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✧ PAIRING: yoongi x fem!reader
✧ SUMMARY: You’re committed to your New Year’s resolutions, ready to kick things off with a clean slate—and a safe, if slightly dull, date to your friend’s New Year’s Eve party. After the chaos of the past year, you need this reset. Everything is going fine… until you spot your ex at the party. Min fucking Yoongi. You didn’t know he’d be here, and you definitely didn’t expect him to look that good—or be so hell-bent on wrecking all your plans.
✧ TAGS/WARNINGS: exes to lovers, non-idol au, angst, smut (minors DNI!), anger/pining/heartbreak/all the things that generally accompany a life-changing breakup, first date awkwardness but make it excruciating, many instances of MC internally slandering the EDM genre sorry EDM fans, drinking but no one gets shitfaced, they're at namjoon's party and he catches many strays but is ultimately not featured in the fic lol sorry namjoon, yoongi is playing mind games bc he's jealous should we kill him?, kind of open-ended but still technically a happy ending at least to me, nsfw warnings under the cut!
✧ AUTHOR’S NOTE: aaaaahhh i’m SO excited to share this fic as part of the church of yoongism’s #DON’TDROPTHEBALL collab! my very first collab fic FINALLY! thank you a million times to the church gc for nominating me to write Thee Smut Fic of the collab, although i’d argue there’s much more angst here… oops! anyway
extra thanks to K @ktownshizzle and yaz @agust-doll for beta reading and helping me through the final stretch of writing this bitch, because it was giving me TROUBLE for the better part of december. i couldn’t have gotten it done without y’all!
here’s to a yoongi-filled 2026 (when is yoongi gonna fill m—💥💥💥)
✧ WORDCOUNT: 7.3k words
✧ NSFW WARNINGS: dirty talk, oral (f. receiving), one (1) instance of thigh slapping, anal fingering (f. receiving) (SURPRISE?), spit as lube (don't do this lmao) but i promise they're as safe as they can be about it, protected penetrative sex, riding
The last few hours of the year are slipping away, and you’re determined for a clean slate.
It's been a rough 365 days. Like, comically bad. A new calendar year feels like a cosmic permission slip to shed your baggage and become someone new. Someone who isn’t haunted by the ghost of a relationship that crumbled suddenly and spectacularly back in January. Someone who doesn’t freeze when a certain song plays when she hits shuffle, or instinctively reaches for her phone when something funny happens, only to remember that there’s no one on the other end anymore. You’re trying to leave all that behind.
The idea of starting over has never been more appealing.
So you put in effort tonight. You're at Namjoon’s annual New Year's Eve party, which is always guaranteed to be a good time. Your outfit was a calculated decision: cozy but cute, warm enough for the December chill, but revealing enough to signal your interest in getting laid tonight. This particular skirt-sweater combination (with the thigh-highs!) has yielded results in the past. Fantastic results.
But you're not thinking about the past tonight. It's dead and buried, as far as you're concerned. Fresh start!
You even brought a date tonight. Seojun.
You matched on a dating app a few weeks ago. He was one of the few who didn’t lead with a gym selfie or a fishing pic, and you exchanged enough messages about interests and holiday plans that you were at least confident he wasn't a serial killer.
He seemed nice. Normal. Not particularly funny, but humor doesn't always translate well over text. He had a dog in his profile, used punctuation correctly, and he works a desk job that likely won't send him gallivanting around the globe if things happen to get serious down the line. The bar is subterranean, but still—you're optimistic. Or at least open-minded. Isn’t that what starting over is all about?
Now, though, you’re sitting with him on Namjoon’s couch, drink in hand, trying to keep the conversation alive without fully disassociating.
“So,” Seojun says, catching your eye, “you said you’re into music, right? Like...all kinds?”
You nod. “Yeah. Pretty much everything. Depends on the day.”
“Oh, cool. I’m really into EDM. Like, hardstyle and future bass, mostly.”
Yeesh. Don't you dare compare, you remind yourself. Music taste isn't necessarily a dealbreaker. Not everybody will meet your standards in that department, and that's okay. Besides, your past relationship is evidence that compatibility isn't always enough. You could learn to appreciate hardstyle EDM. Possibly.
“Nice," you offer politely, taking a sip of your drink to mask the way your lip curls in distaste.
“Yeah, not a lot of people get it,” Seojun says, chuckling to himself. “It’s like—some people just hear noise, but to me, it’s spiritual, you know? Like, it speaks to my soul.”
“Does it?” you hum. You glance toward the kitchen, where Namjoon is talking with a few people you recognize vaguely from last year. They look like they're having fun. You wish you could relate.
Seojun doesn’t seem to notice your drifting attention. “So, what’s your five-year plan?”
"Huh?" you ask, puzzled by the sudden subject change.
“Your five-year plan! You know—career goals, travel, relationship stuff.”
You don’t quite know how to answer that. You used to be a woman with answers to those kinds of questions, but after your breakup… It just doesn’t seem appropriate to tell Seojun that your current life plans are completely centered around moving on from your ex. That seems like a date two conversation, at the earliest.
“Um… I think I’m just trying to make it through the next five hours right now,” you offer.
Seojun laughs like you’ve said something wildly clever, but it doesn’t feel like a win. You check the time on your phone. Still an hour and some change until midnight. You can do this.
Your drink is watered down now, mostly ice, but you sip it anyway. It gives your mouth something to do. Gives your hands something to hold. Seojun keeps talking, moving on to a story about his trip to Berlin last summer—how the club scene changed his life, how you haven’t really danced until you’ve danced at Berghain. You nod every few seconds to feign interest, but internally, you’re floating miles away. You wonder if any of Seokjin's mini quiches are still up for grabs on the snack table, and if it’s socially acceptable to stuff six of them into your mouth at once.
It's terrible, but you really wish you had the guts to fake a phone call. Or a bathroom emergency. Or that you had one of those friends who knew how to rescue you from a dud first date just by glancing at your face across the room. You used to have someone who knew you that well.
You sigh quietly and glance toward the door—
And freeze.
Instantly, it’s like all the oxygen gets sucked straight out of the room.
No. No fucking way.
There’s a moment—half a second, maybe—where your brain simply refuses to process. It must be a trick of the light. A lookalike. Some kind of figment conjured by the universe as a test of how committed you are to the fresh start you’ve been clinging to all night.
But no. He’s real. He’s here.
Noticing the panicked expression on your face, Seojun pauses mid-sentence. “Everything alright?”
You don’t answer him. You can’t. Your eyes are locked on the man standing across the room, rings glinting as he tips a bottle of something into a solo cup.
Yoongi.
Your ex.
Last you heard, he was still in Los Angeles, living it up. Fulfilling all of his lifelong dreams without the dead weight of a relationship holding him down. You didn’t check up on him often. The less you knew, the better, honestly. But clearly, he’s not in California right now. That is abundantly fucking clear.
Apparently Namjoon didn’t think that was a detail worth mentioning when he invited you.
“Hey,” Seojun tries again, “you okay?”
You snap your attention back to him, heart still hammering in your chest.
“Yeah,” you lie. “Yeah, sorry! Just thought I saw someone I knew.”
Seojun cranes his neck and follows your line of sight. “Friend?” he asks curiously.
You pause. Ex-boyfriend, emotional wrecking ball, the reason you haven’t had a real relationship in almost twelve months. You bite down on all of that.
“Old friend,” you say instead.
To your knowledge, Yoongi hasn’t seen you yet, and for that, you're thankful.
You wish you could say your first thought was something cool and evolved like, wow, I’m genuinely happy he’s doing well. But it wasn't.
It was oh, fuck.
It was he looks good in the kind of way that makes your stomach drop straight through the floor and that's just evil. Not good like your memory of him—sweet and sleepy and smiling against your neck. Not even good like he looked the last time you saw him, both of you red-eyed and raw, voices hoarse from the fight that set the end of your relationship in stone.
His shoulders are a little broader than you remember, like he’s been working out more—filling out his clothes better than he used to. His jawline is more defined, his hair slightly longer, a tousled black that curls a little at the nape of his neck. Even from here, you can tell he’s wearing a fucking tank beneath his blazer, which is just—
God, it’s all so unfair. You want to cry. You want to hurt him. You want to climb him, even though you really shouldn't.
Seojun glances down at your mostly-empty cup, oblivious to the emotional earthquake happening in your body.
“You want a refill?” he asks, already rising. “I was gonna grab another.”
You nod, distractedly handing him your cup. “Sure. Thanks.”
“Same thing?”
“Yep.”
The moment Seojun disappears toward the kitchen, your body betrays you.
You should stay put. That would be the reasonable thing to do. You’re not supposed to look at Yoongi, much less speak to him. You spent months trying to stitch yourself back together after he left. You burned the pictures. Archived the texts. Stopped listening to his playlists. Reclaimed your bed, your body, your fucking life.
And yet, you're moving. Walking. Your feet make the decision for you before your brain can veto it, slipping through clusters of partygoers, heartbeat climbing with every step. You just—you need this. Some form of contact. Some confrontation. Something.
You still feel the breakup as if it happened yesterday.
It was supposed to be a celebration, actually. He got the job—the one he’d been dreaming of, working toward for years. An A&R gig in Los Angeles. A dream foot in the door, the kind that could change everything. You were so proud of him. You remember telling him that, smiling so hard your cheeks hurt, kissing him on the mouth like you could pour all your support into it.
And then he sat you down.
The pride had to coexist with grief, then, when he looked at you, expression tight, and said he couldn’t risk doing long distance. That it wouldn’t be fair to either of you.
He didn't even ask if you’d come with him. He didn't even try.
You haven’t seen him since. No texts. No calls. No heartbreaking exchange of stuff left at each other's places. Just silence and the occasional punch in the gut when he popped up on your feed, tucked in a candid shot beside artists you used to listen to together in his car.
And now he’s back, when you’ve done everything in your power to move on. Dressed hot. Showed up. Brought a date. Took steps.
So you follow the pull. Maybe it’s stupid. Maybe it’s self-sabotage. But some irrational, reckless part of you—some part that clearly didn’t get the fresh start memo—needs to see him up close. Needs to know if the past year has really changed anything. If you’re really over it.
He spots you before you can decide what the hell you’re going to say. His gaze lifts lazily from his cup to your face, and he freezes for a split second—but recovers remarkably fast.
“Wow,” he says, familiar and devastating all at once. “Look at you.”
Part of you desperately wants to run in the other direction. Or punch him.
Instead, you plant your feet and find your voice. “I didn’t know you were back in town," you say in lieu of greeting.
He shrugs one shoulder like it’s nothing. “Flew in last week. Namjoon didn’t mention I was coming tonight?"
You shoot a look toward the kitchen, where your so-called friend is laughing over a bottle of Prosecco. Like he didn’t set you up to have a cardiac event in the middle of his living room. Traitor.
“No,” you say flatly. “Guess he thought it’d be fun to blindside me.”
Yoongi has the audacity to smile, just a little. “He probably figured we’re both adults.”
Ha! That's fucking rich.
You look away, grasping for something neutral to say. Anything that’ll get this conversation back under control before you start yelling—or worse: crying.
“Is it a short trip?” you ask.
“I don't know,” he says. “Supposed to be two weeks, but... I’m thinking of making it longer. Maybe coming back for good.”
You blink. “Seriously?”
