Grunge Based

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[babiesbreaths]

In the Shadow of Narcissism

In my mother's eyes, I see the pain, Etched deep within, a lifelong stain. Thirty years of loveless strife, A marriage filled with suffering, no end in sight.

It breaks me, to witness her despair, To feel her hurt, her silent prayer. For the day to come, when your time arrives, I'll neglect you, as you did to our lives.

Consumed by narcissism, consumed by greed, Your heart, a void, where love should be. Forty years of friendships, now lost in the haze, Your toxicity driving them away.

You're a sorry excuse for a human being, Leaving behind a trail of broken dreams. But I pray that evil won't have its way, Bringing peace to mom, to me, and all who've had to stay.

May the light of truth shine through the dark, May healing come, leaving its mark. For in the end, love will prevail, And your story, a lesson, a cautionary tale.

So here's to the hope of a better tomorrow, To healing the wounds, easing the sorrow. May peace be found in every heart, And may love conquer all from end to start.

[howifeltabouthim]

“Sometimes I feel so sad — when I go to bed — I feel … just so relieved to become unconscious — it’s like wanting to be dead.”

— Iris Murdoch, from The Philosopher’s Pupil

[sa-dnesss]

[guitarplayermrs]

[fvckinsociety]

Wouldn't mind dying in my sleep tonight.

[silently-screaming-insidee]

What's the point in talking anymore no one listens to me anyway 😕

[barelyliving-barelybreathing]

'suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem'

I think it's past temporary when I've felt the same for 10 years now

[zarathustra-would-be-proud]

[nobodyimportantdaily]

i can’t do it anymore. i just want to give up on everything. i have nothing left to give.

[zarathustra-would-be-proud]

[babiesbreaths]

Angry my first attempt didn’t work..

[sa-dnesss]

“My 20s have been the loneliest era in my life. I am surrounded by people but not connecting with anyone. Everyone is living their own lives while I am still waiting for mine to start. I feel lost between what I should be feeling and how I actually feel.”

—

[sa-dnesss]

“I feel like I am so far behind in life that I will never catch up. Everyone is doing so many things with their lives. I am just here. Frozen. I have been a ghost for years. I wonder if that is all I will ever be.”

—

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[zarathustra-would-be-proud]

[milleeeeeee]

it doesn’t matter how much you want to understand mental illnesses, you won’t ever understand it if you’re not experiencing it yourself. you can learn about it and know what it’s about, but you won’t ever understand it. and i hate when people say they do when they clearly don’t. You might want to understand, but don’t say you do. you don’t know what it’s like to live with, or what it’s like to pretend that you’re ok, when you’re clearly not.

[evelynne-of-the-grey]

I hate getting attached everything breaks in the end..