MR. POSSESSIVE โหเฟ โ [p. sunghoon] part one
SYNOPSIS โข Park Sunghoon can easily be described in three words: stuck-up, picky, and overly critical about everything and everyone. That was until he met you, who ticked off everything he liked in his head. One problem, he's got too much pride and ego to do anything about it. The other problem? His best friend, Jake, swooped in and took action before he could even build up the courageโโand Sunghoon really hates when people take what's his.
pairing โข grumpy downbad! sunghoon x fem! reader
genre โข written, friends to lovers (?), university au
content warnings โข smut with plot (18+), humour, profanity, use of alcohol, reader is with jake for a certain period in the story, sunghoon has a one-sided rivalry with jake, mutual pining but they don't know, sunghoon is stubborn in the beginning but should lowkey be prescribed xanax later on, everyone in the story kinda makes poor decisions (depending how you view it), homie hopping lol, softdom! sunghoon, unprotected p in v sex, multiple rounds, overstimulation, fingering, oral (m & f. receiving), mild ass play, nipple play, bulge kink, dirty talk, squirting, use of petnames (just baby), sunghoon is downright filthy in bed.
featuring โข all of enhypen (7), giselle of aespa & anton of riize cameo(s)
word count: ~12k
author's note: official bambiens comeback with my first EVER full-length fic!! (please be kind to me), i genuinely didn't think i'd ever post a full-length fic โโ let alone this one, like i thought this shit was gonna get sent straight into the basement. anyways, i hope you guys enjoy reading it as much as i enjoyed writing this!! also i haven't proofread this yet let me know if there are any mistakes please!
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PARK SUNGHOON was always a hard guy to please.ย
Exhibit A (extracted from age 5): As a child, heโd make a fuss whenever his mom forgot to cut the crusts off of his peanut butter and jelly sandwiches.ย
To this day, he still tells his mom that he didn't throw tantrums over bread crusts because he was โpicky,โ but simply because he had โfood sensory issues.โ
Exhibit B (extracted from age 10): He liked his toy figurines organized in a certain kind of way โโ aligned on his shelf, standing upright, facing forward. Nothing else, no exceptions.ย
One day, he found his limited edition Superman action figure fallen face flat on the shelf.ย
His parents earthquake-proofed all of their furniture.ย
โฆhe later found out that his sister was secretly playing with his toys while he was at school.
Sunghoon didnโt come out of his room for three days after that.
Exhibit C (extracted from age 15): There were even instances in high school where he would get his grades appealed if he believed they were โmarked incorrectly,โ which, by the way, always got re-corrected in the end. Even if he really was wrong in the first place.
It was either his way or the highway.
In other words, Park Sunghoon was a complete perfectionist, and this fastidious behaviour followed him well into his adulthood.ย
Somehow along the way, he managed to score himself a scholarship and landed himself a place in a prestigious university.
But even when he got there he was sensitive about the minor details. He was extremely particular about his class timetable, stuck to a tight-grit schedule, and even had certain criteria of who could be his friend and who couldnโt.ย
And when it finally came down to choosing his university friends, he managed to pick people who were all in the same major, shared the same humour, had the same hobbies, and followed similar daily schedules as him โโ but before you think of anything, no, they definitely werenโt as hypercritical as he was.ย
Donโt get him wrong though, despite his meticulous and seemingly strict nature, he still found time to fool around and have fun whilst in school.ย
If anything, Sunghoon considered himself asโฆ quite the witty guy.ย
He kept a mental list of things he likes. He likes watching funny cat memes on his feed, playing games on his computer during his free time, going clubbing with his friends every weekend, and he also really likes how the shawarma shop beside his place always had a buy-one-get-one deal on Thursdays.
He also had a list of things he hates. He hates when he has to share his food, or anything, really; he hates when people chew with their mouths open, he hates when freshmen walk too slowly on campus, he hates when his roommates โforgetโ to clean their dirty dishes โโ honestly, the list could go on and on.
But, for the past couple of months, what he hated most was his best friend, Sim Jake.
Sunghoon didnโt always hate him though. If he hated him from the beginning, one, he wouldnโt have befriended him in the first place, and two, he wouldnโt have asked him to be one of his roommates โโ which, this entire living situation soon became an issue with him. An extreme issue, he would call it, even.
So, what was the catalyst to the start of Sunghoonโs immense hatred towards Jake, you may ask?ย
Well, it was you.ย
At this point, Sunghoonโs heard it all. With people constantly calling him โnit-pickyโ and โextremely demanding,โ always complaining that he has these crazy high standards for everything and that thereโs nothing โ better yet, no one โ he ever liked from the get-go.
How exhausting does that sound?
Though he can admit, theyโre all right about him being nit-picky, extremely demanding, and right about him having those โcrazy highโ standards. But, they were a bit wrong about that last part.
Park Sunghoon wasnโt sure about a lot of things, but he knew he was sure he liked you.
He guessed he always, at least, subconsciously knew he liked you from the second the two of you met during freshmen orientation โโ he hadnโt realized it back then, but you kind of just checked off all the boxes in his mind.
With his personality though, he had never admitted it out-loud โโ even if it was pain-stakingly obvious to all of his close friends.
It honestly really was just a little crush to him at first. He started looking for your face around campus, teasing you whenever you were around, occasionally texting each other. You know, doing the usual shit slightly delusional people always do to cope with their minor infatuations who donโt like them back.
Surprisingly over time, the two of you eventually became a lot closer and hung out with each other more.
โฆand also became a little more flirtatious with each other (at least thatโs what Sunghoon thinks, but heโs not too sure).ย
It got to the point where Sunghoonโs friends could tell whether he was in a good mood or not depending on whether he got a text from you that day.
You and Sunghoon were good, he thought things were going well โโ heโs got gameโฆ right?ย
Until one day, Sunghoonโs fairytale-princess-dream of living a life with the two of you together all came crashing down.ย
To be honest, youโd never met Sunghoonโs so-called โbest friendsโ the past two years you had been friends. You started to wonder whether they were real or if Sunghoon was just faking it and actually has no friends.
Eventually, you came to meet them โโ Heeseung, Jay, Sunoo, Jungwon, Riki, and Jake.
Sunghoon really hated that. He never even wanted to introduce you to his friends, you guys just bumped into each other by accident.
In his mind, he kind of just wanted to keep you as his little secret. After all, he met you first, befriended you first, and liked you first. And again, Sunghoon really hated sharing.
And, it sounds a teensy bit toxic but heโd always been competitive to the bone, maybe a little too much. So when he saw you started getting a lot closer to Jake than you were with him, it honestly felt like a two-faced betrayal. But he couldnโt say anything โโ his ego and stubbornness wouldnโt let him.
Sunghoon kind of just watched and let it happen, so he honestly shouldnโt even be that mad. At first, he tried to bury the thought of you and Jake being โbest friendsโ in the back of his head. But it didnโt help when you started coming over to his shared apartment to hang out with stupid, freaking Jake.
He always wondered why you chose Jake and not him.
All of Sunghoonโs friends had just adjusted from the fact that they thought he liked you... to Jake being the one pursuing you instead.ย
You and Sunghoon never โfell out,โ however, the friendship felt a bit more distant. But what was Sunghoon supposed to do about it? Beg you to become best friends with him instead? Whenever he thought this way, heโd always feel like he reverted back into a kid.
When youโd come over, you would say โhi,โ and engage in like, three-minute small talk with Sunghoon, and then go into Jakeโs stinkinโ room and giggle with him and probably have so much fun with whatever the fuck Jake is doing.ย
Sunghoon wouldnโt really know though, he couldnโt bring himself to ask what the two of you did when you left their apartment.
