Bonezuela! MTT/La regla de Tres: A murder time trio AU.
All previous chapters under the tag. VERY IMPORTANT. This chapter is closely connected to Chapter 6, so be sure to check it out before reading this one.
Bonezuela! MTT, or La Regla de Tres, is an Undertale AU set in my home country, Venezuela. In this alternate universe the sanses from the Murder Time Trio are not only humanized, but reimagined as part of a criminal gang operating in the barrios of Caracas. Names may change for realism, but I try to keep them recognizable (Lux=lust, Diego=Dust, Krishinller=Killer). You can read it here on AO3, which I would greatly appreciate.
April 1st, 201X. Sabana Grande, Caracas.Â
 The sting of judgment had never grown sharp enough to pierce his skin, not in eighteen years. An oddity that had earned him the nickname âapathetic.âÂ
He thought about how, If he sat down to list them, his âodditiesâ would be near endless.Â
For each one, an equally long word:
Awkward, unsettling, and disturbing.
A gruesome combination, too many letters, too little meaning. Humiliation, Apathetic, or Embarrassingâthey were empty, no matter how insistently people drummed them into him. When he tripped and fell on his way to school, sending one of his oversized shoes flying across the sidewalk. When the word âmomâ slipped from his lips, staring straight into his teacherâs eyes. When Teresa, one of those pretty, popular girls who now seemed like a distant memory, stole a kiss from him, guffaws echoing from behind her in a feeble attempt to hide their mockery. It bothered him as much as most things did. Curled up in the warmth of an old cardboard sheet heâd stolen from some stray, he felt like a dog himselfâand the word âhumiliationâ bothered him, this time not for its unsightly combination of letters, but, for once, for the meaning behind it.Â
âHumiliated? Why?â Was there something new to be embarrassed about? He didnât bother with an answer. Instead, he found comfort in the only sheets that had the virtue of covering him, before those rays of light gave way to the frigid night, and he had only the stars to look at. They seemed to be all heâd ever known.Â
The sky spotlighted him that day, as the crowd scurried away from him like prey. Perhaps it was this exposure that rendered him shy. Amid the clamor of the streets, columns of smog rising into the air, fading into the lingering scent of rainâon this small block. On this patch of sidewalk he had marked as his territory. He alone was worthy of attention.
âAre you ignoring me?â The voice rang out, way too close.
Diego struggled to sit up, his arms faltering in silent protest. There was a single, stubborn moment of hesitation. Shame, even. And then his eyes wandered to the woman walking past him, muttering accusations into the ancient flip phone she cradled to her ear. He dawdled for a while, studying her, before the weight of Him became too much to bear. His gaze dropped to the stained cardboard beneath his fingers, and, drawing in a breath of courage, it finally settled on the long metal tubeâa tangle of pipes that captured a crude imitation of his reflection.
âI was thinking,â Diego said.
âAre they still bothering you?âÂ
The metal twisted, but only in his mind. It remained fixed in place with the same grace as an antique statue, that old piece of junk, yet he sensed a grin. It was warm. Warmer than the sun shining down on him.
âWho?â Diego asked again, a smile quivering at his lips.
Silence met Diego, and his shoulders shook with a growing urgency, an unrestrained burst of laughter he couldn't contain. He dug his fingers deep into the bridge of his nose, searching for a sharp, stinging way to silence himself. When that didn't work, he acted on instinct; his free hand slid down the side of his sweater to one of his pockets, pulling out a plastic bottle.Â
Paulo didn't utter a word as a pair of trembling fingers struggled with the cap, a stream of curses pouring from Diego's mouth, the sweat clinging to his skin sliding over its ridges. It burst off the bottle with a loud âPop!â, flying far from his hands and tumbling onto the ground, far enough that if he didnât pick it up, a passerby would surely kick it into the road. He didnât care. Diego shoved two fingers inside the bottle, the plastic edges biting into his skin, as he managed to retrieve two pills.
