college au sukuna x reader (unexpected turn, angsty, smut, p in v, oral {fem rec.})
uhh first fanfic kinda nervyâŠ.
It was your sophomore year of college when you met him. You were going for a lousy degree you didnât care for, your parents pushed you into it, forcing you to leave your love and passion for baking behind. You were staying in a small sorority house with about 10 girls, only because to no surprise your parents told you to.
Sukuna was going for engineering, he was already in his junior year. He worked hard to take care of his grandpa and his younger brothers, he was living steady with his own apartment away from campus. He had a handful of friends and a beautiful girlfriend who lived states away from him.
The sorority you were in was throwing another party, you usually showed up for 5 minutes to keep your appearance and then leave somewhere quieter but tonight you felt like enjoying some drinks and the presence of strangers. When you walked downstairs from your room the party was already up and booming, you walked into the kitchen looking for something to drink when you bumped into him. Youâre quickly turning around to apologize for stumbling into whoever it was meeting the eyes of Sukuna Ryomen, then down to his soaking wet shirt.
âI am so sorryâ you muttered âI could dry that for you real quick.â
âNo itâs fi-â he began before you cut him off already pulling him by the arm to the laundry room.
Thatâs how you ended up with a shirtless sukuna sitting around waiting in the laundry room for his shirt to dry.
âSo.. you here alone?â You broke the silence first but he was too busy staring at your face before he registered you were talking to him.
âOh uh i have a girlfriendâ he said scratching his head awkwardly. He didnât know why but he felt like he needed to say it out loud more to remind himself.
âNot what I asked but okayâ you shrugged looking around the small room.
Before he could correct himself the dryer chimed signaling that his time with you was up shirt was dry. You took it out and lightly tossed it at him before walking out without another word, he watched you leave only noticing the thin white ribbon wrapped around your neck forming a little bow in the front as you walked past him and that was the last time you crossed paths that night.
There was yet again another party hosted by none other then your sorority sisters, finals just passed so naturally everyone wanted to let loose and celebrate surviving such a long semester. You actually noticed him this time, standing in the kitchen with his arms folded and staring off into nothing.
âHowâs your girlfriend?â Your voice woke him up from his little bubble
âWe broke upâ he stated as he looked over to you, his eyes finding the ribbon wrapped around your neck and then your eyes
âDamn. Not true love?â You joked with a teasing smile spreading across your face
He grimaced before recalling how he flew out to visit her only to find her cheating on him with an older guy, he didnât seem sad about it, honestly when he was telling the story he was laughing and joking between it all. After that you guys stayed in the kitchen talking then moved to the couch when the party moved outside to the pool.
The two of you sat there for hours just talking about almost anything and everything.
âI wanted to go to pastry school and have my own little bakeryâ you sighed as your fingers clutched the small decorative pillow you were holding.
âWhy donât you?â He questioned staring at your saddened eyes.
âMy parents would kill me if I dropped outâ that had sukuna scoffing
âI think you should, youâre gonna end up hating your life for pushing yourself for a career you donât wantâ he stared at you while you rolled your eyes
âItâs just not that easy, okay?â your voice came out harsher than you had expected but he just hummed moving on from that subject
Somehow you ended up in your room the door closed and the lights dimmed low as you lay on your bed in your bra and panties, sukuna stood near your bed just observing you.
âI think I adore youâŠ.â Sukuna muttered softly, he knew from the moment you bumped into him at that party that he felt something for you but he couldnât act on it.
That night he made love to you as if he didnât just break up with his girlfriend of 3 years two weeks ago but he didnât think about her once while you were together.
Itâs been six months since sukuna and you have started officially dating, he truly did adore you like he said, everyone knew you were his and he was yours. You spent almost every waking minute together, even going to visit him while he was at work which you were currently going to do right now.
You havenât heard from sukuna in a couple days, you knew sometimes he got too caught in his work and trying to maintain college too, so you decided to bring him lunch.
Walking into the crowded restaurant you sat at the bar knowing he would notice you sooner or later, he worked as a server at this fancy restaurant, when he finally saw he you he held up his finger signaling for you to give him one minute before walking away again.
When he finally came back he pulled you into a hug before dragging you into a secluded booth, âHey, i missed youâ sukuna says before giving you a small peck
âI missed you tooâ you say returning his affection âIâve been trying to get ahold of youâ
âI know.. I need to talk to you about somethingâ his voice turned serious quick which had you looking up at him with furrowed brows, before he could continue to tell you whatever was wrong with him, his boss yelled for him âIâm sorry baby I have to get back to work. Come over to mine when i get off?â
Thats exactly what you did, zipping to his place when you got the text from him saying he was finally home. You didnât know what to expect to hear him say but whatever came to mind wasnât close to the trauma you were about to go through.
