[bacillusanthracis]

after this rock bottom period of my life i will have to get back up and live in the world again as if nothing had happened. and everything will already be gone by then.

[good-4-her]

[good-4-her]

simply dont monday

[bacillusanthracis]

men’s suffering is in most cases self inflicted because of a system they benefit from anyway

[bacillusanthracis]

the way people are socialized makes interacting with them insufferable. and i wait for them to develop sentience and they never quite do

[rptv1]

A young H. R. Giger at his easel, painting, 1961.

[caelestifer]

✦ ✦ ✦ Fiori

[mawmenny]

[bacillusanthracis]

it’s definitely a more minor issue when it comes to ai but i still find it absolutely demented that food advertisement has been taken over by ai art whether it is in menus or online or on billboards. like that’s false advertisement they could very well send me a severed pig head when i order a burger because the image was morphing unidentified spheres and ingredients from benadryl dreams.

[trash-fuckyou]

Desire and Hell at Sunset Motel (1991) 

[gouged-doll]

if i reblog bondage i never mean it in a sexual way. it's just how i feel

[thefugitivesaint]

Kay Nielsen (1886-1957), 'The Vision', 1914

[bacillusanthracis]

sometimes i feel like my writing style could easily evolve similarly to beany tuesday’s if i tweaked some very specific choices

[witchrealms]

(x)

[crazyofcolors]

[bacillusanthracis]

lately ive really been thinking about trying to look for a partner and stop thinking so negatively about the idea itself, but now i realize i don’t know where to even look. and that realization ties very much to the fact that most relationships would be inherently unsatisfactory because of so many things i can’t even meaningfully reveal to most people with them also understanding wtf im talking about. i can’t just fabricate connection but i see no point in hiding anything about myself to someone im supposed to be close with either.

[bacillusanthracis]

i’m starting to have nightmares about that one individual again and while it terrifies me it also makes me happy in a way. these are the dreams whose meanings i always think about a lot.

[gouged-doll]

ryo yoshida's ball jointed doll making guide | my scans