than I was AND on Friday I went “ghost hunting” on my campus in the middle of the night and I got the crap scared out of me because this LARGE MAN comes out of the shadows and I was ready to die 😃

[louis-depointedu-lac]

You were alone? What did the large man do?

[b-for-beezer]

Nope I wasn’t alone. Turns out he was a dude my roommate knows. Still scared the crap out of me though because he was dressed in all black, I freaked out and thought I was gonna die, and then everyone started laughing, (there were three others besides me) and then I kind of laughed it off and we walked around campus. Also my roommate is constantly talking about boys and that pisses me off. She’s very boy hungry. It’s just gross to me cause she’s almost twenty six and there’s a group of hs students that get on a bus to come to my college for this agri program and so she said that about one of the guys and realized he was a hs kid and laughed about it and I was disgusted; I just hate how much she talks about dudes literally idgaf.😑

[b-for-beezer]

How are you feeling 🖤

Better than I was AND on Friday I went “ghost hunting” on my campus in the middle of the night and I got the crap scared out of me because this LARGE MAN comes out of the shadows and I was ready to die 😃

[louis-depointedu-lac]

I am having the worst day and I hate myself 😃 and everything

Anyways how are you ☺️

Also having a day. But we can hate ourselves together.

What happened?

[b-for-beezer]

Everything. I started in person classes and almost had a breakdown Since I’m a loser. Uhhhm lost all of my classes for a minute and got so overwhelmed and stressed that I cried and also *fell* on the asphalt because I tripped on a crack while walking back from class and also I learned that a girlfriend I had in twelfth grade (briefly) works behind the counter in the cafeteria and so that was awkward for me ☺️

[louis-depointedu-lac]

What do you mean "lost all your classes"? It is always awkward to run into exes.

[b-for-beezer]

I forgot where they were 😭

Also after all that happened she goes, she looks at me and she goes, (unprompted, btw.) my ex gf says “Also I’m not gay anymore.”

Like….okay? Good for you girlie….like that’s fine I just dk why she had to word it like that…and then she started showing off her bf to me and I was like “Omggg….woooow.”

And it was the most awkward interaction I have ever had istg 😭

This was the other day.

[b-for-beezer]

ALSO. I’m sick. So that’s a thing that I hate along with everything else and its mother.

[louis-depointedu-lac]

I am having the worst day and I hate myself 😃 and everything

Anyways how are you ☺️

Also having a day. But we can hate ourselves together.

What happened?

[b-for-beezer]

Everything. I started in person classes and almost had a breakdown Since I’m a loser. Uhhhm lost all of my classes for a minute and got so overwhelmed and stressed that I cried and also *fell* on the asphalt because I tripped on a crack while walking back from class and also I learned that a girlfriend I had in twelfth grade (briefly) works behind the counter in the cafeteria and so that was awkward for me ☺️

[louis-depointedu-lac]

What do you mean "lost all your classes"? It is always awkward to run into exes.

[b-for-beezer]

I forgot where they were 😭

Also after all that happened she goes, she looks at me and she goes, (unprompted, btw.) my ex gf says “Also I’m not gay anymore.”

Like….okay? Good for you girlie….like that’s fine I just dk why she had to word it like that…and then she started showing off her bf to me and I was like “Omggg….woooow.”

And it was the most awkward interaction I have ever had istg 😭

This was the other day.

[louis-depointedu-lac]

I am having the worst day and I hate myself 😃 and everything

Anyways how are you ☺️

Also having a day. But we can hate ourselves together.

What happened?

[b-for-beezer]

Everything. I started in person classes and almost had a breakdown Since I’m a loser. Uhhhm lost all of my classes for a minute and got so overwhelmed and stressed that I cried and also *fell* on the asphalt because I tripped on a crack while walking back from class and also I learned that a girlfriend I had in twelfth grade (briefly) works behind the counter in the cafeteria and so that was awkward for me ☺️

[louis-depointedu-lac]

Daaaad I’m moving into my college dorm tomorrow. I start classes on the twenty first. I want to be hit by a truck full of hot garbage juice and suffer that way instead. My anxiety is so bad right now.

You're going to college? And you tell me this NOW?

[b-for-beezer]

Well I’m *sorry* I didn’t think it was important 😭

[louis-depointedu-lac]

Are you well.

