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please i just want to go home

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i want to go home

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*hears the word she from the other room*

me every single god damn time: theyre talking about me theyre misgendering me theyre saying im "bad for emi" they hate me they think our relationship is weird theyre going to kick me out they think im ruining their son they know i fcked him in the ass theyre talking about how weird the trans thing is they think im another maria they think im crazy they hate me they hate me they hate me and im going to be out on my ass and they hate me for being gay and they hate me hate me hate me

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please please please please

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cant wait to kill myself in New York City Babey instead of fucksville ny

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7 LINES FOR ADAM by Trista Mateer

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i think this broke me

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Possum state of existence

(somehow the best drawn possum comic to date??)

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im so distraught bc that. . . genuinely did not occur to me

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"yeah i dont know why, i'll always just lock myself away alone for 3 months and then go slut it up for 2 weeks with like a bunch of different people"

"hm. almost sounds like alternating cycles of mania and depression"

fuxk u sharon lmao no one asked

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i f*cked the physical manifestation of my depression he bought me a 40 & was was 27 & told me that it doesn’t get better for people like us that we’re just fucking black holes that swallow everything up so i called him a faggot to make myself feel better about sucking a straight dude’s dick & it was fun to drop all pretense of okayness for a moment but something tells me i probably should not pursue this friendship

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anyway he's buying me a d*ck

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i f*cked the physical manifestation of my depression he bought me a 40 & was was 27 & told me that it doesn't get better for people like us that we're just fucking black holes that swallow everything up so i called him a faggot to make myself feel better about sucking a straight dude's dick & it was fun to drop all pretense of okayness for a moment but something tells me i probably should not pursue this friendship

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i dont relate to other nonbinary people anymore tbh like idk if its just the ones around me but it seems to be more of an "oh, maybe cis doesnt quite fit me perfectly. neat!" thing than like. . . a source of constant agony that rules their everyday life but also i dont feel taken seriously by binary trans ppl let alone cis ppl so. guess im alone

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i feel like afab nonbinary people & gnc trans men are such a joke like. ha ha look at the silly girls calling themselves silly words i guess we'll humor them

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I'm rly. . . not one off those nb people thats cool with being perceived as my assigned gender/happy to look like a gnc woman like i dont want to go on t bc i want to retain some androgyny but the problem is i dont HAVE any androgyny now & i dont know how to look like a guy convincingly & i never will & im. just gonna kill myself i guess like coming out helped cutting my hair helped binding helps but like. it only helps me lie to myself that anyone could see anything but a woman

im not fooling anyone

i never will

death is the only option

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meeting new people is fun but its such a harsh reminder that i Don't Pass i want to die

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ouch ouch ouch ouch ouch ouch ouch