pondscum

Pond ● He/Him ● 19 ● poet by birth ● writer by the grace of god ● product of the narcissism machine

[b0y-0f-th3-b0g]

Intro post since people are starting to follow this blog

Hi guys, I'm pondscum, and I post my thoughts and poetry fragments here, with the occasional collage/collection of pictures.

do feel free to suggest ideas/describe stuff you'd like to see in a collage/collection of pictures :)

I'm 19, Canandianese, and an eng/farsi/german (beginner) speaker

Sometimes, my ramblings become a bit incoherent because my thoughts get pretty fuzzy, so apologies in advance.

I don't think I'll explain too much about myself, but the basics are that I'm a gay university student coping with heartbreak, mental illness, and chronic pain through writing. I made this blog because I thought it might help me process my emotions better. It would also be great to make some friends!

*This is not my main blog, so I may follow back under a different handle

Don't worry about DNIs, I block liberally.

Questions and asks are always welcome :)

[b0y-0f-th3-b0g]

sometimes when I feel impossibly stationary and as if Im going nowhere, I take out a pen and begin writing Good Job! and Nice Work! as well as 100% on scrap pieces of paper and pretend I'm past the hardest part, and I've achieved what I needed to achieve, I was strong and brave and made the scary decisions and healed despite all odds and lived to get to become the teacher i want to be, marking students' papers with flowing blue ink and smiley faces to encourage them to keep going too.

[b0y-0f-th3-b0g]

just saw a cis man and thought oh wow he passes so well

fucking crazy

[ryans-crypt]

@jayyywith3whys us

[disabledandtrans]

email to: [email protected] or fill out this form

[disabledandtrans]

progesterone tracker is here.

oestrogen tracker is here.

testosterone tracker is here.

if you experience any disability or neurodivergency please fill out this form. it is equally important to me to have data that says progesterone doesn't affect autism or testosterone doesn't make you hard of hearing or whatever, as it is to document changes. so if you have any health condition. please fill it out. even if it to say "no change". i am begging you all.

and if you can't. please. please do reblog. i need this to be as big as humanly possible. it is the best way forwards to inform decisions.

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IMAGE ID (courtesy of @disabledspoonz):

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End of ID.

[b0y-0f-th3-b0g]

I'll always miss sitting in the dark with you, warming by starlight.

[riverwindphotography]

Happy faces :)

© gifs by riverwindphotography

[vexheart]

There is no amount of money, oil, or gold that is worth more than having bees, trees, and clean water.

[mollybeenoel]

[b0y-0f-th3-b0g]

I have been a horrible son to my parents i should kms

[b0y-0f-th3-b0g]

every time i feel human emotions like say, even mild feelings of attraction, my brain starts screaming EW EW EW GROSS WHATS WRONG WITH YOU WHY ARE YOU BEING SUCH A DISGUSTING CREEP FUCKING VILE CREEP STOP OBJECTIFYING PEOPLE and idk why this is but i do hope it ceases

[chapbloke]

Flicking through my old photo album and came across this gem. Back when camera roll was limited and every picture you took was carefully considered.

[isuggestforcemasc]

Nobody ever talks about body masculinization surgery I mean ok top surgery is great but body masculinization surgery is genuinely super baller and nobody talks about it. The results are great also. It gets talked about less than phalloplasty and that’s already a lot to say

[b0y-0f-th3-b0g]

wow what is going on why are all the hotties out

[b0y-0f-th3-b0g]

brother i am laying on the floor thinking about that really hot trans guy i made crazy eye contact with at the grocery why oh why do I pull the meanest fucking face in public

[b0y-0f-th3-b0g]

budgeting for tattoos and looking at rates of artists in my are and i really think I should break into this business

[tin-cant-offical]

i love bull terriers so much

i love how their heads are shaped like eggs and they are filled with so much love they are so cute and no one can convince me otherwise

beautiful baby