wow hi tumblr it’s been a long old time huh but i had a dream last night that i was in a house w all the ppl i used to know off here so that was weird given my profile pic is from 2011 and now i’m old af (22 feels old af anyway compared to that lil 15 yr old)
life update: i got a job which requires a 3 hr round commute every day and, i’m not gonna lie, probs isn’t worth it, but at least it’s experience to put on my cv. then 3 weeks ago my boyf broke up w me after 4.5 years bc long distance got too much and moving in together in glasgow was too much pressure etc etc etc it was amicable but not mutual but we’re trying to be friends and life is hard. my grandma also passed away yesterday so we spent mother’s day collecting her stuff from the care home and 2018 has been A YEAR. a shit one. real bad.
future plans/circumstances have had to change - thought i was gonna quit the job and move to glasgow once boyf was done w his masters but clearly not any more so i think i will be moving in w pals in the town i lived in whilst at uni (probs still be weird bc i only ever lived there whilst with him). planning numerous festivals as per and may go visit my best pal in nyc bc friends and escaping from my current life are all i want rn. trying to look on the bright side and grow from all this into a better person. i guess i preferred who i was back when i was a teen on tumblr than who i am rn; i was happier at least.
don’t grow up, things go wrong and you won’t get what you want. ages 16-18 were my best and it’s all gone downhill from there
(sry life isn’t actually 100% bad but shit happens and when it does it seems to all come at once)