You guys were sitting quietly on the coach when he gave you the envelope, you opened it carefully not knowing what to expect and this certainly wasnât it. You threw the envelope and the papers inside on the ground after reading them begging for him to tell you it wasnât true but it was, sukuna had been selected for the draft. You knew that your country was in war but you didnât know it was this serious, you wept on sukunaâs shoulder all throughout the night until you both fell asleep only to wake up to the same reality.
The two of you quickly decided to get married, you had only a couple months together before he was to be shipped off. You felt as time slipped your fingers, the months felt so little as you counted down the days hoping a miracle would happen and they would just let you keep him but that wasnât going to happen.
It was your final day of being together, you had hosted a barbecue inviting his family, your family, and his friends. When it was all over you lay in your bed as he showers, when he comes out the bathroom you watch him as he walks around the room, only wrapped up in a towel, looking for his pajamas until he hears your whimpers. When he finally looks at you, youâre full on sobbing and he understands why, this is the last time he might actually see your face. Heâs just as scared as you are, he sits on the bed dragging your shaking body into his arms until heâs holding you whispering that everything would be okay.
âEverything isnât okay Sukuna! Why do they have to take you from me!â You cried into his chest until heâs grabbed your chin forcing you to look up at him
âEverything is fine, okay? I know this is hard but I promise iâll come back to youâ he rested his forehead against yours for a second looking you in your teary eyes before bringing his lips down to capture yours in a kiss. It started slow, both of you wanted to savor this feeling forever never wanting it to endâŠ
His lips pulled away from yours going down to sloppily kiss your neck as you begin to slightly grind down on his lap, the towel doing little to hide his bulge.
Small moans escaped you now as he begin kissing his way down you chest, he took you of his lap laying you down on the bed, his mouth finding your pebbled nipples. He sucked and licked until your moans drowned out hi thoughts, he kept going lowering down your body till his mouth met the waistband of your panties.
His eyes find yours and he pulls your panties down, âlift your hips up babyâ his voice much raspier than usual, and you listened like you always did.
When our panties came off her spread your thighs just staring at your glistening cunt like this would be his last time (gulp). Finally he lowered bringing his mouth to your cunt, his tongue collecting you wetness at your hole before dragging it up to your bundle of nerves. He was using all his experience to satisfy you in this moment, to distract you of whatâs going to happen tomorrow. He uses his fingers to hold you open and hold back the hood of your clit. He was always so messy with it getting your juices all over his chin.
He moves his head back for a second âmhmm youâre my good girlâ his words coming out like silk and making you wetter than you already were, he plays with your pussy with his fingers while he dirty talks you until his fingers are wet and sticky.
âBeg for my fingers like the good girl that you areâ, he was always praising you through it, and so you did exactly what he was asking for.
âPleaseee sukunaâ your voice sounds so sweet to him, âP-please kuna.. wanâ you to fuck me with your fingersâ so he did. He couldnât hold back on you any longer diving his long fingers into your dripping hole. He moved them just how he knew you liked it till you creamed all over his fingers, he leaned back staring at your writhing body and brought his fingers up to his lips sucking them clean.
âWant you to ride meâ he says before flipping you over on top of him. He helps you sink down on his girthy cock, sharp breathes slipping from his lips as he watches your lips spread around him. His teeth find his bottom lip biting down hard, the way youâre squeezing him is driving him crazy. âFuckk.. this pretty pussy doesnât want to let goâ his hand came up to rub your needy little bundle drawing little hearts on it, his other hand was holding onto waist forcing you to stay upright so he could see your face and the same pretty little ribbon he adored seeing on you. After a few little grinds of yours he decided to take control fucking up into you, watching your face contort in unimaginable pleasure. This continued until you creamed around his length which made him begin to sputter his load inside you, moaning in pleasure about how good you take him and how much he loves you.
This was it, this was your last goodbye. You watched as sukuna hugged his grandpa and his little brotherâs promising to try to reach out as much as he possibly could, then he reaches you. You donât say anything but you feel the tears rolling down your eyes, a steady stream of emotion.
He pulled you into a tight hug, his arms wrapping tightly around and his head leaning down into your neck as he guided your head to his chest. His large hands rub up and down your back trying to comfort you.
âI know baby i know.â He whispers holding you just a bit tighter âI promise. I promise ill come back to youâ
Sukuna holds his pinky out for you to interlock your own, you slightly pulled back from him to pull up your pinky and intertwine it with his. He brings your interlocked fingers up to his mouth kissing it before kissing you one last time as heâs told to get on the bus thatâll take him away. You cry for him as you watch your little soldier boy walk off.
He watched from the bus window as you stood there crying, looking as beautiful as the day he met you in the ribbon you always wore around your neck.
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Guyss this is my first fic pls be nice. Iâll be writing the second if this one does good (im writing it anyways if its a flop)
I was thinking changing it to soldier!sukuna in the next chapter just cause i didnât want to spoil the surprise in this one
(yes ik the smut sucks. deal with itâŠ)