Paulo hardly dared to breathe a sigh when those same two pills scraped against his brother's throat; the tight lump in his chest a small price to pay for a wave of manufactured relief.
There was nothing beyond the idea of having a pill in his mouthâsomething to chew on and escape that dreadful state, the mere thought of being too sober. A homeopath could sidle up to him, thinking he was dumb, offer him some sugar with water, shaped into little white pills and packed in neat small bottles.Â
He could drag himself to the nearest drugstore and, with what little money he had, prove his theory. He would, if it werenât for this strange craving. The way these pills had filled him with a longing.
The cap glowed, a tiny speck of light striking against the sidewalk, barely dodging the stampede of people rushing past it. It was just a step away; he only had to stand up. He only had to stand up. He crawled, using his arms to push against the concrete floor. Just as he was about to reach for it, the sharp tip of a heel grazed the side of his hand.Â
âAh!â Diego jerked back.
âOh my god!â A voice rang out just above himâa sweet, lilting accent that barely stood out from the crowd. âIâm so sorry!â
He trembled feverishly, the heel of his hand scraping sharply against the pavement in sheer terror. Only then did he try to push himself up, planting a heel against the ground just to trip backwards. His nails clawed at the filthy floor, and the scene could only resemble a mouse fleeing from a cat, drawing harsh glances from their unwilling witnesses. The woman gasped, Diego was certain she had realized what she was talking to, bracing himself to be struck by a heelâor worse, a punch. Instead, she crouched down, catching one of his arms before he could slip away.Â
There were no words. Not at first. She examined him before he could grasp what her gaze said, a meaning he couldnât decipher beneath the veil of her beauty. Her hair was a long, almond brown. What a pretentious way to put it. Her two intense magenta eyes pierced through him, and in the furrow of her brows he saw the unspoken words: âCalm down, Iâm not going to hurt you.âÂ
âIâm okay,â Diego said, as if her words had only just sunk in.Â
âIs this yours?â She produced the tarnished white cap.
âPlease donât call the cops.âÂ
She smiled, and it was knowing, âWhy would I call the cops?â
âWhy would I have a cap?â
âIâm not going to rob a sick man of his meds.â
The cap landed in his palm, as he stifled a sob. Her hands were delicate, with long nails polished in wine red; her skin was unblemished, yet seemed like it could tear as paper. His own nails were black with dirt and dried blood, and his hands were torn. Like paper. A flicker of suspicion crossed his mind: Why would a normal woman speak to him as if he were a real man?Â
âOh, honey, you look so ill. When was the last time you had a drink?â Her voice cut through his thoughts, as if she could read them.Â
«I don't know. A while ago,» Diego thought about the words, ensuring they were loud and clear. He wanted to test his hypothesis. The woman froze for a moment, and a sigh of disappointment escaped him.Â
Then, from her purse, she drew a small bottle of water.
Diego swallowed whatever saliva was left in his mouth.Â
âIf I drink from your bottle,â Diego said, trying to stumble to his feet, âyou won't be able to drink from it anymore.â
âWhat? Sweetheart, it doesnât matter.â She gently tucked a strand of dark hair behind his ear. âYou can keep the bottle. You need it much more.â
âI have to get to my cardboard or theyâre going to steal it.â He stood up for the first time that week, the world rocking around him. âI need help.âÂ
He had met such sophisticated women before.Â
Walking down the street with a purposeful haste, heading to places he could only hope to visit. One would assume that such a distinguished woman, dressed in those heavy jeansâundoubtedly designerâwith heart-shaped glasses perched on her head like a crown, would recoil at his filth. They all did, when they gave him a sidelong glance in those fleeting moments of attention. Instead, she lifted him up, letting Diegoâs arm rest heavily across her neck as he took painful, slow sips from his new bottle. She didnât drop her act of pity when she laid him down on his cardboard bed; she took off her expensive fur jacket and draped it over his trembling shoulders. She felt his fever with the back of her hand, and pulled out a packet of wet wipes to clean the dirt stubbornly clinging to his face. It was strange. But everything was. He accepted what was offered to him.
