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[babyfioree]

i threw up my food tonight, ate 3 slices of pizza and a bagel w cream cheese (half) and soda and felt so fat

[babyfioree]

i wanna be 170 so bad…im barely gonna eat today….. its so hard to lose Weight i wanna water fast but its so hard to not eat at work and then theres the fact that i lose weight so slow

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[babyfioree]

I developed a really bad eating disorder and it’s scaring me because I feel myself getting worse but I can’t stop? I want to be skinny? I wanted to be skinny my whole life…how can I stop? I just want to be thin sigh and everyone is like wow ur sooo skinny like no I’m still fat I have another 60 pounds to lose ugh

[babyfioree]

I’m 181!!!! Doing cabbage diet this week, let’s see how it works :)))

[babyfioree]

I have been having bad stomach problems and have been in the hospital since Sunday….. is it from my eating disorder? I don’t know and I’m not telling the doctors that sometimes I don’t eat for days and when I do it’s little and if I overeat I force myself to throw up…omg…did I ruin my stomach?

[babyfioree]

And I’m still fat. And everytime someone tells me that I look skinnier than the day before, I don’t see it. I still feel so disgusting. I hate the way I look. I wish I can just dissapear inside of myself and never come out. I wish it was easy, I wish I was easier to manage

[babyfioree]

And oh god! My best friend told me he wanted to kill himself today. My heart absolutely broke inside of my chest, I need to learn how to be a better friend. A softer friend, he needs that. I don’t know what I’ll do if he goes. I didn’t even know how to respond to that but tell him I felt that and I’m sad too. Because I want to die too. I want to kill mysekf too but I’m not gonna say that and change the topic from him to me. It just hurts so much, I am so sad

[babyfioree]

i wish i could just stop existing for a little while. something you said “I wish I never existed before I met you” really hit me in so many ways. I’m sorry for the way things were, I rlly wanted u to be my friend. I want to die

[babyfioree]

I’m fucking 183…prob 180 w out my clothes and the food I ate today. Holy fuck…. I’m 40 pounds closer to my goal

[babyfioree]

I’m strict eating as FUCK THIS WEEK to be 180 by the end of this week. Fuckkk that, just got hella fruit from my store im gonna make smoothies with and I have salads for this weekend

[babyfioree]

Oh my god im finally 187 pounds. I haven’t seen that number in such a long time, the amount of joy I just felt …. Im prolly 185 but I just ate sm junk food this weekend like oh my god im like closer to my goal weight again

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