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was barcode-cat-boy but I got t worded :// • he him • Minors dni • vent sideblog: AvPd, cPTSD, s3lfh4rm • tag 4 my posts: the c4t returns 🔪

[belladonndreams]

Hmm do I want to be a worthless piece of shit and bedrot all day or do I want to be a productive piece of shit and cvt myself

[koshkalip]

the urge to get better so i can feel good again v the urge to get worse to prove myself

[rosestomuffle]

i wish i was better at cutting. what the hell

[missevilestresident]

forever jealous of people that can cvt deep

[rosieedoll]

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i don't want to be alive but I don't want to be dead either... tf

[barcode-king]

"go outside more" "be more adventurous"

I would love to, but the moment I do anything all I can think about is how much of an untalented useless pointless fucking chud waste of space I am. I become overwhelmed with people's opinions of me and what they could possibly be thinking about me and it's too much. I can't stand being around so many people all I can think about is how they judge me and pick me apart and sneer at me and how stupid I am and how dumb everything I do is and how I should just show them mercy from having to look at me and kill myself. My siblings are so talented and have such clear wants and purposes in life and I'm just some fucking screw up in art school who isn't good at anything. I have passions and things I like to do but I'm barely good at those things. I just wish I could disappear and be a ghost. Everything would be so much less painful

[barcode-king]

I really am just that dumb annoying friend who always makes mistakes. Spoiling the movie, fumbling every social interaction, making bad jokes. The sane part of me is telling me I'm being irrational and my friends care about me but god if its not also true that I'm just a collosal fuck up who they wish was more normal. I love my friends but I doubt they even like me anymore. Bc of my childhood I don't know how to be a regular human being, I feel like I leave behind a trail of friendships I messed up wherever I go because I make so many mistakes and I don't understand normal people

This is why I hate summer break; if I'm far away from my friends for too long without being affirmed that they still actually like me then the thoughts™️ will get to me

[aj-is-unwell-number1]

cutting doesnt even hurt anymore

I hate my scars

fml

[sexyfineshyt]

I hate when ana people make fun of bigger people like leave them the fuck alone u already hate yourself why’d u gotta bring others down too 💔

[madokangelic]

making a happy post just to vent immediately after.

[midaori]

Jirai’s are so cute! Female , male , nonbinary.

I love jirai’s! You are a cute jirai! DNI anyone who disagrees (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶)

[burnt-swissroll]

hey quick question do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me do you still like me

[addictedaffection]

just so u guys know when i like yuor vent posts thats not me being mean its me sending you a big hug and love to yoU!! because i love you!!!!!!!!!!!!

[avpdculture]

questioning avpd culture is feeling like getting an avpd diagnosis is like that one dilemma with pilots and insanity. it feels like reaching out for an avpd diagnosis is proof that you don't have avpd, and that all the real people with avpd would be too scared to ask for an avpd diagnosis. guess i'll just never know the answer lmao

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[ttnn77]

DESTROYING YOURSELF ALL BY YOURSELF? HANDSOME?

[oneheadtoanother]

[probiotic-yogurtboi]

my body better be donated to science so i feature on a medical gore blog