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Cant you just stay?

Can I be selfish? I want you here. But keeping you beside me mean I keep you from your dream And I dont want to do that. But im not ready to let you go. I won't ask you to choose stay or leave. This is hard for you too. And I don't want to make it harder. I really want to be selfish, you're mine. But I know you're not really mine. You have your own will. Your own freedom to make decisions. Its just... im not ready. And I dont know if I can do this. I don't know if I can be stronger for us.

Stop bothering me!

Sorry guys I dont meant to shut you out I know you have your own problems big and small I know you think about it a lot But it doesn't mean you can just throw your small matters to me Like translating sentences from english to bahasa. What the hell are you trying to do? Joke with me? Do you never heard of GOOGLE TRANSLATE? Just because I got quite good mark on english test doesn't mean i can translating all your assignments. Just because I read book in english doesn't mean I can talk perfectly. Im forced my self to read it so I can improve my self. English is important. Its not that I dont want to help you. But idk wth is wrong with you guys recently, everytime you hear 'English' and 'assignment' you run to me and said "PLEASE HELP ME" Help you from what exactly? Your laziness or your stupidity? you can do your English assignment as good as me. You just too lazy. You dont want to study. Tbh some of you even can speak english well. But what? Too lazy to read and understand your assignment? Like copy and paste old assignment exactly the same. This one is so lame. Even if you want to copy someone's assignment be creative guys. Change some words. Put more words. Swap the words. Erase some. Voila new sentences. You guys just copy all of it. This maybe harsh and I cant get angry at you since you're my friends. But where is your brain? I dont understand you. They devided us into groups so we can work together for the assignment. Why don't you do your part? I do mine. We'll combine it. Finish. what I really feel like is: you do yours but give it to me so I can FIX it. This is so tiring. If you dont want assignment then just leave the school. I have my own problems and its making me tired. You want to make me more tired? Fuck off.

We started it with nothing Nothing to fear. Know nothing about this life, this world, this society. Elementary school, junior high school, high school, grew up just like that in a small town. Same small group of friends, of neighborhood. Moved out, tasted the big city with its the glorious things. Felt what we never felt before. Know what we dont know. Experieced what's good and what's bad ourselves. Trying to survive. Trying to be braver. Trying to live one more day. Learn things we never learned. Face the future, without knowing what will happen. Realise, you're alone after all in this world. You're gonna walk alone in your path. If you fall, they cant help you. the help you get is no more than help you to get on your feet. But the paths is still your way. The path still your war. Cause they have their own path, their own war. sometimes I wish time wont flies. But that's just a child dream. You grow up. You'll know what's really happening. This world is an unpredictable place. Dangerous and beautiful.

Everytime I do something with you idk why but I always feel that its gonna be a good memories. Sometimes its scares me. Im afraid that I would lose you. I always feel you are temporary. Even after we're together for months. Idk why. I dont want to lose you. Im scared. I dont want to be alone anymr. That would be hard for me. :(

I hate it when fear of losing you creeping into my mind I know no one knows what will happen I know its like our thing I know to think like that is the way we stay rational about our relationship all this time And tbh im so scared of losing you Even the idea of losing you, not having you with me is making me so sad. Its like a war. My emotional side is so against the idea. And my rational side told me to stop being silly about it and all. But though I think its stupid. I cant control my mind of imagining my self alone. Without you. Without us. And im scared. All this time its only me. My self. Physically alone. I got friends but its not enough. Then you came. With all those things I like about you. I've told you million times you are my kind of miracle. Im afraid without you it'll be cold and lonely again. Though im not sure what awaits us, I want as long as I can to be by ur side. You've changed me. I know everyone in our lives would change us, affect us, big or small. But you're kinda changes that I see with my own eyes, I feel with my own heart, I speak with my own mouth, I think with my own mind, I touch with my own hand. Im a girl with so many fear. Even when there's you. Im afraid of losing you. Losing my self if I lose you. I wish you were here, and with a smirk on your face, you'll look at me and say "dont think about that. Face what we face now." and I'll smile. Like always.

#love #love story #girl #boy #curhat

That awkward moment when I sleepover in my friend's house and she told me to sleep in her room though her bro use that room now. And her bro came home and I was laying on his bed with my other friend. Another awkward moment when I got back from jogging and her bro was showering. I got into the room (since i sleep there though I know he will probably getting ready to go to college in that room) and trying to continue my sleep then he came to the room with only towel around his hips. He shocked bcz I suddenly come out from the blanket and say hi (I mean, Im just trying to be polite okay) and he's like 'oh okay you're here. I want to change my clothes. Cover your eyes.' The problem is.. he is hot. So yeah I tried my best not to peek when he change his clothes.