The most information he could get was when his other roommates would tease Jake about you. There was one particular time, however, where Sunghoon was royally pissed off over the two of you. According to him, this conversation was just so juvenile and hard-to-listen to this day.ย
Sunghoon was in the kitchen fixing their coffee machine while silently eavesdropping on his roommates by the couch. Jay lightly nudged Jakeโs shoulder, โSo, you and y/n, whatโs up with that?โ
The second Sunghoon heard Jay drop the first vowel of your name, his ears immediately perked up.
Jake chuckles, staying focused on the game in front of him, โNah man, chill. Itโs nothing like that.โ
Liar.
Heeseung tsks, tossing his controller down after losing a match against Jake, โIf it was just โnothingโ then you wouldnโt be texting her all day and hanging out with her more than your own roommmates.โ
Right? Heeseungโs so right. If it really was just โnothingโ then he wouldnโt have caught Jake kicking his feet up and down while on the phone with you.
โGuys, leave it, weโre just best friends.โ Jake laughs.
Yeah right, thatโs such bullshit cause Sunghoon had found out you two started dating, like, exactly a month later.
That was essentially the beginning of his own hell, agony, and his pure hatred towards Jake.
Sunghoon would see you waltz into his โโ their, sorry โโ apartment almost every day with a huge smile plastered on your face like shit was all sweet and rainbows and butterflies when he was suffering every waking minute.
Daily heโd see your annoyingly gorgeous face, hear your stupidly adorable laughter through the walls, and watch you and Jake be all lovey-dovey right in front of him. Sunghoon didnโt even know he could like a person to this extent, you just made him like this.
It actually made him sick in the stomach. That shouldโve been him.
One morning, he genuinely contemplated jumping off of their balcony when you stepped outside of Jakeโs room wearing his clothes. He wanted to shout, he wanted to remind you that you were his friend first, he wanted to ask you, โwhat do you see in him that you donโt see in me?โ
But all he managed to spit out was, โMorning, you want coffee?โ while gripping onto his penguin-shaped coffee mug so tight that it was on the brink of shattering into pieces.
Now, Sunghoon knew it was wrong, and that youโre now quite literally his best friend's girlfriend but what ever happened to โdibs?โ He knew you way before than dumbass Jake did.
One night, Sunghoon couldnโt fall asleep. He had been tossing and turning for the past two hours trying not to lose his mind over the fact that you were sleeping over at their place, again.
He thought some tea might help soothe his worries and ease his anxiety a little bit, eventually bringing him to sleep, so he got up and made his way over to the kettle in the kitchen. He got his favourite mug out and had the peppermint tea bag sitting nicely inside when he heard a small pip-squeak coming from the rooms.
At first he couldnโt actually tell if that sound was coming from the rooms or if it was just the steam from the kettle, but then a pip-squeak turned into a muffled gasp โโ a seemingly sexual sounding one, he believed.
Sunghoon couldnโt bear to stick around longer to figure out whether you and Jake were having sex. That was enough for him to abandon his cup of tea and trudge his way over to Sunoo, Jungwon, and Rikiโs place in his house slippers and pajamas.ย
He even bought ear-plugs at the convenience store on the way there.
Sunghoon honestly doesnโt really remember much after he bolted out of his apartment that night. But according to them, he got to their place and sat in the corner of their living room with his knees to his chest โโ refusing to tell any of them what the matter was โโ eventually falling asleep on the floor.ย
Riki also did keep mentioning how Sunghoon started rocking back-and-forth while whispering to himself quietly, but everyone knows Riki has a thing for theatrics.
While yes, Sunghoon had thoughts about you that were most definitely against the bro-code, he never actually acted on them.
Like, yeah Sunghoon hated his best friend for stealing the love of his life, but thatโs still literally his best friend โโ whom he hates. Itโs complicated, he canโt really explain it.
Over the course of a couple months, Sunghoon thinks heโs seen and heard it all, especially the arguments you and Jake would have. On those nights, he prayed heโd wake up to news that you guys finally broke up โโ which never happened by the way.
Those arguments were usually petty and small, but a particular argument was unlike the rest.ย
One day, you ran out of Jakeโs room in tears. Sunghoon was on the couch watching the evening news with the volume turned up so high at the time, he couldnโt even hear you guys arguing anymore.
But this was just usual protocol whenever you and Jake would argue, it felt almost invasive so all of the guys agreed to blast the TV and drown out the yelling sound.
At first, Sunghoon didnโt notice you crying hysterically โโ not until he looked up and saw your face.
Sunghoonโs body reacted by itself. Without even meaning to, he found himself chasing after you to make sure you were okay. You two were still friends regardless of the fact that you were in a relationship with Jake, so he thought this was totally justifiable.
When Sunghoon finally caught up to you, he grabbed your arm, โHey,โ he spoke softly, โI canโt let you leave until I know youโre okay. Whatโs wrong?โ
You finally turn to look at him, and he sees you: mascara running down your rosy cheeks, eyes all puffy, your nose running a little. It wasnโt long till you shrugged Sunghoonโs hand off your arm.
โStop acting stupid,โ you spat, โyou guys are best friends, I know you that you know already. Really, what are you even here for? To seem like some good-guy-hero? Like, what, youโre gonna go on a whole tangent about how Jake is a great guy, that this is just some miscommunication, how heโll apologize or that, maybe even I should be the one to apologizeโโโ
Maybe Sunghoon shouldnโt have said what he said next, because it just made things worse.
โIs that really what you think of me, y/n? Like Iโm just Jakeโs loyal fucking lapdog running after you so I can take his side? Heโs my friend, yeah, but why would you ever think that lowly of me?โ
At this point, you started to feel really bad for snapping on him when in reality, he was just trying to help.
Sunghoon speaks in a tiny voice, โI donโt even know whatโs going on in your relationship. I donโt even ask about it because it hurts.โ
Your face of dishevelment slowly turns into confusion as you keep listening to Sunghoon, โWhat are you talking about?โ
Sunghoon knows he probably shouldnโt be talking about this right now, that he should just end the conversation there and maybe try to gaslight you into thinking that he actually said something else โโ but it all slipped out.
He lets out a frustrated sigh accompanied with a quick eye-roll, almost like he canโt believe the words that heโs about to say, โI met you first. We were friends first. I liked you first. But I just let you slip away and now youโre his โโ and I canโt do anything about it. Iโve been forced to just watch you with him. You donโt even know how bitter I get seeing you guys together. He knew I liked you first, and he took you away from me. You were supposed to be with me instead.โย
You have a boyfriend, this is your boyfriendโs best friend. This whole situation is fucked up. All you do is shake your head in disbelief, โWhat are you trying to say, whatโs the whole point of this Sunghoon?โ
A pause of silence passed by, and in those seconds of quietness, Sunghoon really tried hard to think, what is the whole point of him telling you this now? What did he think would even happen?
โIโI donโt know,โ he stutters, โjustโ nothing. Just forget everything I said please, just forget about it. Let me get you an Uber home.โ
The truth was, you understood what he meant completely and you couldnโt just simply forget about it.
But you had to pretend.
Just in time, you saw Jake jogging towards you two in your peripheral vision. It wasnโt long until Sunghoon noticed.
The second Jake came to you, Sunghoon took a step back and left.
You honestly forgot about your argument with Jake until he apologized and insisted he drove you home. The drive back to your place was silent. Your head was leaned against the car window with your hands between your thighs the entire ride.