Lux, as he came to know her, left only to return with a bag full of groceries. She sat next to him on the dirty floor and carefully studied his features as she watched him eatâthe same way you look at the monkeys at the zoo. She offered the occasional remark.Â
âDonât eat so quickly, youâll make yourself sick,â and, âI can go buy more, if you want.âÂ
Even as he finished his meal, and the squall struck the three of them. She stayed. The sky darkened with the promise of rain, showering him for the second time that dayâthe first being the morning shower that had awakened him with a shiverâand, still, she stayed. Hesitating. Opening her mouth to say things he never got to hear.
Maybe she thought he was a mind reader too? Well, that was dumb.
Lux didnât leave until sunset, when the shadows lurking around the corners whispered threats to one another, and when women like her had no place in the night.Â
But she came back the next day.
And the next, and the next, and the one after that.Â
For a week, then a month.Â
It was humiliating that a woman he barely knewâwhom heâd met only because her heel had scratched his skinâwas his sole source of sustenance for half a year. It was embarrassing because she was pretty, and he wasnât. Because he felt like a stain ruining a work of art.
ââAnd guess what happened?â Lux said, her tone far less cloying and much more honest, âShe started dating this guy sheâd had a crush on for years. Literally years! She hooked up with him and⊠Am I bothering you?â
âNot at all. Go on.âÂ
Lux cleared her throat, brushing her hair off her shoulder with graceful ease. âWell. She started to feel⊠uncomfortable. You know. Burning, itching. She went to the doctor, guess what they said?â
A wet wipe left dark smudges on a steel frame. Diego's muscles whined at his obstinate effortsâinfuriatingly gentle and even stubbornâin the way he let Paulo nick his skin, but never his own fingers scratch against the rusted metal. Was such a conversation appropriate for a little boy? He didnât have the heart to stop Luxâs tirade, much less the words to explain that the old chunk of metal heâd only introduced as his âmost prized possessionâ was the body of his younger brother. He wondered where the ears would be on a rifle, covering the end of the barrel and pointing the scope away from Lux. Paulo would be curious enough to read her lips.
âWhat did they say?â He avoided Luxâs gaze, trying to hide a shade of embarrassment.Â
âYouâd think: a yeast infection, or, I donât know, a UTI? No!â Lux seized Diego by the shoulders, in the overly dramatic gestures that sometimes slipped out of her usual composure. âShe had herpes!âÂ
âGirl, bye.â Diego's face betrayed no emotion.
âI know! And I told her Iâd seen her scruffy boyfriend hooking up with anyone who could breathe! I was pissed, but I couldnât just leave her there crying,â one of her hands still rested languidly on Diegoâs shoulder, her eyes drifting to the long nails on the other. âI called a cab. Took her to the nearest pharmacy and paid for all her medication out of my own pocket. Iâm not letting one of my girls feel like her life is over just because some unhygienic slob decided to touch her.âÂ
âTheyâre going to take advantage of you.âÂ
Before he could ask himself what that might mean to someone else, he spoke. Luxâs movements suddenly stoppedâeven the natural shifting of people as they sit. Only then did Diego think about what he had said.Â
The opportunity to explain himself came. He didn't take it.
Staying in this patch of ground, in the home outlined by the cracks in the asphalt, meant being swept up in the urban pulse of the boulevard. The nostalgic scent of roasted coffee, sweets, and ice cream mingled with the incessant cries of street vendors, as a sea of people flowed past them and poured into the shops. The historic buildings. The open-air street art.Â
âYou could be anywhere but here,â Diego said. âYouâre talking to me until late. Iâm sure there are people waiting for you at home.âÂ
âCan I paint your nails?â
âWhat?â Diego turned sharply towards her, just as she took a small, black bottle out of her purse.Â
âOh,â he said, â...okay?â
He felt like a bride-to-be as he held out his hand, scoffing at what seemed like an impromptu marriage proposal.Â
She wiped away a thick layer of grime with a cloth, and then a dark veil of black concealed the dust beneath his nails.
