[barbztheesunflower]

My selfies been on point lately <3 

[barbztheesunflower]

YAY!

[adioringly]

by ankameowmeow

[ablazeanima]

[loveandlightttt]

🪴

[slaybey]

BEYONCÉ ICY PARK 🧊 (2021)

[winterfellis]

[barbztheesunflower]

I love when I catch a pretty scowl... All I wanna do is be JET beauty of the week 💛💛💛.

[barbztheesunflower]

Sometimes

I hate having to have thick skin

I hate that I get brushed off and told "its a cruel world"

I hate that I have to bend to the will of the world instead of ppl just being fucking kind

I hate that i have to choose either being numb or being cruel

I hate that emotional intelligence is viewed as being "too sensitive "

[barbztheesunflower]

So I gotta get this out...

I've been ok during the quarantine like physically safe making sure I do my part ... but I feel like I'm slowly losing it mentally and emotionally.

I miss my friends

I miss my family

I miss all the adventures boo and I had planned

I miss the gigs that were cancelled

I grieve for the folks that should be here

I worry about rent and bills and food

And as positive as I want to be every time I turn on the news or see ppl out doing fuck shit it makes me angry and hopeless. It seems like things here are getting way worse instead of better.

I'm doing my best to rely on my healthy coping skills but it seems like its just not enough. Even the unhealthy ones arent doing anything anymore.

This pandemic has also put a spotlight on just how shitty and insatiable humans are...

I'll probably be more calm in an hour or so or maybe not ... but it's like wtf can you do?

[bbygurldemii]

my favess

[geyashvecova]

Art G.Shvecova (Design graphics - Purple stars_1412)

[naturalhairhow101]

Serenity

[barbztheesunflower]

The more I think about it... I'm less upset with my previous partners because they didn't treat me well and more upset that I didn't demand better. I'm not sure if that is right or wrong. I wonder if thats me holding myself accountable or if thats me self-victim blaming...

[mikahli]

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[thehighpriestofreverseracism]

reblog or the gods of glo up will not bless you

[oye-yemaya]

I AINT TAKING NO CHANCES BITCH

[thatidomagirl]

They said even the mirror glo'ed up 🤣😩😩

[doctor-in-mind]

I’m not reblogging as a threat, I’m reblogging as a tribute!

[praying]

[ruinedchildhood]

but you playin.