Idk what is wrong with me tonight. Im desperately carving for your arms. I want it. Now. I want to talk till we fall alseep in each other arms like we always do tonight. And I cant slept well yesterday and i think i wont be able to sleep well too tonight. Im sick. I want you. With you everything seems better, dont ask me why it just...it feels better, safer. I want your arms around me hiks. And our fingers laces. It would be easier for me to sleep. Okay. Maybe I just miss you. But this is so out of my logical mind. How can I miss you though we just met yesterday? And we'll meet in 2 days. Its seem so long.

shampaim

this is amazing!!! i got goosebumps

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ugh look at their faces

look at them all connecting with the song

I love that. I really love that

sharkiealami

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tears, so much happy tearsss

cozzie09

I’d have sex with almost all of them

Perfume. Sun. Cigarette. Thats how you smell like. And tonight I'll be sleeping wrapped tightly by your smell. ♥

Each day with you I realize little things that you do You understand when I get mad, or not. While people think im mad you know im not. you're worry when you ask what's wrong, and you tell me its bother you too to see me in bad mood. you and your tight hugs, you mean it when you said dont ever leave. You know when everything is wrong. Each day you understand me better. Each day I love you better.

I really dont know what to do without You. You're a truly savior, not only You saved me by die in the cross, but now, in my life, when I bump into troubles or slumps, You're there. Though I cant see You. You always there and hug me and said no need to worry cause You're gonna take care of it. When I cry, You wipe my tears and tell me everything gonna be okay. I know You talk to me in many ways, songs or quotes or advices, I knew it was You. You talk to me and comfort me through those ways. I really dont know what my life would be without You. I dont know what would I do in my slumps if I never know You. I dont know what makes me put my faith in You. But because its You I can trust, I have hopes for better days that will come. Idk what to say, You're too... amazing. I love You, Jesus.

#God #Jesus #thankful #blessed

I dont know if this called being romantic, cause I just tell what I really feel. I like the way you touch me. I like the way I can be comfortable touching you too. I like the way you play with my emotion. Fill me with rage, anger, confusion and suddenly, bam! Im in love with you all over again. I miss you like it’s a never ending thing to do. I like the way we laugh. About tiniest stupid things we do. I like how we can be so random. I like the way you shows me things I never know, places I never been, trying things I never try. I like the way you say things you like about me. My lips, my skin, my hair, I feel pretty. And you said it. With admiration and it feels so sincere. How pretty I am, how sexy I am, how you can never get enough of my lips, how im simply perfect for you. I love you. Cause you love me first. And you stay, though I know its hard. Cause you accept me, my fears, my weakness,my flaws. Cause I know sometimes you’re tired yet you always make me feel better. Cause its you. So stay. No matter what happen, please stay. :)

I know I just met you this evening. But I miss you already This bed feels too wide for me alone I miss how you wrap your arms around mine How warm it is How we laugh about our stupid jokes How we do our pillow fight How you said im perfect already for you How you put my head in your chest so I can sleep listening to your heart beat lullaby How you tease How we curls up in our blanket How you taste How you smell How you make me smile. Some how you always do. And to be honest, somehow I always have these feelings of you're temporary. Thats why I always told you to stay with me. That's why I always want you to be with me. Cause I dont know why I feel like im running out of time. I dont know where I get this feeling but I dont want to lose you. No. Thats why "leave" word is a no. Thats why im crying at nights with you beside me. I never thought I would love you like I do. You were a stranger for me. You're some kind of miracle for me. And I miss you now like I always do when you're not here Even if I know we'll meet again tmr And in this bed there's your smell And it makes me miss you more

#love #miss #guy #girl #story

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I know you make me mad at times And I hate you for not listen well For being ignorant For being so sensitive about your friends, especially that one --" For not show your feeling instead being too much cool about it For making me worried For being like a kid I hate you, you know But you make me laugh sooooo easily Though Im mad you would make me laugh somehow And the special things about you is the butterflies in my stomach effect you makes Thought it would be gone slowly But it doesn't There's still butterfly when you touch me And im happy with you I really do I got you it helps a lot You changed my world its not lonely anymore Its so overwhelmed now so many feelings in it Everyday seems so tiring yet im so happy The thought of you literally makes my mind busy all day Idek what im thinking about but you always there I never thought you will be the one that makes me feel like this

That’s not the way adult solve problems. We talk to solve it. I know you are angry, but you’re not a little girl anymore.

A good old friend

I would glad to make my self unreachable for one day.

I swear I would. You'll see

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