He nods. “L.A. is fine. Great for work. But it’s not home.”
Home. You think of shared takeout containers on his couch. Lazy Sunday mornings in bed. Fingers laced together in the middle of the night. You used to be part of what he called home.
You don’t know how to respond. Yoongi coming back to Seoul—living here again—would be a disaster you’re nowhere near ready for. So much for your resolutions. So much for clean slates and new chapters and all the little mantras you whispered to yourself while swiping on Seojun’s profile.
How are you supposed to get over someone who might be in the same coffee shop as you on a Tuesday afternoon? Who might show up to Jeongguk's birthday or Taehyung's gallery opening or that ramen place you used to love together? How are you supposed to move on when he’s just going to be around?
You bite the inside of your cheek.
“That’s great,” you say. “Really great. For you.”
“Yeah?” he asks, gaze searching.
“Yeah. Totally.”
You want to scream. Tonight? He chose tonight to show up with his soft eyes and confusing declarations and home on his lips? You spent all week psyching yourself up for a symbolic New Year’s Eve that marked the end of this chapter. You told yourself you were okay.
You were okay.
Across from you, Yoongi shifts, leaning one shoulder against the wall like he’s settling in. Like he’s in no rush to leave you alone.
“So…” he says slowly, lifting his chin toward the kitchen. “Your date. How’s that going?”
You bristle. How long had he been watching you before you saw him? “Fine.”
“Mm,” he hums, unconvinced. “Didn't really look like it.”
Your lips part in disbelief. The audacity of this guy! “And what the fuck do you know?"
“It's just an observation," he says with a shrug. "He doesn't seem like he's your type, that's all."
You scoff. “Oh, and you think you know my type?"
“I used to, yeah.”
Hm. You don't like that.
"Yeah, well, people change," you huff, petulant. "Isn't the new year all about learning from your past mistakes?"
"Is that what I was?" Yoongi asks. "A mistake?"
He's studying you so closely your skin burns. It makes you want to go for the jugular.
"Maybe."
Something flickers across his face, but it’s gone too fast for you to examine it.
“I’m not holding you hostage, Y/N,” he says, and his voice is light again. “You’re free to go back to your date any time.”
You roll your eyes. “Yeah, I got that.”
“Then why are you still here?” he asks, head tilting slightly.
That shuts you up.
Because you don’t know. Or—no, you do know. You just don’t want to say it. You don’t want to admit that seeing him again has thrown you off-center. That part of you is still raw, still unfinished where he’s concerned. You don’t want to admit that he still looks good, smells good, sounds good. That he still holds power over you, even after almost a year of zero contact.
Yoongi's expression is unreadable but intense. It's driving you crazy, how hard it is to tell what he's thinking. It didn't used to be this hard.
His eyes flick down—barely. Just a glance at your legs. The thigh-highs. When they come back up to meet yours, his lips curve into the smallest of smirks.
Ah. There's an expression you remember.
“You look good," he says.
You glare. “Don’t.”
“Why not? It's true," he says. “You look beautiful."
You cross your arms. “This is messed up, you know that?”
Yoongi lifts an eyebrow. “What is?”
“You! Talking to me like this. Looking at me like that.”
His lips twitch. “How am I looking at you?”
“Like you want to eat me.”
Yoongi laughs, shaking his head. "I’m sorry,” he says, raising his hands in surrender. “It’s just—I remember this outfit."
Your face burns instantly. You know exactly what he’s remembering.
Date three. A night that ended with you in the back of his car, skirt hiked up, sweater tugged off, breath fogging the windows. Those fantastic results this outfit yielded? Yeah.
“I’m sure you do,” you say tightly.
You want to stay mad. You are mad. But god, the way he talks to you—it’s like he never left. Like he never broke your heart and moved to another country. Like he knows you better than anyone else in this room.
And maybe he does. Maybe you haven't changed as much as you thought you had in the past year.
You hate that he still gets to you. Hate that the way he’s looking at you makes your pulse quicken. Because Seojun is here, and Seojun is nice. Safe. And yet, you can’t stop thinking about how it used to feel to be pinned beneath this man.
It doesn't help that you haven’t been properly fucked in longer than you’d care to admit, and you’re starting to doubt that Mr. Berghain in the kitchen has it in him to wreck you the way Yoongi always did.
“You looked incredible that night," he murmurs. "Couldn’t stop touching you.”
The implication is hard to ignore. You're wearing the same thing tonight, after all. You shift your weight, arms folding tighter across your chest.
“I’m not trying to ruin anything,” he adds, finally dropping the intense shtick for a second. “I didn’t know you’d be here. If I had…”
“What?” you challenge. “You wouldn’t have come?”
He hesitates. “I don’t know. Maybe I still would’ve. I think I’ve been hoping I’d see you again. That I’d get a chance to say something.”
“Say what?” you ask, unable to help yourself.
Yoongi’s eyes don’t leave yours. “That I missed you."
Fuck.
“What am I supposed to do with that, Yoongi?” you ask weakly, all of the fire draining out of you at once.
“You could tell me to fuck off. Go back to your date,” he murmurs, a faint, sad smile playing on his lips. “I wouldn’t blame you. I deserve that.”
You say nothing.
“But if there’s even the smallest part of you that still thinks about me,” he takes a step closer, eyes locked on yours, “I’d do anything to remind you how well I still know you.”
Your body betrays you, thighs clenching and breath hitching. For a second, just one second, you let yourself imagine what it would feel like to let him kiss you again. To let him touch you.
Your mouth opens—
“Hey!” Seojun’s voice cuts in from behind you, bright and oblivious. “Sorry, I got caught up."
Shit!
Even with all the times you reminded Yoongi that you’re here with someone, you honestly kind of forgot Seojun was even here.
You whirl around, startled, and there he is, holding two fresh drinks with a smile that tightens something in your chest. He looks so harmless. So earnest. So utterly unaware of the tension surrounding you and Yoongi in a thick cloud.
“Thanks,” you say, managing a weak smile as you take your drink from him.
You glance over your shoulder, but Yoongi has already stepped back, his expression carefully blank again. He gives you a nod, then turns, disappearing into the crowd. You allow yourself to be dragged back to the couch, sipping your drink to soothe the ache.
“So,” Seojun says, settling back into his usual easy rhythm, “where were we?"
You force a smile. “You were telling me about Berlin,” you remind him, trying to reintegrate yourself into the moment.
“Oh, right!” he says enthusiastically. “Okay, so the night I went to Berghain, I almost didn’t get in, right? They’re super picky about the vibe, like you can’t look too eager, but you also can’t be too cool—it's this weird balance. And I…"
You try to listen. You’re nodding, humming, doing all the right things. But every cell in your body is humming. You’re hyper-aware of Yoongi’s presence. Your skin prickles, like his gaze might still be somewhere on you, tucked between your shoulder blades, buried in the place at the nape of your neck where he used to press his lips.
It’s not fair.
Seojun’s voice drones on. Your eyes wander with your mind again, searching for Yoongi.
You spot him near the hallway, steady and familiar and still within the throng of moving people. He’s talking to someone you don't know, laughing at something they said, gums showing, and your chest tightens.
God.
How can someone who wrecked you still affect you like this? Still be this beautiful and infuriating?
But it’s not just how he looks. It’s how you feel when you look at him.
Alive.
For the first time in months, your body feels like it’s been reawakened. Like every nerve ending has jolted back online. You’re too warm, too flushed, too aware of the space between your thighs and the memory of his mouth on your skin. You hate yourself for it.
You hate how fast your thoughts begin to spiral.
Because under all the hurt, all the unresolved anger, all the nights you cried into your pillow and swore you’d never forgive him—there’s still a flicker of that old desire. The kind that makes you want to remember what it felt like to come undone beneath him. What it felt like to be wanted so deeply, so completely.
Seojun's story has trailed off into awkward silence. You blink, realizing you missed an entire anecdote.
“So, uh… any fun trips you’ve taken lately?”
He’s trying—really trying—and you feel like shit for not giving him your full attention. You don't like the kind of person this makes you. The kind who strings someone along for distraction.
“No,” you say after a moment. “Not really.”
"Okay…"
It's fucking painful. You’re not just wasting his time—you’re wasting your own. You wanted to prove something tonight. That you were over it. That you could laugh with a stranger and kiss someone new and go into this new year lighter. But you just feel worse now. Like you're trying to slap a fresh coat of paint over a foundation that’s still cracked.
Seojun nudges you gently with his elbow. “Y/N?”
“Sorry," you say, shaking your head. "Sorry, I just—my head’s kinda spinning. Long day.”
“Oh,” he says, instantly concerned. “You wanna go? Or just sit somewhere quieter?”
You shake your head. “No, no. It's okay."
But he doesn’t look convinced. You watch helplessly as he follows where your gaze had been just moments ago and finally puts two and two together. Not that you've made it hard for him. God, you feel like a bitch.
“Ex?” he asks, quieter now.
You sigh. "That obvious?"
"Kinda."
To his credit, Seojun doesn’t push. He just leans back, letting the music and the party fill the silence between you.
“I get it,” he says eventually. “You don’t owe me anything, by the way. If you wanna leave, or go talk to him… I don’t know, I won’t be weird about it.”
You look at him, surprised.
“That’s… really nice of you,” you say, meaning it.
He shrugs. “I’ve been on enough dates to know when someone’s heart isn’t in it."
You wince. “I'm really sorry."
“Hey,” he says with a small smile, “you showed up. So it isn't a love connection. At least we tried, right?"
“Seojun…” you start, unsure where you’re even going with it.
But he cuts you off with a wave of his hand. “It’s okay. Seriously. I think I’m gonna take this as my cue to fall madly in love with those mini quiches. They’ve been giving me eyes all night.”
You laugh, and Seojun moves to stand. “They’re pretty amazing. I wouldn’t blame you.”
"Happy New Year, Y/N," he says.
"Happy New Year, Seojun," you respond in kind, smiling apologetically up at him.
He disappears into the crowd, and then it’s just you. Alone on Namjoon’s couch, half-finished drink in hand.
For a minute or two, you just sit there, trying to make sense of the cocktail of guilt and relief that’s churning in your stomach. Seojun didn’t deserve that—your inattention, your distraction, your drifting eyes. He deserved someone who was actually ready to move on.
But evidently, you’re not. Not tonight.
You down the rest of your drink, then set the cup down on the low table in front of you. You let out a breath, smooth your skirt down over your thighs, and stand.
If Yoongi wants to win, he can. You’ll let him. You’ll give him this one night. You don’t want apologies or explanations or drawn-out conversations about what could’ve been. You don’t want closure. You just want his hands on you. You want to stop thinking and just feel.
Because the past year has been brutal. Lonely. And Yoongi—no matter how angry you may be at him—is the only person at this fucking party who can fix it. Even if it's only for a little while.
He sees you coming, of course. Straightens instantly when he sees the look on your face.
“Hey,” he says when you reach him. “You okay?”
Impatient, you grab his wrist, fingers wrapping around the familiar shape of it, and tug.
His brows lift, lips parting. “Where are we—”
“Shut up,” you mutter.
You wind through the party, weaving through clusters of guests, past the kitchen and down the hallway where the music fades and the voices thin. You know Namjoon’s place well enough to find what you’re looking for—his guest room. You push the door open and pull Yoongi in after you, shutting it with a quiet click behind you.
