happy halloween everyone!! hope everyone has an amazingly spooky day!!
if jake and y/n are a couple they'd probably dress as something obnoxious like hugh heffner and playboy bunny but they're not lol so jake is still hugh heffner and the rest of the enha boys are his bunnies and y/n is xtina and yunjin is britney spears vma
(karina is lowkey pissed sunghoon didn't do a couples costume with her but she and chaewon are black cats)
also anyone play love and deepspace? i keep getting ads and edits and why am i kind of intrigued like caleb and zayne (he was giving backshots while wearing a gold robe or something LIKE ARE YOU KIDDING?? OMFG) are so yummy from what i've seen but idk what it's about it sounds complicated 😅
sorry guys for the inactivity ugh i want to be on here more and write it's just this semester has REALLY been rocking my shit 😢 idk but balancing work and school with my personal life has been extra hard oof
Keeping Jake Sim off-limits should’ve been easy. He was your twin’s best friend, the one line you swore you’d never cross. But one reckless night was all it took to ruin that promise, and now you’re trapped in a secret you don’t want to quit. Worse? Your big and one of your closest friends has been obsessed with Jake for years, and as far as everyone else knows, she’s the only one who’s ever had a real shot with him. So you lie to everyone, over and over, and find that the deeper you sink, the easier it feels because maybe the truth is uglier than you’ll ever admit.
You don’t care who gets hurt, as long as it isn’t you.
pairing: frat!jake x fem!oc
genre: angst, smut, fwb, secret relationship, brother's best friend, greek life, college (american), p with plot
wk: 7.1k
warnings: morally gray characters, profanity, lying, greek life, betrayal, toxic relationships, stereotypical frat boys, underage drinking, hypocritical sunghoon, slut-shaming, mentions of bullying, jealousy, mean!dom jake x sub!femoc, unprotected sex, rough sex, oral (m and f recieving), face-fucking, cum eating, recording with consent, breeding kink, white dragon, fingering, facial, daddy kink, crying during sex, creampie, just nasty sex, y/n and jake are actually horrible, but so are chaewon and karina and yunjin, sabotage, so much lies and gossip and messy drama, chaewon is lowkey obsessive and concerningly delusional, lin manuel miranda and tom nook
author's note: lmao not y/n and jake's relationship literally getting fucked over by big-mouthed pledges
The Epsilon Nu house looked almost exactly like Saturday night, just with everyone dressed to fit the mixer’s theme. Normally, at themed mixers or socials like these, you loved seeing how everyone dressed up, but tonight you couldn’t focus on any of it. All you could do was watch Kaarina and Chaewon from across the room. You saw them making their rounds and circling groups of your sorority’s new pledge class like sharks. They were clearly hunting for whichever freshman had supposedly slept with Jake.
Your stomach had been in knots since lunch. You’d called Yunjin in a full panic earlier, and even now your anxiety was still at a high. The longer Karina and Chaewon hunted, the worse it got. Because what if someone had actually seen you and Jake Saturday night? What if all it took was the wrong person whispering in the wrong ear, and suddenly your secret wasn’t a secret anymore?
“You need to chill. You’re gonna end up drawing more attention by acting like a coked-up psycho,” Yunjin hissed in your ear, snapping you out of it. She yanked the crushed solo cup from your hand, giving you a look.
You gave her a sheepish shrug. “Sorry. I just… Fuck, I can’t stop thinking about it. I don’t know what the hell Jake was thinking, coming up with the dumbest lie imaginable. And now look what’s happened; it’s landed on the laps of the two nosiest people alive. You know they’re not gonna let it go until they’ve found who slept with him.”
“Yeah, it was a fucking stupid move, but also he probably panicked and didn’t think.” Yunjin sighed, flicking her bangs out of her eyes. She’d gone all out goth for the theme. She was wearing so much black eyeliner that she looked like a different person. “Have you even talked to him yet?”
“No,” you groaned, rolling your eyes. “I’ve tried calling. He won’t pick up. I haven’t even seen him tonight.”
You were mid-huff when a voice cut through.
“Who haven’t you seen?”
You both whipped your heads around, only to relax when you saw who it was.
Jay.
He looked ridiculous but also kind of perfect for the theme, dressed head-to-toe in a football uniform that even had the shoulder pads in. He took up half the damn kitchen doorway, and you couldn’t help but smile when Yunjin’s whole face lit up. She threw her arms around him, and for a second, you forgot your panic. They really were cute, and honestly, Jay was one of the good ones. You were happy they were getting back together.
“Hey, Jay,” you greeted, giving him a side hug. “You look good. Where’d you even get the uniform? It looks legit.”
He grinned. “Thanks. Borrowed Jake’s old uniform from high school. No idea why he didn’t just wear it, but hey, it was less work for me. Definitely better than whatever that idiot’s got going on.”
He gestured across the room, and you followed his finger to where your twin was at the beer pong table with Heeseung. The two of them whooped when they sank a cup. Sunghoon’s hair was so stiff with gel that not a single strand moved, and he looked ridiculous with the white sweater tied around his shoulder. You and Yunjin both snorted.
“But who were you looking for?” Jay asked, circling back.
Before you could get a word out, Yunjin cut in.
“Speaking of Jake,” she said smoothly, “Y/N’s actually been looking for him.”
Your eyes flew wide. You shot her a glare. Was she out of her fucking mind? She wasn’t actually about to out you—
“She’s just been stressed this week,” Yunjin continued, casual, “and could probably use a smoke.”
Relief hit just as quick. When you met her gaze, she arched a brow, and you knew she’d bought you the perfect excuse. Everyone knew Jake always had a stash.
“Oh, perfect timing then,” Jay said, clueless as ever. “I just came down from the game room. He and Jungwon were smoking up there. Kid’s never touched weed before, so Jake and I gave him a hit, and after just one, he was gone. High out of his mind. Jake and I were fucking dying; seriously, you’ve gotta see it.” Jay cracked himself up just thinking about it.
“Oh uh, perfect then. Yeah, I’ll head up. Thanks,” you said quickly, grabbing your cup back from Yunjin. You gave them a wave and slipped toward the back stairs.
By now, you knew the EN house too well. Even with the alcohol buzzing in your veins, finding the game room upstairs wasn’t hard. The hallway was quiet, the music from downstairs only a muffled thump broken by faint moans bleeding from one of the closed doors. No surprise there. Everyone knew the upstairs was basically off-limits unless you were a brother or invited up. The keypad on the stairwell made sure of it.
The sharp scent of weed grew stronger the closer you got. You didn’t bother knocking before pushing the door open.
Just like Jay promised, Jake and Jungwon were spread across the couch. Jungwon was half-slumped over, furiously mashing buttons on the Switch, while Jake leaned back, joint between his fingers. His head snapped up when he saw you, and his eyes widened in surprise. Beside him, Jungwon’s did too, though his were already so glassy it looked like it took real effort to keep them open.
“Y/N!” Jungwon grinned, waving with way too much energy for someone that high. “Do you wanna play Animal Crossing with me?”
His words came out slurred, and you couldn’t help the laugh that slipped out. You got why Jay was cracking up earlier, Jungwon was clearly high off his mind.
“Sure,” you said, shutting the door behind you. Jake shifted, sliding over to make space in the middle. You dropped down between them. “You guys don’t mind me joining, right?”
Jungwon shook his head hard enough to wobble. “Not at all. In fact, we love your presence.” His eyes darted to Jake, panic flashing across his face. “Wait, I didn’t mean that in a weird way. I swear I don’t have intentions, I just meant-”
“Kid, shut up,” Jake cut in, deadpan, but you could see he was amused as he sported a faint grin.
Jungwon pouted but went back to his game. You had to smother another laugh.
You’d been pissed when you first found out Jake let Jungwon in on your secret, but seeing him now, in front of you, you couldn’t stay mad. Jungwon was harmless. Sweet even and definitely not the type that would purposely let out your secret to hurt you.
“So, you’ve been up here all night?” you asked, finally turning to Jake. He offered you the joint and you took it, inhaling deep. The smoke burned your throat, but the sting loosened your body, easing you further into the couch. You passed it back.
“Pretty much. I went downstairs for a little, but wasn’t feeling it,” he said with a shrug, pushing his glasses back up his nose.
That’s when you noticed his outfit.
Jake had gone full nerd for the theme with thick glasses and a button-up shirt that left a couple of the buttons open showing some skin. It should’ve looked stupid, but instead, he looked really fucking hot. Too hot. And you hadn’t seen him in days. With alcohol and weed fogging your system, staring at him was dangerous. You forced yourself to look away, fixing your eyes on Jungwon instead.
You almost lost it again once you actually took in what he was wearing.
Jungwon sat there in jorts and an obnoxious Hamilton shirt so loud that if you stared at it long enough, you were sure you’d get a migraine. Multiple photos of Lin-Manuel Miranda’s face were plastered in neon graphics all across the shirt, and you couldn’t help but wonder where the hell he even found this shirt. He was obviously dressed as a theater kid, and you didn’t know how you even missed it when you first walked in.
“I fucking hate Tom Nook,” Jungwon muttered suddenly, scowling at the screen. Then, overdramatically like a child, he groaned, snapped the Switch off, and crossed his arms. “I don’t want to play anymore.”
You and Jake caught each other’s eyes and instantly broke into quiet laughter.
“Buddy, you good?” Jake asked, voice strained from holding back another laugh.
Jungwon mumbled something under his breath, probably still cursing the raccoon, which only you and Jake crack harder.
“Whatever. I’m going downstairs. I need a drink after how much that little shit ripped me off.”
He pushed to his feet, stomping toward the door like a sulky kid. You covered your mouth to keep from laughing too loud, and Jake, at this point, wasn’t even trying to hide the fact that he was losing his shit cause of the kid.