Jake turned onto your street, eventually pulling up to the entrance of your apartment. The two of you sit there for a while, the only sound coming from his fingers lightly drumming on the console. Your gaze stays fixed on a tree outside, too embarrassed to break the ice first.
He moves his hand onto the steering wheel, โy/n, Iโm really sorry.โ
You turn your head slightly to look at him before pushing the car door open, โItโs fine, just donโt let it happen again.โ
Jake watches you slam the car door shut, making your way inside and up the elevator before he drives away.
That night, you had a lot to ponder about โโ not just because of the argument you and your boyfriend had, but also because of what his best friend had just confessed to you...
Fuck, why are you even thinking about Sunghoon again? Jakeโs right here. Jake is your boyfriendโฆ yeah.
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Mondays were always the worst for Sunghoon. At 8 a.m., he has Theory of Computation, then once that ends at 10, he has an hour to himself before heโs got three back-to-back classes till 4 p.m. On top of that, he also told Sunoo and Riki that heโd meet them at the library at 6:30 p.m. to get a headstart on their group project.ย
Great, he thought, so now heโs able to schedule an hour-long nervous breakdown before he has to compose himself like a normal citizen and attend to his responsibilities again.ย
Once he got home after his final lecture of the day, he sat on his desk chair (not his bed, he had his outside clothes on) and pulled out his phone from his backpocket.
โGoogle am I a bad person?โ
Sunghoonโs staring at the searchbar waiting for the results to load on his phone, the floorboards creaking loudly because of how much he kept bouncing his legs out of anxiety.ย
All heโs done the past 24 hours was replay the conversation he last had with you, and the more he kept thinking about it, the more he started to feel like he really fucked up this time.ย
His first worry was you possibly telling Jake that he had just confessed his undying love for you โโ but when he heard Jake say good morning the next day while making an omelette, he crossed that fear off the list.
'Cause like, what guy who's mad would make omelettes in the morning?
His second worry was that he might actually be a horrible person. Sunghoon always understood he was insufferable since birth, but never once has he thought he was a bad guyโฆ until now.
Like, itโs a really fucked up situation right? He put you in a difficult position, and if Jake finds out then thatโs goodbye to his best friend too โโ oh god, what about his roommates? Will he have to find a new place to live next year?
A plethora of different worries began to plague his mind until he realized the search results had finally loaded on his phone. He saw countless people asking the same question on different forums, where he eventually found himself on r/AmItheAsshole, reading excerpts from literally Lucifer(s) themselves in attempts to make him feel better about his own situation.
At that moment Sunghoon came to the realization that, yeah there are definitely a lot of worse people in the world with way more questionable morals than him โโ and that if he was considered a bad person, then the people of this Subreddit must think heโs made out of unicorns and sunshine.
Before he left his apartment again, he took a deep breath, tried to push his feelings down and go about his day.
When he finally arrived at the library, he found Jungwon and Riki at their usual spot. Jungwon spots him walking towards them first, prompting him to move his backpack on the seat beside him to the ground, โHey, we saved you a spot.โ
Sunghoon falls into the chair, โThanks man.โ
In front of Jungwon, Riki lays his head flat on the table, โGuys, can we rethink this. We have a month till this project is due. Isnโt doing this real early almost unnecessary?โ
Jungwon continues typing on his keyboard, not once looking up, โItโs just in case, and thereโs nothing wrong with starting early.โ
Riki rolls his eyes and releases a big sigh before raising his head to look back up at his JavaScript for the nth time today.
Once Sunghoon had opened up his computer, Jungwon left no time to waste, โI forgot to ask, have you ever used a graphical interface for designing SQL queries before?"
โYeah, have you?โ
Riki looks up at the two of them like theyโre speaking a completely different language, when in reality heโs supposed to be in the same major as them โโ therefore he probably should know what Sunghoon and Jungwon are talking about.
โNo,โ Jungwon shakes his head, โBut, thatโll aid us while building this thing.โ
โIโve had enough of this,โ Riki groans and shuts his laptop, โSorry Won, but Iโve been busting my ass learning this code for the past three hours weโve been here โโ I havenโt even eaten anything yet!โ
He pulls out his phone, face immediately lighting up green, โFuck it, Iโm ordering UberEats, yโall want something?โ
Sunghoon declines, โNah, Iโm good I ate before I left.โ
Inside his backpack, Jungwon pulls out a tupperware filled with fruit and a bag of half-eaten beef jerky, โItโs fine, I packed myself some food.โ
โDude, what the hell,โ Riki exits from the app, โWhy didnโt you tell me you had food, my stomach has been grumbling for a whole hour.โ
โYeah, I know, I heard.โ
Riki snatches the bag of opened beef jerky as a form of opposition against Jungwon, stuffing a handful into his mouth.
โWait,โ pausing mid-chew to swallow his food, โAnton just texted me, apparently his fratโs hosting a houseparty, mixer-thingy โโ whatever the fuck โโ on Friday.โ
Sunghoon holds back a laugh, โHell nah, remember what happened when their frat threw a party last semester?โ
Unlike Sunghoon, Jungwon has no shame and bursts out in laughter causing the rest of the people on the floor to hush him, โYo, we gotta go, Jake was legendary that time.โ
Rikiโs face falters as if he were recalling a traumatic memory, โMan, I donโt think Jakeโs gonna act out, heโs been a different guy ever since he got a girl. Kinda miss the old him.โ
After hearing your name being brought up in the conversation, Sunghoon looks up from his computer, fully immersing himself in the topic โโ yet, he canโt bring himself to speak.
โDonโt make assumptions that heโs boring yet, I donโt think this guy has gone out since then, the guyโs a beast when heโs fucked up. Ya never know. Maybe heโll surprise us.โ Jungwon chuckles.
โDo you still have that video of him from last year?โ
โBro, of course I do. Chill, let me find it on my camera roll.โ
At this moment, all of Sunghoonโs thoughts began racing.ย
He canโt help it but those feelings of resentment towards Jake are all coming back again. Maybe he really is a bad person after all, because the only thing he could say was, โI think we should go.โ
This is the reason why Sunghoon thinks that he might actually be a horrible person โโ because why would he want to see his best friend potentially fuck up?
From then on, Sunghoon decided that this was the last time he would be selfish ...he thinks.
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It was around 10 p.m. when Sunghoon had gotten home from the library. All of the lights in the apartment were turned off, which was kind of odd to him but he didnโt really pay much attention to it. He figures his roommates just went somewhere โโ he honestly doesnโt care where.ย
In fact, he liked it when he was the only one home. It gave him some peace and solace. He never liked to admit it, but sometimes being with other people is exhausting.ย
Not that he doesnโt like being around his roommates, he does. Itโs just a little daunting for him to be around people for extended periods of time. He really hates the way he thinks. He finds it a little embarrassing that he thinks itโs anxiety-inducing and overwhelming to be around other people sometimes.
He thinks his logic is flawed, and almost wishes he wasnโt like this. Look at Park Sunghoon, uptight, picky, critical, no-good-for-anyone โโ yet he canโt stick around long if heโs surrounded by people or else heโll freak out?ย
Whatever, he doesnโt have time to host his own pity party when heโs got bigger fish to fry.ย
In hopes of seeking relaxation after the day heโs had, he grabs a towel and heads toward the bathroom. Waiting for him was a nice, steamy-hot shower, preferably one thatโs a little too hot that it makes his body physically produce steam.
What he expected to see when he walked into the bathroom was a fucking toilet, shower, and sink. But when he opened the bathroom door, he was greeted with a fucking toilet, shower, sink, and you who just happens to be brushing your teeth oh-so conveniently at the same time Sunghoon wants to shower.