âYou didnât answer what Iââ
âDiego,â she said, in a tone that was now intimate, âhow long have you been an addict?âÂ
Wordsâor soundsârarely found their way out of Diegoâs mouth. It was harder to force them out than to keep them in; his body a mere extension of his thoughts, something he usually had to force into action. A gasp tore from his throat, and he swore it was alien; he immediately bit down on his tongue at his surpriseâs act of rebellion.Â
Through some sort of shared empathy, perhaps pity, Lux and he always avoided the object of their unusual friendship: the white cap of a bottle. Diego knew, logically, that Lux knew, yet hearing it spoken aloud was different from sharing that knowledge in silence.
âI'm not an addict.âÂ
Lux raised an eyebrow, the corners of her lips tugging into a smile. Surely Diego didn't believe her naive enough to miss that clear, orange bottleâthe frayed edges of a barely legible label parasitizing his side. Diego's composure did not waver, and somewhere in the silence, she realized he was serious.
Diego stared, certain he was owed an answer for such a ridiculous statement.Â
âI remember the first time I got high.â
She braced Diego's thumb against her knuckle, a tear of color dripping from the applicator and blooming over his finger.Â
âIt was at a partyâI was around 21, maybe 22. One of the girls showed up with a bottle of morphine her dad had for, like, some serious lung cancer.â
Diego sat mesmerized as the ebony oozed along the sides of his nail, threatening to stain his skin, before Lux scraped it away with the edge of her finger, smearing her immaculate manicure.
âHe never took âem.â Her eyes shifted between the nail polish and Diegoâs gaze. âI knew what addiction was from, like, the movies? âN I knew what getting high was⊠But you donât know anythinâ until you try it. Right, sweetheart?âÂ
A faint flush of pink crossed his cheeks.Â
âI didnât really understand what I was doing; I just knew it felt amazing.â She went on to say, âSo I started takinâ, and takinâ, and takinâ... It started with the morphine, then heroin. And then anything I could get my hands on at the club.âÂ
The words rose, a lump in her throat: âI felt I always knew I was going to be an addict. Call it a hunchâperhaps thereâs something about oneâs very nature that canât be denied. I donât know. Maybe I foresaw some kind of downfall,â she said, âNow Iâm hooked on meth. And fent. The fent because the meth was laced with it. As you can probably guess, figuring that out was not fun.â
Lux, like him, was dumb.Â
âI know these stories arenât exactly something to be proud of,â Lux pulled away, her fingers still loosely clasped around the heel of Diegoâs hand, âBut donât you think stories are meant to be shared?â
The nail polish only served to highlight the rawness of his flesh. His skin was striking in its stubborn, ghastly pallor. Lux swallowed.
âIââ A nervous laugh slipped from her lips, âI donât want to pester you with questions, butâ How did you end here? On the streets.âÂ
For the past six months, Lux had slighted the natural, instinctive urge to pull away from Diego.Â
She clung to the uneasy habit of conversation, and it was nice. However, with it came questions that simply outran the answers. She patiently waited for the missing piece of the puzzle, enduring both the scorching heat and the cold. There was nothing. One day, Diego opened his eyes. He knew his name. He knew the name of the street he was onâAvenida Casanovaâand could barely stop himself from crying out in alarm. For he knew everything, except why he was there.Â
He naturally came to accept that kind of turnaround. But, what words could even begin to describe it?Â
âYouâll think Iâm crazy,â he said.
âDo you think Iâm crazy?â
Diego smiled, just barely, at the answer he was about to give.