But before Jungwon twisted the knob, he turned, eyes narrowing at both of you and somehow ignoring the fact that the two of you were openly laughing at him.
“Also, you better not fuck on that couch. This room’s my favorite, and I saw what you did to Niki’s room. If you ruin my safe space, I swear to God I’ll actually kill myself and haunt you for the rest of your miserable lives.”
And with that, he stormed out, door slamming behind him.
Silence hung for a beat. Then you and Jake looked at each other and burst into laughter again.
“Jesus, I’ve never seen anyone high like that,” you said, wiping at the tears in your eyes from laughing so hard.
“You should’ve seen him earlier. He kept telling me and Jay that his butt felt tingly and that he was scared that it was because he hadn’t gotten his prostate exam yet.” Jake snorted as he passed you the joint, and even as you brought the joint to your lips and inhaled, you could feel the corners of your lips twitching. Just the fact that Jungwon even got this high was just too fucking funny.
“Yeah, I ran into Jay before I came up. He couldn’t stop laughing, telling me how the two of you got Jungwon high.” You inhaled, held it, then passed the joint back. It was nearly burned down to the filter. Jake took one last drag before crushing it out in the tray.
The buzz settled in fast; that warm feeling of being crossfaded washed over you. You leaned closer without thinking, sinking into Jake’s body heat, and his arm tightened around your shoulders, pulling you snug against him.
“You know Chaewon and Karina are downstairs harassing every KT freshman, right?” you finally said, cutting through the haze. It killed the light mood instantly, but you couldn’t sit on it. This was what you came up to talk to him about anyway.
Jake sighed behind you. You reached up, threading your fingers through his where they rested on your shoulder.
“Yeah, I saw your text earlier,” he admitted. “I just didn’t wanna deal with it today. Sorry.”
You frowned, pulling back enough to look at him. “You could’ve at least let me know that.” Your voice came out sharper than you meant, but you didn’t care. You’d been spiraling all day, and here he was admitting that he had ignored you on purpose.
“Baby, I’m sorry,” he murmured, giving your hand a squeeze. “I just didn’t think they’d find out. Especially not from your brother of all people.”
You let out a harsh breath. “Yeah, well, they did. And now Karina and Chaewon won’t stop until they find out which freshman you supposedly fucked.”
Silence stretched, heavy. The dizziness from the intoxication pressed down harder, your eyelids heavy, your chest tight.
Then Jake said, almost too casually. “Then, why don’t we just pick one?”
Your eyes flew open. You twisted toward him, blinking through the haze to make sure you heard right. “What?”
“I’m serious, if they won’t let it go,” he said evenly, “then let’s give them a freshman. I’m sure Yunjin can spread a rumor. By tomorrow, everyone will know.” He shrugged like it was nothing.
You stared at him, stunned. His bloodshot eyes blinked back at you, his face too relaxed for the weight of what he was saying.
The thought was fucked. Throwing some random freshman to Karina and Chaewon when you knew exactly how ruthless they could be. The girl’s life would be hell. But the worst part? It was actually tempting.
Jake must’ve seen the conflict on your face, because his arm tugged you closer until you were tucked against him again. His mouth dipped to your neck, as his lips found your sweet spot immediately, pressing slow, deliberate kisses that had your body softening against him. A small sound slipped from your throat. You knew exactly what he was doing, yet you still didn’t stop him.
“C’mon, Y/N,” he murmured against your skin, his voice low, coaxing. “You know it’s the fastest way to get them off our asses. I started this, so let me fix it. I’m literally handing you the perfect solution.” His hand slid down your thigh, fingers pressing as your cheer skirt bunched higher.
He nipped at your jaw, his breath hot at your ear. “How about this, you go downstairs, tell Yunjin to pick whichever KT pledge she wants, and start spreading the rumor. Then you and I leave. We can go back to your place, and I’ll let you do whatever the fuck you want with me.”
And of course, you nodded.
“Fuck, Y/N.”
You honestly didn’t even know how long you’d been on your knees for. It was definitely long enough that they’d be bruised tomorrow, but that was the least of your worries, seeing as you hadn’t been able to breathe in what felt like forever. Your makeup was beyond ruined by now, mascara streaking, lipstick smeared, and the hair you’d carefully styled earlier was a wreck. Jake made sure of that when he brutally pushed your head down his dick as he weaved his hand in your hair.
You were smacking at his bare thigh, indicating your need for air as your throat violently convulsed around his dick. Tears wouldn’t stop streaming as your gag reflex was pushed past its limit and bubbles of his precum escaped from the corner of your mouth, forming a white ring around his dick, and a bit even made its way up your nose.
Just when you thought you might pass out, your vision blurring and even spots flashing, he finally let up, pulling you off him.
You gasped hard, coughing as you choked on air, desperate just to breathe. But the relief barely lasted a second before he yanked you back down, your throat being invaded again.
Jake pushed you down so far that you couldn’t even comprehend how your throat was even accommodating him before he pulled your hair into a ponytail and started dragging you up and down his dick. The obscene sounds of you gagging as Jake loudly moaned echoed in the otherwise quiet apartment. Your nails dug deep into his thighs as you tried your best to relax, but you were desperate for air again, and your body couldn’t stop squirming.
“Fuck, I’m coming,” Jake grunted, his jaw tight, mouth open, eyes locked on you even as his hand reached for the phone beside him. For a second, you were blinded by the flash; he was taking a video of you as he started guiding you up and down his dick even faster before fully shoving you down to his pubic bone.
You felt warm liquid fill your throat as the familiar salty taste flooded your mouth, but he shoved his cum way too far down, and there was just so much that you couldn’t stop yourself from choking around his dick, causing Jake to yank you off him. As you violently coughed while still trying to swallow everything down, you could even feel cum forcibly coming out from your nose. It was disgusting, and you were a mess, yet he still wasn't done cumming as you started to feel him on your face. You flinched a little as warm ropes of his cum shot onto you, and as more hit your face, you even felt it going in your eyes. The sting was brutal, causing more tears to flow down your face, and you knew you probably looked beyond saving.
It was almost absurd how much he came, and when you finally felt him stop, you tried your best to wipe everything out of your eyes. It was everywhere on your face, hair, and even dripping down your cheer uniform, which was definitely ruined by now.
“Jesus, Y/N, you look fucking disgusting. My own personal little cum slut, huh?” He gently gripped your head again before moving it around slowly in front of his phone, making sure to get everything on video.
He then gripped his dick before softly tapping the tip against your lip. You knew what he wanted you to do, and you sighed but gave in as you started licking up the leftover cum that was on his dick, making sure to clean everything up, even down to his balls.
The flash cut out, and Jake tossed his phone somewhere onto the couch before yanking the blanket over. He dragged it across your face, wiping at the mess, but he wasn’t doing much more than smearing it. Your false lashes were clumped and definitely ruined while your eyes were still burning. You snatched the blanket from him, trying your best to clean your face, at least your eyes, until you could finally see again before blowing your nose on it as well. When you pulled it back, it was streaked all over with a filthy mix of cum and snot. Yunjin would kill you if she saw what you’d done to her blanket, but that was a problem for later. You tossed it aside and swung yourself onto Jake’s lap.
His eyes were glazed, a mix of the orgasm and the weed, and a lazy grin stretched across his face like he was proud of what he’d just put you through.
You shook your head, annoyed, and your breath was still uneven. “You’re a fucking dick, you know that?”
“Yeah?” Jake laughed under his breath, and before you could react, he flipped you onto the couch so fast, trading places in one smooth motion. He shoved your skirt up, forcing your legs apart, bending your knees until your feet dug into the cushions.
Your entire core was exposed, and your tiny thong did nothing to hide how wet you were. You saw Jake send you one last smirk as he bit his lips, and without a warning, he dove in.
Without hesitation, he went straight to lapping at your pussy through your thong. He still had his glasses on, the lenses fogging up, and the sight alone nearly undid you. It was the hottest fucking thing you’d ever seen, and the way he was pleasing you had your eyes rolling to the back of your head.
“Fuck Jake,” you could barely pant out, and you could feel him smiling against your pussy as he heard the shake in your voice.
“Feel good, babe?” You couldn’t even answer him, too drunk on the sensation, the only response you could give was just moans.
And then without warning, he ripped your thong off you, and your eyes shot open as you looked down at him.
“Jake, I fucking loved that one!”
The frown on your face was barely even there for a second, though, as your face contorted again when he dove back into your now bare pussy. He sucked on your clit, pulling the sweetest noises out from you before moving his mouth down to lap at your lips. You could feel yourself practically gushing out with how wet he was making you.
“Sweetheart, I’ll buy you more,” he lifts his head up slightly, and you spot the bottom half of his face glistening as he sends you another smile before lowering his head back down.
He ate you out like a starved man, and your hands made their way down to his hair, gripping it hard. The pleasure was overwhelming, especially since you were still very much intoxicated, making you so much more sensitive. And once he started rubbing your clit with his thumb as he shoved his tongue in and out of your pulsing hole, you lost it. You pushed his head deeper into you as your head hung off the back of the couch, unable to hold it up.
And just as you felt yourself getting close to your release, you felt him rip away. But before you could complain, he ripped your skirt off before quickly moving up to rub his cock against your entrance.
His tip cocked at your clit in a way that made you shudder, and then without a warning, you felt him push in just enough to feel the stretch. Jake paused, giving you a second to prepare yourself, and then he pushed in further.
Both of you groaned together loudly as he bottomed out. The stretch was familiar and painful, but it always was, and by now you welcomed the sensation because you knew that the pain was always followed by indescribable pleasure.
