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BALEFU1: a very slow to moderate activity, plot oriented , very heavy choice based multimuse for BAULDER'S GATE3. currently playing through act III, all spoilers will be tagged in reflection. there will be heavy themes present due to the content of the game . . . written by pam. please read through carrd before interaction.

CARRD.

AN INVESTIGATION ON : the superfluous strain of pure magic, found family, good & evil & that third thing, fey patrons, intentionally messing with the dead, the friends you make along the way, breaking the cycle, surviving and surviving .. and surviving & more.

INTRODUCING . . . THE ARCHFEY WARLOCK & THE HAUNTED STORM SORCERER.

#pinned post #// pam 21+ she / her #// babe wake up new aesthetics

gildedthrns

you got me thinking that i've been too mean; well everything that i say i believe. tuck a knife with my heart up my sleeve and change like the season, reason for nothing i am disruptive, i've been corrupted. 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒃𝒚 𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒊 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒅 𝒂 𝒇𝒖𝒄𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒅𝒖𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏. i've been gone, 'cause i've been on this road too long. / indie rp for the tav of baldur's gate 3. raheta din, draconic bloodline sorcerer. 21+. crafted by: erin

#promo.#// i adore !

I just think jaheira and astarion have funny lines

#tbd.#ooc.#// im writing starters n i remembered #// when i had her in my party i forget what she said to astarion #// but they're so funny please !!

balefu1

#( the archfey warlock ― visage. )#// bringing baby back

ok small starter / interaction call while i sort through my inbox

#starter call.#// and get to messages xo #// PLAYED SOME BG3 AND IM READY

agronzky

⠀⠀⠀𝐂𝐋𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐂𝐄 𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐎𝐑 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒. ♡

⠀⠀⠀clarice lispector was a ukrainian-born brazilian novelist and short story writer. her innovative, idiosyncratic works explore a variety of narrative styles with themes of intimacy and introspection, and have subsequently been internationally acclaimed.

"Am I a monster or is this what it means to be a person?"

"I want vast distances."

"I only achieve simplicity with enormous effort"

"And I want to be held down."

"I don't know what to do with the horrifying freedom that can destroy me."

"Do you ever suddenly find it strange to be yourself?"

"Do not mourn the dead. They know what they are doing."

"I write as if to save somebody’s life."

"And it's inside myself that I must create someone who will understand."

"You don't understand music: you hear it. So hear me with your whole body."

"I've never been free in my whole life."

"I'm seemingly free, but I'm a prisoner inside of me."

"I do not know much. But there are certain advantages in not knowing."

"Holding someone's hand was always my idea of joy."

"And when even then I can't find the courage, then I dream."

"I go on speaking to you, risking disconnection"

"But don't forget, in the meantime, that this is the season for strawberries."

"Oh, living is so uncomfortable."

"I work only with lost and founds."

"Where does music go when it’s not playing?"

"I am only true when I’m alone."

"Never suffer because you are not something or because you are."

"To think is an act. To feel is a fact."

"I’m restless and harsh and despairing."

"I just don’t know how to use love."

"I’m in danger, as is everyone who’s alive."

"I’m searching, I’m searching. I’m trying to understand."

"The word is my fourth dimension."

"Freedom isn't enough. What I desire doesn't have a name yet."

#( ask prompts ― please specify muse. )

tentative plotting / starter call.

#starter c.#// still getting back to messages but like this #// and I’ll write you something xo #// and then we can either plot after or before or something #// hi ( with the intention to form connections )#// NO BUT ♥️

#( the archfey warlock ― visage. )#// look at her #// and then look at shadowheart n then astarion #// BUT LOOK AT HER #// THIS ARMOR DOESNT EVER PROTECT THE WAY I WANT BUT #// SHE SURE IS CUTE

mcflymemes

FANTASY SETTINGS / LOCATIONS PROMPTS * fantasy location based prompts for starters, adjust as necessary

[ 01 ] under the shelter of an ancient oak tree in the depths of a dark forest

[ 02 ] a rickety bridge hanging over a massive waterfall

[ 03 ] a tiny village bakery, the shelves stocked with freshly baked goods

[ 04 ] standing beside a massive magical portal. who knows where it might lead?