A soft lamp glows from the corner. There’s a queen-sized bed with an unmade blanket, a desk pushed up against the far wall. It smells like laundry detergent and incense, and as far as you can tell, nobody else at this party has taken advantage of the free bed tonight. You hope Namjoon's traitorous ass won't mind that you're about to fix that.
You turn the lock.
“Y/N,” Yoongi starts, voice gentler now, “what are we—”
“I don’t want to talk.”
You crowd his space and back him toward the bed, hands fisting in the lapels of his blazer. His breath catches, and it’s a sound you remember vividly. A sound you’ve missed.
“Are you sure?” he asks. "What about your da—"
You kiss him.
You kiss him like you’re starving, like you’ve been crawling through a desert and he’s the only source of water. It’s rough and messy and born from frustration and longing and a year’s worth of unsaid bullshit.
You bite his lip, and he groans low in his throat, hands gripping your hips to pull you flush against him. You shove his blazer off his shoulders. He shrugs it off without protest, mouth never leaving yours. Your fingers tangle into the soft strands of his hair and tug hard.
“Fuck,” he mutters, and then he’s spinning you, walking you backward until the backs of your knees hit the mattress. You fall with a soft bounce, legs parting on instinct, and Yoongi sinks to his knees on the floor instantly.
He gets your clothes off before he does anything else. Your sweater is pulled carefully over your head, your skirt following down your hips to be tossed into a pile on the floor.
You nearly forgot what you put on beneath the layers—a black lace bra and matching panties, complete with little pink bows. It's a set meant to be appreciated. For Seojun to appreciate, originally. The second Yoongi sees it, he makes a noise in his throat and runs both hands up your thighs, fingertips running over the elastic of your thigh-highs.
“Shit,” he breathes, taking you in.
You lean back on your elbows, already breathing unevenly. “Wasn’t supposed to be for you.”
“Yeah,” he says, hooking his thumbs into the waistband of your panties and dragging them down slowly. “Funny how shit works out, huh?"
The lace slides past your knees, down to your ankles. Yoongi lifts your legs one at a time, slipping them off with care. He presses a kiss to your inner thigh, just above the stocking line, and you swear you could scream.
Your bra is next. He reaches around you with a practiced motion, and the clasp gives way. He pulls the straps down your shoulders and lets the cups fall away, then tosses it with the rest.
He pauses to look at you, all spread out and flushed and breathing heavy. The tension in the room pulls tight as wire.
“You’re so fucking pretty,” he murmurs, voice rough. “Even better than I remembered.”
Before you can answer, before you can say anything clever or cruel or cutting, Yoongi dips his head and mouths at the inside of your thigh. His teeth graze your skin, and then he licks a stripe up to your center. You moan, hips twitching, and he hums like that reaction is exactly what he wanted.
“Fuck,” you gasp, hands flying to his hair to grip at soft black strands. “Yoongi—”
His hands curl around your thighs, holding them open, keeping you steady as he laps at you like he’s starved. He sucks your clit into his mouth and flicks his tongue, and your whole body jerks in his hold.
He’s smiling. You can feel it against your skin.
The way he’s touching you now takes you instantly back to the early days of your relationship, when your time together largely consisted of learning each other.
The honeymoon phase.
Everything was fresh and new and fun, and within the four walls of his bedroom, Yoongi coaxed out of you desires you didn’t even know existed in you. It was something about his confidence, his lack of embarrassment. He knew what he liked and wasn’t ashamed, so why would you be?
The more time you spent between his sheets (and on his kitchen counter, and on the rug in his living room, and in his shower, and in his car), the more comfortable you felt asking for things. Things you knew you liked. Things you were curious about trying.
As if he can read your mind, Yoongi lifts his head, looking up at you from between your legs. A finger slips through your folds, starting at your clit before dragging down, down, down. Your breath hitches when his fingertip, slick with your arousal and his saliva, circles the tight ring of muscle past your entrance.
“Still like being touched here?” he murmurs, watching you closely.
You wish that you could posture as if you’re completely unaffected, but fuck. He knows all the right buttons to push, and he uses it like a weapon.
His eyes darken when you whine. “Use your words,” he says, snapping the elastic of your stocking with his free hand.
“Y-yeah, yes,” you gasp, spreading your legs wider. “I still like it.”
"Yeah? You want it?" he asks, sinking his middle and ring fingers deep into your cunt before you can answer.
It’s so sudden, so instantly pleasurable that you cry out, your head tipping back against the mattress. But before you can get used to it, he pulls them out.
His free hand slides under your ass, pushing you upwards so he can see your hole properly. Gently, he runs his fingers, slick with you, down the cleft of your ass, waiting.
“You want me to touch you here, baby?”
“Y-yes, fuck, yes, I want you to!”
“Yeah?” Yoongi grunts, his voice husky and wrecked as his eyes fix onto the way your hips push into his hand. “Just one finger, alright? Don’t wanna hurt you.”
“Mhm, just—“ You moan when he spits directly onto your hole, his middle finger rubbing it in before he pushes just the slightest bit. “God, yeah.”
“S’good, baby?” he asks, sinking his fingertip in slowly. It’s a lot, and honestly, without lube, it kind of hurts. But Yoongi’s moving so carefully, watching the look on your face, and the pleasure far outweighs any discomfort.
You nod, pressing your lips together. “Good,” you repeat, because it’s all you can manage.
“Tell me if it stops feeling good, okay?” Yoongi says, dipping down to lap soothingly at your clit.
“Okay.” Your eyes squeeze shut. “Ffffuck, Yoongi, keep doing that.”
He hums, licking into you with intent. His tongue parts your folds, and your fingers slide back into his hair, pulling as he tastes you as deeply as he can. The sensation relaxes you enough that his finger finally sinks in all the way to the knuckle, and you moan.
“Full,” you gasp. Your brain feels like mush.
Yoongi pulls back, slick lips pressing to the inside of your thigh. “Taking it so well, baby," he praises, mouthing at your skin. "Wish I could do more.”
“Mhm. Me too."
“Never got to fuck you here,” he murmurs as he slides his finger out the slightest bit just to fuck it back in, pulling a needy whine from you. “I know we talked about it.”
The thought sobers you momentarily, brings you back to reality. The reality that Yoongi isn’t yours anymore. That there are plenty of things you never got to do with him, because he left you.
You sit up on your elbows. “Yeah, well,” you huff, regaining a bit of your composure even as your chest heaves, “that’s your fault.”
Yoongi pauses his movements, looking up at you again. “I know.”
“You missed out on a lot of shit.”
“I know,” he repeats, staying completely still. “You wanna stop? We can talk about it, but that’s not really a conversation I wanna have with my finger in your ass, Y/N.”
You bite the inside of your cheek, glaring down at him. Because what would be the point? Talking about it won’t change the fact that he dumped you, that he didn’t think you were worth a few months of distance. And it certainly won’t change the fact that he isn’t yours now.
“No,” you mumble, frustrated. “I don’t wanna stop.”
“Are you sure?”
“Shut up and make me come,” you snap, lying back again.
“Y/N—“
“Yoongi, seriously, I’m fine. Just fuck me, okay?”
That finally shuts him up.
Yoongi eases his finger out of you with care and stands without another word.
He pulls off his tank in one smooth motion, revealing a body you used to know intimately, a body you used to wake up beside.
You stare, shameless, at the way his muscles flex. He’s been working out, the bastard. He’s a little leaner now, more definition in his arms, his stomach—but the familiarity is still there. The appendectomy scar above his hipbone. The dark trail of hair leading down from his bellybutton. He’s deliciously hard, the strain in his boxers evident when he undoes his belt and shoves his jeans down.
You sit up on your elbows again as he digs through his wallet, pulling out a condom. Of course he has one. Of course he’s prepared. You try not to think about why he’s prepared—if it’s for you or if he’s just… always ready now. Just in case.
He catches the flicker of something in your expression but doesn’t comment. He just tears the foil open with his teeth and rolls the condom on with a practiced stroke that makes your mouth water.
"You wanna ride me?" he asks roughly.
“Yeah," you breathe.
“Come here, then.”
He lies back on the bed, head hitting the pillows, thighs spread open. His hands fall to his sides like he’s giving you full control, but the look in his eyes is anything but submissive.
You straddle him slowly, knees on either side of his hips, hands braced on his chest. You can feel the twitch of him against your inner thigh, the sharp inhale he takes when your slick folds brush against the tip of his cock.
“Fuck,” he mutters, hands settling on your hips, holding you steady. “You’re so wet. Fucking dripping."
“Wonder why that is,” you deadpan, but your voice is breathless.
You reach between you, grasp him at the base, and guide him to your entrance. You press your forehead to his, breathing in his familiar scent as you lower yourself onto him inch by inch.
You pause halfway down. It’s been a while. He’s always filled you up so deep.
“Okay?” he asks, voice strained.
You nod. “Yeah. Just—fuck, forgot how big you are.”
He laughs a little, breathy and wild. “Don’t stop now. You can take it.”
His words spur you on. You sink down slowly until you’re fully seated, bottoming out, thighs trembling slightly. You stay there for a moment, both of you catching your breath, adjusting to the heat, the pressure, the overwhelming fucking intimacy of it.
Then you start to move.
Slow at first, just shallow rolls of your hips. Yoongi groans beneath you, letting his hands slide up to your waist, your ribs, your tits—palming them like he’s starving. His fingers tweak at your nipples and you arch into it, bracing yourself on his chest, fingers flexing against the sweat-slick muscle of his torso as you start to bounce.
The rhythm builds fast, and the burn in your thighs is welcome, grounding. Yoongi’s eyes are on you the whole time, burning into yours.
“Just like that,” he pants, tonguing the inside of his cheek. “Fuck, you feel so good. Missed this pussy so much."
You don’t respond. You can’t. You’re too far gone, hips stuttering, clit dragging against the coarse hair at the base of his cock. Between that and the way he plays with your tits, you can barely think straight anymore, overwhelmed by sensation.
Outside the door, the party continues—bass thumping, laughter spilling down the hall, people downing drinks and killing time.
And then, far away, someone shouts, “ten!”
You barely register it. You speed up, chasing.
“Nine!”
Yoongi’s eyes are still locked on yours, jaw slack, sweat beginning to bead at his temples. He thrusts up into you hard, meeting your rhythm now.
“Eight!”
You cry out. The burn in your thighs is killing you, but you don’t stop. You can’t. You’re so close it’s unbearable.
“Seven!”
Yoongi sits up suddenly, arms wrapping around your body to pull you tighter against him. His mouth finds your throat, your shoulder, leaving molten kisses everywhere he can reach.
“Six!”
“Yoongi,” you whimper, grinding down with desperation. “I’m gonna—oh my god—”
“Five!”
“That’s it,” he growls. “Let me feel it."
“Four!”
You ride harder. He slips a hand between you, thumb circling your clit fast and sure and perfect.
“Three!”
“Yoongi—fuck—fuck—”
“Two!”
You clamp down around him, thighs shaking, vision tunneling. Your orgasm hits like a tidal wave, stealing any breath you might've had left. You cry out, head thrown back, nails digging hard into his shoulders.
“One!”
Yoongi groans through his teeth and comes with you, thrusting deep, hips jerking erratically beneath yours as he spills into the condom.
"HAPPY NEW YEAR!"
