niamani

🌱t/here - she/they doing my best. archiving it all.

[caribbeanangel]

Bill Gunn, Personal Problems (1980)

[wetheurban]

And somehow, it’s already almost June.

This is your reminder that you deserve more than just surviving your life. Be present in it. Don’t postpone joy. Choose yourself, over and over again.

[b0om-bastic]

Made it to 30. Blessed + trying my best. asé ~

[tracesofsandalwood]

Pregnancy,Sex &Childbirth in Making Out:The Book of Lesbian Sex and Sexuality ,1995 photographed by Laurence Jaugey-Paget

[abovethepack]

[b0om-bastic]

we are only love and longing.

[b0om-bastic]

being called to myself. and only myself.

[b0om-bastic]

okay so it’s a new day. and I’m still mad.

[b0om-bastic]

sweet - gyal.

they (hold you).

[b0om-bastic]

Yes I’m on here talking to myself and myself only!

[b0om-bastic]

God + spirit jacked me up and said “honey, 30 is on the horizon we must make way”

won’t ever take for granted the clarity that space provides.

I see the mean spiritedness.

I see the dependency.

I see myself and what I must do.

I see the love around me.

I appreciate the memories * the unexpected reminder. of love felt - palpable - and the healing that brought me here. asé.

I see the space for me to dream ~

[b0om-bastic]

to honor me.

[b0om-bastic]

I am so sad. I forgot how hard break ups can be when you really love someone and love who they are.

but when you know the timing isn’t right - what does it mean to honor that.

[b0om-bastic]

doing the hard thing for myself.

choosing me.

that love ~

[b0om-bastic]

LOVING MY LIFE EVEN WIT ALL THE STRUGGLE

[zbzb]

BUTLER 2001

Woman at an ATM in Taormina, Sicily, one week before 9/11. Scanned from a 4x6 print.

[b0om-bastic]

can’t resent myself even if they were right on the back end.