With Jake, it was always different. It was a kind of pleasure you’d never felt before, despite how many guys came before him. Looking back, it was almost laughable that you’d actually thought that you had ever been satisfied by them. But nothing compared. Whatever it was about Jake, the way he touched you, the way he knew you, it felt impossible that anyone else could ever replicate it. And that was why you couldn’t quit him, no matter how much you knew you should.
“Ugh,” Jake grunted out as he gritted his teeth, “How are you always so tight. By now I’ve fucked you over a hundred times, yet you're always tighter than a virgin.”
His brows furrowed, and you could see how tight he was gripping the couch as he thrusted into you. The position he had you in made it so that you felt him impossibly deep, and you couldn’t help but reach out to his outstretched arm, holding tight as you used it to try and keep you stable.
The lewd sounds of his balls slapping violently fast against your drooling pussy were embarrassingly loud, but instead, you found yourself unable to stop moaning as you clenched around his dick tighter the louder the noises got. Jake seemed to be the same as you heard him groaning and panting loudly from above you, unable to tear his gaze from where the two of you were connected.
“Jake, Jake, Jake,” you mewled out like it was a prayer. You clutched him tightly, unwilling to let go as your legs wrapped themselves around him tightly, wanting to feel him closer and deeper.
You could feel every vein on his dick scraping against your pulsing walls, and you couldn’t help but drool as your tongue hung out at how good he was making you feel. You had no control over your body, drunk on pleasure, and you felt like you were going to melt straight into the couch.
Jake reached to push your uniform top, helping you yank it off before he reached for your bare breasts, tweaking a nipple as he lowered his lips to suck on the other one. You were beyond sensitive, and every touch from him felt like fire on your skin.
“Drunk off my dick, look at you drooling like a fucking whore. You’re a slut, huh? My own personal cumdump?”
When you didn’t respond, he gripped your jaw tight as your big eyes rounded as tears welled in your eyes at how good you were feeling. You felt yourself trying your best to nod, but it wasn’t good enough.
He gripped your face tighter as he continued to batter against your cervix at an impossible pace, “Fucking say it. Tell me exactly what you are.”
“I’m- I’m your slut, your cum dump! Use me daddy. I’m yours, only yours,” you finally pulled yourself together enough to beg as a tear rolled down your face. At your words, you could see Jake’s jaw clench as his own eyes rolled in pleasure.
You knew how much that specific word affected him, and you could feel his thrusts getting faster and harder. Jake was pounding deep into your cervix, and you could feel him trying to drive himself even deeper into you, as if he was trying to reach your womb.
“Fuck, I'm gonna fill you up, fucking breed this pussy.“ Jake groaned out clearly intoxicated in pleasure.
“Yes, yes, please, I wanna be overflowing with your cum,” you begged, and you felt yourself reaching that brink of snapping. You knew you were so close as you reached out and gripped the back of his neck before yanking him down to meet your lips.
He groaned in your mouth as your lips and tongues sucked each other in. And then you felt it. Like a jolt of electricity running through you, you could feel yourself frozen in place, clearly overtaken by the orgasm. You felt as Jake also reached his climax as he came inside of you. Your inner thighs shook as you rode your high, and Jake kept pumping himself in you as he continued to cum. Like you asked, you were being filled to the brim with him. He had cum so much that you could even feel it slowly escaping from your pussy and dripping down into your other hole. Your pussy pulsed around him as he finally finished, and the two of you stayed wrapped in each other, not wanting to detach.
A couple of moments later, Jake tightly gripped you before he moved your connected body to a more comfortable position where the two of you were able to lie down on the couch.
You were beyond beat, not to mention still drunk and high, but you still gave him a small smile, which he reciprocated before giving you small kisses on your neck and adjusting so that he was spooning you from behind.
He was still inside of you as you could feel his cum plugged deep within you. Small drips continued to run out, but you couldn’t bother to care for it, and instead, you reached for the blanket you previously used and wrapped it around the two of you. You make sure the side you used to wipe your face earlier wasn’t touching either of you, and then finally, the exhaustion took over as you felt yourself lulling into sleep.
The plan had worked almost too well. By the time you and Jake finally woke up on the couch the next morning, your phones were blowing up nonstop.
You’d always known Yunjin was your ride-or-die, the one person you could trust with anything. Loyal to the bone and fiercely protective. But it unsettled you sometimes, how fast she said yes to everything and anything you asked of her.
She hadn’t even blinked before agreeing to help cover for you and Jake over the summer, not to mention her lack of hesitation last night. Maybe the alcohol played a role yesterday, but you knew better. She would’ve said yes sober, too and that scared you the lengths she’d go for you. Especially when you couldn’t honestly say you’d do the same for her.
“Okay, but how’re we supposed to get Jungwon in on this?” Jake muttered, pacing the living room with his arms crossed. “The kid’s not obligated to lie for us. He only promised to keep his mouth shut, not lie.” He looked wrecked, and now sober, he finally seemed to realize just how much bigger this had gotten.
You rolled your eyes from the couch. “This is all your fucking idea. If you’d picked literally anyone else, we’d be fine. But no, you had to drag KT and Jungwon into all this. Now look what we’re dealing with.”
“Yeah, I fucking get it. You don’t have to keep reminding me,” Jake snapped, his glare cutting sharp. “And don’t forget that you also agreed to all this last night. Nobody actually forced you to go to Yunjin.”
You shot upright, a frown twisting your face. “I was fucking drunk and high. Jake are you seriously tryna act like that wasn’t all you too? You’re such a dick you know that? You’re literally the one who-”
“I what?” he barked back, jaw tight. “I didn’t force you to do anything.”
“You literally fucking manipulated me into-”
“Jesus, seriously stop,” Yunjin’s sharp voice cut through. She sat on the loveseat, arms crossed, glaring at both of you as she huffed. “Maybe instead of blaming each other, we focus on coming up with a plan that can actually help us not get our heads chopped off by our best friends?”
You didn’t miss the disgust in her voice. She was still pissed, refusing to sit on the couch after walking in on you and Jake (unfortunately again) naked and making no effort to hide what you’d done. And thank God she hadn’t noticed the blanket yet, or you’d both be dead. You just prayed you could get it in the washer before she did.
“At least we can thank you for picking Wonyoung,” you said finally, forcing your voice even. “That was smart. Karina was probably already planning to go after her anyway.”
Jang Wonyoung had been one of the girls you rushed in the first round, and instantly you knew she’d be a Kappa Theta. She fit the part too perfectly, and it was no surprise when her name showed up on the bid list. Everyone had been excited about her at first. But that excitement didn’t even last a day.
Winter had been her bid day buddy, but she clearly hadn’t helped Wonyoung out the way you and Yunjin had with Yunah and Minju. The poor girl hadn’t gotten the rundown on who was off limits before, and that night at the EN bid day party, Wonyoung, drunk out of her mind, walked straight up to your twin and basically asked if he wanted to fuck.
You remembered exactly how furious Karina was, and she hadn’t forgiven Wonyoung since. Even though Wonyoung apologized the next morning, swearing she hadn’t known, the damage was already done.
And it only got worse. That same night, after Sunghoon turned her down, she started telling the other freshmen how she thought Jay was “so fucking hot.” Then, as if that wasn’t enough, she practically cornered Jake too, asking him if he wanted to leave with her (you didn’t even find out about that part until this morning). Minju had told Yunjin yesterday about the Jay and Jake thing, swearing that since that night, the whole pledge class already thought Wonyoung was desperate.
So yeah, it made sense why Yunjin picked her. Everyone knew how jealous and possessive your best friend could get when it came to Jay, and if Wonyoung had already thrown herself at him, Sunghoon, and Jake in the same night, it wasn’t hard to spin the story that she was eventually able to convince Jake to sleep with her.
And the timing couldn’t have been worse for Wonyoung. She was already at the bottom of the house hierarchy. Her own pledge class had sided with the older girls, and everyone was whispering “pathetic pick me” behind her back because of one drunken night. Add in the new rumor that she’d gone after Jay and Jake too (thanks to Yunjin making sure Minju spread it to everyone last night), and Wonyoung wasn’t just desperate anymore. She was the desperate slut who got chosen over Chaewon.
Jake sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose before finally looking at you. “Fine,” he muttered. “I’ll talk to Jungwon. See if I can get him to keep his mouth shut, at least until this blows over.”
Yunjin nodded, satisfied, but you stayed silent, jaw tight. Jake could feel your stare burning through him. He knew what you were thinking, and part of him wanted to fight for your forgiveness, just to say 'I’m sorry' and mean it, but pride got in the way. It always did.
He was angry too. Angry that you kept throwing this on him, like he hadn’t already been losing sleep over it. So he just rolled his eyes, forced a tight smile at Yunjin, and grabbed his keys from the table before storming out. The door slammed so hard the frame rattled.
You sat there for a second, staring at it. Then the words just spilled out. “I fucking hate him.”
Yunjin snorted. “Yeah, sure. You hate him so much that I literally found you two spooning naked not even an hour ago.”
You shot her a glare. “You know that doesn’t mean shit. He’s still a fucking asshole. I’m just…” Your voice cracked. “I’m so tired of this bullshit.”
Yunjin sighed, hesitating. You could see it, the way she bit her lip, deciding whether or not to push.
“Well,” she said carefully, “If it’s really getting to you, you don’t have to keep doing this. You can just… stop. You know that, right?”
You turned toward her, defensive. “What are you saying?”
She hesitated but didn’t look away. “You could just end it. Whatever you and Jake are doing, it’s the reason you’re both in this mess. You could just stop. You said it yourself, it’s no strings attached. So end it. Let it die before it ruins everything.”
You didn’t answer right away. You couldn’t. Because she was right and her words hit you harder than you wanted to admit. This whole thing had spun so far past what it was supposed to be, and if you were smart, really smart, you’d walk away.