[ 05 ] the darkest depths of a dragon's lair, gold glittering at your feet

[ 06 ] a vast, empty field with a bright blue sky overhead

[ 07 ] the space between two shelves stuffed with magical tomes and old leatherbound journals

[ 08 ] a rowdy village tavern crowded with drunk, singing patrons

[ 09 ] a winding path in the dark that leads to nowhere

[ 10 ] the crumbling remains of a burnt-out homestead

[ 11 ] another realm, unknown to you, the lights bright enough to blind you

[ 12 ] a tiny tent in the middle of the woods, the fading embers of your campfire still glowing just outside the door

[ 13 ] a tidy apothecary shop crowded with labeled jars and bowls of supplies

[ 14 ] the fiery lair of your mortal enemy

[ 15 ] the hallowed halls of an ancient sanctuary, stone walls covered in vines and light peeking in through cracks in the ceiling

[ 16 ] a civilized throne room, lanterns lit on the walls leading up to the throne itself

[ 17 ] a dewy meadow perfect for a picnic

[ 18 ] a valley packed with tents, knights , and weapons all readying themselves for a major battle

[ 19 ] a bright, snowy glen

[ 20 ] a strange village doused in darkness, the streets teeming with cloaked figures and suspicious individuals

[ 21 ] a chilly cave hidden behind a waterfall

[ 22 ] in the midst of a dangerous battle, bandits attacking from all sides

[ 23 ] at the foot of a massive, venerated shrine, one that's been forgotten by time and worn down with age

[ 24 ] a busy village market, shopkeepers shouting their prices and selling their wares to curious passerby

[ 25 ] a magical greenhouse with glowing plants and precious, healing herbs

#( ask prompts ― please specify muse. )#q.

the riddle man asked me to scribble on some paper and it’s going about exactly how I thought it would be

#tbd.#bg3 spoilers /#// the guides: level 12 should be good to do HOH #// me level 12: cannot get out #// so I just loaded the save after I get all my contract info #// where it is etc and #// LOOKS LIKE IM NOT GETTING OUT OF THIS ONE #// sorry ea play stupid games win stupid prizes ♥️#// narratively speaking it’s kinda telling bc warlock making pacts like that seems #// about right she thought it was the easy way out !#// SORRY ITS FUNNY TO ME #// WILL BE USING THIS EXPERIENCE FOR PLOTS #// SO FEEL FREE TO JUDGE HER #// ea: I got this guys #// ea: I bet you’re wondering how my soul contract got displayed in Raphael’s archive

I spawned from camp underneath the rails at the steel watch foundry

#tbd.#// I’m too TIRED TO DEAL W THIS RN #// ??? PLEASE

act iii ea is .. something else

#( ea'akta ― in character. )#// god i love her #// my little archfey warlock

@proditeur : " that was glorious, love. you've got a little... a shmear of something... just there... on your... " meme src.

dark grey eyes fixed themselves on an outreached hand first. the easy cadence of his voice flowed seamlessly, though it didn't help against the darkening flush of now ruddy cheeks. hel had found the sorcerer charming in his own right ― and the notion alone was very dangerous. the drow didn't particularly enjoy most company, either so it was an easy choice. really easy.

it quickened her heart nonetheless. swallowing the lodge in her throat, hel blinked in her stare. a smudge against the corner of her mouth , now gone and swiped away by a simple gesture. she wished she would say something. bringing up her fingers to lightly graze where his hand steadied, she pursed her lips. " ah ― is it gone ? have you got it ? .. " and she might pretend she wasn't as flushed as she was.

#prodituer #( answered ask ― haelra laele. )#// VIBRATING VIBRATING #// stop it they're cute

weltenwellen

Hari Alluri, from “Ancestral Memory”, After Kwame Dawes

#( character study ― haelra laele. )

nightprompts

&. 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐚𝐭 𝐨𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

( dialogue prompts taken from the script of everything everywhere all at once (2022), directed by daniel kwan and daniel scheinert. feel free to edit and change as you seem fit. )

❛ you look really pretty right now. ❜

❛ stop changing the subject. ❜

❛ every day i fight, i fight for all of us. ❜

❛ what are you doing? what is wrong? ❜

❛ if i have to think about one more thing today, my head will explode. ❜

❛ you may be in grave danger. there is no time to explain.❜

❛ we can make our own way. please, come with me. ❜

❛ don't even talk to me about this because i won't remember.❜

❛ i am not your husband. at least not the one you know. i am another version of him from another life path, another universe. ❜

❛ i’m here because we need your help.❜

❛ sorry, very busy today. no time to help you– ❜

❛ all those years of searching have brought me here. to this universe. to you. ❜

❛ i’m here to tell you every rejection, every disappointment has led you here. to this moment. ❜

❛ i'm not ready to fight yet. ❜

❛ maybe we don't have a choice. ❜

❛ now, you can either come with me and live up to your ultimate potential, or lie here and live with the consequences. ❜

❛ i... want to lie here. ❜

❛ how often do people literally die laughing? ❜

❛ my husband won't even kill a spider. how are you the same person? ❜

❛ we are talking about infinity. if you can imagine it, somewhere out there, it exists. ❜