Outside, the party erupts in cheers and shouting. The sound of champagne corks and confetti poppers. People celebrating a new year, fresh starts, kisses stolen at midnight.
And you're here, hidden away with the ex you swore you'd leave behind.
Yoongi shifts beneath you, and his hands cradle your jaw. You lift your head, and for a second, you just look at each other.
Then he kisses you.
You sink into it, lips moving slowly together, and Yoongi sighs against your mouth, arms tightening around you. When you finally pull back, your noses still brush. He’s looking at you like he’s not sure if he’s allowed to smile.
“Happy New Year,” he says quietly.
You huff a soft laugh. “Yeah. Happy New Year.”
Your body is sore already, your thighs aching from how hard you rode him, but you don’t move. Not yet. His cock is still inside you, softening slowly, and neither of you seems eager to break the connection.
Eventually, he exhales a deep breath. “I lied earlier.”
You blink, dazed. “What?”
“When I said I was thinking about moving back. That it wasn’t decided yet. That was bullshit.”
Your stomach knots instantly. “Okay…”
“I’m not here for two weeks. I’m not testing the waters.” He swallows. “I have a place. Signed the lease last week. My stuff’s already getting shipped in.”
You stare at him. What the fuck?
“I’m back,” he says, firmer now. “I live here again. L.A. is done.”
L.A. is done. The words cut through your orgasm-induced haze instantly.
“Why would you lie about that?” you ask, brow furrowing in confusion. In hurt.
“I didn’t know how to say it."
You sit back, sliding off him, needing a little distance to think, to breathe. You pull the rumpled blanket up over your chest and try to ignore how cold you feel without his hands on you.
“I knew you were going to be here,” he continues, tying off the condom and fumbling to pull his underwear on in your periphery. “I asked Namjoon if you were coming, and he said you were."
Another thing Yoongi lied about.
"Fucking Namjoon," you mutter, closing your eyes. You really need to exchange some words with that guy. "Since when is he your co-conspirator?"
"It's not his fault," he says, and you feel the mattress dip as he climbs back onto the bed. “It's mine. He just felt bad for me. I showed up with full intentions of groveling like a motherfucker. And then I saw you on the couch with some guy, looking so… gorgeous and out of reach, and I panicked. I thought maybe I’d lost my chance.”
“You did lose your chance. Seojun had fuckall to do with it."
“I know. I know. But if you’d let me—I want to try to earn it back.”
Your chest aches when you open your eyes again. He’s never looked more serious. More earnest.
“I’ll grovel now, if you want me to,” he says, taking your hands in his. “I’ll get on my knees and beg you to forgive me for being a fucking coward. For walking away like it was easier to lose you than risk doing long distance. For not even asking if you’d come with me.”
You clench your jaw, willing yourself not to cry.
“I just—I miss you,” he says, and the words crack at the edges. “God, I miss you. I’ve missed you every day. Nothing made sense without you.
"L.A. was everything I wanted on paper. The job was amazing. I met the right people. I made progress. But everything I thought I was chasing didn’t mean shit without you. I’d be sitting at some industry party, talking to someone I used to dream about meeting, and all I could think about was how I wished I could text you about it. How much you would’ve laughed at the weird shit people wear in Silver Lake. You were the first person I wanted to tell everything to. Always.”
Your heart aches.
You want to believe him. Yoongi, by nature, has never been much of a talker. He doesn't normally spill his guts like this. Instead, he shows people how he feels.
That, you suppose, he's already done. Moving back. Signing a lease. Showing up tonight. The sex. But maybe he doesn't think it's enough. Maybe he knows you need to hear the words this time, even if it makes him uncomfortable.
“Yoongi,” you whisper, but he isn't done.
“I should’ve fought for you. I should’ve asked you to come with me. I should’ve been braver. I look back at that night and I want to kick the shit out of myself for being so scared of losing you that I made it a guarantee.”
Your tears flow freely now, and Yoongi's hands immediately come up to cradle your face, wiping at them gently.
“I know this doesn’t fix it,” he adds. “I know it’s not enough. I’m not asking you to forgive me tonight. I just—I needed you to know. I’m staying. I’m not running anymore. And if you’d even consider giving me the chance to fix things, I swear I’ll do everything I can.”
You're already softening, despite the way part of you wishes you could hold onto the anger that's been fueling you all night. But the way his fingers lace with yours, familiar and gentle… It feels like coming home.
Maybe this year won’t start as a clean slate, you think. Maybe it starts with a second chance.
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Kiss & Tell | myg
✎ ˎˊ˗ Pairing: Office Crush!Min Yoongi x Reader ✎ ˎˊ˗ Summary: The plan was simple: kiss a stranger at midnight and fuck ‘til dawn. But what happens when you wake up next to your office crush instead—with zero memory of how you got there? ✎ ˎˊ˗ Genre: Fluff, Suggestive, Mild Angst, Non-idol, Coworkers to Lovers, Idiots tbh ✎ ˎˊ˗ Warnings: 18+ MDNI. MC drinks too much and blacks out (drink moderately y’all!), Mind the timestamps as the story switches from present day to flashbacks ✎ ˎˊ˗ Word count: ~10k ✎ ˎˊ˗ Notes: Happy New Year, ARMY! ✨ Year of Bangtan 2K26, who’s ready?? I hope you enjoy this little one-shot. Just when you thought I’d wrung every last drop of the office romance trope, surprise… there’s more! Lol. I got inspired by this one Tiktok that I forgot to save, but basically it's a POV of waking up beside your office crush. And now here we are. ✎ ˎˊ˗ Notes 2: Thank you to Tea and Aqua for betareading some parts of this fic. <3 If you see mistakes, it’s on me. Thank you also to the Church of Yoongism for all the love and support and for doing this dream collab with me. Love you guys! <3
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Present Day 📅 01 January 2026 📍Raemian Residences, Seongdong-gu
Your company’s year-end bash was a smash.
By which you mean you got smashed, and that made everything exponentially better last night. Right now, however, is a different story. Your head is pounding like it’s still trapped inside the speakers they rented for the party, the ones with bass so heavy it rattled your ribs.
Your mouth is drier than the Sahara, cotton clusters lodged somewhere between your throat and esophagus. You pat blindly at the nightstand for the bottle of water you usually keep there, eyes still shut because opening them feels like opening the gates of hell.
Your fingertips hit something.
A lump.
It shifts under your hand.
You snap your eyes open, instantly regretting it because there is a person in your bed.
Fuckin’ shit. You don’t remember a thing. How drunk were you? This has never happened before.
You ponder pretending to go back to bed. Maybe when you wake up the stranger will have yeeted himself out of your apartment, if you’re lucky.
You shut your eyes again, control your breathing. You’re fine. This is totally fine.
But gosh, you’re curious now.
So instead of dealing with the anxiety in the next few days, you resolve to nip it in the bud and find out who the “lucky man” is beneath your sheets. You tap your lamp open, keeping it at the lowest setting, but it’s enough to cast a dim glow around your room.
The man is facing away from you. Broad shoulders and pale skin against a white sleeveless undershirt, and a soft disarray of black hair across your silk pillows.
Something glints in the corner of your eye. Two silver hoops looped on his ear. And there’s something peeking from his shoulder... Is that..? You squint. It’s a tiny 7 tattoo.
Oh. Oh no.
There’s only one person who has ever told you that they had that number inked on their shoulder.
You are so so fucked.
Because you know who this mass of hair and limbs and skin and ink belongs to. But there’s no way he is in your bed right now.
Min Yoongi.
The co-worker you’ve spent the better part of two years not-thirsting-over-and-failing. Your favorite colleague. Some may have even referred to him as your work husband. You work extremely well together and you seem to have chemistry beyond corporate projects, but neither of you have dared cross a line.
Until now.
‘Cause he’s here. In your bed. Still sleeping.
You stare at his back for another beat, then exhale the only thing that makes sense. “Fuckkkkkkkk.”
He stirs. Shit. No no. Go to sleep!
Too late, though. He is already fidgeting in that way when you’re unceremoniously roused from slumber. A deep, gravelly voice fills the room. “Quit squirming, Y/N.”
You clamp your lips shut, containing your panic.
“Go back to sleep,” he says, twisting his body so he is now facing you.
Is he for real? How is he even getting comfortable right now? Why is he not as alarmed as you?
“You’re in my bed.”
“Astute as always.”
“Why are you in my bed?”
A beat of silence follows.
“Alright,” he sighs, propping his torso up with his elbows. And in the rustle of sheets, his scent assaults your nose. He smells like the way he always does, manly, musky, and so attractive.
“Let’s get into it.” His nose flares as he stifles a yawn.
“So…?”
“You were shitfaced and asked me to take you home.”
You can feel blood rushing to your cheeks. “Ah. Shit. Okay. Thank you… for that.”
“I gotchu.” He nods, settling back against your pillows. He looks so eepy like he’s about to doze off any minute now.
You tear your eyes away from him and direct it towards the ceiling. You sigh.
God, how do you even look right now? There’s probably a ring of smudged mascara around your eyes, dry drool on the side of your mouth, and you know you smell ratchet. You need to kick him out. This is too humiliating for you. But first, you gotta know something…
You lift the duvet cover and you clearly see what you’re wearing, and what you’re not wearing. Definitely no shorts, no shirt. Just a matching polka-dot bra and panties set to bring you luck for the New Year.
“I can hear the gears in your head turning,” his voice snaps you out of your spiral.
You don’t respond. You don’t know what to say anyway.
“Ask it,” he prods, and you can feel the heat of his gaze burning the side of your face.
Alright then. “Yoongi?” You pull the covers towards your chin.
“Yeah?” There’s amusement in his tone and as much as you want to clock him for it, you have to ask...
“Did we fuck?”
A beat passes. When he doesn’t answer, you finally chance a glance at him.
His mouth curls up into a smirk. “I don’t kiss and tell.”
Asshole!!!
Your last office was filled with middle-aged men with pot bellies and bad haircuts, but Persona Publishing is most definitely not your average workplace. It’s one of the biggest multimedia conglomerates in the country. You’re surrounded by pretty people all day, which feels both inspiring and mildly nerve-racking. Persona does everything: digital content that breaks the internet by lunch, glossy magazines that sit in salons and airplane seat pockets, editorial shoots on fashion and luxury.
The office runs like a sitcom—zany characters, overlapping conversations, chaotic meetings, inside jokes you don’t fully understand yet but laugh at anyway. Some days are brutal, deadlines stacking and egos clashing, and you go home questioning every career decision you’ve ever made. But even then, there’s a strange thrill to it, a sense that you’re exactly where you’re supposed to be. You like the pace, the pressure, the challenge of keeping up. And when Persona throws its legendary New Year’s Eve bash—the biggest in the country, meant to rival the ball drop in New York’s Times Square—you get why people kill to work here.
Namjoon, the CEO, head honcho, the man. Your boss is the dumbest genius and the smartest dumbass you know. One moment, he’s presenting the most brilliant 3-year omnichannel strategy, then the next he is walking into a glass door because he forgot it existed. Still, you are enamored by his enigmatic presence.
Seokjin, CFO and Office Clown, (heavy on the clown, actually) has somehow made “Worldwide Handsome” his official email signature and no one has called him out on it. He signs the payroll after all.
Yoongi, the aloof creative director, who has the—let’s come back to him later.
Hoseok, the HR manager, is charm on crack and sunshine on steroids. He diffuses conflicts with a single smile and somehow knows piping hot tea about everyone.
