I AM NOT OF THIS WORLD I AM A RED LIGHT FROM GOD

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[marsixm]

i might have just done something great

[marsixm]

they said im only allowed to wear black pants or blue jeans to work now but do u think theyd make an exception for this

[marsixm]

how i feel writing all the world cup game times on the wall at work so people know when there's gonna be traffic

[nemfrog]

A Japanese adaptation of a Grimm Brothers story - -"The Wolf and the Seven Young Goats" -- transplanted entirely into a Japanese domestic setting.

Ookami. Family Anecdotes. Part 1. 1889.

National Diet Library Digital Collections

[marsixm]

ive been watching pluto tv in spanish in the background just to passively absorb more language so ive also been getting more youtube ads in spanish since then and i'm like wow okay they really are spying on everything. then recently i realized my radio alarm clock has been in spanish too so i didn't question this until i remembered it's a 20+ year old clock radio that's set to a hip hop station there's no way those things are connected?

[modernistdelights]

Does anybody know which building in particular inspired this? 😅

[scavengedluxury]

I'm guessing the Bonn-Center?

[lioncourtz]

SAM REID & JACOB ANDERSON behind the scenes of their shoot with GQ (06.04.2026)

[gutwad]

Joanne Leonard - Daytime TV and Kitchen Counter - 1970

[wuntrum]

happy sparkle on its wednesday monday

[the-etcetera-archive]

no thoughts just this bit from The Adventures of Sherlock Holmes (1984) episode 1

[parkchanwoohoo]

if u get second job i'll you

YOU'LL ME??

[nemfrog]

Young crows. Bulletin. Chicago Natural History Museum. July 1950. Cover photo.

Internet Archive

[nemfrog]

"A window box in June." The book of town & window gardening. 1903. Frontispiece.

Internet Archive

[marsixm]

genuinely the relationships i have now that have stayed the longest and feel the strongest are the ones i have w my online friends. and i am so thankful for that

[marsixm]

also didnt help my mood that i made more problems for myself by asking someone to hang out who i knew for a fact would say no and then making myself overanalyze that all day. ive just lost so many people lately in my life when i, at a baseline, have never gotten to have a lot of the more core relationships most people do, that i feel incredibly isolated. but i know it's not totally a wash so i gotta chill

[marsixm]

ive had a 3:330pm-11:30pm work schedule for almost 4 years and ive had a calm morning routine be part of my life for like 7 years so this has been a huge disruption for me because i have very severe emotional dysregulation issues closer to waking. which is why when i have to do a lot of physical work early i feel fucked up and when i get upset in the morning i get catastrophically upset. so im trying to focus on pushing that back....

[marsixm]

worked thru some of my thoughts now that i was able to calm down after a rough weekend. i know work is making me flip my lid because i feel stuck and i want to get out and that in and of itself causes me to flip out way harder. but i just need to make a plan and stick to it so i can safely navigate around this. my main thing is i seriously seriously need to focus on pushing my sleep schedule up and otherwise be in survival mode. but like. take it easy on myself too.