Barnabas C. Silverclaw

Welcome to the IC Blog/Journal of Barnabas Chronos Silverclaw, Senior.

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A rough sketch of my sweetest daughter, Sophia Silverclaw.

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a real man shuts the fk up

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Wait wait wait this isn’t a real show is it????!

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Verdelle: The Giant | Chapter 1

 Bright green fields glisten in the Golden Lady's warm embrace as the north's cool winds brush against its gorgeous vegetation. Rabbits and foxes ran about, enjoying the first morning of spring. Even the local nature lovers and shape-shifters enjoyed the warm weather. Especially one in specific.

 A rather large wolf-like humanoid sat in the field, his ebon fur absorbing the lady's warmth. He stayed idle in the grass, not finding a reason to move. Until a slight ping was heard, that is.

 His long ears perked up, twitching slightly to the fiant sound. The beast pushed himself up and rose to his back paws, standing like a man. A soft, quiet growl escape from his chest as he headed to the closest town.

 Once there, he gazed over the citizens whom seen and felt that they were in fear. He paid no mind as he slowly made his way to the town's tavern.

 All eyes fell on him for a few moments before everything went back to normal. The loud sounds of laughter and companionship echoed though the room.

 His bright eyes were locked onto a small, female human whom wore velvet robes. Beside her was a man whom looked strong, able, and noble.. Yet his actions said other wise. He roughly grabbed the woman, soclding her and comanding her. The woman seemed to finally have enough, giving him a piece of her mind.

 The man allowed a wicked grin to form across his face. His grasp only seemed to tighten around her wrist as he dragged her out of the building. As he did so, the beast merely watched before out of the tavern he went, stalking behind them.

 The man stated in a drunken slur that he had claim on her. She only denied it. Into an alley he pulled her, a place where the Golden Lady's rays were unable to reach due to the towering buildings. The man found this as the perfect place to take advantage of the weaker woman.

 Her pitiful screams were muffled by his hand, as the other one attempted to tug and remove her clothes. She struggled, trying to escape. Beaten and thrown down, the woman sobbed after the man's actions to sedue her was done. "You're my bitch now." He reached down to lock a demeaning collar onto her neck.

 The beast finally saw this as his time to strike. With unbelievable speed, he made his way to shield her from the next strike. Shocked, the man stumbled back. "You wish to fight, eh? Well.. She's mine!" He roared, charging the beast. But his attempts to take him was worthless.

 The man was grasped by his neck by the beast, his claws digging into the flesh. Blood dripped down as the man struggled. "Wh-what are you?" He managed to spit out. As his throat was being crushed, he noticed that the man before him.. Was no man. But a beast. "I'm Barnabas Silverclaw. The one, the only. Super-humanoid.". The man's eyes widened as Barnabas revealed his large, canine fangs. In the man's mind, Barnabas's picture made a permanent imprint. 

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Haii Ya'll~

So. I found some stories that I have written about my favorite Worgen! From this day forth, starting today, I'll be posting them.

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Think About This

Your walking down a street in mid-day. The sun is bright and birds sing their lovingly songs. All of a sudden the light vanishes, and only darkness surrounds you. The bird's songs die, there is only silence. The darkness is so thick that you cannot see around you. You stop and wonder what happened and what is going on. You stand there, pondering for about fifteen minutes. Then you begin to hear whispers. The words incomprehensible, but some of the voices are familiar. They are the voices of the people from you knew/know, from the past and present. Some of the murmurs sounds like scoldings, the other sound like pity. You begin to be able to comprehend it. Some are calling you worthless. A fool. A mongrel. They spit venomous words at you, poisoning and paralyzing you. You sit down and begin to weep. You wonder why this has happened. Why has nearly everyone you crossed paths with betrayed you. Abused you. Used you. All you wanted to do was make their life better. . . You start to hear ringing in your ears. You look up and around, silencing your sobs. Three bright lights click on, all three stage lights are shining on you.  You are no longer in the place you were once before. But you are now in a cage it seems. The walls are black and the floor underneath you is crimson. You look around. The wall in front of you now has a glass pane on it. On the outside, you see familiar and unfamiliar faces. Of friends, family, lovers, and children from your future and past. They stare are you with excitement. You wonder what is going on now, you are pretty confused. Your ears would suddenly pick up more words. "Welcome one and all! Watch the dancing fool! The show starts now!". Dancing fool? Who are they talking about.. Under your feet, the ground turns into hot coals. They burn and scorch your bare feet. You start to hop around to avoid the burns. The crowd begins to chuckle and laugh at your suffering. You scream for help to them, saying this is inhumane. But they are unable to hear. After the coals cool down and the show ends, you collapse into the ground with your head in your hands. You see your life now. You understand your purpose. Just to be a fool. . . a jester for others. You are just a toy for them, and once they get tired of you. Or have a new shiny one, they throw you away. You are worthless.  In your darkest hour, you see a light. Its the way back to reality. A hand is extended to you. Do you take? Of course you do. You wish not to be a part of this horrid circus act. So. The hand pulls you out. You are brought back to reality. The person you pulled you out is someone close to you. Perhaps, your lover or a best friend. You smile at them. They smile back. You thank them. They notice something is off about you. They ask what is wrong. You merely say its nothing. But in your mind, you saw them. You saw them in the crowd. They were one of the loudest ones laughing. But you didn't know how to explain what you saw to them. So you kept quiet. Unable to say your vision to anyone. The most you can do is smile and stay silence. Allow them to continue with their happiness. . . . . . That is the role of a circus clown after all . . .

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Your (Book) Questions, Answered: Week Four!