But you couldn’t.
You opened your mouth, then closed it again. All that came out was a shaky breath.
“Babe,” Yunjin said softly, her voice careful now, “it’s more than that, isn’t it?”
You tried to shake your head, but you couldn’t. You wanted to deny it, to laugh, to act like she was being ridiculous, but you couldn’t because she wasn’t wrong. You had felt it. You knew that you had tried to fight it, both of you had, but it hadn’t worked. It was already too late.
“Yunjin, no,” you said weakly, “I swear, I didn’t mean for this to happen. I don’t even like him. He’s such an ass, and we’re so bad for each other.” Your voice cracked, trembling between anger and exhaustion. “We can’t.
You could feel your eyes burning as your voice broke. You hated how weak you sounded. Yunjin moved before you could stop her, wrapping her arms around you and pulling you in tight.
“This is so fucked,” you whispered.
But it wasn’t just fucked. It was impossible.
A tear slipped down your cheek, followed by another, until you couldn’t tell if you were shaking from anger or heartbreak. Because now that you’d said it out loud, now that the truth hung between you, it hit you all at once.
Even if you and Jake somehow worked it out, even if you both swallowed your pride, even if you admitted what this actually was, it still couldn’t happen. Not with everything and everyone standing between you.
Because the second Sunghoon found out, it’d be over. He’d never forgive either of you. You’d lose your brother. Jake would lose his best friend. And Chaewon… you couldn’t even think about what it would do to her and how it would quite literally ruin all of your relationships you made at school.
It was cruel how you had somehow found yourself trapped in something you couldn’t quit but also couldn’t keep. And the worst part was realizing that you still couldn’t find it in yourself to walk away.
You’d already fallen too far into Jake for you to climb out and save yourself.
Chaewon had to admit it, today might’ve been one of the worst days of her life.
Getting woken up to a flood of texts from her friends saying that the one KT freshman who already caused so much drama was apparently the girl Jake had slept with was enough to ruin her entire week. But the part that hurt more was the small, desperate hope that maybe it wasn’t true. Maybe it was a rumor, maybe he’d been too drunk to remember, maybe it was just people talking shit.
She knew it was stupid.
The rumor had come straight from Jake’s mouth, but still, she wanted to believe it was a mistake. That he was too drunk to remember clearly.
But that hope shattered hours later when she finally texted him, asking straight up if it was true, attaching a screenshot she got from Wonyoung’s Instagram. His response came five hours later.
honestly i was pretty drunk but looks like her yeah sorry chae.
The words felt like a slap. The lack of emotion in them made her chest ache. He didn’t even sound sorry. Not a single hint of guilt, not even an attempt to care that he’d ditched her, someone he’d been talking to for months, for a random freshman he barely knew.
He hadn’t even come up to her the next morning, begging on his knees for forgiveness. He hadn’t said anything at all. And yeah, she knew they weren’t technically dating, but it had felt like they were. He’d made her believe they were.
She’d spent the whole day replaying everything in her head, every text, the flirting, all the times he’d hugged her when they saw each other at parties. Trying to figure out what changed. They hadn’t been as close over the summer, sure, but she’d been busy with her internship. He knew that. He still texted her anyway, and she thought they were fine.
So what the fuck had happened?
By night, the heartbreak she had felt curdled into something darker. Jealousy. Rage. Wonyoung became the face of everything that had gone wrong.
“Karina, I can’t do this,” Chaewon had said, voice shaking as she paced her room. “I need that bitch to know she’s nothing. Everyone needs to know she’s nothing to him. Especially when I’m still here.”
Karina didn’t even hesitate. She was angry too; angry for Chaewon, and probably also because she’d never liked Wonyoung to begin with. “You know what we could do?” she said, a smirk tugging at her lips.
Chaewon looked up. “What?”
“Well,” Karina started, “remember how I told you Sunghoon and the boys think Jake’s been sneaking around with someone? What if I told him that the girl was you? I know I already told him it wasn’t, but Sunghoon definitely still thinks it’s you. Once he tells the others, it’ll spread fast. Everyone will think you’ve been Jake’s girl this whole time. And by the end of the week, we can probably get Wonyoung to drop KT too. We can fucking get rid of that whore for good.”
Chaewon’s lips parted, processing the words. Then she laughed, quiet at first, then louder. It actually felt good. Like she could finally breathe again.
It made perfect sense. People already saw her and Jake together at parties. Everyone already assumed something was going on. This would just confirm what they already believed.
“Karina, that’s fucking perfect,” she said, smiling for the first time all day. “You’re actually a genius.”
It was fucked, and she knew it. But it was smart. Wonyoung would back off, people wouldn’t stop talking about her and Jake, and Jake would understand once he heard. He always teased her about people assuming they were together, and she’d always had a feeling he probably liked it.
He just wasn’t good at showing it.
And in Chaewon’s mind, that meant everything was still fine.
Sunghoon had a shit-eating grin on his face. He fucking knew it.
Of course, Jake had been sleeping with Chaewon this whole time; who else could it have been? It made perfect sense. Every time someone brought it up, Jake brushed it off too fast, too casual, like he was hiding something. Sunghoon almost wanted to laugh. Finally, everything made sense.
He didn’t even stop to think before typing out a text to Jay and Heeseung, repeating exactly what Karina had just told him. Told you I was right. He hit send with a smug little satisfaction just as footsteps came up behind him.
“Man, did you hear about Chaewon and Jake?”
Jesus. How fast did news even travel around here? Sunghoon turned his head, and when he saw Niki’s face, grinning, like he’d just been handed the juiciest gossip, he couldn’t help but laugh.
“Yeah, Karina told me,” Sunghoon said, chuckling, while still scrolling through his phone. “I’ve been suspecting it for a while.”
“Oh, yeah, I’m not surprised either,” Niki said easily, leaning back. “I mean, I literally saw them sneaking out together the other night. Kind of obvious.”
Sunghoon froze mid-scroll, his eyes flicking toward him.
“Wait, what night?”
“The KT mixer,” Niki said easily. “Yeah, I saw them leave together. Jake was holding her hand.”
Sunghoon’s brow furrowed. That didn’t make sense.
He’d been drinking that night, sure, but not enough to forget something like that. Chaewon had been with him and Karina the whole time. They’d walked her home.
“Uh, no,” he said slowly, sitting up. “That’s not possible. Karina and I were with her the whole night.”
Now it was Niki’s turn to frown. “Wait, what? Wasn’t she the one dressed as a cheerleader?”
“Yeah, she was. But it couldn’t have been her; we literally walked her home.” Sunghoon frowned. “Maybe you mixed her up with someone else who also dressed as a cheerleader?”
Niki shook his head, firm. “No, man. I swear it was her. She had the black and red uniform, the bow in her hair. No one else was wearing anything like that.”
Sunghoon went still. His stomach dropped, the grin long gone. “Niki,” he said quietly, his voice tight, “you’re sure Jake left with a cheerleader wearing black and red?”
“Yeah, one hundred percent. I swear I saw them so clearly. I even saw him grabbing her ass before they walked out holding hands. It was definitely Chaewon.”
For a moment, Sunghoon didn’t say anything. His jaw clenched. He felt his pulse thudding in his ears, slow and sharp.
“Y/N wore her cheer uniform that night too,” he said finally, his voice barely above a whisper. “It was red and black.”
Niki froze. His mouth parted, eyes widening as the realization hit him.
hi, i've read chapter one of your 'tell me lies' series. karina just went full on crazy after what hoon said 😭
it was just one chapter, but i could tell that this series is something worth reading. it's written very well and it makes it a motivating read. i'm excited to read chapter two. can't wait for the upcoming chapters.
ps can i be added to the taglist 🥹
genuinely karina's so scary i can't even imagine how it would be sitting there as y/n like i'd be losing my shit 😭 but seriously tysm this is so sweet and means so much that you feel that way about my writing i hope i deliver to your expectations! and ofc i'll add you!
poor wonyoung omg i feel SO bad for her 😭 i might have felt a little sympathy for chaewon if she wasn't such a bitch but oh well yn can keep fw jake cause that's my man!! no but seriously how are they all so evil there is not a single good person in this story 💔 the ending of part 2 was INSANEEE yn and jake are so fucked i need to see what sunghoon is gonna do
I knowwwww omg she's literally being fucked over cause of one mistake she made her first week in college it's literally horrible 🤧 but chaewon oof she's got her own set of problems like she's so deluded in her relationship with jake and thinks its something it's not to the point where she's going to all this length just to get him it's so... 😭 im hoping you guys are enjoying the characters so far well as much as you can with how evil they are lol i know it's different how you don't realy want to rood for anyone cause of how evil everyone is but im so excited for the upcoming chapters thanks for being so patient!
oooooo dramamamama. anyways if i were jake/yn i would’ve strangled tf out of niki for yapping too much. anyways poor wonyoung, she deserved better :((( the girls at KT are a bunch of bitches istg
also can’t wait for the inevitable fight between yn and sunghoon, sunghoon and jake, and karina and chaewon and yn. the plot truly thickens
anyways i gotta sleep :DDD
yeah once they find out this is all cause of niki's inability to shut up he's dead 💀 BUT YEAH #JUSTICE4WONYOUNG
the kt girls are actually hell like they breed the same types of girls each pledge class and they're just as you think super cliquey and mean and exclusive so def not a group of people you'd actually wanna find yourself around like most don't even like each other and even if they do its mostly for selfish reasons and backstabbing is fair game (look at y/n and chaewon lol)
and yes omg its going to be so juicy ugh i can't wait but thank you for this!!
