~*Backgammon*~
Heyyy <333
heard this place had some pretty cool ppl, figured why not join in on the fray LMAO
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@back-at-it-a-gammon
~*Backgammon*~
Heyyy <333
heard this place had some pretty cool ppl, figured why not join in on the fray LMAO
[[GAMMON IS OPEN FOR ASKS!! (Rules below the cut)]]
ooc : im so sorry for taking everything down at once. i loved everything about these blogs. im sure everyone else involved loved them too. but i think we’re reaching the end of an era here. i’m so happy that i could bring other people joy through my blogs. if i ever post on here again, it’ll be very rare. i’m not going to delete the blogs ofc! they are my pride and joy after all. but my posts will be continued through my main account @an-apple-for-may. might retcon the gambit story too, need regain a clean slate. please consider checking me out im like a pretty chill dude actually. thank you all so much for bringing such joy in my life through these blogs. your impacts will be greatly missed. i loved everything you guys so much. thank you for all that you’ve done to make my life even the slightest bit better and for giving me hope in my darkest hours. i had a lot of fun here, but it’s time for me to move on and preserve my peace. im open for anyone to reach out to rp ofc, just needing a break for a bit. have a blessed day everyone!
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um. excuse me, mr tenna! or is it ms tenna…? uh— sorry— is it okay if i could maybe ask you something…?
— 🌺
@back-at-it-a-gammon
Oh go ahead, darling! Always glad to answer some questions from a fan. ^]
oh um. so sorry i’m not a fan, I’m actually just one of your employees— your uh. choreographer. sorry i don’t normally reach far up the chain of command enough to be noticeable or anything and goodness i’m getting ahead of myself im sorry—
Oh, alright then. What did you need to ask again, kid?
uh— right, um— so like. did anyone request any um. files… recently…? not to be nosy or anything, it’s just…
i kinda have a really bad memory issue… i’ve been told i’m missing at least the past few years worth of really important events, and uh— some… some closure would be nice, is all!! some clarity!
if um. if its okay… could i ask if i could have my documents reviewed?? im sorry if its not…
Oh. Wow. Gosh. That seems.. serious. Do you know.. how that happened?
i um... i've been trying to figure that out. this detective lady said she has something to do with it? but i really don't know...
if i could just have my records reviewed i would really appreciate it...!
im sorry for bothering you, by the way...
It's no trouble, kid, this seems serious.
...Do you mean Luckie Charm? That detective?
i… i think that’s her name…? at one point she’d been chasing me down until she finally interrogated me about all of it…
there’s nothing wrong with the candle theme! in fact, i think its really pretty :))
—🌺
Oh- hi!! Uhh im guessing this is gammon? How'd you find this blog so fast..? Agh, who cares.
I guess im just worried if it seems like too much, haha. Thank you. though. Thanks.
OOC: @back-at-it-a-gammon
(Tagging u just in case <33)
oh!! sorry, i uh… didn’t mean to bother you or anything!! i just thought it was nice, is all… um— and ive been trying to be more social so uh— sorry—
i realize i never got your name, you were normally just “candle anon” haha
don’t worry too much…!! it looks very nice !!
No its fine!!, you're not a bother, gammon. im just surprised.
Uhm. My name is castiel. I have other names, but this is the main one.
I spent too damn long editing it, so id hope so. Thanks though. Again.
yyeah ofc course!!
… that’s such a pretty name >.<
Yours !!! is pretty,, too!!! !
Backgammon seems like a fun game, but I’ve never played it before. I think I’ll look it up soon.
ahh, don’t worry you aren’t missing out on much haha i don’t even remember why i picked that name hahaa
wait hold on sorry, you don’t have to lie to me just because I complimented you first, its okay
I’m not really lying though?
It’s polite to return the compliment, obviously, but I genuinely like the name. I think it’s clever when Pippins name themselves after a game they play or were made for.
Do you not like the name you picked?
its not that i don’t like it or anything! i’m just… not a backgammon die?? at least i don’t think i am?? if i was i guess i don’t remember… come to think of it, i need to get that checked… i don’t even know where that name came from haha
The memory mystery!!
Definitely NEED to get it checked. How’d the meeting with the detective go? Maybe we could find something to trigger your memories back?
plus, I doubt you aren’t a backgammon die, unless past you was confused.
...we? you mean... you'd help me...?
Well I mean of course yeah if you’re okay with that I guess I just thought you’d need help with this since it’s a weird thing to go through and
yeah
of course thats okay!!! im just— it just surprises me that anyone would be so kind…
people tend to hate me anyhow..
how? And why?