Jimin, your office rival, is beautiful, petty, and hella annoying. He competes with you in everything, including getting the attention and affection of a certain CD.
Taehyung, the resident heartthrob slash fuckboy, fittingly works in Partnerships, smells like strawberry vape, and dresses like he’s on his way to an indie film premiere at all times.
Jungkook, frat boy extraordinaire from Digital, is Hulk in streetwear. Everything he pitches goes viral on TikTok. He apparently goes by user International Playboy on the platform and streams games in his spare time. Oh, and he also does dance challenges that rack up millions of views, just because he's golden like that.
And you? You’re the new girl who thought she just came here to keep her head down and work…
Until this guy.
Min Yoongi hit you with a nonchalant ‘hey’ and a slow drag of his fingers through his inky hair when you first met. You didn't stand a chance. Every visible inch on him was your type to a T. And even those inches that are not visible? Sexy as hell, you just know it. It was just a pleasant surprise that he turned out to be a good human, too.
So Min Yoongi was never supposed to become your work husband.
At first, he was this untouchable deity. The creative director who existed on the periphery of your work life, hoodie-clad, perpetually sleepy, headphones on like it’s another limb. Your interactions were brief and professional. A nod in the hallway. A clipped “sent you the deck.” The occasional sigh when your team’s revisions landed back on his plate.
But it didn’t stay that way.
It was late one Thursday when the office had thinned out, everyone else just about done after a heated internals on that Louis Vuitton project. Your deck wouldn’t export, the EOD deadline breathing down your neck, panic creeping in. You didn’t have any particular plans for the night, nothing to chase, but it’s been a long-ass day and your brain was just not braining anymore.
“UGHHHH.” You banged your forehead on the desk thrice, your cup of pens toppling over and rolling on the floor.
Before you could bend to retrieve your ballpens, black and white Dunks stopped one on its tracks.
Yoongi helped gather your writing instruments up, took one look at your screen, and without a word pulled up a chair. Twenty minutes later, your file worked, your shoulders unclenched, and you sent the email to the client with a sigh of relief. Two things you learned about him that night: 1) the spicy cologne he wore suits him; and 2) his hands… oh they deserve its own fan club.
You were still spaced out when said hands made another appearance, as he slid a bottle of strawberry milk on your desk–the same one you got from the office pantry on the daily. And with that, he’d gone, trailing of freshly brewed coffee and a hint of cigarette smoke.
There was another moment that you remembered when things started to really shift. You usually ate lunch with Sana, one of the marketing girls, but since she took a sudden two-week sabbatical, it’d just been you in the big cafeteria. You watched people as you chewed your chicken fillet, minding your own business. You spotted Yoongi entering alone, hands shoved in his pockets. He scanned the room and when his eyes landed on yours, you dared to wave. Surprisingly, he waved back, small and awkward, before he queued up to get his tray.
“This seat taken?”
You didn’t expect him to join you, but you welcomed it. In the next few days, this one lunch turned into several. And when Sana eventually resigned to focus on a safe pregnancy, you had a new unofficial lunch buddy. It’s not that you talked about it. You just met in the cafeteria, at the same time and same place, sat at the same spot like an unspoken agreement. Conversations drifted from work to music, to dumb internet videos, to shared complaints about Namjoon, who both of you would defend to death outside, but inside, there are days you just want to kill him yourself. Somewhere between sharing banchan and developing inside jokes, it stopped feeling like coworkers killing time and started feeling like friends hanging out.
Then, came the third moment. It happened during a shoot gone wrong. Tempers flared, egos bruised, voices raised. You snapped back at the photographer when he talked over you, heart pounding but spine straight. You hated confrontations, but that day, you gave no fucks. They were late for an hour, messed up the lighting, and brought the smallest monitor, it was so hard to track the shots.
Later, you found Yoongi leaning against the hallway wall outside the studio, watching you with something new in his eyes.
“Didn’t know you had that in you,” he said, flicking his lighter. Flame on. Flame off.
“Disappointed?”
“Nah,” he replied, with a smile. “Impressed.”
After that, the chemistry settled in, as well as a new nickname. He called you Ace. He said you were the best Brand Marketer they ever hired, and he needs you in every pitch assigned to him from now on. Everybody in the office started to catch on to this… partnership.
You enjoyed his brand of affection. Lingering looks across conference tables. His knee brushing yours under the table during meetings. Strawberry milk and mochi appeared on your desk once in a while. Private jokes whispered just for you.
Jimin noticed. Everyone probably did. There were days you wondered if it was turning into something more, but Yoongi was a professional. Nothing ever crossed the line. Although you spent time with each other at work, too much time even, outside of it, you lived separate lives.
Present Day 📅 05 January 2026 📍Persona Publishing, Yongsan-gu
The first day back at work is a cruel fuckin’ joke. Everyone is bright-eyed and pretending to love being back—especially that asswipe Jimin, now sporting freshly dyed blond hair. Ugh.
Meanwhile, you have overgrown roots and an unresolved problem. You’re still living in the nightmare of New Year’s. You don’t remember what happened after you got home. All you have are fragments from before that—midnight fireworks, the freckles on Yoongi’s nose, and a kiss. Maybe. Between you and someone. With a 98% chance it was Yoongi, if he would just ever so kindly confirm it.
The problem is... Yoongi is acting brand new. Like the New Year’s Eve situation was a mild inconvenience quickly forgotten.
He strolls past your desk like you were not sucking face three days ago. Boy even has the audacity to say, “morning.” He never does more than a grunt.
Criminal behavior.
You decide you need answers, and the soonest you can corner him, you will. But of course, the meetings are endless, the e-mails are toxic, and soon you’re drowning in work.
Sometime mid-afternoon, Yoongi is walking towards the printing room, twirling a USB dongle in his index. That’s when you decide to pounce. You close your laptop, brisk-walk to follow him in, and slide the door close behind you.
He turns, clearly not expecting any company in the cramped room. “Hi?”
“Don’t ‘hi’ me,” you whisper-shout. “We need to talk.”
His expression is the picture of innocent confusion. It’s infuriating. “About what?”
“You know what,” you say, folding your arms across your chest. “New Year’s.”
He hums, as if searching back through his mental files. “What about it?”
“Yoongi.” Your voice pitches higher in panic. “We kissed.”
“Did we?”
You blink. “Did we? You were there.”
“Was I?” he says lightly, leaning against the printer like this is a totally normal conversation to have next to reams of A4 paper.
Your eye twitches. “C’mon, Min.”
“What? Seems you have a clear memory of the night. What are you really asking me?”
“Did we—” you lower your voice, “—sleep together?”
He looks up at the ceiling like he’s considering the flickering lightbulb right now just to keep evading you. “They should switch to daylight bulbs. The cool lighting makes this office look so depressing.”
“Stop avoiding the question.”
“Am I?” he asks, tone smooth enough that you want to guillotine his dick with the paper cutter.
“Yah! Yoongi, it’s been three days! I am still racking my brain if we crossed a fuckin’ line.”
He finally gives you his gaze, one that should be reserved for the bedroom, and it steals all the remaining oxygen from your lungs.
“You want me to explain everything?” he asks.
You swallow audibly, watching him step closer. “Yes.” You back up and your ass hits the table, bracing yourself from behind.
Yoongi tilts his head, studying you, and for a second you think (or you hope) he might actually kiss you again. His thumb brushes the side of the table behind you, just beside your hip, close enough that your skin sparks even without contact.
“You really wanna know?” You can almost feel his breath tickling your cheek.
You nod dumbly.
A slow smirk curls on his lips. “Where’s the fun in that?”
You gape. “YOONGI—”
He straightens, dusts invisible lint off his sweater. “Look, you survived your hangover. You’re alive. That means whatever happened or didn’t happen… is moot. Otherwise, you’d remember it.”
“I was fucked up.”
“It’s cool.” He shrugs. “Could’ve been worse, y’know.”
“How?”
He doesn’t miss a beat. “You could’ve kissed the blonde dude.”
You scoff. “I was never going to kiss Felix.”
“Oh, I know.” His voice drops, teasing. “You made that pretty clear when you kissed someone else instead.”
Your face heats. “So you DO remember—!”
“Mhm.” He moves toward the door, shaking his head in denial.
“Yoongi, come back here!”
“Happy New Year, Ace!” He exits the doorway, deuces to the sky, without turning back.
One Year Ago 📅 22 January 2025 📍LVMH Headquarters, Gangnam-gu
You listened and observed as Yoongi and his team presented their pitch deck. Usually a picture of cool, Yoongi was a little off that day. The untrained eye would not have noticed it, but you did. It was in the way that his tone was a little higher, just a tad. His words were not as concise, in fact, he seemed a little like he was over-explaining, and it wasn’t resonating with the room.
The client watched with a measured expression, lingering on nothing. No nods. No interjections. It was a bad sign.
Yoongi stood at the head of the table, hands loose at his sides, fist tightening. “Our concept leans into restraint,” he said, even though he himself was having a hard time practicing it at the moment.. “We wanted the visuals to breathe. Show, not tell. Luxury doesn’t need to shout. We don’t want to dramatize it to the point of exhaustion. Let the viewer infer…”
One of the executives hummed. Not convinced.
“I hear that,” the marketing director nodded slowly. “But I’m not sure it moves enough. It feels a little… safe.”
You saw it, the muscle in Yoongi’s jaw tightening, once, then again. He scratched the corner of his mouth with his index.
“Safe isn’t the word I’d use,” Yoongi replied, voice strained. “Intentional is.”
“But intention doesn’t always translate,” one of the clients challenged. “Our last campaign had reach because it was bigger, flashier.”
The room went quiet. Too quiet.
You leaned forward before Yoongi could dig in.
“If I can jump in,” you said lightly. “What Yoongi’s laid out is the framework–the tone, the aesthetic. But where this really comes alive is in how we deploy it. And vis-à-vis all that flash you see from other brands, this campaign in its simplicity and depth, will slice through all that noise.”
The client’s gaze shifted to you. Interested now.
“Go on.”
You click back a slide. “We keep the core visuals minimal, but we let them travel. OOH in expected and unexpected cities around the world. Paris, Beijing, Kingston, Cebu. We’ll have some digital content plug-ins. Short-form video cuts. Editorials that tell a story instead of selling a product.”
Yoongi glanced at you, just briefly. He caught it—the spark. And instantly you knew, he was about to set the room on fire. Bultaoreune.
“Instead of shouting,” he added, smoothly picking it up, “we let people lean in. It becomes aspirational without being inaccessible.”
“But doesn’t that risk losing scale?” another exec asked.
“Not if we’re strategic,” he replied. “We lock in with a strong hero piece. The visual I showed you earlier. Then we’ll let the message echo across platforms.”
“Is this gonna go viral?”
Ah, that’s always the question isn’t it?
“We could. But it’s not about going viral for the sake of. It’s about purpose. And when people see it has depth, that’s when it scales.” Yoongi paused. “But of course, we will deploy tactics for aided virality. Influencers, retail partners, news sites. We have a network of earned media players that we can tap, if need be.”
A flicker of agreement rippled through the room, the fire from Yoongi’s match finally took hold.
More questions started flying now. Engagement. Timelines. Budget. This is good. You wanted them talking and interested, not the stoic clown faces they had on earlier.
