indefinite hiatus.
Hey, everyone! How’s it been?
It’s been a while, so I’m not sure if anybody is still around. If you’re a friend, or a mutual, who is still hanging about — I hope you’re staying safe! So, I think some of you may have seen this coming, but I would just like to officialise it once and for all.
I don’t think I’m coming back to this account.
Since I started, I’ve always sort of made it like, a goal, to kind of stop tumblr roleplaying around the time I was twenty-two. But it was just a flimsy goal, you know? Nothing too concrete. I thought to myself, “If I still enjoy it, what’s going to stop me?” I really thought I was going to enjoy it well to my 30s. But then... life happens. And, I suppose, somehow tumblr roleplaying sort of become constricting.
I’m not saying it’s a bad thing, some of the changes that’s happened; but expectations became stricter and higher. Rather than simply having fun, I was just... senselessly worrying, I think, because I was always so afraid of committing anything crime, or being condemned from even association alone. It became repetitive, tiring. And god, it didn’t help that tumblr updates is so bad every time.
But of course! That’s only from my point of view, though. I think, in the end, it was also my own interest that’s dwindling. The saddest thing was, I didn’t like the idea of leaving because I feel like I would miss out on a lot of friends I’ve already made here. There’s Nat, Mandy, A, Anna, Beau, Julie, Manu, Kermes (bitch whats ur fucking name ksdjhcjsdhg) and a lot more, SO MUCH MORE, mutuals my frog brain is forgetting right at this moment—and jesus, you guys, the things we write. Amazing. I grew as a writer with a lot of you. As a person.
Ugh, I’m crying right now. I’m so emotional. I love all of you guys so much.
I’ll be turning twenty-two by the end of August, and I swear I couldn’t have predicted this decision. I had a goal for it, sure, but I never thought it became a reality in a way that it did. That I woke up one day and was like, “Nah. I don’t wanna be on tumblr rp anymore.” With that said, I am not falling completely off the face of the Earth.
I’m still so interested in roleplaying, though on a private platform: discord.
If you guys are into it—mutuals who still want to write with me maybe?—please do reach out to me. I still love writing. I still wanna grow along with a lot of you. I still want to create more and more of alternate universes or canon divergences. Let’s do it. My discord handle right now is hamilton sit down#7392. This goes even to people I couldn’t write as much with before, if you want to, just hit me up.
In any case, I’m still... scarcely available on my Maria Hill, but not by much. And of course, feel free to unfollow this account especially if it helps a cleaner following list. (Like, honestly, I get it.)
Thank you for a wonderful few years. I couldn’t have asked for a more better experience, community, friendships. See you around.
Bella.

















