somewhere the wind is blowing

tough days, new dreams, irony. what's the odd?

[baramimiles]

Satu dari tiga puluh hari dalam sebulan, adalah hari dimana kau hanya ingin bersantai dalam kamarmu.

[baramimiles]

Malam sepi sekali. Hujan, saya rindu.

[bluesapphireocean-deactivated20]

[baramimiles]

SJ in my heart.

[piecomic]

[tastefullyoffensive]

[piecomic]

[baramimiles]

This is the right illustration of my life. Once again, I am NOT hating it. I simply don't like it.

[baramimiles]

Chapter 2 : Things I don't like the most

My best friend just found out, that her senior is working in the same company. Since that day, that man came to our division every day. It was like he didn't have anything to do beside visiting us. Made bad jokes, civilizing, and stole our division's cookies.

I never talked to him. I managed to walked out from the room when he arrived, so I never had a chance to exchanging words with him. Not that I interested in him or something.

Until one day, I was playing card game in the computer, and he came. I didn't have any choice but stayed. I was about to continue my game, when my best friend took initiative to introduce us. I almost shaked his hand but my phone was ringing. A message. That man took my phone, and said if he could read the message for me. So unnecessary, awkward and annoying gesture of him. I hate someone touch my phone, let alone go thru my phone. I grabbed my phone politely, while mumbling how I'd love to kill him someday.

He loves to make jokes. Unfortunately, sometimes he didn't realize that other person just didn't find it amusing. He joked about how fun it is to be an intern in our division, because all we have to do is play card. He said it with an annoying tone that you just want to kick him in the balls. How am I supposed to respond to that when I didn't fin it pleasantly entertaining, but he is kind of my boss, and he thought it was funny.

He is annoying, and I have to be 300 meters away from him. That was all in my head that day.

[zarryhendrik-deactivated2014041]

Kenyamanan, bahaya yang paling dicari orang.

(via zarryhendrik)

karena sesungguhnya, berada di dekatmu membuat segalanya kelihatan mudah untuk dijalani. Kau, dan keberadaanmu dalam hidupku.

[baramimiles]

Satu lagu yang terus kau putar seharian. Yang membuat jantungmu berdetak dua kali lebih cepat. atau dua kali lebih lambat.

[baramimiles]

They told you to show your true feeling. Yet they judged you for being sad and lonely. WORLD BIGGEST PROBLEM

[baramimiles]

Chapter One : Unexpected Meeting

I was single, and for the first time in my life I felt okay with it. I enjoyed every moment I spent with my best friends. We were young and energetic. We laughed our face off over simplest things. Three months holiday was so frustrating. We couldn't see each other. So we made an excuse. We applied for an internship job in a big oil company. Only the two of us went there, and as we were recommended person, the company gave us a yes answer.

Awkward, at first. A week passed, and we already acted like we were employee in the company. We were delivering files to another division while playing rock scissor paper, we laughed and realized that we were on cctv. After delivering the files, we stopped by reception desk. We often talk with the receptionist. Those are the daily routine for us.

As usual, that day, I was standing while talking with the receptionist, while  my best friend walked to our division door after called out a name. That day, when I turned my head to see who is it she was talking to, was the day when my life began to changed. That was one of my memorable day in life. A crystal clear picture i just can't erase from the memory files in my brain.

[fyexo]

[baramimiles]

You gotta stop this Minseok-ah. You're too glowing i might as well just die. *kiss*

blackrouge | do not edit.

[z1bhh]

[baramimiles]

This noona didn't like you, Tao. PAST TENSE. Apparently you have this weird charm.

[fyexo]

[baramimiles]

Kyungsoo-ya, noona love you so much. HImnae!

d.o.gether | do not edit.

[baramimiles]

my first love. kindest, the most humble and smartest living soul. to me, he is perfect.

[baramimiles]

welcome to my miserable life. where nothing that i did is meaningful enough. don't get me wrong, i love my life. i'm just saying that is pretty messy, my life.

[baramimiles]

Because every here and there, people just need alter ego account to be themselves. Irony of life.