Yoongi answered with precision. You jumped in to contextualize. He sharpened your points; you softened his conviction. When one of you paused, the other filled the gap like it was rehearsed.
“This,” the boss leaned forward. “Feels right.”
Relief flowed between you and Yoongi. With firm handshakes and a promise to get back to you by the end of the week, the client saw you off.
Outside the office building, the rain started to pour. It was just light, a drizzle. You remember your mother, who leaned into superstition, would have believed this to be an outpour of blessings. It did feel like you just closed a campaign a while ago.
You ducked under the awning as Yoongi pulled a cigarette from his pocket, lighting it with practiced ease.
You checked your phone. Uber’s four minutes away.
He exhaled, smoke curling into the night. “You saved me there.”
You scoffed. “Nah. You had it all along.”
He looked at you, eyes like crescents. “You changed the temperature of the room. Gave me time to think of a pivot.”
“Team effort.” You offered your fist. He knocked it with his.
A beat. Rain drummed lightly against the concrete.
“Yah, I think you’re my ace.” He took a slow drag of his cigarette. “Just like last week at the Jinro account, you had my back.”
“We’re just good together,” you replied.
He nodded. “Yeah. We are.”
You didn’t know it then that this was the birth of his nickname for you. Ace. For being his good luck charm. For being his tag-team buddy during client pitches. For being his most trusted teammate.
Your phone buzzed.
The Uber pulled up, headlights cutting through the rain.
You stepped off the curb. He pulled the door open for you and lingered with a soft smile. You don’t know what that expression meant, or why it felt like his eyes were trained on your lips. Before your throat launched an invite that you might regret, he thankfully pushed the door shut.
The car pulled away, rain blurring the city into streaks of light. You glanced back through the window, and even as his figure faded into the distance, you had the unmistakable feeling that his eyes were still on you.
You didn’t quite understand the emotions swirling in your stomach. Perhaps it was still the surplus adrenaline from a successful client pitch. But it could also be something else. If you would truly be honest with yourself, it felt like you were both standing on the edge of something you weren’t quite brave enough to cross.
Present Day 📅 27 January 2026 📍Persona Publishing, Yongsan-gu
It’s late. Most people have gone home. The lights above the common area are dimmed, the cityscape of Seoul casting a glow on some of the unoccupied cubicles.
You’re at the pantry, sipping water from your just-refilled Owala, when Yoongi walks in with a storm cloud over his head.
“Hey,” you say.
“Hey,” he replies curtly like he’s in one of his moods.
You walk closer, about to ask him if you can help with anything when he scoffs.
“If you’re about to grill me again about New Year’s, don’t.”
That makes your chest tighten. What is up his butt? You watch him grab a mug, rinse it out, and dry it with a paper towel. He doesn’t look at you again.
“I was just gonna ask how you were.” You mutter defensively.
He exhales through his nose, jaw tightening. There’s that tick again. “I don’t buy it. It’s all you seem to care about these days,” he says. “Just save it, okay. Now’s not a good time.”
You roll your eyes. “Funny. It’s never a good time.”
He sets the mug down with a soft clink. “I don’t owe you a breakdown.”
You flinch. “I’m not asking for one.”
“Liar,” he smirks. And it irks your nerves.
“See, I dunno why you’re so cagey about it. It’s just a stupid fuckin’ night. It’s not like I’m asking you to marry me.” You don’t realize your voice has increased in volume until you notice his shoulders stiffen.
He reaches out. “Ace–”
“No,” you swat his hand away, “I’m done with this. I’m over it.”
He stares at you for a few seconds and when you don’t look back, he shrugs. “Ditto.”
Great. Something in you deflates, but you’re still seething and the fact that he just moved on and started making coffee infuriates you further. “That’s it?”
“Yes?” Spoon clinks inside the mug as he stirs.
You nod slowly, swallowing past the lump in your throat. “‘Kay.” You grab your tumbler and your phone, turn toward the door.
“Shit, Ace… Yah!” He calls, and his voice is tight. Like your chest is right now..
You pause but don’t turn around.
“I’m not trying to hurt you,” he says, as if that will undo all the damage that has been done in the last five minutes.
It takes all of your professionalism not to flip him off, so you settle for, “Good job anyway.”
You leave before he can respond.
Present Day 📅 28 January 2026 📍Head of HR’s Office
It’s probably a bad idea to involve the head of HR in your interoffice affairs, but he did insert himself in the situation. Hoseok has always been nosy, but you trust him enough to be candid if need be.
“So, what's with the shouting match last night?” Hoseok crosses his arms as he leans back on his leather computer chair.
“Who snitched? Or do you watch the CCTV like a hawk 24/7?”
“I can’t answer that.” He says with a tight-lipped grin. “But, I did ask you a question.”
“Yoongi and I…” you begin.
Hoseok can’t even mask the clown face he has on.
Honestly, there’s no way around this. Hoseok, as you know, is one of Yoongi’s oldest and closest pals. You’ve hung out at work with both of them and found out that they go wayyyy back. Like way before Persona. Yoongi once told you they b-boyed together or some shit. You still haven’t seen their dance moves to confirm it, but you have a feeling that he isn’t lying.
You sigh resignedly. “Yoongi and I kissed on New Year’s. I think.”
“You think?” Hoseok echoes.
“I got drunk on Moët,” you explain. “And I don’t trust a single memory left in my brain. Almost feels like I hallucinated the entire night. But the one person who can clear the air keeps blowing me off.”
You pause when you realize he’s staring at you like a particularly fascinating exhibit in an aquarium. It suddenly dawns on you that you’re talking to the one person in the office who’s clocked everyone’s tea.
“You’d know though, wouldn’t you?” you say carefully.
He shrugs, twirling his pen between his fingers.
“So did we?” You lean forward and snatch the pen mid-spin. “Hobi?”
“Y/N,” he says flatly, “did you really just ask me that?”
“I’m losing my mind,” you groan, slouching back in his chair and staring up at the ceiling.
He laughs. “Alright. I’ll throw you a bone.” Then he leans in. “The answer is yes. My sources can confirm that you were sucking face by the balcony.”
He really said sources? Your expression sours immediately, which only makes him laugh harder.
You should feel relieved that your memory isn’t completely unreliable and you didn’t imagine the whole thing after all. But instead, a new, deeply mortifying thought creeps in.
You wonder if he knows who initiated it.
But you decide asking for that level of detail would be a new low.
He snatches the pen from you and places it atop his keyboard. “It was actually kind of sweet, if not for you groping his ass.”
Your eyes bulge from their sockets, more mortification zooming inside your blood veins. Did you really do that? Oh my god. :( Drunk you probably would. You have always been um, fascinated by Yoongi’s shapely posterior.
“But that’s as far as I can tell ya.”
You sigh. Of course.
“Listen. Everyone can see that you two have something going on. Yoongi is my friend, so I’m not about to air him out, but I will tell you that I’ve never seen him give a peer assessment as wordy as he did yours.”
You lick your teeth, suppressing the grin threatening to spread.
“Plus,” Hoseok continues, leaning back in his chair and folding his arms, “I don’t think he really smiles at anyone in this office.” He tilts his head, eyes narrowing thoughtfully. “You know… the real one. The gummy smile.”
You grimace. You know exactly which one he means.
“And I’ve only ever seen that since you joined the team,” he adds pointedly. “Which says a lot.”
You rub your temple. “Great. Love that for me.”
Hoseok pushes on. “Anyway, I called you in because some people heard your little lovers’ quarrel.” He gives you a look over the rim of his glasses. “So maybe play nice. Or pipe down.”
You scoff, crossing your arms. “I hope you’re slapping Yoongi’s wrist too. Not just mine.”
Hoseok snorts, “Relax. I spoke to him this morning.”
“And?”
“And,” he says with a wicked smile, “I locked the staff sleep rooms. So he’s not getting his precious catnaps as punishment.”
“That’s nasty on your part.”
“I know,” Hoseok says, pleased. “That’s why it works.”
Four Months Ago 📅 21 August 2025 📍Persona Publishing, Yongsan-gu
It was getting close to midnight. The office was quiet in that eerie, after-hours way. Your shoulders ached and you rolled them back twice for relief. But it was your brain that hurt the most, feeling like it had been wrung dry.
“You’re done,” Yoongi said.
You blinked up at him. “What?”
“You’re done for tonight,” he repeated, already reaching over to close your laptop before you could argue. “You’ve been staring at that screen for an hour. And you’ve been straining your neck, too.”
You huffed. “Says the guy who’s still here.”
He paused, studying you for a moment. “Why do you always work so late?”
You tilted your head. “I should ask you the same thing.”
A faint smirk tugged at his mouth. “I asked first.”
You had a joke ready. Something flippant, but it got stuck on the way out.
“Home’s quiet,” you said instead, shrugging like it didn’t matter. “There’s nobody really waiting for me there.”
Yoongi’s expression shifted—subtle, but you caught it. “Oh?” he said lightly. “That you tryna tell me you’re single?”
You scoffed. “Fuck you.”
He grinned and the words that escaped his mouth were NSFW. “You really want to?”
Heat crept up your neck. You looked sideways, in case people were still lurking. Thankfully, you don’t see any of the usual night owls. You slap his shoulder. “God, you’re so...”
“Mm,” he hummed, rubbing the spot you attacked. “Sexy? Handsome?”
You didn’t know what female urge possessed you to say, “Go home to your girl, Yoongi.”
He laughed, almost soundless. Just shoulders and Adam’s apple bobbing at the same time. “I don’t got one, Ace. So I’mma stay right here.”
You knew he’d been single for well over a year, having broken things off with Sylvia, his on-again, off-again model girlfriend. You’d say you didn’t know anything about her, but one undignified night fueled by soju and beer involved a very thorough Google search/stalking session. She was gorgeous. Long hair, long legs, toned thighs, perfect skin. Everything you believed you weren’t.
It’s why at first you couldn’t fathom how Yoongi could possibly mayhaps probably be into you. But having known him for a while now, the man had no air of superficiality. He was as real as real could get.
“Suit yourself,” you said, training your voice to be even-keeled before you could think too hard about what you’d both just admitted.
Yoongi reached into his pocket and slid his phone across your desk.
“Pick something,” he urged, tipping his chin.
The screen showed a playlist labeled Cats > People.
You laughed. “Why though?”
“Helps me decompress,” he replied. “I like cute things.” Then he pat pat pats your head. You swat his hand away.
Taking his phone, you tapped a video because of the thumbnail. It showed an orange cat spectacularly failing to jump onto a counter with a comic bubble that said CRASH.
The video did not disappoint. You laughed out loud, the sound bouncing off the empty office. Yoongi watched you instead of the screen, lips twitching like he was pleased with himself.
You watched another. Then another. Somewhere in between, you pulled a half-finished bag of chips from your cubby and offered it to him. He took a few. You shared the bag, shoulders brushing when you leaned in to watch the screen.
While you were distracted, he grabbed a Post-It from your desk and started doodling. You didn’t notice until he pressed it gently to the edge of your monitor.
It was a cat. Simple lines. Grumpy little face. Under it, his messy handwriting stating: stay calm.
You stared at it, then cooed at him. “Aww… you drew me a cat?”
He shrugged. “So he can keep you company when I’m not around.”
See, if you were somewhere else entirely, your mouth would already be on his. ‘Cause that moment—the gesture, his smile, his words, the ambiance—would have been the perfect point to have your first kiss.
