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i went dancing 2 try to shut the thoughts up n whole time jst wanted 2 either st4b myself or pull that shit on one of the many scum thaat were looking @ me like something 2 eat like

i should not b in public considering i have the fuse length of about 2mm left

#im going 2 explode #inferno #tbh #tmi #idk fuckm y life bro

darkly-entries

4 example real life thought i had rn that i wanted 2 say out loud was

u rlly think i have fucking time to date in this current world rn, i want to i want to but wtf

i don’t have TIME or resources or energy bc if i do get to be on my phone it’s spent actively investigating ($t4lking) trying 2 find out where some1 is/lives so that i can finally strategically idk .. do something

considering (they might have yeh abused me hit me punched me potentially done heinous things after i was blacked out) maybe..

maybe i just wanna say hi :)

anyway i don’t have time for hinge i’m trying 2 sort this mutherfucking situation out so i can stop feeling rage so bad that i think i might potentially set the whole world on fire.

yeh. hi :)

#imma set the whole of that city on fire #maybe the. world #combust

jst realised this whole time i could have been purging my unhinged thoughts here so i. don’t have to carry them around n then like

let them brew so that they come out of my mouth @ the exact worst time w the exact relevant people (read:incoming)

amerlcanteenager

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The Oratory of Pellegrino the Hermit, of Ireland. Built in 1263.

sumheavyocean

Came down here to hang out with the minnows and the dragonflies and think about grief

fingers in the mouth his fingers in my mouth the feeling of his fingers in my mouth the feeling of choking on his fingers and wrapping my tongue around fingers as they're shoved down my throat i need fingers in my mouth i need to suck on fingers so bad

#fuck #weird craving but im droooooling thinking about this #wanna bite down #muzzle