;; sun/love

she sprouted love like flowers grew a garden in her mind and even on the darkest days from her smile the sun still shined e.h

[teenytinymoss]

[aarianas]

#mood

[babysun]

just realized that as of tomorrow i don’t have internet till i can get the money together to reconnect it. so! message me if you’d like my discord, always down to write there. 

[mayanangel]

IMAGINE YOUR OTP

[therpmemeshop]

more lines from modern media that are raw as hell

warning: some may be nsfw

insp: x / x

❝ we deserve a soft epilogue, my love. ❞

❝  we are good people and we’ve suffered enough. ❞

❝ violence for violence is the rule of beasts. ❞

❝ when the weight of the world is on your shoulders, you learn. ❞

❝ will you fight? or will you perish like a dog? ❞

❝ welcome to my twisted mind. ❞

❝ i will face god and walk backwards into hell. ❞

❝ you mean the chaos emeralds? ❞

❝ i see now that the circumstances of one’s birth are irrelevant. ❞

❝ it is what you do with the gift of life that determines who you are. ❞

❝ it’s not about the size of the dog in the fight but about the size of the fight in the dog. ❞

❝ pick a hell and rot there. ❞

❝ we are the timeline that god has abandoned. ❞

❝ do you think that god stays in heaven because he too lives in fear of what he has created? ❞

❝ every day we stray further from god’s light. ❞

❝ you’re about to experience the wrath of a god. ❞

❝ alone on a friday night? god, you’re pathetic. ❞

❝ you sit on a throne of lies. ❞

❝ they don’t decide who you are. you are who you choose to be. ❞

❝ thanks to you, i am saddled with unnecessary… feelings. ❞

❝ i survived because the fire inside me burned brighter than the fire around me. ❞

❝ bold of you to assume i can die. ❞

❝ if you had the chance to change your fate, would you? ❞

❝ it’s a beautiful day outside. birds are singing, flowers are blooming…on days like these, kids like you… should be burning in hell. ❞

❝ despite everything, it’s still you. ❞

❝ in this world, it’s kill or be killed. ❞

❝ i’d sell you to satan for one corn chip. ❞

❝ prove to me that you are strong enough to survive. ❞

❝ i should have killed you when i had the chance. ❞

❝ god won’t let me die. ❞

❝ god gave me depression because if my ambitions went unchecked i would have bested him in hand to hand combat by age 16. ❞

❝ you know i had to do it to em. ❞

❝ it seems you were the one offended, my good bitch. ❞

❝ you will stay who you are, not a perfect soldier, but a good man. ❞

❝ YOU ARE ALREADY DEAD. ❞

❝ the risk i took was calculated, but man, am i bad at math. ❞

❝ this jackassery will NOT stand! ❞

❝ god can’t help you now. ❞

❝ i am a monument to all your sins. ❞

❝ if the world chooses to become my enemy, i will fight like i always have. ❞

[smores-crepes]

do you ever think like. yeah. I’m doing good. and then you’re like. oh. oh I’m crying

[sncwsfall-deactivated20200809]

‘i’m in the apartment across from you and we’ve been flirting casually for the past two months and who was that leaving your apartment? i’m actually really annoyed, what the fuck’ plot

[ominootje]

[animalsnaps]

honestly though 

(via @girlsuggestion)

[gifsense8]

[designbby]

[babysun]

mythicbarbie‌:

jax dealt with a lot of people & that meant forgetting faces & names once they get to a certain point. usually that came when the job was done, or when they stepped on his toes in any way shape or form. luckily for this girl ( lou, as he’s come to learn ) he’d yet to disregard her. & he imagined if she did manage to go through with whatever she came to him for, he still wouldn’t choose to forget her. if he did, it’d make his usual diner a little too awkward for his taste. “ yes, i fix people stuff. it’s on my business card. ” it’s the closest he’ll ever make to a joke, & it’s only use is to combat her timid shyness. if there was one thing she definitely needed in order to make this movement in her life work, it was a confidence check. “ what i do isn’t cheap. ” it’s true, & he isn’t about to change his ways, even for a girl he didn’t entirely dislike. “ do you have a gameplan here or does being the fixer include planning it all myself ? ”

          jax was someone who she’d known peripherally for a while now. and while she’d spoken to him a little bit, he had never seemed like the joking type, but his deadpan statement made her snort, a bit of her anxiety lifting. “ ah, right, of course. foolish of me. ” she murmured, settling back in her seat. the little ember of all the confidence she used to have seemed to be spurring, coming back. just enough to push her through this decision. “ money isn’t a problem. i can get money. ” as much as she would hate it, asking her parents for money, they likely wouldn’t press to much as to why she needed it. deflating a little bit, lou bit her lip. she hadn’t really thought about this. valentina had given her the business card because lou couldn’t figure out what to do. did she want him to die? was that even something jax did? just away. she wanted him away from her. it wasn’t fair that she lived in constant fear of him showing up. “ uh... i... yes? maybe? i’m open to options. i mean, like, not dead? but uhm... i’d like my apartment keys back. i think that’s the only thing i had in mind. that’s not a plan, sorry. ” 

[babysun]

lou needs friends & happiness & to get laid 2k19

[babysun]

mythicbarbie‌:

plot: very lizzie & hope from legacies inspired. essentially odette was ridiculed in high school thanks to rumours of her sexuality, her unstable attitude, & many other things people could make up on the spot. her brother told her at one point that it was YOUR MUSE who told everyone her secrets. so she’s been insulting & ignoring your muse ever since. based around the summer after high school or early college.

