I realized that it wasn’t my fault. You falling out of love with me and moving on. It wasn’t my fault. It wasn’t anyone’s fault, just a case of bad timing is what I’m telling myself to get through this. I realize now that may not be the case. I realize now that sometimes love comes and stay and sometimes it goes and there isn’t a damn thing you can do about it. You loved me and I loved you and what we had was something real. I know it’s real because it still hurts after all these years of it truly being over. We fooled ourselves into thinking that each time we got back together that it would stick but the truth is it wasn’t. We were doomed from the start but I think that’s okay. That’s what I’m telling myself anyways because at the end of the day you were once the most important thing to me in the entire world and even though you still are and I’m not for you I will forever be grateful for the two years you gave me. I’ll be grateful for even the on again off again moments that followed throughout the past 6 years. Because I loved you and you loved me and even though it faded I will still look at you with hope in my eyes because I know you’re the love of my life and even though I’m not yours, as heartbreaking as that is I realize that’s okay. I believe you get more than one true love in this lifetime. I have to believe that or else I’ll go crazy. Anyways, just know that even though we are strangers now I still hold you close to my heart. You are still something, someone important to me and I want to thank you for the love you gave me even though it wasn’t a lifetime. I’m grateful that I can at least say that I got to know you in this lifetime.
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