Lux mirrored the gesture.Â
âIf you donât think Iâm crazy, then I donât think youâre crazy. âS a promise.âÂ
Diego shook his head, exhaling a short, breathy huff. A giggle. It would have been nothing, had it not been the first time heâd laughed since heâd become familiar with the boulevard. He cradled himself into a false sense of security, knowing he was a fool, and spoke.Â
âI've been blessed with an existential truth that can only be accessed through drugs.âÂ
A mop of messy, dark waves fluttered in the wind, obscuring his features in a tangled veil. He shifted from side to side, cautious not to ruin his freshly painted nails.Â
What words, what words? The question echoed in his mind. Finally, it occurred to him: there used to be a journal.Â
Buried deep at the bottom of his backpack, beneath the weight of books, breadcrumbs and empty candy wrappers. The bell would ring. Then recess began. He would wrap his lunch in toilet paper, toss it into the trash can, hurry to the bathroom away from the other kids, and sit on the toilet seat. Then he would write. He wrote more often during those later days, back when he got sick. He sifted through the memories of his countless writings until he stumbled upon a specific one, and it quickly recited itself to him.
Perception is a near-inescapable plane, a prison I managed to break from.Â
And maybe the revelations and visions it gave meâit was overwhelming.Â
I thought of it as an infection.Â
But I learned I was just afraid to accept my role as an anchor for my own reality.
Things in the landscape that you can perceive, can never die.Â
As in, they exist within the same plane where thoughts die.
We cannot access this plane through normal thought.
Because I decided to root everything within myself.
Fear acts as a veil over this clarity.
It allows me to accept my status.
The passages poured out of him like vomit, and he wondered if Lux had a natural talent for coaxing things out of himâlaughs, noises, confessionsâor if he'd just grown too anxious with his silence.Â
âOh. Uhm.â Blood rushed to Luxâs ears, perhaps because, after months of being met with empty «I donât knows,» she was taken aback by this answer.Â
The silence hung heavyâlike punishment. Diego, immediately regretting his self-indulgent monologue, hesitated before speaking.Â
âYou,â he said. âYou think Iâm crazy.â
Once again, he felt trapped in a game of cat and mouse. That same primal fear taking hold of him, that quiet anticipation. A punch. A kick. The violence that naturally followed when he was noticed.
But instead of a strike, instead of a hurtful string of wordsâor, worse, nothing at allâLux said:
And then she added, âI think that's beautiful."Â
ââââââââââââ
Pride did not lie with those taking part in this occupation, the practiced art of slaughter. Pride rooted in the ability to give, in what one nurtures the world with, and not in what one takes away. Not with a gun, or with a knife. Not a video making rounds on the web.
 â#Goreâ, âA group of drug traffickers brutally skins a manâÂ
So then, was it wrong to be proud?Â
Of the eighteen-year-old boy sheâd stolen from the streets and dragged into hell. What was he now? She wondered, counting with the fingers of a trembling hand. One, two... Twenty-three? She chuckled at the implications for her own age. Diego had blossomed into a man, a man whoâd carved the gorgeous petalsâstill gleaming in gray silverâthat lay on the chipped surface of the dresser. Flowers carved into a gun. Sheâd heard about it: the way heâd terrorize the nation with that same silver, from pistols to flamethrowers, bombs, and grenades.Â
âArsonist arrested after turning a batch of fireworks into explosives; six dead in attack at gas station.âÂ
âVenezuelan drug trafficker sets 53-year-old accountant, Duglas DuvĂĄn, on fire in a brutal crime.âÂ
There was a certain kind of sin born of raising evil, the wickedness of extending oneâs own darkness into the soul of another.
Still, understanding this, her heart fluttered with joy at the sight of that single letter: "D." Just as a mother delights in her sonâs success, what pride was there in raising a killer?
Her mind reeled, a rush of vertigo tightening the knot of nausea that had settled in her stomach.Â
It crept slowly up to her chest, rising to her throat. It lingered there, choking even the gasps out of her.
She forced herself to forget about Diego.
