Legend of the Rager

just a stoner trying to figure out life 🌞

[jxsh-a-deactivated20200905]

// JOEY //

[joohwan7]

[fastestslothalive]

[baphomets-babe]

You didn't answer my question lol so did your ex fuck your mom

LOL no who tf

[greelin]

it probably seems like i cry over stupid shit but tbh i usually end up crying because i’ve stored up all of my upset feelings from multiple things rather than express them and then the littlest thing sets me off like spilling my drink may not be that big of a deal but when i’ve stored up that many negative emotions it feels like i busted a hole in the hoover dam

[wutangmama]

when ur potato head ass is blackout ready

[css3pal]

[co-existence]

do u ever feel like every single person you care about cares about someone else more

[baphomets-babe]

That day you were staring me I couldn’t help but look at you and think that this is going to hurt. But that’s okay because I’m excited to have you now and momma taught me how to be proud. I notice the creases in your blue eyes and you notice how I walk. Because that's what I pay attention to like I'm sittin front row in the classroom. I want to love you and scribble on the wall about beautiful things about how the world stops when I see you, but I doubt you appreciate poetry. I’ve always wanted to run away and id like you to come with me. I’m passionate about the little things like how I hold your finger with my whole hand. Things are gonna get crazy so take a stand. This emotional shit is getting old, all I wanna be is cold. But goddamn that’s a long shot kinda like the crazy nights we faught. Red eyes aren’t just from the kush I’m blowing its from the feelings I’m growing. And boy I don’t like being cheesy because usually that shit makes me queazy. But you opened up a window in me that I can’t close so man throw me a raincoat. Shits getting blurry like my vision and that’s a sure thing. You don’t wanna fill this cup up because boy imma tell you about how I rub your eyes after you fall asleep those are the typa memories you keep stored in the back like left overs, they just on a lower level. Fuck that all I want is happiness back, and I’m hoping you can supply that.

[therelatableimages]

[vincentvangogh-art]

Though I am often in the depths of misery, there is still calmness, pure harmony and music inside me.

Vincent van Gogh (via vvitchhunt)

[janedoherty666]

[dumbdaisies]

[thefckingbanana]

omg

[auors1-blog]

things i wanna do w/u:

get milkshakes at a cute fifties place

splash in the street during a storm

take pictures of flowers and cool plants

kiss & hug in the ocean

play cards by candlelight

sew couple cosplays

overthrow the government probably

[baphomets-babe]

I miss the creases in your fingers. I miss the way your hair curls at the bottom. I miss the way you smell when you’ve been working. I miss your thumb rubbing against my eyes when I’m upset. I miss every scar and imperfection I’ve counted on your arms. I miss you putting my hair behind my ear. I miss doing your eyebrows after begging you to let me. I miss you making me laugh because I don’t do that anymore. I miss your big beautiful blue eyes. I miss looking down at you while you’re laying on my chest. I miss being happy. I miss you holding me because it’s not the same with anyone else. I miss laying with you. I miss crying to you. I miss going through packs of cigarettes and weed because we were bored. I miss rubbing your head when you’re sleepy. I miss making you food although you’d usually make me food. I miss taking showers with you. I miss popping your pimples. I miss family time with our puppies. I miss having someone to talk to. I miss my best friend. I miss you rubbing me until I fell asleep. I miss not being miserable. I miss sharing my bed with you even though we’d barely have enough room. I miss you helping me with homework and making me go to school. I miss getting high and eating all the food in my house. I miss how your hands were so much bigger than mine. I miss you taking care of me. I miss putting your hair in pony tails. I miss your long eyelashes. I miss picking out your outfits. I miss arguing with you because we both just care too much. I miss you dealing with me while I’m on my period. I miss being intimate with you. I miss your morning voice. I miss your messy hair. I miss taking walks with you. I miss staying in bed and watching Netflix. I miss you explaining movies because I can’t see. I miss you brushing my hair when it was knotty. I miss holding you while you were crying. I miss staying up all night talking about life. I miss you dealing with my sad music. I miss you getting mad at me when id hurt myself. I miss you telling me I was beautiful. I miss the drunk emotional nights. I miss living with you. I miss when you cared about me. I miss the old Dj. I miss the Dj that didn't only care about sex. I miss when you didn’t hate me. I miss when you loved me. I miss not being a wreck because I need you.

[baphomets-babe]

i don't know what happened to me but I can't stand being sober anymore.

[baphomets-babe]

you're just a dandelion and it's time for me to blow you far away, where you can't hurt me anymore.