Truthfully, you almost scared the shit out of Sunghoon when he saw your face, cause first of all, no oneโs even supposed to be home right now (allegedly).
Your eyes widen when you come face-to-face with Sunghoon. This was the first time the two of you had seen each other since last night. He didnโt rehearse this meeting happening and now heโs internally freaking out.
Instead of the awkward encounter Sunghoon had anticipated, you spit out your toothpaste, finish brushing your teeth, and flash him a smile, โHey, sorry I was just quickly brushing my teeth, you can use the bathroom now.โ
A smile that almost convinced Sunghoon that maybe last night was all just a dream and didnโt actually happen in real life.
Straight-faced, he nods, clearing the doorway for you to step out. He watches you walk past his bedroom door and go into Jakeโs room before he steps inside the bathroom.ย
Under the showerhead, Sunghoon lets the water run down his head, staring down at the drain. He had numerous thoughts running through his mind, but what stuck out most was why you just acted like nothing had happened between them?
When he looks up to grab his shampoo, he sees all of your shower products in the corner with Jakeโs toiletries โโ which made him come to the realization that actually, maybe nothing had happened between you two at all.
At the end of the day, youโre still Jakeโs girl. Nothing changed that. Not even his stupid confession of love for you.
When he stepped out of the shower, he concluded that what really happened was: he shared his feelings for you on a whim, you basically rejected him, and now youโre probably just being nice to him, acting like everything is fine because heโs still Jakeโs best friend after all.
Fuck, now heโs embarrassed. He should just forget about this whole ordeal โโ right?
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For the rest of the week, Sunghoon was lucky enough to not bump into you anywhere โโ not even inside their apartment. There were days where he knew you were over, but you never came out of Jakeโs room whenever he was around.
All Sunghoon had been looking forward to all week was Antonโs frat party. It was basically an excuse for him to abuse alcohol and make bad decisions.
Once he came home from his last lab at 7:30 p.m. on Friday, he found his quiet sanctuary (his shared apartment) filled with all of his friends, quickly grabbing a beer from one of the cartons before ducking into his room to change.
Sunghoon tried to act nonchalantly, pretending like he didnโt actually care about what he was gonna wear to the frat party. Itโs not even like he has clothes that would upstage anyoneโs outfit, he was really overthinking it for no reason.
Knock knock.
โYo, just come in, whyโd you have to fucking knock?โ he yells.
A small voice spoke through the crack of his door, โOh, sorry, um, itโs just me, y/n, the guys need help picking up the keg stand.โ
Sunghoon almost got whiplash from how fast he turned his head around to look at you; you hadnโt stepped a foot into his room, the door was slightly creaked open, and your head was down โโ which he soon realized itโs because he doesnโt have a shirt on.
He swiftly grabbed the first shirt that was within vicinity and threw it on, โOh sorry, I thought you were one of the guys, you caught me off guard.โ
You flail your hands, finally looking up now that heโs fully clothed, โNo! Itโs okay! They told me to go and get you โโ wait.โ
Sunghoon furrows his eyebrows, wait for what?
All he could hear was your laughter, one that he recognized all too well, โMaybe you should change your shirt, Hoon.โ
He immediately dropped his head down to look at what he was wearing.
โฆof course the shirt he had to grab happened to be the stupid t-shirt Heeseung gave him for Christmas that says โMike Who Cheese Hairyโ in bold.
Great, could Sunghoonโs life get any worse?
That night, he had a little too much to drink, actually maybe way more than he anticipated. But Sunghoon wasnโt the messy type of drunk โโ at least thatโs what he thinks.
He was never the type of guy who let himself get too intoxicated. He usually knew what his limits were. Oftentimes, he thought that overly drunk people in public settings were making a fool of themselves and that maybe those people just had a humiliation kink.
But as of right now, Sunghoonโs kinda having trouble holding his balance at Alpha Epsilon Phiโs mixer.
In his defence, he only got this fucked up because him and Jake were going back-to-back on that keg stand trying to outdo the other โโ which only got the both of them hammered.
What made things even worse for Sunghoon, however, was the fact that 15 feet away from him were you and Jake.
Sunghoon was consumed in jealousy. How could he not? He canโt bring himself to look away from the painful scene in front of him, Jake wobbling against the island table with his hands wrapped around your waist while you fix his scruffy hair.
All he could think was: Iโm drunk as fuck too. Whereโs my help?
He scoffed and decided heโs had enough and went up the stairs. Using all of his strength, he managed to lock himself in a bathroom and finally took a deep breath out.
Sunghoon kept blinking his eyes while staring at his reflection in the mirror โโ trying to desperately convince himself heโs not seeing double right now.ย
Thinking that he might be able to sober up, he turned on the faucet, cupping his hand and drank from the sink (he also splashed a bunch of water on his face, slapped himself 10x, and tried to pull trig, which he failed to do).ย
After 15 minutes had passed by and a hundred knocks later, Sunghoon decided to finally come out of his lavatory dungeon โโ and of course the first person who he sees is Jake.
At this point, heโs just silently preparing himself to see you and him be all flirty and couple-y again.
Except, when Sunghoon gets closer, he realizes that Jake isnโt with you โโ but another girl?
He immediately paused in his tracks, watching what was happening in front of him. Sunghoon was confused, where were you? Why werenโt you with Jake? And most importantly, what is Jake doing with another girl?
Should he say something? He should go up to him and stop him, right? But is that the best thing to do? What even is Jake doing?
The longer Sunghoon looks, the more uncertain he becomes. Jake seems a little too close to the girl, even if they arenโt kissing or doing anythingโฆ but why doesnโt this seem right to him?
Would this be considered cheating? Nothing sexual seems to be happening, just a bunch of teasing arm grabbing and touching.
But that wasnโt you, and youโre his girlfriend. If it wasnโt cheating, it still had to be fucking weird. Sunghoon was infuriated. Jake got the girl but canโt even treat her right?ย
He knew then that he had to leave before he made a scene.
When he came back downstairs, he couldnโt help but feel suffocated. There were too many people, the air was stuffy, it reeked of alcohol, and the soles of his shoes were too sticky to stay inside any longer. So he decided to step outside instead.ย
Sunghoon sat on a curb a couple of feet away from the fraternity, but still far enough that he wouldnโt be disturbed by booming bass or intoxicated party-goers. He figured heโd stay outside till his friends decide theyโve had enough with partying โโ he wasnโt really feeling the vibe of the function anyways.
At one point, Sunghoon decided to just lay down on the pavement because he was drunk and he can. Out of boredom he began counting how many streetlights ran up and down the street, eventually dozing off in the process.
Coming out of a hazy state, all Sunghoon could hear was his name being repeated multiple times. When he opened his eyes, he came face-to-face with you.
You give a big sigh of relief, โOh thank god, I thought you died for a second dude. Donโt scare me like that!โย
โWhat? โฆy/n?โ Sunghoon rubs his eyes, โSorry, I accidentally um, fell asleep I think.โ
You laugh while Sunghoon fixes his posture and sits up right again, โCan I sit beside you?โ
To be honest, Sunghoon still kinda feels foggy in his half-woken drunk state, so he canโt really think properly, โYeah, yeah, go ahead.โ He pats on the ground beside him. You take a seat, bringing your chin to your knees, playing with the gravel beneath you.
โAre you not having fun?โ You ask.
Sunghoon looks straight ahead and shakes his head, โNot really feeling it today.โ
You nod in agreement, continuing to collect pebbles with your right hand.