❛ how did i die? ❜

❛ i've seen you die a thousand ways. in a thousand worlds. in every single one, you were murdered. ❜

❛ what!? who wants me dead? ❜

❛ you’ve been feeling it too, haven’t you? something is off. your clothes never wear as well the next day, your hair never falls in quite the same way, even your coffee tastes... wrong. ❜

❛ maybe we would have been better off if we had never gotten married. ❜

❛ i never said that. ❜

❛ you didn’t have to. it’s the way you look at me. ❜

❛ can’t you see it? how wonderful it would be if you came with me? ❜

❛ i saw my life without you. i wish you could have seen it. it was beautiful. ❜

❛ shhh, you're not thinking straight. ❜

❛ what is worse than death? ❜

❛ i saw your face on a billboard and — this is silly — i wondered if you remembered me... ❜

❛ is it that i can’t be here, or that i’m not allowed to be here? ❜

❛ there is no good, there is no evil. there is only “goovil”. ❜

❛ if you can imagine it, you have fucked it. ❜

❛ do not be so closed minded that you blind yourself from the truth! ❜

❛ don’t make me fight you. i am really really good. ❜

❛ you're capable of anything because you're so bad at everything. ❜

❛ you can't remember anything because your bodies were under the control of other universes. ❜

❛ you were like puppets. and you could do things you normally can't do. you were like, what's that movie... raccaccoonie? ❜

❛ how can you defeat her in every universe, if you can't even kill her in one? ❜

❛ the sacrifices necessary to win this war... i know all too well. ❜

❛ i cannot lose another loved one to the darkness. ❜

❛ i know you have feelings. feelings that make you so sad. that make you just want to give up. that is not your fault. ❜

❛ i'll see you again soon, somewhere out there in all that noise. ❜

❛ just think happy thoughts. ❜

❛ you okay? caught you staring off into space again. ❜

❛ i'm the one you've been looking for. ❜

❛ i’m the one who will defeat you. ❜

❛ you’re finally free, like me. ❜

❛ you don't have to choose anymore. between loving me or hating me. you can do both at the same time. ❜

❛ before, you were asking about "our daughter". it's crazy, but it really got me thinking. what if you had come with me all of those years ago? ❜

❛ all of this time, i wasn't looking for someone who could defeat me. i was looking for someone who could see what i see, feel what i feel... ❜

❛ oh, good, you're here too. ❜

❛ i'm sorry about ruining everything, i– ❜

❛ we're all stupid. small stupid little humans. it's like our whole deal. ❜

❛ everything is going to be okay. ❜

❛ you think i’m weak don’t you? ❜

❛ when we first fell in love all of those years ago, your father would say i was too sweet for my own good. maybe he was right. ❜

❛ please! can we just stop fighting! ❜

❛ you tell me that it's a cruel world and we're all just running around in circles. i know that. i've been on this earth just as many days as you. ❜

❛ the only thing i do know is we have to be kind. be kind. especially, when we don't know what's going on. ❜

❛ i know you go through life with your fists held tight. you see yourself as a fighter. well, i see myself as one too. this is how i fight. ❜

❛ in another life, i would have really liked just doing laundry and taxes with you. ❜

❛ you know what i say? cold, hysterical, unlovable bitches like us make the world go round. ❜

❛ you aren’t unlovable. there is always something to love. ❜

❛ even in a stupid, stupid universe where we have hot dogs for fingers, we’d all be very good with our feet! ❜

❛ in a universe where we both agree that no one could love you, if we look hard enough, something will prove us wrong. ❜

❛ we are all useless alone. so its good you're not alone. ❜

❛ maybe you win in this universe. but in another, i beat you. or we tie. or we eat crepes. ❜

❛ i don't want to hurt anymore. and for some reason when i'm with you, it hurts both of us. ❜

❛ out of all of the places i could be, why would i want to be here with you? ❜

❛ i still want to be here with you. i will always want to be here with you. ❜

❛ i will cherish these few specks of time. ❜

#( ask prompts ― please specify muse. )#q.

balefu1

hel'ndr , mutuals may rb.

#// i love her can you see #( character study ― haelra laele. )

i just wanna write romance / platonic relationships with both ea and hel so SO BAD

#tbd.#// tooth rotting romance with a Touch of angst #// ( it’s 90% angst )#// BUT YOU KNOW #// force ship with me ♥️#// please know i am joking TOO #// something something not my main priority but #// I’m not gonna lie and say I don’t like writing it bc I do #// it’s fun and interesting!!#// it doesn’t always have to be romantic too I adore #// well plotted enemies?? platonic soulmates?? angst??

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