BacchusMadeMeDoIt

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Tormented by love. A legend of Camelot. 1898.

Getty Research Institute via the Internet Archive

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"light of my life, fire of my loins"

Sue Lyon as Lolita in Stanley Kubrick's "Lolita" (1962)

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"My only clear memory is arriving. The rest is a blur. An absolute blur."

- "Dessert Hearts" (1985) - dir. Donna Deitch

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"Leaving is not enough. You must stay gone. Train your heart like a dog. Change the locks even on the house he's never visited. You lucky, lucky girl. You have an apartment just your size. A bathtub full of tea. A heart the size of Arizona, but not nearly so arid. Don't wish away your cracked past, your crooked toes, your problems are papier mache puppets you made or bought because the vendor at the market was so compelling you just had to have them. You had to have him. And you did."

“And now you pull down the bridge between your houses, you make him call before he visits, you take a lover for granted, you take a lover who looks at you like maybe you are magic. Make the first bottle you consume in this place a relic. Place it on whatever altar you fashion with a knife and five cranberries. Don't lose too much weight. Stupid girls are always trying to disappear as revenge. And you are not stupid. You loved a man with more hands than a parade of beggars, and here you stand. Heart like a four-poster bed. Heart like a canvas. Heart leaking something so strong they can smell it in the street.”

- Frida Kahlo to Marty McConnell

Frida Khalo photographed by Julien Levy, prints, 1938

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"And indeed there will be time

To wonder, “Do I dare?” and, “Do I dare?”

Time to turn back and descend the stair,

With a bald spot in the middle of my hair —

(They will say: “How his hair is growing thin!”)

My morning coat, my collar mounting firmly to the chin,

My necktie rich and modest, but asserted by a simple pin —

(They will say: “But how his arms and legs are thin!”)

Do I dare

Disturb the universe?

In a minute there is time

For decisions and revisions which a minute will reverse."

T.S. Eliot - The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock

Paintings by Francis Bacon (60s studies)

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"Have you ever truly idolized a woman? Nothing can be obscene in such love."

"Bitter moon" (1992) - dir. Roman Polanski

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* "JE T'AIME MOI NON PLUS" playing in the background *

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"Crash" (1996) - dir. David Croenberg

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STEALING BEAUTY (1996) - dir. Bernardo Bertolucci

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Girl In a Miniskirt Reading the Bible Outside My Window

Sunday, I am eating a

grapefruit, church is over at the Russian

Orthadox to the

west.

she is dark

of Eastern descent,

large brown eyes look up from the Bible

then down. a small red and black

Bible, and as she reads

her legs keep moving, moving,

she is doing a slow rythmic dance

reading the Bible. . .

long gold earrings;

2 gold bracelets on each arm,

and it’s a mini-suit, I suppose,

the cloth hugs her body,

the lightest of tans is that cloth,

she twists this way and that,

long yellow legs warm in the sun. . .

there is no escaping her being

there is no desire to. . .

my radio is playing symphonic music

that she cannot hear

but her movements coincide exactly

to the rythms of the

symphony. . .

she is dark, she is dark

she is reading about God.

I am God.

- Charles Bukowski

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"The eyes of others our prisons; their thoughts our cages" - Virginia Woolf - "An unwritten novel", 1920

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"I took a deep breath and listened to the old brag of my heart. I am, I am, I am." - Sylvia Plath - "The bell jar" (1963)

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may i feel said he

may i feel said he

(i'll squeal said she

just once said he)

it's fun said she

(may i touch said he

how much said she

a lot said he)

why not said she

(let's go said he

not too far said she

what's too far said he

where you are said she)

may i stay said he

which way said she

like this said he

if you kiss said she

may i move said he

is it love said she)

if you're willing said he

(but you're killing said she

but it's life said he

but your wife said she

now said he)

ow said she

(tiptop said he

don't stop said she

oh no said he)

go slow said she

(cccome?said he

ummm said she)

you're divine!said he

(you are Mine said she)

- e.e. cummings

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The Wicker Man (1973) - dir. Robin Hardy