After a beat, Sunghoon turns to look at you, โHey, I, um, need to tell you something important.โ
โHmm? What is it?โ
He lets a deep exhale out before bringing himself to speak again, โI saw Jake inside with another girl. They werenโt like, doing anything but itโs just weird โโ I donโt know if this is cheating but I thought I should tellโโ
Your eyes stay fixed on the ground, โI know.โ
Sunghoon furrows his eyebrows at you, โWhat do you mean?โ
โThatโs why we were arguing last week. This has always been an issue with him, even if it isnโt physically cheating.โ
Sunghoon didnโt know this. All he could hear during your arguments with Jake was the volume of the TV on max. Carefully, he asked, โIs thisโฆ not the first time?โ
โNo.โ
You almost feel ashamed that youโre confessing this all to Sunghoon. Youโre scared of what heโd think of you. You already know what heโs like, what heโs probably thinking of you at this moment. Youโre aware of how pathetic you sound right now.
Before he could even think about what he was saying, he blurted it all out, โI donโt get it, then why donโt you just break up with him? Isnโt what heโs doing bothering you?โ
That night, you and Sunghoon found out something about each other: the two of you probably shouldnโt be together while drunk.
โ...I donโt know. Wouldnโt breaking up with him mean that I wonโt be able to see you anymore?โ
โWhat? Why are you saying that?โ
โIf me and Jake end on bad terms, does that mean that you wonโt be there for me anymore?โ
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After Jake had dropped you off at your apartment that night last week, you realized you were more angry than sad. All of those tears had dried up, and now you were yelling on the phone.
โWhy would he do this now when he had all that time last year and make a proper move! Itโs not my fault he didnโt man up sooner!โ You ranted on the phone.
You didnโt know what else to do except call Giselle and ask for some advice.ย
โI donโt get Sunghoon, he never did anything about us for so long and now he wants to tell me that he wanted me first?โ
โWell, what are you going to do about it? Youโre with his best friend now,โ Giselle asks on the other side of the speaker.
You wipe your mascara-streaked eyes with a cotton pad, โI would have loved it if he told me all of that a year ago, thatโs what I wanted. He missed his chance and now Iโm just stuck in a sticky situation.โ
โBut, you love Jake right?โ
โYeah...โ you murmured, โRight.โ
Before you were with Jake, Sunghoon was the one you wanted most.ย
To you, Park Sunghoon was like this shiny, perfect Ken doll that you wanted so badly but couldnโt get no matter what.
Contrary to popular belief, you had made your advances towards him โโ just in different ways. So you actually never knew if he caught on or not. Over time it seemed like Sunghoon really had no interest in you at all, and youโd be lying if you said you werenโt heartbroken over it at all.
You decided to move on after being sure that nothing would happen with you and Sunghoon. In all honesty, you were never that interested in Jake at the beginning.
It was always him starting conversations, making plans. And after a while, you started getting used to Jakeโs company.
But for some reason, the closer you got with Jake, the further Sunghoon seemed to get. At the time, you knew not to think any more about you and Sunghoon โโ it wasnโt happening and thatโs final.
You came to learn that Jake was a pretty outgoing and talkative guy, the complete opposite of Sunghoon.ย
When Jake finally asked you to be his girlfriend, you wonโt lie. You were taken aback. Itโs true, you do like Jakeโฆ but what about Sunghoon? Were you really over this crush? Are you going to have to be around him all the time because heโs Jakeโs best friend? You didnโt know if you could do that.
You snap back into reality when you remind yourself that Sunghoon just doesnโt like you like that.
And it wasnโt like you didnโt like Jake at all. So, you gave him a chance.
Sim Jake was extroverted, polite, and friendly โโ maybe a little too friendly. Being in social settings with him almost felt exhausting sometimes. He was the kind of guy that was able to go up to anyone and be able to talk to them.
The first time he ever got too friendly with a girl, you tried to ignore it. You made excuses for him like, thatโs just the way he is, maybe Iโm being an overbearing girlfriend.
But then it happened a second time, then a third time, then it just kept going.
This was the main reason for most of your arguments.
The start of your arguments often looked like this: the two of you would go somewhere, Jake would get a little too close, a little too talkative to a girl, and you had to wait till you guys were alone to bring up your concerns.
โJake, I just really donโt like how overly friendly you are with other girls. It makes me feel weird as your girlfriend.โ
Jake doesnโt seem to be taking the conversation seriously, โCโmon, y/n youโre the only girl I have eyes for.โ
You shrug, sitting on the edge of his bed, โCanโt you just, I donโt know, notโฆ do that? I really donโt like it.โ
He tenses his forehead, fixing his position on the bed, โ...do you not trust me?โ
Your eyes widen in shock, โNo! Thatโs not what Iโm saying at all!โ
And thatโs essentially how you and Jake got into that huge argument last week.
What a mess.
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When Sunghoon woke up the day after the frat party, he was met with constant panging in his head. He only remembers little bits and pieces of the night and genuinely cannot, for the life of him, remember how he even got home that night.ย
It was only till after breakfast that he found out Sunoo had called him a Uber home after he spotted him crying alone on the curbside.
Why was he even crying? He canโt remember, no matter how hard he tries to pull it out of his memory, nothing comes out.
Sunghoonโs roommates were usually out and about on Saturdays, so he decided to dedicate his Saturdays to self-care โโ which in Sunghoonโs case, means watching cute videos of animals and yelling at his teammates over the mic that they suck ass all day.
He couldnโt even do that because of all that banging inside his head. Even after taking some Tylenol, it just wouldnโt stop pounding. So Sunghoon decided he should try to sleep it out on the couch.
After a couple of minutes of tossing and turning, Sunghoon finally found some tranquility โโ but this was ruined the second he heard their apartment door slam shut.
Sunghoon almost fell off of the couch due to the sound, โWhat the fuck are you slamming doors for in the afternoon?โ
When he looks up to see which one of his roommates almost broke their door down, he sees Jake โโ his expression annoyed and Sunghoonโs presence totally ignored. Jake slams his own door shut without saying a word.
Sunghoon always knew not to bother Jake when he was upset and to just wait for him to feel better, so instead he sent a couple texts to Heeseung and Jay asking whatโs up with Jake.
SUNGHOON Whatโs up with Jake He just came in slamming doors looking pissy and my head fucking hurtssss
JJONGSAENG think he and y/n broke up
HEESEUNG U being deadass?
JJONGSAENG yeah but jake didnโt tell me tho heard thru the grapevineย u know how fast rumours spread on campus but pretty sure they did iโll ask him later
Upon reading these texts Sunghoon sat up immediately. All those times he prayed for you and Jake to break up finally came into fruition. But was it right for him to be celebrating like this? Jakeโs still his best friend after all.
His thumb hovers over your contact on his phone โโ but what was he even going to do? Say, hey heard you and Jake broke up, Iโm sorry. If you ever need a shoulder to cry on, I'll be waiting?
He felt incompetent and stupid thinking about this, so he just turned off his phone and kept trying to sleep.
Later that night, Sunghoon found out that you broke up with him and not the other way around. Sunghoon tried really hard not to smile when Jake was explaining what had happened between the two of them to their roommates.ย
They found out that you had broken up with him after he said, quote, โ...she saw me with another girl at the frat and got so fucking upset about something and the fact that I was โacting outโ at the party, then she left without a word. It wasnโt until this morning she texted asking me to come over to talk. I didnโt know she was gonna break up with me?!โ
At the frat? Was it the one Sunghoon had seen him with when he left the bathroom?