[b-for-beezer]

No 🫠

[louis-depointedu-lac]

How far is college from home?

[b-for-beezer]

Only like twenty or so minutes thankfully but DEAR LORD she shares waay too much personal info every single second she’s nof distracted and she’s twenty five, and she’s telling me all these personal details about herself I DO NOT need to know and I’m just like 😭 what do I do. I already have been put on the waiting list to change rooms and she’s told me she’s already gone through so many- “I wonder why”

[louis-depointedu-lac]

You need to be direct with her, tell her point blank that she's making you uncomfortable, she's taking up a lot of your time, and you're trying to do things and she's distracting you. Set up boundaries for yourself and make a clear line. Don't worry about how that will make you look or how that will make her feel. Tell her you need more space. If you don't, nothing will change. College is where you're basically on your own, and it can be a great time if you let it.

[b-for-beezer]

She’s not in the room rn so I can heat myself think (thank god) but I have already been here since the seventeenth and I’m such a non confrontational person irl that I can’t just be like “Hey have you tried not telling me everything about yourself ever?” And I also don’t feel good physically rn so if she tries to talk to me I will have a breakdown.

[louis-depointedu-lac]

Shall I pay you a visit? With a flamethrower for her?

[b-for-beezer]

Pleaaaassee

I’m doing everything I can to stay out of my dorm room rn because she’s in there. I just want to be able to hear myself THINK like gd.

BUT on the bright side I like my classes and there are those boob shaped lights on the ceiling 😄

Hehehehe

[louis-depointedu-lac]

Daaaad I’m moving into my college dorm tomorrow. I start classes on the twenty first. I want to be hit by a truck full of hot garbage juice and suffer that way instead. My anxiety is so bad right now.

You're going to college? And you tell me this NOW?

[b-for-beezer]

Well I’m *sorry* I didn’t think it was important 😭

[louis-depointedu-lac]

Are you well.

[b-for-beezer]

No 🫠

[louis-depointedu-lac]

How far is college from home?

[b-for-beezer]

Only like twenty or so minutes thankfully but DEAR LORD she shares waay too much personal info every single second she’s nof distracted and she’s twenty five, and she’s telling me all these personal details about herself I DO NOT need to know and I’m just like 😭 what do I do. I already have been put on the waiting list to change rooms and she’s told me she’s already gone through so many- “I wonder why”

[louis-depointedu-lac]

You need to be direct with her, tell her point blank that she's making you uncomfortable, she's taking up a lot of your time, and you're trying to do things and she's distracting you. Set up boundaries for yourself and make a clear line. Don't worry about how that will make you look or how that will make her feel. Tell her you need more space. If you don't, nothing will change. College is where you're basically on your own, and it can be a great time if you let it.

[b-for-beezer]

She’s not in the room rn so I can hear myself think (thank god) but I have already been here since the seventeenth and I’m such a non confrontational person irl that I can’t just be like “Hey have you tried not telling me everything about yourself ever?” And I also don’t feel good physically rn so if she tries to talk to me I will have a breakdown.

[louis-depointedu-lac]

Daaaad I’m moving into my college dorm tomorrow. I start classes on the twenty first. I want to be hit by a truck full of hot garbage juice and suffer that way instead. My anxiety is so bad right now.

You're going to college? And you tell me this NOW?

[b-for-beezer]

Well I’m *sorry* I didn’t think it was important 😭

[louis-depointedu-lac]

Are you well.

[b-for-beezer]

No 🫠

[louis-depointedu-lac]

How far is college from home?

[b-for-beezer]

Only like twenty or so minutes thankfully but DEAR LORD she shares waay too much personal info every single second she’s nof distracted and she’s twenty five, and she’s telling me all these personal details about herself I DO NOT need to know and I’m just like 😭 what do I do. I already have been put on the waiting list to change rooms and she’s told me she’s already gone through so many- “I wonder why”

[louis-depointedu-lac]

Daaaad I’m moving into my college dorm tomorrow. I start classes on the twenty first. I want to be hit by a truck full of hot garbage juice and suffer that way instead. My anxiety is so bad right now.

You're going to college? And you tell me this NOW?

[b-for-beezer]

Well I’m *sorry* I didn’t think it was important 😭

[louis-depointedu-lac]

Are you well.

[b-for-beezer]

No 🫠