I AM NOT OF THIS WORLD I AM A RED LIGHT FROM GOD

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[marsixm]

i might have just done something great

[gracklesong]

I would be pretty surprised, personally

[marsixm]

everything is so bad right now im hitting the wall of overwhelm

[marsixm]

i should finally go watch iwtv... maybe it would fix me

[capinejghafa]

SINNERS (2025) dir. RYAN COOGLER

[patronsaintofweepingmothers]

"TIMES SQUARE WINDOWS ERROR" (2001), DREW STREIB

[teathattast]

[marsixm]

ppl do not wear enough glitter sparkles and sequins anymore

[marsixm]

i just saw a guy wearing a boredape t shirt which is cringe but i wonder if it's been long enough to be kind of hilarious to wear ironically

[marsixm]

shout out to the zz top looking old man who was quietly singing along to backstreet boys' "i want it that way" just now at the store

[marsixm]

also i was just putting random 80s music vids on tv yesterday while i checked socials on my phone and was absolutely captivated by this one

[marsixm]

kinda obsessed w the op of this post. found a bike chain on the ground. hammered it together onto wrist. literally physically incapable of taking it off for over 2 decades. cant even ride a bike. incredible stuff

[marsixm]

im already too exhausted to do anything else but all this bullshit has made me so disillusioned. i feel like i should get another job so i can jump ship if need be but the shitty department has me working 12-8pm which feels super awkward to try to schedule around? like i just miss working 3-11pm so badly. if they dont transfer me i want to transfer to my work husband's store but i also really dont wanna do that bc there's lots of people and familiarity here i love, and the commute is short, plus i dont want to transfer just for him bc as much as i love him, there's zero guarantee he'd even stay at that store. but i dont wanna quit. in general but ESPECIALLY without another job lined up. im just in a fucking pickle here with this shitty guy in charge.

[marsixm]

so the new update to the saga of me being in a shitty department at work and trying desperately to get out, is that now that they fired that other guy my old department's leader said she was gonna get me back, but she has to convince the head boss. head boss has only been here a few months, was supposed to be temporary bc our old boss had had a stroke, and is dumb and annoying imo.

the floral department manager has also been trying to get me to help over there too bc the other girl there had gotten fired, which id also be fine with. apparently the head boss is not budging. they need me over there. we have too many numbers to hit.

tell me why i checked my schedule for next week and not only have they stopped giving us the 2 extra people but 3/5 of us had our hours slashed. like 40 down to 26-29. i got 26, the lowest, despite having seniority. so this guy needs me there SOOOOO BADDDD but also reduced my hours by 35%??????????????????

anyway luckily the floral manager who wants me is the union steward so i texted her about it and i texted my old dept head and she said i can make up the rest of my hours up there. bc wtf

[wakingfromthewater]

Still thinking about this mobile game ad I got. You will f**k increasingly large creatures.

[dark-magician-girl-meets-world]

[midcenturia-blog]

Alcoa “Care-Free” aluminum home, Brighton, NY. via

[t4nku]

Btw the strongest raw powerlifter Tamara Walcott started lifting at 34 and broke world records at 39. And is currently 43 and still beastmoding. So if I ever hear you guys whining about being too old to learn something new at 24 I say shut the HELL up #youcandoit