Caracas melted into a wave of heat, drenching her in a sweat that, paradoxically, left her feeling cold. Colder with every passing second, as she conceived the ideaâthe cathartic imageâwith perfect clarity in her mind. Hesitantly, her eyes darted from the gun to the oval mirror standing atop her dresser. Her distorted, cracked reflection stared back at her.Â
Once, she would have winced at the sight of her image for a range of reasons. The texture of her hair. The sharpness of her jaw. The irrevocable, parasitic nature of sex. Yet now, all those reasons paled in the face of her newfound sin, one nobody could ease her into.
Lux reveled in that fantasy; each image was so vividly steeped in dread that she could have sworn it was happening right before her eyes. A month before his 64th birthday, she would call the front desk of the fanciest hotel in Los Roques and ask for a reservation. She would spend every last penny on the finest liquor, the finest food, andâmost importantlyâthe finest cake. That day, he would wake up to a kiss as she would gently guide him to a steaming, hot shower. They would get dressed up, and from then on, the entire day would revolve entirely around him. Scantily clad women dancing on tables, bottles popping as liquor spills onto the floor, serving as a prelude to the spectacle of drunks fighting with one another. He would relish in the chaos for a week or two, during which he would live life to the fullest.
Then, they would return home to Caracas, happy and drunk. She would crush some sleeping pills into his tea and urge him to bed when he complained of feeling dizzy. And as the pills lulled him into a daze, she would wrestle with the table in the center of the living room, dragging it right in front of their bed. Self-indulgent, impractical, and unnecessaryâyet it set the scene. There was a drawer filled with silk, crimson ribbons he liked to use to sodomize her. He hated it when she used her hands. Sheâd set up a state-of-the-art camera, a small tripod clinging to the table as she angled for the perfect shot.
And with a careful, torturous kind of patience, she would tie the ribbons into perfect bows. For his hands. For his feet. Sheâd take her gun, making sure the camera got a nice shot of all the beautiful details embroidered on itâand she would shoot so many times you could only guess what used to be of his face.
What would they say, then? Once the video starts spreading into the WhatsApp groups, slipping into the forums. The pages. What title would they give it?Â
"Girlfriend of famous gang leader commits shocking crime and shoots him to death."
But that was too insipid for the audience.
âProstitute transvestite blows the skull off nationally recognized pran, Narciso Ruiz, in brutal video thatâs quickly going viral.â
As she tried to pick it up, the pistol seemed impossible to lift.
Her fingers curled, for the second time, around the smooth, textured wood.Â
Petals shimmering in grayish silver, leaves curling and overlapping in mesmerizing swirls, framed in such a way that you could forget this weapon would claim lives.Â
There was a vague memory of a gun barrel pointed at what she could only describe a âhelpless animalâ. So helpless, in fact, it didn't even bother flinchingâbegging instead to be put down. There was no plan beyond an empty threat, testing the waters, getting used to the feeling of pointing a gun at a person. Her decision to pull the trigger was born entirely out of pity.
This dehumanizationâthe fact that she couldnât see Krish beyond the dog Narciso had made him intoâdefeated the whole purpose of her test. Itâs not the same. Putting down a dog that begs for it, and shooting a man, tied down and drugged.Â
Last night, as she lay lifeless on their bed, a twisted thought had suddenly shot through her mind.Â
The mirror on the dresser was already cracking at the edges, hanging loosely from the frame, stained with veins of mold. She thought that if she could deliver the coup de grĂące to the woman in the glass, then she might find the courage to shoot a man.
The muzzle gently kissed the image of her forehead, the cold, metallic steel throbbing against the smooth glass. At one point, she regretted this decision. The mindless stupor sheâd been pulled into robbed her of her peace, leaving her unable to pull away; the sterile silence of the room broken, ever so slightly, by the sound of cracking glass. She pressed so hard against the mirror, it was starting to shatter before she even fired.
She closed her eyes and lost herself to the serenity of the room. The sound of her ragged breath joined the birds singing outside. The cold. The heat. The strands of hair clinging to her face.Â
Things in the landscape that you can perceive can never die. Diego crept back into her head, and it was the crippling guilt of ruining a man that gave her the courage to pull the trigger. Out of âprideâ.Â
It pierced through her skull so sharply that, for a fleeting moment, she was certain the bullet had actually struck her.Â
The vivid clarity of her fantasy was abruptly replaced by the vision of the phantom impact. The image of her own lifeless body.
