Hello to my followers and fellow content readers! Iāve been a very inconsistent person in the past with this blog, also giving false hope was something that I did a lot too. Not on purpose, purely out of setting myself goals my mental space just couldnāt achieve. I used to think I wasnāt doing anything with myself and had to find something I was good at, but later on, I realised that I was trying to do too many things at once and it made my mind spiral down a weird hole of disappointment, along with other things that were going on in my life.
Writing gives me so much joy, and putting my imagination out there into the world is something I want to always do. I still love BTS so much, theyāre my happiness when Iām alone or in a dark place and theyāve always been able to pull me out of there. Iām so thankful for the support people have given me over the few years of me having this blog. Seeing people enjoy my work is just as gorgeous as me finally finishing a fic and finally posting it. I miss doing it so much.
My mind is slowly coming out of the depression Iāve been in for years, and Iām learning to enjoy my hobbies and encourage people to do what makes them happy atleast once a day, if not, every second of your life! Itās hard to find that sometimes, but taking your time to learn your mind and how certain things make you feel, is such a gift in the long run of our lives. The world is fast paced, but we donāt need to be. Take your time and live your life how you want too. Sorry I got off track š
I have thought about deleting this blog so many times, thinking it wasnāt good enough or I was just a let down because I couldnāt get myself into a schedule. Iām glad I didnāt delete it in my many bursts of pain where I felt useless, because this is something I worked on, and I still want too in the future.
So thank you to those taking the time to read this and also thank you to those who still stumble across my work and show it love, I have a lot to do as a person growth wise, but I will still keep this blog up, posting when I have time to write and what I want to write. Iām honestly a little desperate for friends, I donāt have many in the real world let alone online, because Iāve been too mentally drained to seek people out.
I would love to have people find a safe place on my blog, to ask me for advice, to talk to me if there is something you need to get off your chest, to gossip about random shit, current shit. And mainly, bts! Confessions you want to tell me, whether theyāre dirty or not, Iām a stan of hard and soft and am all for it. Iām not a judgemental person, and would love to help others, or share thoughts with people who have common interests āŗļø
I will also probably be reblogging more on here as well, making little comments under posts and stuff. Other blogs have inspired me to try open my mind more and offer more to others, itās such a beautiful thing to me. Iām always here if anyone wants to talk about anything.
If you made it all the way down here, thank you. Send me an ask, send me a confession, what ever you like. Lots of love, and stay safe in the world. - K
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