Mister Blackup

John M/2X/SF My stream of consciousness occasionally written down. I say what I think and try not to mask it. I love: Science, Pot, Video Games, Women, Music, Food, Good Anime, Sleeping, Snuggling, and Traveling. Meyer-Briggs: ENFP I will eventually do something cool. You might see it one day. Swoon: Intelligence, Beauty, Wit, Technophile, Video Gamer, a little bit of pot, rebelliousness. I like to poke at the lines that divide us :]

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naw biddawg, I saw you in the streets after you ghosted me, you're lucky I'm not petty

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Sometimes I wonder how weird dating is and I wonder if I'll ever escape it

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Cosmic irony is you not dating for a year+ and then when you finally do, you get a COVID scare a few days into it

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New friends are nice, but how about meeting that woman? I've been waiting a long time to meet her.

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I'm surprised at how much I fucking hate it when corporate ads use disembodied black voices to try and convince me to buy Taco Bell & McDonalds

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D: Tiddies.

A: Hell Yeah!

Me: Yes.

Erudites at a consensus.

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You ever meet somebody, just wanna take them out to dinner and listen to them talk/ admire them from a distance?

I feel that way about this one.

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I gotta stop living in the ruins of yesterday's shadows never built, I need to be future looking, and creating towards dawn.

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I think about how oblivious my romancing game was because I literally had my crush flirting with me in college and all in all, I was reduced to a giggling idiot that couldnt get out of his own head to see that homegirl was DEFINITELY interested in me.

Perspective is a BITCH.

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My matrelinieal family has a streak of closeted polyamorous men straight the fuck down the male bloodline and they would be so much happier if they could just be honest about their lifestyles.

It's so funny to see three generations of men all carry that streak, it's really in the genes...

[baronblack]

I want to have good sex

With like one person for a long while. And maybe we grow together and become better people because of it

[killowave]

[viostormcaller]

LAJDLQBDOJDKD WHY IS THAT ACTUALLY FUNNY

[vorpallblade]

E N S L A V E D M O I S T U R E

[isa-ghost]

GLSKGKSKGMSKVK

[filmedonmyphone]

*drinks water* 

prison transfer

[baronblack]

Oh hey, Dadaism has grandchildren, history rhymes, doesn't it?

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I wish I could articulate how frustrating it is to date nowadays.

I don't even want to use dating apps anymore.

I'm ready to go back to fucking work and never come back.

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I hate the anxiety, the mixed signals, and my now apparent inability to compartmentalize my feelings.

I hate how isolated I feel.

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The worst part about online dating is time between messages when you hope she's still interested.

Or when your dating app suggests you swipe more when you've already met the person you'd be deleting the app for.

I've never felt so anxious over another person's affections. I hate it.

This vulnerability is rough

[papermariosuggestion]

Chapters 1-7

[stickeltickle]

what the hell are these god-tier paper mario memes