I don’t really expect any heinous acts from you. Nno offense, but you kind of seem like a pushover. In a nice way!!
the detective lady said i wasn’t like this before… i really don’t know what’s wrong with me… i don’t want to hurt anyone, but i guess that was one of the things that changed about me?
and its okay, i get called all sorts of things… some pippinses can be so mean >.<
there’s nothing wrong with the candle theme! in fact, i think its really pretty :))
—🌺
Oh- hi!! Uhh im guessing this is gammon? How'd you find this blog so fast..? Agh, who cares.
I guess im just worried if it seems like too much, haha. Thank you. though. Thanks.
OOC: @back-at-it-a-gammon
(Tagging u just in case <33)
oh!! sorry, i uh… didn’t mean to bother you or anything!! i just thought it was nice, is all… um— and ive been trying to be more social so uh— sorry—
i realize i never got your name, you were normally just “candle anon” haha
don’t worry too much…!! it looks very nice !!
No its fine!!, you're not a bother, gammon. im just surprised.
Uhm. My name is castiel. I have other names, but this is the main one.
I spent too damn long editing it, so id hope so. Thanks though. Again.
yyeah ofc course!!
… that’s such a pretty name >.<
Yours !!! is pretty,, too!!! !
Backgammon seems like a fun game, but I’ve never played it before. I think I’ll look it up soon.
ahh, don’t worry you aren’t missing out on much haha i don’t even remember why i picked that name hahaa
wait hold on sorry, you don’t have to lie to me just because I complimented you first, its okay
I’m not really lying though?
It’s polite to return the compliment, obviously, but I genuinely like the name. I think it’s clever when Pippins name themselves after a game they play or were made for.
Do you not like the name you picked?
its not that i don’t like it or anything! i’m just… not a backgammon die?? at least i don’t think i am?? if i was i guess i don’t remember… come to think of it, i need to get that checked… i don’t even know where that name came from haha
The memory mystery!!
Definitely NEED to get it checked. How’d the meeting with the detective go? Maybe we could find something to trigger your memories back?
plus, I doubt you aren’t a backgammon die, unless past you was confused.
...we? you mean... you'd help me...?
Well I mean of course yeah if you’re okay with that I guess I just thought you’d need help with this since it’s a weird thing to go through and
yeah
of course thats okay!!! im just— it just surprises me that anyone would be so kind…
people tend to hate me anyhow..
there’s nothing wrong with the candle theme! in fact, i think its really pretty :))
—🌺
Oh- hi!! Uhh im guessing this is gammon? How'd you find this blog so fast..? Agh, who cares.
I guess im just worried if it seems like too much, haha. Thank you. though. Thanks.
OOC: @back-at-it-a-gammon
(Tagging u just in case <33)
oh!! sorry, i uh… didn’t mean to bother you or anything!! i just thought it was nice, is all… um— and ive been trying to be more social so uh— sorry—
i realize i never got your name, you were normally just “candle anon” haha
don’t worry too much…!! it looks very nice !!
No its fine!!, you're not a bother, gammon. im just surprised.
Uhm. My name is castiel. I have other names, but this is the main one.
I spent too damn long editing it, so id hope so. Thanks though. Again.
yyeah ofc course!!
… that’s such a pretty name >.<
Yours !!! is pretty,, too!!! !
Backgammon seems like a fun game, but I’ve never played it before. I think I’ll look it up soon.
ahh, don’t worry you aren’t missing out on much haha i don’t even remember why i picked that name hahaa
wait hold on sorry, you don’t have to lie to me just because I complimented you first, its okay
I’m not really lying though?
It’s polite to return the compliment, obviously, but I genuinely like the name. I think it’s clever when Pippins name themselves after a game they play or were made for.
Do you not like the name you picked?
its not that i don’t like it or anything! i’m just… not a backgammon die?? at least i don’t think i am?? if i was i guess i don’t remember… come to think of it, i need to get that checked… i don’t even know where that name came from haha
The memory mystery!!
Definitely NEED to get it checked. How’d the meeting with the detective go? Maybe we could find something to trigger your memories back?
plus, I doubt you aren’t a backgammon die, unless past you was confused.
...we? you mean... you'd help me...?
um. excuse me, mr tenna! or is it ms tenna…? uh— sorry— is it okay if i could maybe ask you something…?
— 🌺
@back-at-it-a-gammon
Oh go ahead, darling! Always glad to answer some questions from a fan. ^]
oh um. so sorry i’m not a fan, I’m actually just one of your employees— your uh. choreographer. sorry i don’t normally reach far up the chain of command enough to be noticeable or anything and goodness i’m getting ahead of myself im sorry—
Oh, alright then. What did you need to ask again, kid?
uh— right, um— so like. did anyone request any um. files… recently…? not to be nosy or anything, it’s just…
i kinda have a really bad memory issue… i’ve been told i’m missing at least the past few years worth of really important events, and uh— some… some closure would be nice, is all!! some clarity!
if um. if its okay… could i ask if i could have my documents reviewed?? im sorry if its not…
Oh. Wow. Gosh. That seems.. serious. Do you know.. how that happened?
i um... i've been trying to figure that out. this detective lady said she has something to do with it? but i really don't know...
if i could just have my records reviewed i would really appreciate it...!
im sorry for bothering you, by the way...
um. excuse me, mr tenna! or is it ms tenna…? uh— sorry— is it okay if i could maybe ask you something…?