This is a Book for Parents of Gay Kids comes out on September 9th! THAT IS LESS THAN A MONTH AWAY OMG OMG OMG OMG

Many of you, understandably (and awesomely) have questions about wtf this book is all about - sooooo, we are taking your questions in our Tumblr ask box, and will answer 4 every Saturday (**edit: we are a day late, it is Sunday, we knowwww**) until we answer them all!

TADA!!!!

Hi! Does the book have anything on gender identity/genderqueerness etc?

WHAT AN EXCELLENT AND IMPORTANT QUESTION.

YES! We would never have written a book that did not address gender identity and gender expression. However, we would also never be so presumptuous to write an entire chapter on gender identity/expression ourselves since we both identify as cisgendered. So, in the early stages of our writing, we formed a team of people who were either parents of transgender children, or who identified as trans* themselves, and they shaped the questions that are included in our gender chapter.  We then collaborated directly with Zak from The Art of Transliness and his mom Sherri (aka PFLAG Mom) to create the language that went into those answers. Zak and Sherri both also have their personal stories in that chapter!  The book’s glossary of terms also covers many identities on the gender spectrum, and the gender chapter starts with a basic discussion on the difference between gender identity, gender expression, and sexuality.

You guys always seem to have cool stories about your life so far. Are there any of your stories in the book?

Yes! The book actually begins (after the introduction) with each of our personal coming out stories!

There is also at least one story from one or both of us in each chapter, tied into particular advice questions. For example, Dannielle has a small story that goes along with the question that addresses gender expression and clothing choices, and Kristin has a small story that goes along with the relationship between sexuality and faith.

Each chapter also has two longer stories that are not from us, but rather from one parent and one kid — those stories also tie into the overall chapter theme (Gender, Religion, Telling Others, Etc)!! Stories, stories, galore!

Do you know if you will be supplying libraries in other countries apart from the US, so parents can find the book there as well?

We definitely have distribution in Canada, but past that we will be waiting to see what happens during the pre-order season (now!) and then after the official release. Those sales and that reception will determine a lot for the future of the book! That said, if you have a specific need, please email us at parentsproject (at) everyoneisgay (dot) com and we will always forward it on to our publisher / do our best to make things happen!

About your new book coming out, if it becomes successful, are you planning on writing a sequel to it answering more parent’s questions about this subject?

Oh man, yes and how. We’d love to write another book to help parents with even more questions, but there are also tons of possibilities on writing a book for LGBTQ young people. Personal stories from us, advice, drawings of cats WHO KNOWS YOU KNOW?!

It’s probably the kind of thing where we will see what happens with this release and then talk and brainstorm and ask the universe what comes next. That’s generally how we run the whole business sooooo…

Also maybe we could write a joint memoir. It could be titled “LOL YOU GUYS THO”

This is a Book for Parents of Gay Kids comes out on September 9th (*more squeals*), and is already totally available for pre-order (*so many more squeals*)

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Well. I have located something rather depressing. I have found stories I wrote of Barnabas. Most are unfinished. And poorly written with tons of grammar errors. But! I'm going to start posting them.))

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Mike Madgalen looks up at Barnabas and pulls something out of his pocket. It is a beat up looking gold ring. "I.. I love you, Barn. I can't lose you. Will.. Will you marry me? I love you." He said looking nervous.

Barnabas blinks, shocked. He would give Mike a hard, stern look. "No. I won't marry you.." He would say, leaving a long pause there for a while. "Without you getting on one knee first, that is." He would smile brightly.

Mike kneels down onto one knee,"Let's try this again. I love you, Barn. Will you marry me? I love you.

Barnabas smiles brightly,"Yes! Yes I'll marry you, my little squishie lover!"

Mike smiles a huge grin at Barn. "Re.. really?" He had no idea what to do with the ring now though. He got up and kissed Barn deeply. "I love you, Puppy. No matter what." He said offering Barn the ring. It was too small to fit on his finger. But either way, he clearly looked happy.

Barnabas returns the deep kiss and holds him close. "Scared I would say no, eh?" He'd smile, poking Mike's cheek. He'd take the ring and blinks. "I have to get a chain to put this on so I can wear it around my neck. My finger's are too fat." he would chuckle softly.

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Barnabas' Exercise Routine

Step 1: Sit somewhere and be bored. Step 2: Decide that it is finally time to work out. Step 3: Drop and do 50 push-ups. Step 4: Collapse on the third push up and lay there. Step 5: Give up and take a nap because you are too lazy to move.

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Kid Predicaments

this is my little buddy right here

This.. Is how Barnabas feels.. All the time.

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10 Hours Flo Rida Low Daniel Amos Sexy Dance Video

Just going randomly at it... enjoy 10 hours of Daniel Amos' brilliant dancing video of Flo Rida's "Low"! Shawty had them apple bottom jeans (jeans) Boots wit...

This.. This is how I envision General Paul dancing.. If you can stand this ten hour headache.. I worship you.

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Humans are, in general, very conscious of their appearance. If we’re not sucking in our bellies for photographs we’re fixing our hair or hitting the gym for that extra round butt. Guys are also faced with the age old question: does size really matter?  You’ll be pleased to know that humans have the biggest penis of any primate both in terms of absolute size and relative proportion. High five. 

So. Its official. I have gone mad. I don't know how I found this or why. But the universe beckoned me to read this..

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So. I feel sorta bad now. My Mikey-pooh would do anything and everything to be with me. That sorta worries me for when the time comes that I'm kidnapped and they want something in return for me. Sigh.

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So.. Truth or Dare.. That is a horrible game to play.. I mean.. Horrible. Then the King's Game? Dear light.. All the insanity.. I got kissed by the girl I friend-zoned.. Then I watched my Mike get kissed by three different guys. Terrible game.

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(( How the majority of people OOCly act to seeing Barnabas. Or reading hi MRP atleast. ))