“ i don’t think you get it. ” fury was running through her veins. the way it hadn’t since her brother got hurt by the supposed love of his life. except this ? this was even more personal. “ after all of the torment, & insults, & grab ass guys i have dealt with, i don’t want to see your face, so much as speak to it. you betrayed me, & you deserve my anger. so accept the backhanded compliment, walk away, & stop capturing my attention. maybe then we can both move on. ”

          not all smiles are happy ones, sometimes smiles are threats. being shouted at by some high school primadonna was low on her list of acceptable situations. standing her ground, lou smiled. “ cherry, shut the fuck up for ten seconds and use that brain. what would i gain from making another person in this school hate me? i already live with three of the worst human beings to cross the threshold of this place. will you just listen? ” holding the bridge of her nose tightly, lou spat out, “ who even got you thinking this? ” 

[babysun]

freakfink‌:

━━   ☾      FERRIS DIDN’T KNOW WHAT SHE WAS doing here. Her mother specifically told her that the neighbor was listening to her through the wall and she could hear them talking at night, so, of course, Ferris had to go and ask the neighbor to keep it down. ( and apologize for her mother shouting at them through the wall. ) Three more months and the lease would be up and Ferris could move herself and her mother into her grandmother’s old house; the house they belonged in in the first place. Knocking loudly once more, it wasn’t that loud to Ferris but things like volume were always a guesstimate to the deaf girl, she waited for the door to open.

          the apartment was empty, and that scared her. every creak was him coming back, and somehow silence was worse. so, lou left a tv show or radio or podcasts running almost constantly. there had been a couple noise complaints but her landlord was sympathetic to her situation. however her neighbor to the side seemed to take particular issue, and had been yelling. so on her day off, lou decided that the right move would be to bring over apology pie. pie was the best dessert she could make other than scooping ice cream at work. it felt good to be focused on something, using her hands and whatever pseudo skill she had with this. her sisters had always liked her pies, and they were judgmental shits. she was so keyed in on what she was doing that rough knocks on the door sent her heart leaping. wiping her hands on a towel, lou carefully made her way to the door, looking out through the peep hole. confusion first, then a moment of connection and she swung the door open. “ you’re my neighbor, right? hi, i’m lou & i am so freaking sorry i’m so annoying. ” 

[babysun]

@mythicbarbie in a roundabout way you asked for this

          lou tugged at the frayed cuff of her sweatshirt sleeve, anxiety sitting on her chest heavily. dried blood matted down some of her baby hairs from a cut on her hairline. there was a fresh bruise blooming on her jaw. in her other hand she slowly turned the small business card that had led her to this almost stereotypical p.i. office. had he pulled this from a b list movie or something? lou made it a point to tell herself not to say that out loud. “ so... valentina said you fixed stuff. people stuff? ” her chest felt nervous and tight, partly adrenaline, partly how shady this felt. she was not the shady type. lou also knew jax a bit from the diner, and definitely knew that she needed to spit out what she wanted sooner than later. tears started to spring up - no good - and as she dabbed at her eyes, lou huffed. “ vincent won’t leave me alone, i tried to handle this, i can’t handle this. i need help, please. ” 

[babysun]

mythicbarbie‌:

open starter plot: leo has been living in abandoned houses & couch surfing for years & your muse has become close to him. now your muse is offering to have him live there long or short term. he’s never actually done this before so he’s skeptical. romantic or platonic relationships welcome.

he thinks it over for several minutes, not giving a second thought to whether or not his silence would be taken the wrong way. it’s the best anyone’s gotten from him. usually the idea of relying on someone enough to stay with them for an extended period of time made him run for the hills. only this time he had built more trust, freed more secrets, & created a genuine connection that he wasn’t ready to leave behind. “ if i said yes, but i changed my mind & left —– would you be angry ? ” it was a good question to him. all he really needed to know is whether or not this would end poorly for the pair. & hopefully if he refused their offer now, things wouldn’t change.

          staring at leo, lou can’t help but feel a small mounting of frustration. not at him, he was what he was and that was okay. more so at herself for being in this situation. “ honestly? maybe a little. but i kinda know you. i think you’ll last here long enough to help me not end up homeless. ” sighing, she hid her face with her hand. “ leo honestly, i just need help. however long you want to stick around. i can barely afford this place after - ” another sigh, this one a little more frustrated, more to level her emotions. he would get wigged out if she started crying. “ i don’t care what happens, but if you’re able to pay some rent, it would be a huge favor to me. ”