You had been sleeping with Alexia off and on since you joined the Barcelona squad 6 months ago. Being a centre forward brought in to replace Jenni you never expected to get involved with the captain but one rough practice changed that. You had stayed behind to practice your shooting after you couldn’t hit the target and got into it with Alexia for missing the net.
When you headed into the change room after this, you were annoyed and pissed mainly at your self. Walking in to Alexia being the last one left you lost it and took your anger out on her. One second you were screaming at each other and the next she has you pressed against a locker 2 fingers buried deep in you. It became your thing, you would show up to hers when you had a bad game or missed the net at practice and she would show up at yours after events when she needed to be someone she wasn’t.
You both never talked about it but you seemed to be in agreement that this was a benefits only situation. Yet why did every time she sneak out of your bed in the middle of the night did your heart break. Or when you would see her have hoards of people flirt with her you had to clench your jaw to avoid saying anything.
One training she had come in slightly late and had a blush about her cheeks, you both tended to avoid being around each other at training, so you were glad when Mapi called her out on it.
“Ale, why do you look particularly happy today?” Mapi asked her, you were glad there was only a few people in the locker room so you could see and hear the full exchange.
When Alexia replied with a blush and looked down when she answered “I just had a good night” you wished you couldn’t hear it, you also wished you could sneak out of the locker room without being seen. But when you got up to leave you tripped over your bag and face planted the ground in the middle of the room.
Immediately they both were there to help you but you couldn’t take her touch on your arm after what you heard, so you bolted before they could say anything. You were fine with your arrangement you didn’t know why this bugged you so much. It wasn’t until you were sat at home that night ignoring her call that it hit you. You were in love with her.
Avoiding her became the solution you came up with in your mind, and it worked for a week. When she finally had enough she waited you out after you were delaying the end of practice by having shooting practice. When you came into the locker room she was there, waiting.
“Y/N, I know somethings wrong” she stated at you when you walked in.
Feeling the energy deplete from you and your shoulders slump you tell her “I am fine.”
Snorting she says “you are not”
“how would you know, not like were even friends.” you huff out at her not being able to hold it in.
Without looking you feel her walk up to you and she stops in front of where you haven’t moved and she asks “is that what you think?”
“Sneaking out of my bed makes me think that yes” you tell her still not meeting her eyes.
“Y/N” she says in an understanding voice as she starts “you know thats what we agreed on”
“No we didn’t agree on anything. You were the one who never wanted to stay, never wanted to talk and never wanted to be seen with me.” you huff out and before she can say anything you meet her eyes as you say “I think I am in love with you and I am terrified that you do not feel the same way. That every time you leave my bed you don't feel your heart break over and over.”
You can see the conflicting emotions behind her eyes as your speaking and you prepare for the worst when she says softly “Oh”
“no dont worry about it, I know there’s someone else. I know I was never enough for you, and I was just keeping your bed warmer until better came along. I really do just want you to be happy Ale” you tell her, wiping the tears that have gathered in the corner of your eyes you gather your bag and keys and take off from the locker room.
The sound of her soft “Y/N wait” falls on deaf ears, as you flee, knowing you left your heart and possibly your career behind.
you can make one where Alexia and the reader have an argument and the reader starts getting sarcastic at her in front of the team.
No one’s fault
Note: I feel like this maybe deserves a part 2?
Warning: I can’t spanish.
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The fans looked disappointed at the FC Barcelona players when the final whistle blew and the result ended with 1-1 against Real Madrid.
The fans also noticed that the captain and you were arguing.
“¿Por qué no me pasaste?” (Why didn’t you pass to me?) Alexia asked.
“Qué quieres decir”? (What do you mean?) you answered
“Podríamos haber ganado si hubieras hecho lo correcto” (We could have won if you had done the right thing) Alexia said
“No todo es culpa mía. Tal vez deberías ser un mejor capitán y habríamos ganado” (It’s not all my fault. Maybe you should be a better captain and we would have won) you replied and stormed off the field, into the locker room, leaving Alexia’s eyes following you.
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After a few minutes alone in the locker room, your teammates also came inside the room.
“¿Qué fue eso entre tú y Alexia?” (What was that between you and Alexia?) Mapi asked.
“She just said that we could have won if I did the right thing and passed to her, then I told her that maybe it’s because she should be a better captain” you answered.
“Damn” Mariona and Andrea mumbled in sinc.
“Maybe, that wasn’t the right thing to say to her. She will probably take it quite personal” Irene said.
“I know it was wrong, but she just can’t say things like that because she is captain” you explained.
“But it is her job,” Sandra said.
“I know and I’m fine with people telling me what I could do better, but she literally told me that it was my fault we didn’t win and I just couldn’t agree with her” you replied.
“That’s right. Football is a team sport and it’s never just one person's fault” Sandra said.
“Exactamente” (Exactly) you mumbled as you heard someone opening the door and walking in.
You already knew who it was…
“¿Puedo hablar con ustedes, Y/n?” (Can I talk to you, Y/n?) she asked.
“Okay” you answered as you crossed your arms over your chest, waiting for her to start talking.
“Alone?”
“No”
“Qué?”
“You heard me,” you said.
“It would be better if we just could talk somewhere more private” Alexia explained and now felt like everyones eyes were on you.
“Solo habla ahora” (Just talk now) you said, still having your arms crossed over your chest.
Then you felt Alexia get slightly pissed at you.
“Next game you won’t play” she suddenly said.
“Alexia-” Sandra started, but you stopped her.
“No, let’s hear, why I shouldn’t play the next game”you said and then all eyes went on Alexia.
“I won’t say it in front of everyone,” Alexia replied.
“Oh, then I should tell the others, because you kinda told me on the field” you said.
“Y/n…”
“You said that I should pass you more and you said it was all my fault that we didn’t win” you explained.
“I didn’t mean-”
“Maybe, you should just end my contract, Putellas? Now that you already sent me off the next game, then you can just forget me, right? No more Y/n Y/l. No more draws. No more loses. No more drama. Just you and your teammates, right Putellas?” you said and started to get tears in your eyes, but you didn’t care.
“I-Y/n…”
“Oh, Y/n, I didn’t mean to be like that. Bla bla bla. It doesn’t matter anymore. I’m done and you can now thank yourself for getting the worst player of the team. Have a good fucking life, Alexia Putellas” you said as you took your things and stormed out of the building as fast as possible.
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