On that night, the moon was your witness. But still, it wasn’t written in the stars.
When you finally stood to leave, he stood too, like it was a given. “Let’s go?”
“I’ll walk you to your car,” he offered, and before you could even refuse, he was taking your laptop bag from your hand.
The elevator ride down was quiet, but not awkward. Companionable. You stood close enough that your sleeves brushed, the whirr of the lift filling the silence.
When the doors opened, he waited while you dug for your keys.
“Text me when you get home,” handing you your bag, he said it like it was something normal, even though it was the first time he ever muttered those words to you.
“Yeah, I will.”
You watched him re-enter the lift and for one reckless second you wondered what it would feel like to not part ways. What it would feel like to head home with Yoongi.
Even just for one night.
You shook the thought away as you entered your car and turned on the ignition.
Present Day 📅 06 March 2026 📍Raemian Residences, Seongdong-gu
You don’t really mean to ignore Yoongi for a month.
It just… sort of happens.
After being called out by Hoseok and having at least the kiss confirmed, you settle on an explanation that finally makes sense. You know Yoongi remembers. You kissed–that much is undeniable. But he keeps denying it, denying you the truth. And in your head, there’s only one logical reason why.
You, girl, are in the friend zone.
Obviously, he doesn’t feel the same way, cause If he did, he wouldn’t be this evasive. He wouldn’t joke, deflect, or act like it was nothing. Instead, he’s sweeping everything under the rug because he wants it to disappear. Wants you to forget it ever happened. And because he’s Yoongi, because he’s decent to a fault, he’s choosing avoidance over an awkward conversation or a painful rejection. He doesn’t want to embarrass you or ruin the friendship or the working relationship.
Yet somehow, that hurts more than honesty ever could.
So you pull back. And slowly, quietly, the pangs of self-pity sink in like fangs under your skin.
At first, it’s just self-preservation. You stop sitting beside him in meetings. You keep conversations clipped but still civil. You answer emails, not Slack messages. You tell yourself it’s professionalism, maturity, growth… and most especially, boundaries.
You really don’t mean to do it. But the walls you built started to stack higher.
You stop laughing at his jokes. Stop having lunch in the cafeteria. Stop glancing up when he walks into a room. You become polite. Still efficient. But distant..
And Yoongi notices.
At first, he tries small things. Little gestures to test the waters. Like a “You heading out?” that you pretend not to hear, letting the elevator doors close before he can join you. Strawberry milk left on your desk that you return to the pantry fridge. A direct invitation for lunch sent on Kakao (not Slack) that you leave on read.
So far nothing works. Of course Yoongi notices that, too.
Which leads him to tonight.
Your doorbell rings.
You’re already in pajamas, hair damp from the shower, brain blissfully empty since it’s finally a Friday. You frown at the clock, then open the door without thinking.
Yoongi stands there in glasses that soften his sharp edges, long hair falling into his eyes like he hasn’t bothered to comb it. He is wearing black on black casual streetwear that probably costs thousands of dollars.
He looks tired and wired and unfairly attractive.
“Hey,” you say, though it sounds more like a question than a greeting.
“Can I come in?” he asks.
You hesitate just long enough for his eyes to flicker something anxious and wounded, before you step aside. He takes his slides off and enters your space, not looking around, not allowing himself the curiosity of seeing how someone they know lives. He just stands there in the middle of your living room, hands shoved inside his hoodie.
Politeness doesn’t evade you even though you’re in a state. “Have a seat, Yoongi. Can I offer you something to eat or drink?”
“Don’t,” he snaps immediately, tipping his head back like he's already tired of the conversation that has not commenced. “Don’t do that.”
Your stomach drops. “Don’t what?”
“I’ve been trying to give you space,” he says, voice rising in volume. “I can’t do it anymore.”
“Unbelievable.” You fold your arms, triggered. “You showed up at my house to yell at me?”
“I showed up because I don’t know how to fix this,” he fires back. “God, you won’t even look at me.”
You don’t turn to him. You keep your gaze fixed somewhere over his shoulder, steady, detached.
“Have I been unprofessional with you in any way, Yoongi?” you ask evenly. “Have I missed a deadline? Compromised a project? Failed to do my job as your colleague?”
“Unprofessional?” he scoffs. “Jesus. Can you stop this nonsense? Is that really what this is to you?”
“I’m asking a straightforward question,” you reply. “Because as far as I know I’ve been efficient. Productive. Respectful.”
He lets out a sharp laugh, pacing a step away like standing physically hurts. “Yeah, great. Fuckin’ employee of the month. You’ve turned yourself into the perfect coworker. Happy?”
“That was the goal.”
“No,” he snaps, spinning back toward you. “Be for real, Ace. You sound like a robot.”
Silence stretches and it's deafening.
“You really think I came all the way here to talk about your KPIs?” he adds, voice breaking around the edges.
You finally look at him. “If you want something else from me,” you say calmly, “you should’ve said so.”
Between you: sharp inhales, slow exhales.
You consider your options. You could kick him out and let this rot, which would eventually mean finding another job. Or you could get this over with now, which would also probably mean finding another job.
Lose-lose. Fantastic!
“What do you want?” Yoongi asks, motioning a palm up to you. You look up.
Your armor cracks just by the sight of him. “I just wanted the truth and you treated it like it was funny. Like it—like I was a joke.”
“What?”
“New Year’s.”
His laugh is short. Bitter. “Wooow. That’s funny.”
“Really?” You snap. “I wanted to talk about what happened, but you’ve been such a dick about it. You kept teasing me and I felt like shit.”
“You think it didn’t fuck with me?” he spits, voice rising. “That I remembered everything and you remembered nothing?”
You shake your head. “Why did you downplay it then?”
“Because it was easier,” he admits, dragging a hand across his mouth. “I wanted New Year’s to be good. Instead I wake up next to you and you’re confused, embarrassed, and I felt like a fucking loser.”
“So you punished me for it?”
“I didn’t mean to,” he retorts. “I was just protecting myself.”
“By making me feel stupid?”
His jaw tightens. “You know what’s stupid? Knowing the first time we crossed that line, you can’t even remember how you looked at me.”
It’s like air is sucked right out of the room. Your chest constricts. “Yoongi, I—“
“You kissed me first,” he cuts in. “We were having a good time. You said you’d wanted to do it for a while.” His voice drops, laced with melancholy. “God, you were so sweet. We made out beside stinky cheese.” He laughs then, but it's devoid of mirth.
You go still.
“You had no idea how badly I wanted you that night,” he continues. “When you asked me to take you home, you were already drunk. Nothing happened. I would never take advantage of you like that. Just made sure you got home safe.”
You swallow. “Look, I’m sorry for icing you out. I started feeling like I just imagined everything. Either that or you regretted it.”
His anger drains into something devastated.
“Fuck,” he mutters. “That’s not what it was.”
“Then what was it?” you ask.
There’s a sadness in the way Yoongi lilts his lips. “If I never admitted it then I didn’t have to deal with the fact that the night I’ve wanted for two goddamn years just… wasn’t worth remembering.”
New Year's Eve 📅 31 December 2025 📍Four Seasons Hotel, Jongno-gu
Persona never did subtle. And when it came to the party meant to be the Asian equivalent of the ball drop in New York City, of course they pulled out all the stops.
Commissioned by the city government for the event, your company invited the crème de la crème: idols, celebrities, models, politicians. Anyone with influence. Anyone who mattered. Beautiful people. Rich people. Trending people. If you could name them, they were here.
One of the biggest five-star hotels had been completely taken over to make it happen, and if anyone could pull this off, it was Kim Namjoon. Your boss is truly an icon. Could probably win if he runs as President.
The room pulsed with music and champagne and people who suddenly liked each other very much. You schmoozed on autopilot, smiling until your cheeks hurt, your glass never quite empty. You had clients to babysit, but this was also your night to let loose and have fun. It was New Year’s Eve, after all.
“Is that Mayor Lee with—” Jimin gasped, his bird lips meeting the rim of his wine glass before he could finish.
You tried not to look. You failed. The tea was too hot.
The town mayor had arrived not with his wife, but with his chief of staff—who also happened to be rumored as his favorite bedmate.
And the wife?
Arm in muscled arm with Song Baekhyun, CrossFitter and YouTuber recently dubbed The Nation’s Biceps.
So messy and soooo good! You and Jimin gossiped to your hearts’ content, while Jungkook kept handing you colorful drinks. See, tonight even Jimin was… tolerable. Maybe New Year was really about turning a new leaf.
You were tipsy. Not falling-over drunk. Just loose and buoyant and happy. This night was about being wild and free.
Going in, you thought you’d kiss a stranger underneath the fireworks and take them home for more explosions, if you know what I mean.
But then you spotted Yoongi once and now you were painfully aware of him with every second that passed. And suddenly, plans changed.
Truth be told, you had been aware of Yoongi for a while now. Months of heightened tension and unresolved something, building steadily since you realized, two years ago, that you were dangerously compatible. As colleagues.
Lately, though, you had started to suspect that outside the four walls of the office, that compatibility might still hold. The thought lingered in the space between glances and touches and half-finished conversations. Tonight, it felt more charged than ever.
Blue looked criminally good on him.
He was slouched into his seat, legs spread, hands laced loosely between his thighs. His hair was longer, dark strands slick and styled away from his face to show… forehead. It’s silly, but you found that wildly attractive. The blue satin jacket hung open, glossy under the lights, drawing your gaze back every time you tried to look away.
Your eyes met.
Sometimes by accident. Sometimes not.
Once, he watched you laugh at something Taehyung said, mouth twitching like he was fighting a smile himself. Another time, he lifted his glass at you from across the room and the gesture sent a small thrill straight down your spine. When you mouthed what? at him, making sure to purse your glossy lips, he only shrugged, chewing on the inside of his cheek before turning back to a yapping Namjoon.
At some point, Taehyung leaned in and whispered, “Y’all need to fuck once and get it out of your system.”
You smirked. “That what you and Kira did? And now she moved to another company.”
“Yeah,” he shrugged. “But we’re still on each other’s rosters, so no harm, no foul.”
You rolled your eyes. Taehyung’s playboy ways were just not your style.
Yoongi found you near the bar not long after as you were chatting up with some people from Digital.
You’d like to think your sequined dress caught the light every time you moved, and like a moth to a flame, he just couldn’t stay away.
He leaned in and you caught the familiar mix of patchouli and tobacco. His scent was scrumptious.
“You look pretty,” he said simply and it caught you off guard with how direct it was. Just stated like a fact.
Warmth flooded your chest. “You clean up okay yourself.”
“Yeah?” His gaze dipped, slow and unapologetic, before coming back up to your face. “Glad you noticed. But it’s Hoseok’s doing. Said I need to up my fashion game.”
“Checks out that he’d say that. Look at him in head-to-toe Louis Vuitton.” You both glance over at Hoseok who was sauntering over to a table, Speedy 30 hanging stylishly on the crook of his arm. "He looks fresh as fuck."
“So I take it you don’t like my hoodies?” He laughs, a bit self-deprecating, referring to his preferred work and life outfit
“I do like your hoodies, except that you won’t let me steal them.”
“Maybe I will, if you ask nicely.”