Truthfully, Sunghoon had been waiting for a text from you even though he knew it wouldnโt happen. After a week went by without hearing from you, he gave up on waiting.
Jake was up and running again in no time. He was the kind of person that could easily bounce back from adversities. He did admit, however, that he tried reaching out to you multiple times but never got a reply.
Sunghoon kept getting deja vu, but he couldn't quite put his finger on whatโs so familiar โโ until it clicked. Remnants of the night slowly started popping up again.
โWhat do you mean โI wonโt be there for you anymore?โโ Sunghoon asked you on the curb.
You turn your head on your knees to face him now, โI mean, would I lose you for good if Jakeโs not in the picture anymore?โ
Sunghoon didnโt know if he was absolutely plastered or if these words were actually coming out of your mouth right now.
โNo,โ Sunghoon shook his head, โNo you wonโt.โ
The corners of your mouth turn upward, โOkay.โ You stand up and brush off all the gravel from your clothes, โAre you going to be alright?โ
His eyes stay fixed on you, nodding.
โWell,โ you sigh, dusting your hands off, โI have to go back to the party. Text me, okay?โ
Sunghoon was even more confused now โโ on top of already being drunk and overly emotional โโ so he burst out in tears. He tried his hardest to keep the tears from spilling out but the floodgates just wouldnโt close.
It wasnโt even just the whole him, you, and Jake situation that caused this โโ it was also all the emotions that he had been building up for years.
Being Park Sunghoon โโ stuck-up, critical, nitpicky, and insufferable since birth โโ was hard.ย
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Sunghoon found himself stuck in a dilemma. On one hand, he has Jake, his best friend, and on the other hand he has you โโ but he wants both.
It seems like an easy decision, right? Jakeโs his best friend, so ultimately heโs gotta kick the girl to the curb โโ except Sunghoon doesnโt want just anyone, he wants you.ย
He knew trying finding someone like you would be impossible.
It was truly a newfound feeling when he had experienced butterflies for the first time. Heโs honestly never felt this deeply about a girl before.ย
So what else can he do but text you when you ask him to? โฆtwo weeks later after mustering up the courage to open up your messages on his phone.
SUNGHOON Hey How have you been?
YOU hey!!!! u finally texted me iโve been good thanks for asking
Sunghoon taps his foot on the ground, biting his nails, thinking about what else he could say to you to keep the conversation going.
SUNGHOON Thatโs good I know a lot has happened the past two weeks
You assume heโs referring to you and Jake breaking up. The two of you havenโt seen each other since Alpha Epsilon Piโs mixer.
Admittedly, the last conversation you had with Sunghoon really cleared a lot of the looming thoughts you had stuck in your brain.
Itโs been two weeks since you broke up with Jake.
Itโs also been two weeks since Sunghoon told you that you wouldnโt lose him for good.
YOU yeaย we should catch up letโs have a drink together like old times :))
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Like old times.
Sunghoon sat in a booth at his local university pub, just like he would last year. Waiting for you all the time.
In truth, Sunghoon couldnโt shake off the nerves of seeing you again after a while โโ so to curb his anxiety he ordered two beers. One for you and one for himself. Well, at least thatโs what he intended at first, but after he finished his bottle he still felt nervous so he drank โyours.โ
You arenโt even late to meet him, heโs just way too early.
Ah fuck, he thought. If you still werenโt here and heโd already drank his own beer and โyourโ beer, and the two of you were meeting for drinks โโ wouldnโt that suggest they were going to get multiple drinks?
Sunghoon covered his mouth, murmuring to himself silently, โOh my god, how drunk am I gonna get. I can't embarrass myself.โ (Spoiler alert, he wasn't actually that drunk throughout the night, definitely just the placebo effect).
You actually arrive 10 minutes before your meeting time thinking youโd be early, but you were surprised when you saw Sunghoon sipping beer by himself, โHey! Youโre really early.โ
โYeah,โ Sunghoon grins, โI guess you are too. How have you been?โ
You seat yourself on the other side of the booth, โWell,โ you sigh, โyou already know whatโs been going on with me and Jake.โ
Sunghoon flinched at the mention of Jakeโs name. Oh god, now he really was going to have a nervous breakdown. In the midst of this all, Sunghoon actually forgot about Jake in the equation.
Is it appropriate to be meeting his now ex-girlfriend for drinks? Like, just two of them? But wait, Sunghoon was friends with y/n way before him so would this be justified? Whatever, he needs a drink.
โUh, yeah. Sorry about that.โ
You figured you probably shouldn't have brought that up and sheepishly smiled, โWhy would you be sorry? Letโs order some drinks!โ
After three more beers, a long island iced tea, and a mojito later, it was safe to say you and Sunghoon had all the alcohol courage you could get.
The two of you were laughing about, god knows what, for the past two hours โโ but the topic of conversation never mattered between you and him. You could talk to him about anything.ย
You stretch your arms up, โDo you think we should leave?โ you and Sunghoon turn to look around the pub and realize theyโre getting ready for closing.
Sunghoon ended up paying for all the drinks which made you feel giddy and thankful because your drinks were $15 each and you werenโt planning on going broke that night.
Outside of the pub, you and Sunghoon kept the laughter going. God, itโs been so long since youโve hung out with him like this. You never realized how much you missed him.
โSoโฆโ Sunghoon drags out, โis this goodbye?โ
You fish for your phone in your purse to check the time, โWanna keep talking and have drinks at my place?โ
He smiles at you, gesturing to the sidewalk ahead, โLead the way Missy.โ
When you finally arrive at your apartment, you push the door open and welcome him in, โMy humble abode.โ
Sunghoon had never been to your apartment before. Back then he thought it would be creepy and invasive if he asked to hang out at yours instead. He always knew you were a nostalgic and sentimental person, but your apartment unit really personified it. You kept all of the cheerleading medals you had stacked up in high school years ago, your fridge filled with photos of you and your loved ones, you even had a pile of every birthday card youโve received in the corner of your desk.
Without meaning to, Sunghoon found himself meddling around your apartment inspecting everything you possessed. He wanted to know what you were like before he met you โโ he wanted to know everything he could about you.
A finger taps on Sunghoonโs shoulder making him jolt, โYou snooping around?โ you tease.
He stammers, โNoโ sorry, Iโ I was just curious.โ
You chuckle and walk towards the kitchen to grab some more drinks, โIโm just kidding, Hoon.โ
Exactly like a loyal golden retriever would, he followed behind you quietly. You pass him a bottle of beer and take a sip of your seltzer. You prop yourself up the counter, legs lightly swinging from the ground, โSoโฆโ
In front of you, he puts a hand in his pocket and takes a swig of beer with the other, โ...soโ he repeats.
At this point, the alcohol wore off from the walk back to yours. Both of you were the right amount of buzzed โโ giggly drunk.
โBut seriously, how have you been? Like truthfully.โ you ask.
Sunghoon tries to think hard about it โโ but heโs always stuck to the same routine heโs had for the past three years. He scratches the back of his neck, โI dunno, lifeโs been the same as always. Wake up, eat, sleep, repeat all over again.โ
You tilt your head, โSame old Sunghoon, doesnโt it get tiring sometimes?โ
โWhat does? The routine?โ
โNo,โ you fiddle with your fingers, โbottling everything up.โ
Sunghoonโs surprised by your answer. He wonders what makes you think that, โWhat do you mean?โ
You chug the remaining of your seltzer, โItโs justโ it seems like you had a lot on your plate recently.โ
At first, he wonders what youโre referring to. If he thinks hard about it, all he does is study, go to the gym, and play games. But when he finally realized what you were talking about he started getting flustered.
