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yeah but whats like the point (previously nullitatis)

[soviet-union-deactivated19911226]

world’s most annoying person: AI is going to destroy the world. one chatgpt query causes one nuclear bomb explosion and nobody is sentient anymore because of too much AI

me: i don’t think that is true

other most annoying person: buy my new AI cryptocurrency printer

[doctoraxiom]

Doomers to the left of me, scammers to the right; here I am, stuck in the middle with you.

[ur-daily-inspiration]

[lezbianz]

this year i was a top 0.0001% listener of Women.

[tomwambsmilk]

[marsixm]

i might have just done something great

[b4dc0de]

*reading my own blog* oh my god what a pretentious prick

[b4dc0de]

i still think i was right about some of the Big thoughts i’ve written here, so there’s that at least, just really questionable aesthetics sometimes

[b4dc0de]

*reading my own blog* oh my god what a pretentious prick

[b4dc0de]

now that social distancing is ending i noticed that i get really close to dissociating whenever i have to interact with groups of people

[b4dc0de]

it’s been a while since i’ve been active here and i haven’t really given much thought to my szpd diagnosis in like a couple of years.

i kind of want to make this a personal blog, so just a heads up.

[b4dc0de]

ok ok i’m doing it dont be alarmed (formerly known as nullitatis)

i’ve never really followed anyone and now idk how to find good content

[b4dc0de]

it’s been a while since i’ve been active here and i haven’t really given much thought to my szpd diagnosis in like a couple of years.

i kind of want to make this a personal blog, so just a heads up.

[b4dc0de]

i feel like this year long quarantine has set me back like 5 years worth of progress trying to learn how to enjoy being around people

[b4dc0de]

i had 2 friends and now i have 0 friends and mostly i dont care... sometimes i do feel lonely but it’s not often and not severe at all. oh well...

[b4dc0de]

i feel like this year long quarantine has set me back like 5 years worth of progress trying to learn how to enjoy being around people

[b4dc0de]

social isolation due to covid has me feeling the most normal i’ve ever felt in my life tbh because im not constantly reminded that i should want to be around other people

[b4dc0de]

i’m like 3 months into quarantine and i’ve been the most mentally stable i have ever been tbqh

[b4dc0de]

it’s hard waking up to the worst person you’ve ever been

[b4dc0de]

so... i’m back here because i hate myself haha lets get this bread

[b4dc0de]

not knowing what i like what i want and who i am is such an alienating experience tbh it’s really weird to remember that other people aren’t actually faking everything most of the time

[b4dc0de]

a normal relationship seems impossible and insufferable tbh