Wiser

My point of view.

[baseet]

Numbing

[baseet]

Maybe I will never be found

[baseet]

How will I? I LOST ME

[baseet]

It's easier to hate me than to love me.

[baseet]

This is me now. December 2024 and honestly I feel so happy with how I feel nowdays but through pictures I haven't pleased yet. Hard to swallow that now I look this way....

I feel like I am a worn out clothes. Nobody will never want me, let alone to be me. I am proud for every tale on this skin, but still wishing upon stars for my inferiority will be compensated by at least I look better.

I honestly not feeling good to be what I look now.

Knowing been spending times for being ungrateful, and yet now I am still ungrateful. I hope i will be a better person, to be grateful.

Thank you that I am survived this far.

[baseet]

It choked me.

[baseet]

He used to be mine.

He was wounded, reckless, imperfect. But he used to be mine. I mourn him, I lost him.. I lost me

[baseet]

Am I safe to coming out here?

[baseet]

Saw myself on the old pictures... I regret to ever sad bad things to myself back then. I WAS FINE. WHY WAS I SO HARSH?

[baseet]

The time I gain my control to silenced myself.

To forget everything, just to be present.

I've lost my youth already, I worried alot and now I am coming back try to re parent myself.

[baseet]

Everybody got a darkside, do you love me? Can you love mine? Nobodies are picture perfect, but we worth it, you know that we worth it. #jurusoca #justtalk #HutanPinus #gunungpancar #kellyclarkson #darkside

[baseet]

Turn down the voice that doesn't even worth to be heard. #gunungpancar #HutanPinus #justtalk #jurusoca

[baseet]

Your bestfriend might be the loudest person you've ever met. The choices are on your hand. Who'll be you pick for? The "wooden" wanna be that will never be a tree and pretend to gives you a cool air but right behind you he sets you on to the fire, or the stone that punching on your face evertime, but always be there to lift you up? #jurusoca #justtalk #HutanPinus #gunungpancar

[baseet]

Jalani saja. Berpikilah terus tentang segala rencanamu tentang kesenangan maka kau tak akan pernah mencicipinya. Tapi bagi kau yang menjalani dan selaku berusaha menciptakan kebahagiaanmu sendiri bersyukurlah. Karena banyak orang di luar sana yang masih menghitung dan berencana, namun kau sudah menjalaninya. Aku mungkin seorang perencana yang buruk tapi aku mahir dalam menikmati dan selalu belajar untuk bersyukur. #gunungpancar #HutanPinus #jurusoca

[baseet]

One Big Smile for One Big Fun. #jurusoca #HutanPinus #gunungpancar

[baseet]

Have some fun. Meski sempat keseleo #gunungpancar #HutanPinus #jurusoca

[baseet]

#HutanPinus #gunungpancar #jurusoca