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Forever in turmoil as i cannot share my writing works anywhere in fear of people being worried for me and my mental health

#I use my writing to get through depressive episodes #they get pretty existential or depressing sometimes #guess I'll keep this draft to myself

Wow i definitely didn't forget this website exists after my last post or something i would never (i just got distracted sorry for leaving you i didn't mean it)

#too much tism to remember this kinda stuff #cornerposting #noone will find me >:)

Hit one of those random depression walls that kinda just manifest in my life once every 3 days and for once instead of doing something stupid i got on my bike and just started going places.

Was pretty nice big recommend

#i found a nice forest #kinda just walked around there until 2am #I'm still not better but oh well #the forest sounds were nice

Started kinda just posting things anywhere now wondering where all these ideas for new posts keep coming from

#like dude I've never done this before #there's no reason for me to be good at this #not saying I'm complaining tho

The voices in my head keep telling me to post more things is this like an addicting thing to do or am I just more schizophrenic than i already knew i was?

#im worried #it's kinda fun tho #actually schizophrenic

OH NO SOMEONE HAS ALREADY FOUND MY LITTLE CORNER

#SCATTER #that was faster than I expected #don't talk me I'm scared of ppl :(

Btw to the noone that will ever see this I'm just gonna sit in cozy little corner of nowhere on this site and pretend like I'm actually sharing this to people even though I will never be found

#social anxiety #comfort #im just pretending to actually post things #no one will read this #like actually

The overwhelming urge to do social media posting like everyone else your age but then remembering you have a crippling fear of sharing anything about yourself lest anyone ridicules you for your passion or even worse: shows disinterest.

#first post ever on this site #like come on man i just wanna post things :(#oh well

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