wait im kind of sad the us seems so cool seeing people talk about greek life and sorority's as someone who's lived in Korea my whole life and is wrapping up college here I can promise u there isn't anything close to that lmao the only major groups here are all academic groups of sport groups lol
aww yeah i will say college in america seems almost unlike any other schools its a whole experience of its own with the school spirit and collegiate aspect so i'm so glad i've gotten to experience it i'm sure schools from other countries have their own things and they're just as great but i def feel like the us' college experience is so different like i have friends who went to schools outside of the us and they've visited before and i've always made sure they stayed over weekends so they can experience the whole thing it's always so fun to see their reactions since it's so different from what they're used to
CHAPTER TWO IS FINALLY OUT!!! WOOHOO THANK YOU GUYS FOR WAITING 😭 i was hoping to make it longer but i was so so busy so it is what it is and hopefully the next chapter comes out quicker but seriously thank you guys for all the support it's been insane lol so i hope you guys enjoy AND PLS SEND FEEDBACKS (also it's not editied so pls excuse any mistakes lol) !
also this chapter is where it seriously starts to get super messy like everyone is lying and scheming and its so convoluted and evil its so fun writing these characters hope you enjoy 🤭
Keeping Jake Sim off-limits should’ve been easy. He was your twin’s best friend, the one line you swore you’d never cross. But one reckless night was all it took to ruin that promise, and now you’re trapped in a secret you don’t want to quit. Worse? Your big and one of your closest friends has been obsessed with Jake for years, and as far as everyone else knows, she’s the only one who’s ever had a real shot with him. So you lie to everyone, over and over, and find that the deeper you sink, the easier it feels because maybe the truth is uglier than you’ll ever admit.
You don’t care who gets hurt, as long as it isn’t you.
pairing: frat!jake x fem!oc
genre: angst, smut, fwb, secret relationship, brother's best friend, greek life, college (american), p with plot
wk: 7.1k
warnings: morally gray characters, profanity, lying, greek life, betrayal, toxic relationships, stereotypical frat boys, underage drinking, hypocritical sunghoon, slut-shaming, mentions of bullying, jealousy, mean!dom jake x sub!femoc, unprotected sex, rough sex, oral (m and f recieving), face-fucking, cum eating, recording with consent, breeding kink, white dragon, fingering, facial, daddy kink, crying during sex, creampie, just nasty sex, y/n and jake are actually horrible, but so are chaewon and karina and yunjin, sabotage, so much lies and gossip and messy drama, chaewon is lowkey obsessive and concerningly delusional, lin manuel miranda and tom nook
author's note: lmao not y/n and jake's relationship literally getting fucked over by big-mouthed pledges
The Epsilon Nu house looked almost exactly like Saturday night, just with everyone dressed to fit the mixer’s theme. Normally, at themed mixers or socials like these, you loved seeing how everyone dressed up, but tonight you couldn’t focus on any of it. All you could do was watch Kaarina and Chaewon from across the room. You saw them making their rounds and circling groups of your sorority’s new pledge class like sharks. They were clearly hunting for whichever freshman had supposedly slept with Jake.
Your stomach had been in knots since lunch. You’d called Yunjin in a full panic earlier, and even now your anxiety was still at a high. The longer Karina and Chaewon hunted, the worse it got. Because what if someone had actually seen you and Jake Saturday night? What if all it took was the wrong person whispering in the wrong ear, and suddenly your secret wasn’t a secret anymore?
“You need to chill. You’re gonna end up drawing more attention by acting like a coked-up psycho,” Yunjin hissed in your ear, snapping you out of it. She yanked the crushed solo cup from your hand, giving you a look.
You gave her a sheepish shrug. “Sorry. I just… Fuck, I can’t stop thinking about it. I don’t know what the hell Jake was thinking, coming up with the dumbest lie imaginable. And now look what’s happened; it’s landed on the laps of the two nosiest people alive. You know they’re not gonna let it go until they’ve found who slept with him.”
“Yeah, it was a fucking stupid move, but also he probably panicked and didn’t think.” Yunjin sighed, flicking her bangs out of her eyes. She’d gone all out goth for the theme. She was wearing so much black eyeliner that she looked like a different person. “Have you even talked to him yet?”
“No,” you groaned, rolling your eyes. “I’ve tried calling. He won’t pick up. I haven’t even seen him tonight.”
You were mid-huff when a voice cut through.
“Who haven’t you seen?”
You both whipped your heads around, only to relax when you saw who it was.
Jay.
He looked ridiculous but also kind of perfect for the theme, dressed head-to-toe in a football uniform that even had the shoulder pads in. He took up half the damn kitchen doorway, and you couldn’t help but smile when Yunjin’s whole face lit up. She threw her arms around him, and for a second, you forgot your panic. They really were cute, and honestly, Jay was one of the good ones. You were happy they were getting back together.
“Hey, Jay,” you greeted, giving him a side hug. “You look good. Where’d you even get the uniform? It looks legit.”
He grinned. “Thanks. Borrowed Jake’s old uniform from high school. No idea why he didn’t just wear it, but hey, it was less work for me. Definitely better than whatever that idiot’s got going on.”
He gestured across the room, and you followed his finger to where your twin was at the beer pong table with Heeseung. The two of them whooped when they sank a cup. Sunghoon’s hair was so stiff with gel that not a single strand moved, and he looked ridiculous with the white sweater tied around his shoulder. You and Yunjin both snorted.
“But who were you looking for?” Jay asked, circling back.
Before you could get a word out, Yunjin cut in.
“Speaking of Jake,” she said smoothly, “Y/N’s actually been looking for him.”
Your eyes flew wide. You shot her a glare. Was she out of her fucking mind? She wasn’t actually about to out you—
“She’s just been stressed this week,” Yunjin continued, casual, “and could probably use a smoke.”
Relief hit just as quick. When you met her gaze, she arched a brow, and you knew she’d bought you the perfect excuse. Everyone knew Jake always had a stash.
“Oh, perfect timing then,” Jay said, clueless as ever. “I just came down from the game room. He and Jungwon were smoking up there. Kid’s never touched weed before, so Jake and I gave him a hit, and after just one, he was gone. High out of his mind. Jake and I were fucking dying; seriously, you’ve gotta see it.” Jay cracked himself up just thinking about it.
“Oh uh, perfect then. Yeah, I’ll head up. Thanks,” you said quickly, grabbing your cup back from Yunjin. You gave them a wave and slipped toward the back stairs.
By now, you knew the EN house too well. Even with the alcohol buzzing in your veins, finding the game room upstairs wasn’t hard. The hallway was quiet, the music from downstairs only a muffled thump broken by faint moans bleeding from one of the closed doors. No surprise there. Everyone knew the upstairs was basically off-limits unless you were a brother or invited up. The keypad on the stairwell made sure of it.
The sharp scent of weed grew stronger the closer you got. You didn’t bother knocking before pushing the door open.
Just like Jay promised, Jake and Jungwon were spread across the couch. Jungwon was half-slumped over, furiously mashing buttons on the Switch, while Jake leaned back, joint between his fingers. His head snapped up when he saw you, and his eyes widened in surprise. Beside him, Jungwon’s did too, though his were already so glassy it looked like it took real effort to keep them open.
“Y/N!” Jungwon grinned, waving with way too much energy for someone that high. “Do you wanna play Animal Crossing with me?”
His words came out slurred, and you couldn’t help the laugh that slipped out. You got why Jay was cracking up earlier, Jungwon was clearly high off his mind.
“Sure,” you said, shutting the door behind you. Jake shifted, sliding over to make space in the middle. You dropped down between them. “You guys don’t mind me joining, right?”
Jungwon shook his head hard enough to wobble. “Not at all. In fact, we love your presence.” His eyes darted to Jake, panic flashing across his face. “Wait, I didn’t mean that in a weird way. I swear I don’t have intentions, I just meant-”
“Kid, shut up,” Jake cut in, deadpan, but you could see he was amused as he sported a faint grin.
Jungwon pouted but went back to his game. You had to smother another laugh.
You’d been pissed when you first found out Jake let Jungwon in on your secret, but seeing him now, in front of you, you couldn’t stay mad. Jungwon was harmless. Sweet even and definitely not the type that would purposely let out your secret to hurt you.
“So, you’ve been up here all night?” you asked, finally turning to Jake. He offered you the joint and you took it, inhaling deep. The smoke burned your throat, but the sting loosened your body, easing you further into the couch. You passed it back.
“Pretty much. I went downstairs for a little, but wasn’t feeling it,” he said with a shrug, pushing his glasses back up his nose.
That’s when you noticed his outfit.
Jake had gone full nerd for the theme with thick glasses and a button-up shirt that left a couple of the buttons open showing some skin. It should’ve looked stupid, but instead, he looked really fucking hot. Too hot. And you hadn’t seen him in days. With alcohol and weed fogging your system, staring at him was dangerous. You forced yourself to look away, fixing your eyes on Jungwon instead.
You almost lost it again once you actually took in what he was wearing.
Jungwon sat there in jorts and an obnoxious Hamilton shirt so loud that if you stared at it long enough, you were sure you’d get a migraine. Multiple photos of Lin-Manuel Miranda’s face were plastered in neon graphics all across the shirt, and you couldn’t help but wonder where the hell he even found this shirt. He was obviously dressed as a theater kid, and you didn’t know how you even missed it when you first walked in.
“I fucking hate Tom Nook,” Jungwon muttered suddenly, scowling at the screen. Then, overdramatically like a child, he groaned, snapped the Switch off, and crossed his arms. “I don’t want to play anymore.”
You and Jake caught each other’s eyes and instantly broke into quiet laughter.
“Buddy, you good?” Jake asked, voice strained from holding back another laugh.
Jungwon mumbled something under his breath, probably still cursing the raccoon, which only you and Jake crack harder.