โ...are you asking me this because of the conversation we had three weeks ago?โ
He still remembers that night vividly. It had rained during the day, releasing the smell of petrichor and wet grass. The pavement hadnโt dried up yet where they stood โโ he remembered because he kept his head down after Jake came to console you. He also remembers how he felt when he heard Jake come back from dropping you off. Straight guilt.
He laid in bed that night wondering what kind of โbest friendโ he was to say all of those things to you as if you werenโt dating Jake then.ย
But now heโs standing in front of you, at your apartment, in your cramped kitchen, a little too close to each other.
โ...yeah, sorry,โ you apologize, โit seemed like you had a lot on your mind then.โ
Sunghoon steps a bit closer, slightly wedged in between your legs, โI did have a lot on my mind then.โ he confessed.
Not once breaking eye contact with you, he takes a final swig of his beer before he lightly places the empty bottle on the counter.
โWould you tell me if I asked?โ you let him slide in between your thighs.
He boxes you in when he places both hands on the counter beside you, โIโd do anything you ask, y/n. You know that.โ
You could hear the water drip from the kitchen faucet with how quiet it was.
โWhat about now? Do you still have a lot on your mind?โ
Sunghoon pretends to ponder about it for a second before answering.
โYeah.โ
โ...what are you thinking about right now?โ
He only looks at you, fixing your hair before tucking a strand behind your ear.
โWhether this is a good idea or not.โ
Sunghoon slowly leans in, almost as if heโs asking for permission before making a move โโ and when you wrap your arms around his neck, he takes it as a green light and presses his lips against yours.
He thinks heโs dreamt about this moment his entire university career; what it would be like kissing you. Well now he knows. He knows that your lips taste like the cherry chapstick you always wear, that you kiss him softly, and that you get all handsy while making out.ย
You drag your hand gently down Sunghoonโs chest and you assume he liked that considering you can feel him smiling on your lips.ย
So you begin to outline his entire body. You trace your fingers along his jaw, the curvature of his abs, his biceps. You gently tug on his hair which elicits a small groan from him. Youโre everywhere, you were ravenous.
All that time back then, when youโd pine over ice prince Park Sunghoon and throw hints at him here and there โโ he never got the message though.ย
But now youโre here, kissing Sunghoon, and you just canโt get enough โโ and it seems like he canโt either.
Sunghoon caresses the outline of your waist, fingers slightly skimming up your skin, when he pulls away to pepper light kisses on your neck, โyou know,โ he mumbled, "I've been waiting for this moment ever since we first met.โ
A small moan escapes your lips when he starts licking behind your ear, โHoon,โ you breathe out, โ...do you want to go to my bedroom?โ
He swears he can see stars now from how lightheaded he feels right now. He canโt even process that whatโs happening is actually happening.ย
Is this real life?ย
Instead of exchanging words, he lets his body talk, picking you up from the counter walking towards your room, where he lays you down with the utmost care โโ like you were his most prized possession.ย
Cautiously, he asks, โDo you really wannaโฆโ
โYes. I do.โ You shut him up with a kiss, fidgeting with the hem of his t-shirt. You knew he understood the memo when he pulled away to throw his shirt to the ground.
He falls back into you, moving his knee between your thighs when he cups your face to kiss you again. This time, itโs messy, itโs desperate. Sunghoon wants to explore every inch of you, learn how your mind works, what youโve experienced in life, what you havenโt, what you want to. He slides his tongue like heโs going to devour you.
Slowly, he peeled off all your clothes one-by-one until youโre left in your undergarments. You wish you had known what your plans were gonna be tonight otherwise you wouldโve surely put on some better lingerie.
Sunghoon doesnโt give a fuck though, you were laying in front of him undressed and beautiful, how could he focus on something so miniscule when he has you all to himself? โฆbut he also didnโt care because itโs going to come off anyways.
He unclasps your bra, exposing your bare chest. His kisses trailed from your throat all the way to your inner thighs. Now he was perched in between your legs next to your clothed pussy. He smirked when he saw how soaked your panties were, โYou get this wet for me?โ
You cover your eyes using your forearms out of embarrassment, โJust stop teasing, Hoon.โ
โHoon.โ
God he loved hearing you call him by that nickname, he could feel his dick getting impossibly hard in his boxers. Heโs going to absolutely destroy you.
Sunghoon delicately took off your panties before spreading your legs wider. He could see the slick from your pussy drooling onto the sheets already, and he swore he almost moaned.
You bite your bottom lip when he starts to place light kisses onto your pussy. He dragged his tongue from your fluttering hole to your clit. Park Sunghoon was a starved, starved man. He attaches himself onto your clit. He works his tongue until he gets you moaning, and when heโs decided he wants to hear you moan louder for him, he plunges two fingers in without warning.
Now he was knuckle deep inside of you, and those moans just kept escaping from your mouth, gradually getting louder and louder โโ you pray you donโt get a noise complaint by the end of tonight. He pumps his fingers with vigor, eventually finding your most sensitive spot.ย
Heโs still lapping at your pussy while he massages your spongy G-spot. Sunghoon assumes heโs doing a great job since your legs are shaking โฆand also because you keep cheering him on like heโs a D1 athlete, โFfffuckโฆ Hoonโ Please justโ donโt stop. Kโkeep going!โ
When you start to thrash around he tightens his grip on your plush thigh, continuing to work his tongue and fingers inside of you. He could tell you were about to cum from the fact that your pussy kept pulsing while his fingers were in deep.
โWโ Wait,โ You grab onto the sheets, โHoon wait, I thinkโ I feel like Iโm gonna pee.โ
โSo what? Just relax and let it out.โ
You do what he says, your juices coating his tongue. You watched him suck up every drop. The squelching sound was filthy, his fingers still scissoring you open. He brings himself up to lick at your neck while his fingers stay buried inside of your pussy, โYou like that?โ
What a freak.ย
You never expected Park Sunghoon of all people acting this way in bed.
Your mouth drops open, nodding in agreement, โUh huhโฆโ Your breathing pattern still off from your last orgasm, โI fucking love it.โ
He sucks at your neck, โAtta girl,โ his fingers finally pull out of your cunt, dragging his hand up to one to fondle with one of your titties, โYou gonna let me fuck you then?โ
โPlease.โ
His lips curled into a devilish smirk, pulling out his cock out from his sweatpants. Teasingly, he raises his eyebrows at you, hand holding his cock โโ silently curious about whether you could take the dick or not.
Saliva started pooling on the corners of your mouth and he hasnโt even fucked you yet. Sunghoon takes one good look at your swollen clit and puffy lips before he aligns himself at your entrance.
Youโre horny and throbbing, you can barely hold your patience while Sunghoon seems to look extremely entertained taunting you by slightly pushing the head in before pulling out. He grabs ahold of your hips, bringing you closer to him.ย
You laid there biting your nails wondering if heโs ever going to actually fuck you when he slides his cock inside your pussy inch-by-inch without warning. He starts thrusting in and out, grabbing your face to sloppily kiss you. All that drool youโve accumulated from your past orgasm had been licked clean from your mouth to your chin.ย
Sunghoon was insatiable. He started kneading your titties, his dick still fucking you nice and open. You probably still donโt know that he hadnโt even put the entire thing in yet. He starts rolling your nipples in between his knuckles before pinching them โโ bottoming out completely at the same time.
You just had to lay there and take it. Everything hurt but felt so good at the same time. You hear the schlick-schlick-schlicking sound coming from his dick relentlessly pounding into your drenched pussy.