— 🌺
@back-at-it-a-gammon
Oh go ahead, darling! Always glad to answer some questions from a fan. ^]
oh um. so sorry i’m not a fan, I’m actually just one of your employees— your uh. choreographer. sorry i don’t normally reach far up the chain of command enough to be noticeable or anything and goodness i’m getting ahead of myself im sorry—
Oh, alright then. What did you need to ask again, kid?
uh— right, um— so like. did anyone request any um. files… recently…? not to be nosy or anything, it’s just…
i kinda have a really bad memory issue… i’ve been told i’m missing at least the past few years worth of really important events, and uh— some… some closure would be nice, is all!! some clarity!
if um. if its okay… could i ask if i could have my documents reviewed?? im sorry if its not…
um. excuse me, mr tenna! or is it ms tenna…? uh— sorry— is it okay if i could maybe ask you something…?
— 🌺
@back-at-it-a-gammon
Oh go ahead, darling! Always glad to answer some questions from a fan. ^]
oh um. so sorry i’m not a fan, I’m actually just one of your employees— your uh. choreographer. sorry i don’t normally reach far up the chain of command enough to be noticeable or anything and goodness i’m getting ahead of myself im sorry—
Good.
It's just so frustrating, you know? When people don't listen even though you're trying to help! I hate to get mean with you, but I had to get my point across somehow!
Listen, I'll give you some time to think about everything I said, and come back later. When we talk again, I just need you to be more receptive to what I say, then this won't happen again.
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… right, right…
i can— i can do that!
I can already smell the gayness through the screen. I sense it.
Kid, I JUST opened the app
what does this mean…?
DONT WORRY ABOUT IT
oh um. okay. sorry.
You really should be sorry, yelling at me like that. I'm trying to help you understand! The answers you seek? You're never going to get them. The only ones who can answer your questions are the ones who want to see you suffer, so why would they give you the satisfaction? Why would they give you the thing that keeps you crawling back to them?
You've already done it before! Just forget about it.
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okay.
I can already smell the gayness through the screen. I sense it.
Kid, I JUST opened the app
what does this mean…?
Aye dummy are you LISTENING TO ME??
I am telling you there is NO POINT. Your apologies mean NOTHING TO THEM. So you should NOT BOTHER FIGHTING FOR THEIR AFFECTION.
Forget about them! All of them! You dont need those imbeciles to like you to do your job, to be happy! What you need is to grow some backbone. Which I am TRYING to help you achieve.
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I— I’m not trying to!! I just want to understand, I’m covering for all bases here, I mean this is probably YEARS of my life that I just CAN’T REMEMB—
…
you’re right. okay. im sorry.
The fact of the matter is you have hurt them. Theres nothing you can do about it, its in the past. And even though its clear you are completely different now, they still hate you.
They don't care about you. They don't care about what you do! They only care about making themselves feel better, which is why you should stop bothering with them and focus on yourself, your talents, your worth.
You have a chance to be better, are you really going to choose ignorance?
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i… i guess… but— how could i possibly apologize if i don’t even know what it is i did?? how would i know??? if i went up and just asked, i’d be thrown to the ground and i’d get chipped again or—
Im sorry? Who said anything about hurting people? I said dont bother with them! If you hurt them you're still bothering!
Listen. All they want is to see you cower. You shouldn't be allowing them to have that if they didnt earn it! All they did was wait until they could reap the benefits of your circumstances!
They are but a herd of sheep, and frankly, you were too. But you dont have to be! You can be strong if you just try to! The only things holding you back are those who want to drag you down into the depths of despair with them.
...er. and you'll get much better at dancing! Strength contributes to dancing after all.
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it’s just— if they feared me, which is… unimaginable… that means i would’ve given them a reason to, right? i really do hope i never hurt anyone like that…
i’d hate to have even… oh Knight, i guess i must’ve been horrible, if they still hate me now… that hasn’t changed..
I wouldn't say you're easy to pick on
Hm... or would I?
I mean, every bully would become small and meek if all of their adoration was stripped from them. If they weren’t feared anymore.
Or rather... if they didnt know they were feared. Maybe your amnesia caused people to realize that you're just as pathetic as them, and now they seek retribution.
Really, you shouldn't bother with them, as theyre obviously primitive thinkers. You can rise above them again.
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...what...?
b-but... why would i want to...? i don't want to hurt people, i just want to dance...