hi ok so i have this blog back and there’s a few things i’d really like to say! 1. idk who that knew me still follows this but um, i’m sorry if i was ever an asshole to you. It’s been a few good long years and i’m finally starting to realize i need to change for the better so
2. i moved the url this blog had (toybonnie) to my main but i’m keeping this one up to remind myself of my mistakes and how i should never act again it’s stupid probably but it will at least show i’m trying to improve, right?
3. if you don’t like me, refuse to accept i’m trying to improve, or are just flat out stalking me out of spite, please don’t… i’m really trying to improve. i don’t want to be exposed to people that will just breathe potential harm into that. it’s very hard.
4. i’m not very interested in a lot of the things i was interested in on this blog- nor do i enjoy the thought of being held to these things- especially gore-based nsfw, and various other gross things that I must have thought were ok for awhile when they weren’t. Trying to force on me that I “still like these things” when i don’t will probably mess with my head and make me think i still do even though i don’t, or that i’m only allowed to be who i was in the past because that’s all people knew me by.
5. i’m living with my partner who’s emotionally and physically helping me improve. we are very happy together and help eachother through a lot. i would not be where i am now without them. they’re a lifesaver.
6. i don’t hoard urls anymore, i deleted and freed all the ones that i had access to, and gave away two of the other ones that i had (truechara was given to @l-e-f-t-e and realknife was given to my partner)
7. again, please don’t stalk me
8. i don’t like attention after all this. if you want to give me attention on my new blog, please redirect it to my art blog, @carefree-style. I’m trying to work on improving my art so i can become a full-time artist, and thus that’s the only place i really need attention.
9. please give most of your attention to my partner though, please. i’m tired of them living in my shadow or being called me. they’re not me. we’re not the same person. please. their url is @pk-distorter please give them popularity, they deserve it


