Her reflection, already buckling under the mere pressure of the gun, shattered into a myriad of jagged lines before exploding into a cascading shower of glass. The shards rained down without mercy, leaving only the tender, pale skin of her arms to shield her. Thrashing in her blindness, deafened by the blast, she cursed herself for what she knew was coming. Her hearing returned as a steady ringing, barely masking the rhythmic clatter of shards raining onto the groundâwhile those that didnât fall stubbornly clung to her skin.
By some stroke of luck, the gun still clung to her hand with the tenacity of a leech. A finger pressed against the trigger with just enough restraint to keep it from firing, but twitching loosely in a rhythmic sequence of threats. She closed her eyes tightâpart of her so rattled, she had forgotten what she was aiming at. Before rational thoughts came, memories did, and she feared looking at the empty eyes of the condemned. Again. Echoing the dozens of lifeless faces sheâd witnessed in her line of work.
âOhâŠâ She said, with that same lilting accent, âJesus.âÂ
All she found was an empty, wooden frame. A few sharp shards of glass were still embedded to the frayed edges.Â
Her heart still booming in unbridled emotion, the stench of gunpowder defiling her senses, she broke free from the yoke of lethargy to meet the slender crimson rivulets trickling down her arms. The splintered horizon of broken glass adorning her skin.
âEr diablo,â The words came through the silence, and they werenât hers.Â
Swelling with newfound confidence, she shed her former shyness, wasting no time in snapping at her unexpected visitor.Â
She pointed the gun squarely at him, at the bullseye clearly marked on his chest, unable to muster any of her usual pity. The gesture was even playful, just like Krish himself had once threatened her with blades. However, the smirk on her face vanished along with the usual excitement.
Krishinller braced himself against the doorframe, overcome by a frantic dread that, if Lux were to judge correctly, had not escaped his usual state of exhilaration. She wondered if the gruesome sight of her arms had unleashed the manâs cannibalistic instinct, but she quickly shook off the thoughtâhis expression fought itself, torn between concern and deep amusement.
âLux,â he said, out of breath as if heâd run a marathon, âshit.â
A moment of silence. âWho?â
She stood motionless, clinging to a faint glimmer of hopeâthe idea that she had somehow created a reality worth living in. This illusion, however, did not last. Krishinller crossed the room in two long strides, paying little attention to the shards of glass strewn across the floor. The words flickered in his hands like a mirage, emanating off the broken screen of a phone.
âBreaking News: Mario FernĂĄndez, 'La Bala,â a dangerous criminal leader in the central region, has been killed following a fierce confrontation with joint task forces. Police sources link the deployment of the Special Operation to an alleged and controversial tactical alliance between sectors of the opposition and law enforcement to definitively dismantle the mega-gang.â
She swallowed. âI thought youâd come because of the gunshot.â
âThat too,â he said, shoving his phone into one of the pockets on the belt around his hips, where it clanked right next to his knives. âButââ
A laugh scraped from the back of his throat like a dry cough, devoid of any genuine amusement. âDidnât you say Dayana was dumb?â
I've recently been reading Story of the Eye by Bataille and experimenting with my prose. It's nowhere near as good, but writing fanfiction is all about having fun. I switch writing styles more often than art styles đ
I made a typography video (?) of myself voicing some of the dialogue between Dust and Lust. I have a habit of "sketching out" conversations by actually performing them. If you guys want it, I can post it. There are both Spanish and English versions, I can post the Spanish one if people are interested in that one too.
As a trans man, I feel incredibly dysphoric about my voice, but I thought it set the mood for this scene better than I could ever have written it. UTMV needs more of Lust Sans in general, I've always thought the concept could work in an interesting way within the bad sanses đ.