“Whatever. I’m going downstairs. I need a drink after how much that little shit ripped me off.”
He pushed to his feet, stomping toward the door like a sulky kid. You covered your mouth to keep from laughing too loud, and Jake, at this point, wasn’t even trying to hide the fact that he was losing his shit cause of the kid.
But before Jungwon twisted the knob, he turned, eyes narrowing at both of you and somehow ignoring the fact that the two of you were openly laughing at him.
“Also, you better not fuck on that couch. This room’s my favorite, and I saw what you did to Niki’s room. If you ruin my safe space, I swear to God I’ll actually kill myself and haunt you for the rest of your miserable lives.”
And with that, he stormed out, door slamming behind him.
Silence hung for a beat. Then you and Jake looked at each other and burst into laughter again.
“Jesus, I’ve never seen anyone high like that,” you said, wiping at the tears in your eyes from laughing so hard.
“You should’ve seen him earlier. He kept telling me and Jay that his butt felt tingly and that he was scared that it was because he hadn’t gotten his prostate exam yet.” Jake snorted as he passed you the joint, and even as you brought the joint to your lips and inhaled, you could feel the corners of your lips twitching. Just the fact that Jungwon even got this high was just too fucking funny.
“Yeah, I ran into Jay before I came up. He couldn’t stop laughing, telling me how the two of you got Jungwon high.” You inhaled, held it, then passed the joint back. It was nearly burned down to the filter. Jake took one last drag before crushing it out in the tray.
The buzz settled in fast; that warm feeling of being crossfaded washed over you. You leaned closer without thinking, sinking into Jake’s body heat, and his arm tightened around your shoulders, pulling you snug against him.
“You know Chaewon and Karina are downstairs harassing every KT freshman, right?” you finally said, cutting through the haze. It killed the light mood instantly, but you couldn’t sit on it. This was what you came up to talk to him about anyway.
Jake sighed behind you. You reached up, threading your fingers through his where they rested on your shoulder.
“Yeah, I saw your text earlier,” he admitted. “I just didn’t wanna deal with it today. Sorry.”
You frowned, pulling back enough to look at him. “You could’ve at least let me know that.” Your voice came out sharper than you meant, but you didn’t care. You’d been spiraling all day, and here he was admitting that he had ignored you on purpose.
“Baby, I’m sorry,” he murmured, giving your hand a squeeze. “I just didn’t think they’d find out. Especially not from your brother of all people.”
You let out a harsh breath. “Yeah, well, they did. And now Karina and Chaewon won’t stop until they find out which freshman you supposedly fucked.”
Silence stretched, heavy. The dizziness from the intoxication pressed down harder, your eyelids heavy, your chest tight.
Then Jake said, almost too casually. “Then, why don’t we just pick one?”
Your eyes flew open. You twisted toward him, blinking through the haze to make sure you heard right. “What?”
“I’m serious, if they won’t let it go,” he said evenly, “then let’s give them a freshman. I’m sure Yunjin can spread a rumor. By tomorrow, everyone will know.” He shrugged like it was nothing.
You stared at him, stunned. His bloodshot eyes blinked back at you, his face too relaxed for the weight of what he was saying.
The thought was fucked. Throwing some random freshman to Karina and Chaewon when you knew exactly how ruthless they could be. The girl’s life would be hell. But the worst part? It was actually tempting.
Jake must’ve seen the conflict on your face, because his arm tugged you closer until you were tucked against him again. His mouth dipped to your neck, as his lips found your sweet spot immediately, pressing slow, deliberate kisses that had your body softening against him. A small sound slipped from your throat. You knew exactly what he was doing, yet you still didn’t stop him.
“C’mon, Y/N,” he murmured against your skin, his voice low, coaxing. “You know it’s the fastest way to get them off our asses. I started this, so let me fix it. I’m literally handing you the perfect solution.” His hand slid down your thigh, fingers pressing as your cheer skirt bunched higher.
He nipped at your jaw, his breath hot at your ear. “How about this, you go downstairs, tell Yunjin to pick whichever KT pledge she wants, and start spreading the rumor. Then you and I leave. We can go back to your place, and I’ll let you do whatever the fuck you want with me.”
And of course, you nodded.
“Fuck, Y/N.”
You honestly didn’t even know how long you’d been on your knees for. It was definitely long enough that they’d be bruised tomorrow, but that was the least of your worries, seeing as you hadn’t been able to breathe in what felt like forever. Your makeup was beyond ruined by now, mascara streaking, lipstick smeared, and the hair you’d carefully styled earlier was a wreck. Jake made sure of that when he brutally pushed your head down his dick as he weaved his hand in your hair.
You were smacking at his bare thigh, indicating your need for air as your throat violently convulsed around his dick. Tears wouldn’t stop streaming as your gag reflex was pushed past its limit and bubbles of his precum escaped from the corner of your mouth, forming a white ring around his dick, and a bit even made its way up your nose.
Just when you thought you might pass out, your vision blurring and even spots flashing, he finally let up, pulling you off him.
You gasped hard, coughing as you choked on air, desperate just to breathe. But the relief barely lasted a second before he yanked you back down, your throat being invaded again.
Jake pushed you down so far that you couldn’t even comprehend how your throat was even accommodating him before he pulled your hair into a ponytail and started dragging you up and down his dick. The obscene sounds of you gagging as Jake loudly moaned echoed in the otherwise quiet apartment. Your nails dug deep into his thighs as you tried your best to relax, but you were desperate for air again, and your body couldn’t stop squirming.
“Fuck, I’m coming,” Jake grunted, his jaw tight, mouth open, eyes locked on you even as his hand reached for the phone beside him. For a second, you were blinded by the flash; he was taking a video of you as he started guiding you up and down his dick even faster before fully shoving you down to his pubic bone.
You felt warm liquid fill your throat as the familiar salty taste flooded your mouth, but he shoved his cum way too far down, and there was just so much that you couldn’t stop yourself from choking around his dick, causing Jake to yank you off him. As you violently coughed while still trying to swallow everything down, you could even feel cum forcibly coming out from your nose. It was disgusting, and you were a mess, yet he still wasn't done cumming as you started to feel him on your face. You flinched a little as warm ropes of his cum shot onto you, and as more hit your face, you even felt it going in your eyes. The sting was brutal, causing more tears to flow down your face, and you knew you probably looked beyond saving.
It was almost absurd how much he came, and when you finally felt him stop, you tried your best to wipe everything out of your eyes. It was everywhere on your face, hair, and even dripping down your cheer uniform, which was definitely ruined by now.
“Jesus, Y/N, you look fucking disgusting. My own personal little cum slut, huh?” He gently gripped your head again before moving it around slowly in front of his phone, making sure to get everything on video.
He then gripped his dick before softly tapping the tip against your lip. You knew what he wanted you to do, and you sighed but gave in as you started licking up the leftover cum that was on his dick, making sure to clean everything up, even down to his balls.
The flash cut out, and Jake tossed his phone somewhere onto the couch before yanking the blanket over. He dragged it across your face, wiping at the mess, but he wasn’t doing much more than smearing it. Your false lashes were clumped and definitely ruined while your eyes were still burning. You snatched the blanket from him, trying your best to clean your face, at least your eyes, until you could finally see again before blowing your nose on it as well. When you pulled it back, it was streaked all over with a filthy mix of cum and snot. Yunjin would kill you if she saw what you’d done to her blanket, but that was a problem for later. You tossed it aside and swung yourself onto Jake’s lap.
His eyes were glazed, a mix of the orgasm and the weed, and a lazy grin stretched across his face like he was proud of what he’d just put you through.
You shook your head, annoyed, and your breath was still uneven. “You’re a fucking dick, you know that?”
“Yeah?” Jake laughed under his breath, and before you could react, he flipped you onto the couch so fast, trading places in one smooth motion. He shoved your skirt up, forcing your legs apart, bending your knees until your feet dug into the cushions.
Your entire core was exposed, and your tiny thong did nothing to hide how wet you were. You saw Jake send you one last smirk as he bit his lips, and without a warning, he dove in.
Without hesitation, he went straight to lapping at your pussy through your thong. He still had his glasses on, the lenses fogging up, and the sight alone nearly undid you. It was the hottest fucking thing you’d ever seen, and the way he was pleasing you had your eyes rolling to the back of your head.
“Fuck Jake,” you could barely pant out, and you could feel him smiling against your pussy as he heard the shake in your voice.
“Feel good, babe?” You couldn’t even answer him, too drunk on the sensation, the only response you could give was just moans.
And then without warning, he ripped your thong off you, and your eyes shot open as you looked down at him.
“Jake, I fucking loved that one!”
The frown on your face was barely even there for a second, though, as your face contorted again when he dove back into your now bare pussy. He sucked on your clit, pulling the sweetest noises out from you before moving his mouth down to lap at your lips. You could feel yourself practically gushing out with how wet he was making you.
“Sweetheart, I’ll buy you more,” he lifts his head up slightly, and you spot the bottom half of his face glistening as he sends you another smile before lowering his head back down.
He ate you out like a starved man, and your hands made their way down to his hair, gripping it hard. The pleasure was overwhelming, especially since you were still very much intoxicated, making you so much more sensitive. And once he started rubbing your clit with his thumb as he shoved his tongue in and out of your pulsing hole, you lost it. You pushed his head deeper into you as your head hung off the back of the couch, unable to hold it up.
And just as you felt yourself getting close to your release, you felt him rip away. But before you could complain, he ripped your skirt off before quickly moving up to rub his cock against your entrance.
His tip cocked at your clit in a way that made you shudder, and then without a warning, you felt him push in just enough to feel the stretch. Jake paused, giving you a second to prepare yourself, and then he pushed in further.