โMmphf! Wait, Hoon it fโ feels ssooโฆ good.โ You manage to whimper out.
โYou justโโ thrust, โtake itโโ thrust, โso fucking well.โ thrust.
He was inside so raw, so deep. You thought he was inside of you to the hilt, but when he pressed your thighs against your chest, he found a new angle and somehow managed to fuck you even deeper. You could feel his fat tip battering up against your cervix with every pump โโ genuinely becoming scared at one point that his cock would slide into your womb. Your moans echoed throughout your apartment unit. It honestly sounds like pornstars having sex in here.
When Sunghoon felt your walls clamp down on his dick, he knew that you were about to cum soon. He began to really pound into you now, using his thumb to rub on your clit. It felt like he really did stretch you out. You look down at where the two of you connect and you cum at the sight of his cock plunging into you, forming a ring of milky white cum during the process.ย
Sunghoon groans at how tight your pussy walls squeeze him in as he fucks you through your second orgasm. You were already so overstimulated; his pelvis rubbing against your sensitive clit, his cock deep inside you, your nipples being rolled and pinched. You couldnโt take it anymore.
Your whole body is quivering at this point and Sunghoon is still spearing you in half. You push at his chest, โWโ Wait, hold on.โ
He pulls out and looks at you with a cocky smirk on his face, โWhatโs wrong, baby? Canโt take the dick?โ
You pant out, โI justโฆโ You bring your hands to your legs, attempting to stop them from shaking, but itโs no use, โ...I just need a second.โ
โYou tapping out?โ he tuts.
Despite having to take a quick breather, you quickly shake your head no.
You crawl towards him now, wrapping your warm hands on the base of his cock. He groans at your touch and revels in it. You lick the tip like itโs candy.
You wait till he lets out a couple more groans before you finally wrap your lips around him and slowly slide his cock down deeper into your throat, stroking the rest with a hand.
A sense of satisfaction washed over you when you looked up to see Sunghoon with his hair tussled, head thrown back, mouth agape. It only pushed you to do more. You relax your throat to prepare for the intrusion, gliding his cock down lower and lower. Sunghoon gently grabs a fistful of your hair enough to keep his balance. All you could hear were his groans of pleasure.ย
You try to keep all of him in your mouth for as long as you humanely could before pulling away from his shaft, sucking a big breath of fresh air in.
You could see his eyes darken, โTurn around for me.โ
Confused but still compliant, you follow his orders and turn your back against him. He places his hand on your lower back, moving it up your spine to delicately push you back onto the bed. He grabs ahold of your hips, perching them up.
Now you were face down, ass up on your bed.ย
Sunghoon smoothed the arch of your back with his calloused palm, finding its place at the nape of your neck. He growls lowly in your ear, โYou gonna be good for me?โ
โUh huh,โ you manage to get out.
He removes his hand at your neck, giving your ass a squeeze before entering inside you again. He hammers into you with the same drive and vigor, steadying your legs when he feels them start to tremor again.
You melt under his touch, the curve of his dick hitting that sensitive spot once again. The sound of your moans pushed him to go even further. He lands his two hands on the moons of your ass, spreading them wide open to see his wet dick pound into your dripping pussy, sliding deeper till he feels the resistance.
โAargh,โ he groans, swiping his thumb over the rim of your other hole.
โFuuuckโฆโ you whine out loud.
Sunghoon watches himself disappear in between your glistening pussy lips. The sheets beneath you two were pooled with your slick, you couldnโt control your moans anymore โโ you knew you were about to give out and cum again any minute now.
Your pussy just squeezes him in right, he could keep fucking you all night. You push against him, fucking yourself on his cock when he starts laughing, โHow bad do you want it, baby?โ
You roll your hips on him, โI want itโฆ bad.โ you mewl.
He presses himself balls deep inside of you just to watch you struggle and grind on him to desperately reach your nth orgasm tonight. He caresses your asscheek when heโs decided heโs had enough fun watching you use him like a fuck toy.
Sunghoon starts thrusting into you again, slow and deep this time, jolting your body forward on the bed with each pump of his dick. When you feel him twitch inside of you, you knew his release was close โโ his groans getting louder.
He starts pounding into you again relentlessly, feeling your gummy walls hugging him tight. You could feel him chasing his orgasm. His hand snakes its way to your lower stomach, brushing against the bulge of his bulbous cockhead before he presses down on it. The added pressure made your eyes roll back, gripping onto anything you could.
โHoonโฆ Iโm gonnaโ Iโm gonna cum.โ you cry out.
โThen do it.โ
You let yourself go, cumming so hard on his cock, you swore you were about to blackout from the feeling of immense pleasure.
He fastens the speed of his thrusts; you feel them become messy and sloppier. You hear his breathing getting ragged when he pulls out, stroking himself as thick ropes of sticky, white, cum spill onto your ass. You lay still on the mattress, still panting when Sunghoon finishes milking out every drop of cum.
Sunghoon uses the back of his hand to wipe off the sweat dripping down his forehead, โWait,โ he breathes out, promptly leaving the room to come back with a towel. He cleans you up when you start chuckling out loud.
โWhatโs so funny?โ he asks, moving your hair out of your face.
โNo, itโs just I havenโt had good sex in a while.โ you giggle.
Confused, he asks, โWait but, havenโt youโฆโ
โMe and Jake never had sex.โ you confessed.
Sunghoonโs eyes widened, โButโ I heard youโฆ in his roomโโ
โI have no idea what youโre talking about,โ you look at him, face puzzled, โMaybe we were watching a movie?โ
He decides to drop the topic and just be glad instead. He wraps his arms around you and pulls you closer to him, โI wish Iโd done something sooner.โ
Snug against his arms, you chirp, โWell, why didnโt you? I was throwing hints all the time!โ
Now Sunghoon didnโt know this, โ...what do you mean โthrowing hints?โโ
You playfully slap against his chest, โFreshman and sophomore year I was waiting for you to make a move but you never did! So I just assumed you didnโt like me like that and tried to move onโฆโ
One thing about Sunghoon was: he wasnโt really good with social cues. He was always in his own little bubble doing his own thing. But now that he thinks about it, you were pretty obvious โโ it just didnโt click to him back then.
The two of you ended up dozing off after talking for hours, and before you knew it, the sun was up again.
Both of you were awoken by a couple of hard knocks at your door.
Sunghoon yawns, โWhoโs at your door this early?โ
Half-awake, you slip into some clothes you find scattered on the floor, โIโm not sure, maybe a package I ordered?โ You rub your eyes, โThese FedEx guys always deliver packages so early.โ
You quickly leave the room to see whoโs at your apartment door. While waiting, Sunghoon props himself up against your headboard, reaching for his phone. He placed a hand behind his head while he started scrolling through his missed notifications. For some reason, Sunghoon felt like he was forgetting something โโ he wasnโt sure what.
Something was off, but he couldnโt quite pin what it was. Was he just being paranoid? He bagged the girl of his dreams, he just had amazing sex, and now heโs waiting for you in your bed shirtless, boxers on.
He tries to run through his mental to-do list in his head: he already submitted his assignments, itโs the weekend so he doesnโt have any classes, his rent isnโt due till next month, he did his laundry yesterday โโ so why did he feel like he was forgetting something?
Sunghoon hears your voice echo throughout the apartment, โJake! What are you doing here?โ
Oh shit.
kay's note: r/amitheasshole which one of them do you think is the biggest asshole: sunghoon, jake, reader, or all of them, cause i was lowkey thinking about it myself but i'm not too sure either
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