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Fuxk bitches, pop ollies.💋🎶If you're a hoe for a fictional character, clap your hands🎶👏👏

[shamebats]

[bananablam]

Honey

You should know that it’s okay for you to want more.

Why are you chasing someone

Who makes you cry on the bathroom floor?

[manny-jacinto]

TYLER JAMES WILLIAMS  BUSTLE (November 2022)

[bananablam]

I ran for so long that the leaves turned to dust

And the stars burned away.

And finally when i stopped to cry, the only one left to listen was the moon.

She wept comet tears and she could not help me.

No one could.

[bananablam]

I just think humans shouldn't be allowed to have dogs, for our mental health. Like having a dog is GREAT while you have them but once they pass away, it's worse than never having a dog at all.

[bananablam]

I'm real messed up.

[bananablam]

Me at 4am making half delusional plans to get my shit in order

[snoooze]

[bananablam]

IDC I love him shut up

[hayaomiyazaki]

SOMETHING IN THE RAIN (밥 잘 사주는 예쁜 누나) — 1.03

[bananablam]

This is one of my neighbors, he keeps to himself

[grundoonmgnx]

Alai Ganuza, My Fridge, 2022 

Oil, 72 x 92 cm 

[bananablam]

I am so very excited for some of the things coming up in my life and I think that maybe that's a breakthrough. I'm still not excited about my life but I've been planning and adding things into it to BE excited about so I at least have something to look forward to.

Also no alcohol (until this evening to celebrate being off work), healthy eating and plenty of exercise this week.

Working very hard to get a new chapter in motion for you all.💕

[bananablam]

It's almost memorial day which means that all the sweater weather people start to die off naturally. They'll spawn again around the time when Starbucks brings the Pumpkin Spice Latte back.

[bananablam]

If I was going to kill myself, would it be too dramatic to post a goodbye letter on Facebook lol

[bananablam]

yeah I'm really bad at trying to comfort 😶

You're not! I'm sorry for the late reply I'm just ignoring everything and trying to pretend that I don't exist😅but just the act of you reaching out really helps, thank you for being so kind.

[bananablam]

There is literally no point to me being alive, like I should actually die. All I'm doing is taking up oxygen.

[bananablam]

Sometimes I think that I might as well just die...I wish I could.