You turned back toward the group you’d been chatting with, pretending to rejoin the conversation, but with Yoongi so close that you could almost feel his body heat, well it wasn't easy. Your thoughts tangled, refusing to settle. A little loose tonight, he chimed in easily, laughing when one of the guys mimicked a trending meme. And then his palm settled briefly at the small of your back.
Hello? Your heartbeat lost its rhythm.
Brave from the champagne, you glanced over your shoulder. Yoongi was already watching you, onyx eyes steady, like he’d been waiting for you to look. One eyebrow lifted, just slightly, a smug little smirk challenging you.
You’d hoped to spend more one-on-one time with him after that, but the leadership team promptly kidnapped him for a series of “important things.” The last time you saw him, he was raising a highball while Jin delivered a speech about brotherhood, complete with several fishing metaphors that somehow made things less clear.
During that time, you had new company.
Felix was the marketing manager of one of your retail clients. He’s nice, sort of. A little slimy, if you’d really be honest. He slid into the space beside you, smiling too polished as he adjusted his cuff links. He asked about your night so far and if he could get you another drink or something to eat.
You’re nothing if not polite, so you replied and decided to stay with him for a respectable time before planning on making your French exit. Only, it wasn’t so easy.
“So,” he said, grinning, “midnight’s coming up. You know in Australia there’s a tradition to kiss someone when the clock strikes 12.”
“Ah, really?” Your stomach tightened. You nodded politely, already planning your immediate exodus, because you were 90% sure you were being gently maneuvered into becoming someone’s New Year’s kiss. That someone, however, is not that man you wanted.
“It’s just harmless fun, nothing too—“
“Ace.”
Yoongi entered the chat. Whew.
“Hey,” he said easily, catching his breath a little but sliding into the conversation like he’d always belonged. He nodded at Felix, respectful, professional. “Sorry to interrupt, but can I steal her for a sec? Need her opinion on something.”
Felix hesitated, eyes darting between you and Yoongi, but eventually nodded.
“See you later,” you said quickly, waving a small hand to Felix.
Yoongi’s hand settled at the small of your back as he guided you away. Relief washed through you, chased immediately by something hotter and far more electric.
Once you were clear, you exhaled. “Thank you.”
He glanced down at you, amused. “Looked like you needed an out.”
“I did. You have excellent timing.”
“I know,” he said, then softer, “You okay?”
You nodded, suddenly very aware of how close he was. How easy it felt to stand there with him. How much you didn’t want to move.
Fireworks started popping outside. The 10-minute timer began on the screens, cheering and chatting grew louder.
Yoongi leaned in so you could hear him. “Better view outside.” He nodded toward the balcony, and you followed without thinking.
The rooftop was super packed. People were almost shoulder to shoulder, drinks clinking, music blasting from every corner. The crowd whistled and shouted as Aespa took the stage. It was exhilarating and intense all at once. With the champagne haze and the anticipation between you and Yoongi building, you felt overstimulated.
Ever observant, Yoongi placed a hand on your shoulder. He noticed the discomfort in your expression immediately.
“I might have another option,” he said.
You let him guide you away, one hand slipping into yours while the other snagged two champagne flutes from a passing tray in one smooth motion.
Moments later, you were back inside the hotel, stepping into a sprawling penthouse suite reserved for a select few—a quieter VIP pocket amid the madness. Screens played the countdown and the concert upstairs. Music carried through the space, but softer here. There was food, drinks, and a balcony that wrapped around the room. You spotted Hoseok on one side, already deep in conversation with a famous TikToker. A few others lingered nearby, but it was blessedly sparse. You could move without bumping into anyone. People minded their own business. The carpeted floors were visible.
Alcohol in your veins kept you light, floaty, entranced by the glittering balloons and the generous spread laid out across the counters.
Yoongi handed you one of the champagne glasses, then tilted his head toward the balcony.
The cold hit you immediately. The city stretched below, fireworks blooming across the skyline. You hugged your arms around yourself before you feel the weight of fabric draped over your shoulder.
Yoongi had slipped off his jacket and now it’s on you.
“Looks amazing up here,” he quipped, colorful lights swirling in his irises.
“Yeah,” you said softly, looking up. “Just… wow.”
You turned toward him again. He was already looking at you.
Up close, you noticed the freckles on his nose and that little mole, not quite on the tip but a little to the left. He had a scar on his forehead that bent out of shape when he furrowed his brows. But your favorite are the smile lines, from when his eyes softened.
You take a sip of your drink, a thought crystallizing. And at that moment, it made total sense. “I think you’re shaped like a cat.”
“That’s not an insult, is it?”
“No,” you decide immediately. “Cats are… cute and trustworthy.”
You studied him again, a little more openly this time. Yes, he’s attractive–painfully so, actually. It’s obvious to anyone with a working pair of eyes. But standing here, it felt almost secondary. What hit harder was the ease of being near him. The quiet pull. The way your body relaxes when he is around. The way your brain either hyperfocuses or turns into mush.
You wondered when that happened. When wanting him stopped being just physical and turned into something more.
You shifted a little closer. It was chilly, sure. But that wasn’t the point.
He didn’t move away.
Instead, he turned toward you fully, eyes searching your face like he’s trying to decipher something you were afraid to say out loud.
Fireworks cracked overhead. And the countdown began.
10…
You looked up at him, smile crooked as you mumble his name, heart loud in your ears. “You’re very easy to like.”
He let out a soft, disbelieving laugh. “I’m really not.”
“Fine,” you agreed. “You’re a pain in the ass.”
“Mmh. And?” His gaze dropped to your mouth.
Yours lifted to his.
“And I want to kiss you so bad.”
He licked his lips at that, a slow, lopsided smile tugging at his mouth. He didn’t interrupt. Just waited, because there were more words dancing at the tip of your tongue.
“I’ve wanted to for a while.”
Your noses brushed, breath mingling.
“So,” he murmured, voice low and steady, “do it.”
1…
You leaned in and crashed your mouth against his.
At that moment you decide it was and forever will be your favorite kiss.
Everything about the moment felt impossibly right. Fireworks bloomed overhead in dazzling bursts, painting the sky in color and light, their echoes vibrating through your chest. The city below felt distant, unreal, as if you’d stepped into a pocket of time meant only for the two of you. You’d wanted this in quiet ways for so long, but it felt forbidden. It still did, but now it was here, gentle and unfolding, like a dream you didn’t want to wake from.
His hand settled at your waist, steadying you. Yours met behind his neck, caressing the strands curling on his nape.
You smiled into the kiss and then, because you were drunk and emboldened and apparently unhinged, your hand dropped, smoothing down his back until it reached its destination and you gave his butt a playful tweak.
"Aish!" He yelped, pulling back, small eyes scandalized.
You burst out laughing. “I’m sorry! It’s just… there… perky and shit.”
“You know that saying an eye for an eye, a cheek for a cheek?”
“That is NOT how it goes!”
He shook his head, laughing despite himself. “Says who?”
Well now your cheeks were aflame, both sets.
“I’m not touching your ass, Ace.” Then his voice dropped, teasing. “Not today.”
Well damn.
You hadn’t felt this elated in so long. It's really happening, isn't it? Yoongi and you. you and Yoongi. Fuck.
You went back inside, got settled in the kitchen of all places. Propped on the island, the kissing resumed beside trays of quiche and blue cheese, and caviar. Your mouths are more playful now, a bit messier. More champagne, and even more kissing ensued.
At some point, another flute emptied and your energy dipped.
You yawned, “I’m sleepy.” You leaned into him, your head finding his shoulder like it belonged there. His thumb brushed absently along your back.
He hummed. “Poor baby.”
You would have melted if the pet name registered. You tilted your head up, eyes half-lidded. “Can you take me home?”
He didn’t answer right away. You barely noticed, because the rest blurred and softened around the edges.
"Anything for you, Ace."
Present Day 📅 06 March 2026 📍Raemian Residences, Seongdong-gu
His words hang between you, fragile and raw.
“The night I wanted for two goddamn years… wasn’t worth remembering.”
You shake your head quickly, stepping closer before you even realize you’re moving. “That’s not true.”
“You woke up panicking.”
“I woke up scared,” you correct gently. “There’s a difference.”
You exhale, steadying yourself. “I didn’t forget because it didn’t matter. I forgot because I drank too much and my stupid fuckin' brain failed me.”
Yoongi’s eyes flick up to yours. You know him enough to understand the vulnerability in his expression. His shoulders were stiff, but there was a slight quiver in his lip that he quelled by worrying it in between his teeth.
He was there. He saw you sloshed. You know he understands that you blanked from the alcohol, but perhaps it still doesn't mean that it didn't hurt.
"Maybe I’ll get us some coffee,” you excuse yourself, needing the distance to steady your pounding heart.
After a few minutes, you set the cups of coffee down. Yoongi has migrated to the couch. When you walk back, his gaze was transfixed on a photo in your shelf. It was of you and him and some guys from work in a teambuilding activity. He had his arm loosely around your shoulders, and the top of your head was angled toward his cheek.
Wow, you two were really obvious, huh?
He lifts his eyes towards you, mumbles a thanks before sipping on his black coffee once.
“It’s decaf,” you say. “I remember you get tummy aches.”
He nods with a hint of a smile.
You sit beside him, smoothing down your pajama bottoms. “So what happens now?”
“You tell me, Ace. I think I’ve been clear where I stand.”
Fair enough.
“Yoongi, I’ve wanted you for a long time too,” you admit, thinking back to that day he carded his fingers in his hair and said hey. It was downhill from there. “Just didn’t think I was allowed to, since we work together.”
“Namjoon knows.”
You choke on your coffee.
“…If that’s what you’re worried about.” He adds, before you can even process that. “He doesn’t give a shit to be real frank with you. He knows you’re my ace. We kill every pitch… together. We’re good for business.”
Suddenly your clock makes a beeping sound as it does every 12 o' clock.
It’s funny, actually. The timing of it.
“So,” you say, tilting your head. “Do we… want a do-over?”
His eyes flick up to the clock, then back to you realizing the same thing. It's midnight.
He doesn’t answer with words.
Instead, his hand cups your jaw, careful, steady, unmistakably sure, and then, he kisses you.
This one is different.
In fact, it was nothing like the first.
There’s no champagne haze to soften it, no noise to distract you. Just the two of you, side by side in the quiet of your apartment, fully awake to what this means. His mouth slides against yours perfectly, and when his tongue licks into your mouth, goosebumps trail across your arms.
You taste coffee instead of champagne. Feel certainty instead of fear. And somewhere between gentle tugs and tender strokes, you understand it isn’t the memory that mattered. It’s what happens next.
He rests his forehead against yours, eyes fond, and it takes your breath away.
You feel his soft hair in between your fingers and dynamite lighting up your chest.
And for the first time since New Year’s Eve, the night doesn’t feel like a question anymore.
Finally, you’ve kissed...
and there’s no telling what could happen next.
:)
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I MISSED THE YOONGI LIVE WITH HIS CAT NO NONONONOFNONLNKNONOOOOOOO
long haired yoongi wearing glasses <3
my whole world you are.
MY MAN MY MAN MY MAAAN
kim namjoon has a driver's license!!!!! (transl cr. ryuminating)
namjoon got his license before me now i HAVE to get mine
I can't believe his hair is so long he is constantly playing with it now 😭 he is so beautiful 😭
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how do people find gifs on here i need that scene from whatever kdrama where the leads are kissing and he stops to take off his glasses