Both of you groaned together loudly as he bottomed out. The stretch was familiar and painful, but it always was, and by now you welcomed the sensation because you knew that the pain was always followed by indescribable pleasure.
With Jake, it was always different. It was a kind of pleasure you’d never felt before, despite how many guys came before him. Looking back, it was almost laughable that you’d actually thought that you had ever been satisfied by them. But nothing compared. Whatever it was about Jake, the way he touched you, the way he knew you, it felt impossible that anyone else could ever replicate it. And that was why you couldn’t quit him, no matter how much you knew you should.
“Ugh,” Jake grunted out as he gritted his teeth, “How are you always so tight. By now I’ve fucked you over a hundred times, yet you're always tighter than a virgin.”
His brows furrowed, and you could see how tight he was gripping the couch as he thrusted into you. The position he had you in made it so that you felt him impossibly deep, and you couldn’t help but reach out to his outstretched arm, holding tight as you used it to try and keep you stable.
The lewd sounds of his balls slapping violently fast against your drooling pussy were embarrassingly loud, but instead, you found yourself unable to stop moaning as you clenched around his dick tighter the louder the noises got. Jake seemed to be the same as you heard him groaning and panting loudly from above you, unable to tear his gaze from where the two of you were connected.
“Jake, Jake, Jake,” you mewled out like it was a prayer. You clutched him tightly, unwilling to let go as your legs wrapped themselves around him tightly, wanting to feel him closer and deeper.
You could feel every vein on his dick scraping against your pulsing walls, and you couldn’t help but drool as your tongue hung out at how good he was making you feel. You had no control over your body, drunk on pleasure, and you felt like you were going to melt straight into the couch.
Jake reached to push your uniform top, helping you yank it off before he reached for your bare breasts, tweaking a nipple as he lowered his lips to suck on the other one. You were beyond sensitive, and every touch from him felt like fire on your skin.
“Drunk off my dick, look at you drooling like a fucking whore. You’re a slut, huh? My own personal cumdump?”
When you didn’t respond, he gripped your jaw tight as your big eyes rounded as tears welled in your eyes at how good you were feeling. You felt yourself trying your best to nod, but it wasn’t good enough.
He gripped your face tighter as he continued to batter against your cervix at an impossible pace, “Fucking say it. Tell me exactly what you are.”
“I’m- I’m your slut, your cum dump! Use me daddy. I’m yours, only yours,” you finally pulled yourself together enough to beg as a tear rolled down your face. At your words, you could see Jake’s jaw clench as his own eyes rolled in pleasure.
You knew how much that specific word affected him, and you could feel his thrusts getting faster and harder. Jake was pounding deep into your cervix, and you could feel him trying to drive himself even deeper into you, as if he was trying to reach your womb.
“Fuck, I'm gonna fill you up, fucking breed this pussy.“ Jake groaned out clearly intoxicated in pleasure.
“Yes, yes, please, I wanna be overflowing with your cum,” you begged, and you felt yourself reaching that brink of snapping. You knew you were so close as you reached out and gripped the back of his neck before yanking him down to meet your lips.
He groaned in your mouth as your lips and tongues sucked each other in. And then you felt it. Like a jolt of electricity running through you, you could feel yourself frozen in place, clearly overtaken by the orgasm. You felt as Jake also reached his climax as he came inside of you. Your inner thighs shook as you rode your high, and Jake kept pumping himself in you as he continued to cum. Like you asked, you were being filled to the brim with him. He had cum so much that you could even feel it slowly escaping from your pussy and dripping down into your other hole. Your pussy pulsed around him as he finally finished, and the two of you stayed wrapped in each other, not wanting to detach.
A couple of moments later, Jake tightly gripped you before he moved your connected body to a more comfortable position where the two of you were able to lie down on the couch.
You were beyond beat, not to mention still drunk and high, but you still gave him a small smile, which he reciprocated before giving you small kisses on your neck and adjusting so that he was spooning you from behind.
He was still inside of you as you could feel his cum plugged deep within you. Small drips continued to run out, but you couldn’t bother to care for it, and instead, you reached for the blanket you previously used and wrapped it around the two of you. You make sure the side you used to wipe your face earlier wasn’t touching either of you, and then finally, the exhaustion took over as you felt yourself lulling into sleep.
The plan had worked almost too well. By the time you and Jake finally woke up on the couch the next morning, your phones were blowing up nonstop.
You’d always known Yunjin was your ride-or-die, the one person you could trust with anything. Loyal to the bone and fiercely protective. But it unsettled you sometimes, how fast she said yes to everything and anything you asked of her.
She hadn’t even blinked before agreeing to help cover for you and Jake over the summer, not to mention her lack of hesitation last night. Maybe the alcohol played a role yesterday, but you knew better. She would’ve said yes sober, too and that scared you the lengths she’d go for you. Especially when you couldn’t honestly say you’d do the same for her.
“Okay, but how’re we supposed to get Jungwon in on this?” Jake muttered, pacing the living room with his arms crossed. “The kid’s not obligated to lie for us. He only promised to keep his mouth shut, not lie.” He looked wrecked, and now sober, he finally seemed to realize just how much bigger this had gotten.
You rolled your eyes from the couch. “This is all your fucking idea. If you’d picked literally anyone else, we’d be fine. But no, you had to drag KT and Jungwon into all this. Now look what we’re dealing with.”
“Yeah, I fucking get it. You don’t have to keep reminding me,” Jake snapped, his glare cutting sharp. “And don’t forget that you also agreed to all this last night. Nobody actually forced you to go to Yunjin.”
You shot upright, a frown twisting your face. “I was fucking drunk and high. Jake are you seriously tryna act like that wasn’t all you too? You’re such a dick you know that? You’re literally the one who-”
“I what?” he barked back, jaw tight. “I didn’t force you to do anything.”
“You literally fucking manipulated me into-”
“Jesus, seriously stop,” Yunjin’s sharp voice cut through. She sat on the loveseat, arms crossed, glaring at both of you as she huffed. “Maybe instead of blaming each other, we focus on coming up with a plan that can actually help us not get our heads chopped off by our best friends?”
You didn’t miss the disgust in her voice. She was still pissed, refusing to sit on the couch after walking in on you and Jake (unfortunately again) naked and making no effort to hide what you’d done. And thank God she hadn’t noticed the blanket yet, or you’d both be dead. You just prayed you could get it in the washer before she did.
“At least we can thank you for picking Wonyoung,” you said finally, forcing your voice even. “That was smart. Karina was probably already planning to go after her anyway.”
Jang Wonyoung had been one of the girls you rushed in the first round, and instantly you knew she’d be a Kappa Theta. She fit the part too perfectly, and it was no surprise when her name showed up on the bid list. Everyone had been excited about her at first. But that excitement didn’t even last a day.
Winter had been her bid day buddy, but she clearly hadn’t helped Wonyoung out the way you and Yunjin had with Yunah and Minju. The poor girl hadn’t gotten the rundown on who was off limits before, and that night at the EN bid day party, Wonyoung, drunk out of her mind, walked straight up to your twin and basically asked if he wanted to fuck.
You remembered exactly how furious Karina was, and she hadn’t forgiven Wonyoung since. Even though Wonyoung apologized the next morning, swearing she hadn’t known, the damage was already done.
And it only got worse. That same night, after Sunghoon turned her down, she started telling the other freshmen how she thought Jay was “so fucking hot.” Then, as if that wasn’t enough, she practically cornered Jake too, asking him if he wanted to leave with her (you didn’t even find out about that part until this morning). Minju had told Yunjin yesterday about the Jay and Jake thing, swearing that since that night, the whole pledge class already thought Wonyoung was desperate.
So yeah, it made sense why Yunjin picked her. Everyone knew how jealous and possessive your best friend could get when it came to Jay, and if Wonyoung had already thrown herself at him, Sunghoon, and Jake in the same night, it wasn’t hard to spin the story that she was eventually able to convince Jake to sleep with her.
And the timing couldn’t have been worse for Wonyoung. She was already at the bottom of the house hierarchy. Her own pledge class had sided with the older girls, and everyone was whispering “pathetic pick me” behind her back because of one drunken night. Add in the new rumor that she’d gone after Jay and Jake too (thanks to Yunjin making sure Minju spread it to everyone last night), and Wonyoung wasn’t just desperate anymore. She was the desperate slut who got chosen over Chaewon.
Jake sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose before finally looking at you. “Fine,” he muttered. “I’ll talk to Jungwon. See if I can get him to keep his mouth shut, at least until this blows over.”
Yunjin nodded, satisfied, but you stayed silent, jaw tight. Jake could feel your stare burning through him. He knew what you were thinking, and part of him wanted to fight for your forgiveness, just to say 'I’m sorry' and mean it, but pride got in the way. It always did.
He was angry too. Angry that you kept throwing this on him, like he hadn’t already been losing sleep over it. So he just rolled his eyes, forced a tight smile at Yunjin, and grabbed his keys from the table before storming out. The door slammed so hard the frame rattled.
You sat there for a second, staring at it. Then the words just spilled out. “I fucking hate him.”
Yunjin snorted. “Yeah, sure. You hate him so much that I literally found you two spooning naked not even an hour ago.”
You shot her a glare. “You know that doesn’t mean shit. He’s still a fucking asshole. I’m just…” Your voice cracked. “I’m so tired of this bullshit.”
Yunjin sighed, hesitating. You could see it, the way she bit her lip, deciding whether or not to push.
“Well,” she said carefully, “If it’s really getting to you, you don’t have to keep doing this. You can just… stop. You know that, right?”
You turned toward her, defensive. “What are you saying?”
She hesitated but didn’t look away. “You could just end it. Whatever you and Jake are doing, it’s the reason you’re both in this mess. You could just stop. You said it yourself, it’s no strings attached. So end it. Let it die before it ruins everything.”
You didn’t answer right away. You couldn’t. Because she was right and her words hit you harder than you wanted to admit. This whole thing had spun so far past what it was supposed to be, and if you were smart, really smart, you’d walk away.
But you couldn’t.
You opened your mouth, then closed it again. All that came out was a shaky breath.
“Babe,” Yunjin said softly, her voice careful now, “it’s more than that, isn’t it?”
You tried to shake your head, but you couldn’t. You wanted to deny it, to laugh, to act like she was being ridiculous, but you couldn’t because she wasn’t wrong. You had felt it. You knew that you had tried to fight it, both of you had, but it hadn’t worked. It was already too late.
“Yunjin, no,” you said weakly, “I swear, I didn’t mean for this to happen. I don’t even like him. He’s such an ass, and we’re so bad for each other.” Your voice cracked, trembling between anger and exhaustion. “We can’t.
You could feel your eyes burning as your voice broke. You hated how weak you sounded. Yunjin moved before you could stop her, wrapping her arms around you and pulling you in tight.
“This is so fucked,” you whispered.
But it wasn’t just fucked. It was impossible.
A tear slipped down your cheek, followed by another, until you couldn’t tell if you were shaking from anger or heartbreak. Because now that you’d said it out loud, now that the truth hung between you, it hit you all at once.
Even if you and Jake somehow worked it out, even if you both swallowed your pride, even if you admitted what this actually was, it still couldn’t happen. Not with everything and everyone standing between you.
Because the second Sunghoon found out, it’d be over. He’d never forgive either of you. You’d lose your brother. Jake would lose his best friend. And Chaewon… you couldn’t even think about what it would do to her and how it would quite literally ruin all of your relationships you made at school.
It was cruel how you had somehow found yourself trapped in something you couldn’t quit but also couldn’t keep. And the worst part was realizing that you still couldn’t find it in yourself to walk away.
You’d already fallen too far into Jake for you to climb out and save yourself.
Chaewon had to admit it, today might’ve been one of the worst days of her life.
Getting woken up to a flood of texts from her friends saying that the one KT freshman who already caused so much drama was apparently the girl Jake had slept with was enough to ruin her entire week. But the part that hurt more was the small, desperate hope that maybe it wasn’t true. Maybe it was a rumor, maybe he’d been too drunk to remember, maybe it was just people talking shit.
She knew it was stupid.
The rumor had come straight from Jake’s mouth, but still, she wanted to believe it was a mistake. That he was too drunk to remember clearly.
But that hope shattered hours later when she finally texted him, asking straight up if it was true, attaching a screenshot she got from Wonyoung’s Instagram. His response came five hours later.
honestly i was pretty drunk but looks like her yeah sorry chae.
The words felt like a slap. The lack of emotion in them made her chest ache. He didn’t even sound sorry. Not a single hint of guilt, not even an attempt to care that he’d ditched her, someone he’d been talking to for months, for a random freshman he barely knew.
He hadn’t even come up to her the next morning, begging on his knees for forgiveness. He hadn’t said anything at all. And yeah, she knew they weren’t technically dating, but it had felt like they were. He’d made her believe they were.
She’d spent the whole day replaying everything in her head, every text, the flirting, all the times he’d hugged her when they saw each other at parties. Trying to figure out what changed. They hadn’t been as close over the summer, sure, but she’d been busy with her internship. He knew that. He still texted her anyway, and she thought they were fine.
So what the fuck had happened?
By night, the heartbreak she had felt curdled into something darker. Jealousy. Rage. Wonyoung became the face of everything that had gone wrong.
“Karina, I can’t do this,” Chaewon had said, voice shaking as she paced her room. “I need that bitch to know she’s nothing. Everyone needs to know she’s nothing to him. Especially when I’m still here.”
Karina didn’t even hesitate. She was angry too; angry for Chaewon, and probably also because she’d never liked Wonyoung to begin with. “You know what we could do?” she said, a smirk tugging at her lips.
Chaewon looked up. “What?”
“Well,” Karina started, “remember how I told you Sunghoon and the boys think Jake’s been sneaking around with someone? What if I told him that the girl was you? I know I already told him it wasn’t, but Sunghoon definitely still thinks it’s you. Once he tells the others, it’ll spread fast. Everyone will think you’ve been Jake’s girl this whole time. And by the end of the week, we can probably get Wonyoung to drop KT too. We can fucking get rid of that whore for good.”
Chaewon’s lips parted, processing the words. Then she laughed, quiet at first, then louder. It actually felt good. Like she could finally breathe again.
It made perfect sense. People already saw her and Jake together at parties. Everyone already assumed something was going on. This would just confirm what they already believed.
“Karina, that’s fucking perfect,” she said, smiling for the first time all day. “You’re actually a genius.”
It was fucked, and she knew it. But it was smart. Wonyoung would back off, people wouldn’t stop talking about her and Jake, and Jake would understand once he heard. He always teased her about people assuming they were together, and she’d always had a feeling he probably liked it.
He just wasn’t good at showing it.
And in Chaewon’s mind, that meant everything was still fine.
Sunghoon had a shit-eating grin on his face. He fucking knew it.
Of course, Jake had been sleeping with Chaewon this whole time; who else could it have been? It made perfect sense. Every time someone brought it up, Jake brushed it off too fast, too casual, like he was hiding something. Sunghoon almost wanted to laugh. Finally, everything made sense.
He didn’t even stop to think before typing out a text to Jay and Heeseung, repeating exactly what Karina had just told him. Told you I was right. He hit send with a smug little satisfaction just as footsteps came up behind him.
“Man, did you hear about Chaewon and Jake?”
Jesus. How fast did news even travel around here? Sunghoon turned his head, and when he saw Niki’s face, grinning, like he’d just been handed the juiciest gossip, he couldn’t help but laugh.
“Yeah, Karina told me,” Sunghoon said, chuckling, while still scrolling through his phone. “I’ve been suspecting it for a while.”
“Oh, yeah, I’m not surprised either,” Niki said easily, leaning back. “I mean, I literally saw them sneaking out together the other night. Kind of obvious.”
Sunghoon froze mid-scroll, his eyes flicking toward him.
“Wait, what night?”
“The KT mixer,” Niki said easily. “Yeah, I saw them leave together. Jake was holding her hand.”
Sunghoon’s brow furrowed. That didn’t make sense.
He’d been drinking that night, sure, but not enough to forget something like that. Chaewon had been with him and Karina the whole time. They’d walked her home.
“Uh, no,” he said slowly, sitting up. “That’s not possible. Karina and I were with her the whole night.”
Now it was Niki’s turn to frown. “Wait, what? Wasn’t she the one dressed as a cheerleader?”
“Yeah, she was. But it couldn’t have been her; we literally walked her home.” Sunghoon frowned. “Maybe you mixed her up with someone else who also dressed as a cheerleader?”
Niki shook his head, firm. “No, man. I swear it was her. She had the black and red uniform, the bow in her hair. No one else was wearing anything like that.”
Sunghoon went still. His stomach dropped, the grin long gone. “Niki,” he said quietly, his voice tight, “you’re sure Jake left with a cheerleader wearing black and red?”
“Yeah, one hundred percent. I swear I saw them so clearly. I even saw him grabbing her ass before they walked out holding hands. It was definitely Chaewon.”
For a moment, Sunghoon didn’t say anything. His jaw clenched. He felt his pulse thudding in his ears, slow and sharp.
“Y/N wore her cheer uniform that night too,” he said finally, his voice barely above a whisper. “It was red and black.”
Niki froze. His mouth parted, eyes widening as the realization hit him.
also for those of you who don't live in the us do you have anything equivilant to greek life? like what clubs do you join are there any social organizations? it's so interesting to know that greek life is only in the us like what do the rest of you guys have
sorry guys im so busy this month and i know so many of you guys are waiting for the next chapter but it might take a little longer thanks for waiting 🤧
i was scrolling through your page when you said you are currently in a sorority when answering another anon’s question. i’m aussie and we don’t have stuff like greek life so i’m really curious about what that’s like (other than the hazing)
i honestly loved being in greek life so much since my school was pretty big on it and it was where i met so many of my closest friends and just had amazing experiences that definitely shaped my overall college experience! it's honestly nothing like you see in shows and movies (or even fics you read on here 😭 im so sorry i just always cringe so hard when i see frat/sorority fics on here that are just so obviously not accurate or written by people who have been in greek life) that's definitely all exaggerated and also through greek life i actually was able to gain so much experience by being on executive board and something people don't know/ever talk about is how so much of being in a greek organization is the philanthropic aspect like my chapter had a couple different philanthropies and each semester we did so many fun events to raise money and volunteered a lot to give back to our community and it was genuinely so fun and rewarding especially since one of our philanthropies was helping kids so yes while lots of the greek experience has to do with the social aspect, it's not just that there's so much more to it
ALSO VERY IMPORTANT but hazing isn't a thing in panhellenic sororities (can't be sure about any other since i have heard some sus stuff about my friends who were in asian-interest or d9 and it's def a thing in frats) but i promise it's genuinely not a thing in panhel sororities BECAUSE they keep such a strict leash on hazing that if even a doubt of it gets back to nationals/the school it will get your chapter suspended or even kicked off campus like it's so strict that one time somehow a video of a friend of mine's sorority on bid day got leaked where in the video i think people were getting iced just for funsies genuinely no one was forcing anyone and because of that 15sec clip it was deemed that her sorority was hazing the new members and they were suspended for that semester it was horrible so everyone is so careful cause they don't want that happening to their chapter but atleast from my experience i have never come across anyone being hazed in panhel
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